Where Do You See Yourself In 5 Years?

Thank you so much for the tag lesha! <3

Heya @honeyymistt !! No pressure :))))

Thank you to all my babies @party-hearses @mandoisapunk @worhols @amanitacowboy @nostalxgic @breakfastatjoels for the tag and anyone else I've missed that tagged me 😭

rules: go to pinterest, search "[your name] core aesthetic" and create a moodboard from the first nine images.

If I tag you and you already did it I’m sorRRY 😭

@tightjeansjavi @lovers-liability @ankhmutes @jenispunk @cxrsed-angel @princesspookieforevs @zahraaziza @millersaurora and anyone else who wants to 😭

Jin is so relatable

if i bring a book someplace it doesn't necessarily mean i want to read it mayb i just want to take her on a walk. Get her some fresh air and a change of scenery

Realising I should post more on here, so hey lovelies want to chat? ❤️

I love you lesha!!! <3

last song - because of you by Lana Del Rey (idk if its actually released I just listen to it on a yt playlist)

currently watching - the Gilmore girls and just about to start season 2 of heart stopper!

currently reading - the silence of the girls by Pat Barker

current obsession - I mentioned that I watched/read the sandman once and now I'm obsessed with it once again. that being said I am always in my six of crows and shatter me phase

No pressure! @honeyymistt and @aireenwarner

nine people you'd like to know better

(i was tagged by @1989nihil! thank youu :D)

Last song: Born under punches (the heat goes on) by Talking Heads

Currently watching: Extraordinary Attorney Woo :)

Currently reading: Stone Butch Blues

Current obsession(s): Sleeping, being cozy, (as usual) and going to arcades!

Gonna tag (feel free to ignore): @dogboyrevenge @burgundyquills @dracarysbitch @onabikaa @zuraea @meiyanaalexia @aomitois

Me_irl

Hello! Here’s a dose of songs that remind me of Warner I promised ages ago, if you liked it there are more songs if anyone is interested.

Btw this will have spoilers!

BOYFRIEND - Dove Cameron

Basically this whole song reminds me of when Adam and Juliette were together. I don’t think there is specially one line but there are quite a few. “I don't need to tell you twice, All the ways he can't suffice, If I could give you some advice I would leave with me tonight”. “I could be a better boyfriend than him, I could do the shit that he never did”

KILLER SHANGRI-LAH - Psychotic Beats

I heard this on an advert for a tv show and was like ‘oh…yes’. I don’t really think I need an explanation, the song is just pretty badass so I felt the whole vibe was right. “I had to kill you, I’m really sorry”. “But you know what…ain’t nobody gonna change me”

HUNGER - Alibi Music

Literally the same reason for the song above. “I see you watching me with those eyes, I feel them watching me all the time”. “You’ve got secrets and I’ve got mine, but how do we know when to draw the line?”

I DID SOMETHING BAD - Taylor Swift

I felt like this also just fit, it reminded me of when he killed Seamus Fletcher because he had no regrets to it. “They say I did something bad. Then why’s it feel so good?” “Most fun I ever had, and I’d do it over and over and over again if I could”.

THE 30TH - Billie Eilish

I cried when I heard this song it broke my heart. But besides from this just being a masterpiece I felt like it related to Warner in the Believe Me novella when Juliette was thought to die on the plane back to Sanctuary. He was so scared to leave her alone in case anything happened to her because of the trauma of almost loosing her. I think because he wasn’t beside his mother when she died, he may hold some regret that she was alone. In the song, there are a lot of ‘what if…’ and I think it could shows Warner thinking of it happening and struggling to move on from it because of the paranoia of someone you love almost dying. “But I told you even then you looked so pretty. In your hospital bed”. “I remember you said you were scared. And so am I”.

SANCTUARY - Joji

It just felt like a warnette song and it’s just so adorable. I can just hear this playing in the background if shatter me was a movie cause they just love each other and deserve everything. “If you’ve been waiting for falling in love. Babe, you don’t have to wait on me" "Pull me oh so close, 'cause you never know just how long our lives will be" " 'Cause what you want is what I want, sincerity"

LIKE A ROLLING STONE - Bob Dylan

In Restore Me we were told that Warner was listening to this song on repeat and I understand why. It seams to relate to his life and how it has changed so much from Shatter me to Ignite me (and obviously keeps changing). I struggled to pick out chunks of this song to put in this list but if you listen to it then it will probably be clear. "How does it feel, how does it feel? To be without a home" "Nobody's ever taught you how to live out on the street. And now you're gonna have to get used to it" "You're invisible now, you've got no secrets to conceal"

HEATHENS - twenty one pilots

I felt like this fits into the first shatter me book theme but also other books too. I thought it related to Warner because he is often misunderstood by everyone around him as they do not know, nor understand what he has been through. He is both a tragic hero and anti-hero. (Did any of that make any sense?) "Please don't make any sudden moves. You don't know the half of the abuse" "You'll never know the murderer sitting next to you. You'll think, "How'd I get here, sitting next to you?""

FATHER'S SON - Celeste

This feels like this song relates to Anderson, Warner and Adam. Warner throughout the series is almost trying to tell us he isn't anything like his father despite there being characteristics that are the same. Overall there is one clear factor that makes them stand out from each other. Warners emotions. With Adam and Warner it felt like the lines could fit Ignite me and Restore me. It feels like Warner is trying to process how the can be brothers with similar (but different) backgrounds but turned out to be completely different types of people. it reminded me of when Warner told Juliette he admired Adam for his capability to turn out completely different to him despite receiving Andersons abuse. "I know you look at yourself like me. With the same eyes, we both see through to the end" "I heard it's in your blood, baby. I heard you got the same taste in your mouth" "Maybe I'm my father's son, maybe I'm my father's son. Or, I'm nothing like you, or, I'm nothing like you"

SEVEN - Taylor Swift

This song feels to me like it could almost be from Juliette pov of when she was a child. It felt like the memories of their childhood together in Defy me. it was revealed that Warner and his mother hid in the closet to get away from Anderson and Juliette suggested to live underwater (bby). "And I've been meaning to tell you I think your house is haunted Your dad is always mad and that must be why And I think you should come live with Me and we can be pirates Then you won't have to cry Or hide in the closet And just like a folk song Our love will be passed on"

HIGHER LOVE - Lilly Winwood & Steve Winwood

This song is just so cute and I could imagine it playing when Juliette confessed that she loved Warner in Ignite me. "Things look so bad everywhere. In this whole world, what is fair?" "Worlds are turning, and we're just hanging on. Facing our fear, and standing out there alone" "There must be someone who's feeling for me"

Y’all being pregnant while moving into a new house is BUCKWILD

My husband is an intelligent man, but he has gotten in his head that if I lift one box I will PERISH

thank you for the tag! <333

are you named after anyone? no my mum wanted to break away from the family tradition of the name Elizabeth running in our family. so my mum just liked my name and stuck with it :D

when was the last time you cried? a couple days ago :( I was feeling pretty low

do you have kids? yes my cute little boy (aka my cat)

do you use sarcasm a lot? I do especially when annoyed. however, I don't always understand or realise other people are being sarcastic💀

what's the first thing you notice about people? probably their clothes, I think clothes say a lot about someones personality :)

what's your eye colour? hazel kind of

scary movie or happy ending? I'm a sucker for happy endings, scary movies are a no no

any special talents? unfortunately I'm not a very talented person and a very slow learner

what are your hobbies? I love piano, horse riding, reading books and listening to music. every day once it turns 11pm I'm listening to music for 2 hours until my ears are too tired, and when I wake up I listen to music for hours. I love it but my ears pay the price :(

have you got pets? I have an adorable cat, he's getting old but he still acts like a young kitten

what sports do you/have you played? I used to play horse riding, badminton and swimming but don't anymore even though I still want to. when I was really young, I did archery. I wanted to be the next Merida. now I just do yoga in a hopes that keeps me fit 🥲😂

how tall are you? 5'7

favorite subject in school? definitely music, even in tests they were fun as I would find new songs to listen to (just realised how sad that is)

dream job? I want to be a child psychologist. I really want to be there for a child when they feel like they have no one. also I believe that when children go through trauma its extremely hard to recover from it as it is like ingrained in your makeup as a human being. so I just want to give them the best start they can. obviously it would be amazing if I could go into music but I kinda thought I want to separate something I love so dearly from work

Ok here are my list of people I’d love learn more about but you don’t have to obviously!🩷 (I don’t have 15 mutuals ._.) -

@seleneastra

@honeyymistt

@aireenwarner

@darlingyouthrillme

15 questions, 15 mutuals.

Tagged by @trentcrimminallybeautiful thank you gert my beloved <3

Are you named after anyone? - Yes, but I don't really feel a connection to my birth name much, so I'd rather talk about my online chosen names! For the name Fallon, I just picked it because I liked the vibes honestly and also after an oc I made when I was really little. And as for the beloved name bestowed unto me, Milk. I made a typo introducing myself ("Gallon") and it stuck 😔<3

When was the last time you cried? - hm, probably a couple weeks ago? I cry when I get hungry lmao

Do you have kids? - This bear flowerpot thingy is my beloved son:

But as for human children, no.

Do you use sarcasm a lot?- unsure if absurd threats of eating furniture in response to Cool Art/Fic count as sarcasm, but if so, yes

What's the first you notice about people? - if they have a Funky Outfit on I'll probably notice that first (and then get too intimidated to talk to them because they're CoolTM)

What's your eye colour? - brown

Scary movies or happy endings? - happy ending sorry I'm a coward

Any special talents? - I play violin, and I'm particularly adept at making typos

Where were you born? - hospital

What are your hobbies? - writing, reading, rug-hooking, cooking/baking, going on walks in nature

Have you got any pets? - yes, this is my beloved fool of a dog Clyde:

What sports do you play/have you played? - none on a team, but I like playing tennis and roller skating

How tall are you? - 5'5" I think?

Favourite subject in school? - used to be English lit, but I'm a sociology/gender studies major now. but I also love Italian despite not being very good at it!

Dream job? - currently looking to go into academia! (scary!) but if I could have any job in the world, it might have to do with marine bio/conservation, or cooking, or writing, or an archivist of some sort, or a forensic entomologist, or someone who Sorts things all day, or-

Tagging (no pressure of course!) : @shiningsagittarius @never-wake-up @personinthepalace @xkurtwagner @hangrybluewhale @ae-jurumi @middle-class-trash @deeskip @acollectionofcuriousreblogs @papermillll @amysterywrappedinanenigma @nobody33333333 @sophieswundergarten @itsgoghtime @kneeslapworthy @oflightningandstars @rebecca-mbs-fan @phtalogreenpoison @crow-in-springtime @heyitsthatonesmolgay @lemondropletters

ok listen I know it said 15 but I got carried away-

that being said I definitely am forgetting people - if you see this, this is your open invitation to join (and I do mean that!)

Thank you I love you so so much pretty!!!

1. The other women - Lana Del Rey

2. Closer to fine - indigo girls

3. Soon you’ll get better - Taylor swift

4. Cherry wine - Hozier

5. False god - Taylor Swift

(Another one cause I have to add this!)

6. Beggin’ - Måneskin

Tag: My lovely lovely @honeyymistt !!

starting a new tag game because why not:

top five songs stuck in your head, GO:

1. Lover

2. Wildest Dreams

3. Style

4. cardigan

5. august

(doesn’t have to be in order)

tags: @somerandomhuman080 @swans-chirping-in-the-distance @the-princess-fangirl @loife1m