“When I was young, I used to admire intelligent people; as I grow older, I admire kind people.”
— Abraham Joshua Heschel
Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters
Pinned post in the making, please bear with me - this is a draft.
Ok, I guess I need a pinned post with a few things about me:
- 24, Spanish islander in the uk - GMT
- this blog is new, old blog: @vaccantsex-blog
- sub leaning switch
- sapiosexual submission/intellectual ownership
- I honestly just want someone to turn by brain to dust, pretty please
- Dom application🎀 (trying things out jeje)
Dominance is not about control alone, is about trust. Submission is given, not taken (even if I make you think otherwise)
Obviously, MDNI.
I will continue to add things as I learn what to write on these pinned post.
Ps: please feel free to dm me and give constructive criticism or guidance on what to write here. I give consent to degrading dms too :)
I feel like I’m not here. Although im strangely serene.
People talk to me and Im so calm and patient and conversational, like my usual mask has been boosted and it does not require the same effort it always does.
I’m floating. I don’t know what is going on around me.
I can’t centre my brain to understand emails. But I am serene.
Imagine they saw the pain inside me and asked me about it. What would I say? That’s why I can’t allow any pain to be seen.
I think that’s is why my brain has put me in this serene state.
But I am in pain. Like many books say, there is an empty whole in my chest.
eat me