am i an ed blog or am i just a blog with an ed?
just a friendly reminder that if you don’t eat, it only takes away a burden in your life.
it sounds crazy, but think about it. you don’t have to go all “oh shoot i forgot to eat!” or rush a meal. you don’t necessarily NEED food. it’s a more of a WANT. you don’t have to deal with the tummy aches, nasty food, buying food, bloating, and body issues. so no, that snack is not necessary and you will survive without it. 🤍
being an athlete with an ed is not for the weak 💔
atleast i burn a shit ton of cals!
I swear the hyperfocus I get while fasting will mean I drop dead. I'm going to beat my fasting record (23 days)
Honestly, if the only other option is being fat, being a little hungry all the time doesn't sound bad at all
Tw scary
Gaining weight
Reblog if you cried
i love the feeling of an empty stomach. i feel so light. 🤍
im gonna lose so much weight that i’ll be unrecognizable..
im gonna lose so much weight that people will ask me if im okay..
im gonna lose so much weight that the new clothes i bought are gonna be loose on me..
im gonna lose so much weight that people will truly have to love me for who i am n not for how i look because im gonna look so sick..
i said that i wanted to lose enough weight to be a “healthy” and “normal” weight, but now i want to be so skinny that i become sick..
Hi everyone.
So if you didn't know, we have Dissociative Identity Disorder. The main part who fronts (who ran this account who I will, out of respect for his privacy, I will refer to as Newt) collapsed with really bad heart pain this evening.
After coming to, I, Joey, found out he hasn't been eating at all where possible and that's what caused this episode. He had kept us away from this knowledge with the amnesia and under the guise of "Im doing better so I dont need your help as much". We have essentially forced him away and now us protector and caretaker parts are working to get our body functioning healthily again and eating properly. We aren't sure if this will work, but for now, I'm deleting tumblr and keeping Newt away as much as possible and he is only allowed out for short periods of time.
Thank you all for the community you have given him, even if I personally don't necessarily agree with it, I understand this is your safe space.
Kind regards and well wished to you all,
Joey
if i can't see every bone of my chest, then i'm not sick enough.
sometimes i wonder how amazing it'd be if i could just grab a pair of scissors and cvt off the unwanted fats from my stomach, arms and thighs
A guy with DID, CPTSD, some kinda ED, Bipolar, and some other stuff
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