"Loving you is like having sunshine locked in my heart, little rays of love escape me and shine like stars.. oh darling, I feel you even through the dark. And as the sunshine escapes me, it starts to spark.. igniting my soul into precious, flaming liquid art."
You are a day of sunshine darling and you belong in my heart - eUë
I fell in love with your hands
Read SOA and is now sobbing a river
"I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world."
Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles
There is nothing more that I wish for, than to hold you in my arms Mi Amor
I mistook your daggers as smiles
You are my favorite person Dumbass
Slowly, tenderly, and in ever-growing circles, he moved his palms up from her feet toward her ankles and from there toward her belly. All the while his lips muttered words that sounded like a secret ancient code to Ella. Suddenly she understood. He was praying. While his hands caressed every inch of her body, his eyes remained firmly closed and his lips prayed for her. It was the most spiritual thing she had ever experienced. And although she kept her clothes on, and so did he, and although there was nothing carnal about it, it was the sexiest feeling she had ever experienced.
I check my phone for the thousandth time
It's been 10 days since I last heard from you
You torment me in the name of love; True
How painful and in despair I seem to be
You seem so indifferent to my agony
Maybe, in the end, our hopes were the wrong way around. But what am I, what are you, if not a misdiagnosis? And if so, is there a way out?
—Haruki Murakami, The Elephant Vanishes.