Day 14/20, 4th October, 2023 – Wednesday

Day 10/14, 9th September, 2023 – Saturday

Alright, I'm posting late again, so this is a bit vague, since I only vaguely remember what I did. Essentially, I practiced Logarithms for my Maths test on Monday. That was about it (unfortunately, today wasn't a very good day either).

I'd very much like to punch a feminist.

I’d never, ever hurt a lady but I’d be happy to punch a feminist. It’d bring me great joy.

when she says she doesn’t send nudes

SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME TO FINISH MY BIO COURSEWORK SO THAT I CAN STUDY FOR MY TRIAL EXAMS, PLEASE AND THANK YOU

So. I had an academic awakening today. My dad and I were looking for my old end of term transcripts so that I can send them in for applications, and I genuinely remember thinking that my grades have been horrible since the 8th grade because of lockdown and stuff- but I was SO wrong. Like I could not have been more wrong than this. I thought that because I was messing up maths at the time and getting 3 and 4 out of 7 (ib myp) that all my grades were similar. BUT THEY WEREN'T???????????????? BRO I WAS CONSISTENTLY GETTING 6'S AND 7'S IN ALL MY OTHER SUBJECTS EXCEPT MATHS, OCCASIONALLY PHYSICS, AND LANGUAGE. YOU'RE TELLING ME I'M NOT ACTUALLY STUPID???? AND IT ISN'T JUST LIKE 8TH GRADE OR SOMETHING- I'VE BEEN GETTING SIMILAR SCORES CONSISTENTLY SINCE THE 7TH GRADE ONWARDS, MY TRANSCRIPTS FOR 9TH ARE ACTUALLY WONDERFUL, AND MY 10TH TERM ONE REPORT IS ALSO QUITE PHENOMENAL (I EVEN GOT A 7 IN PHYSICS THEN WTF, THE ONLY LOW SCORE I GOT WAS IN MATHS AND THAT WAS A 4, THE ONLY 4 I GOT). EVERYTHING CLEARLY WENT DOWNHILL SOMEWHERE THOUGH, BECAUSE MY TERM TWO TRANSCRIPT FOR 10TH GRADE HAS MY GRADES DROPPING (THE SCIENCES ALL DROPPED DOWN TO 5 AND THEN GOT PROGRESSIVELY WORSE IN MY PREBOARDS). THE WORST PART IS THAT I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHY MY SCORES STARTED DROPPING THEN. LIKE IT WASN'T BOYS, I LIKED A BOY THEN TOO, BUT IT DIDN'T AFFECT MY SCORES. IT WASN'T SOCIAL MEDIA OR SCREENTIME OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BECAUSE I HAD NO SOCIAL MEDIA THEN AND I WAS STILL CONSTANTLY TEXTING MY FRIENDS ALL THE TIME AND I KNEW HOW TO BYPASS ALL THE PARENTAL CONTROLS AND I WAS STILL SUPER OBSESSED WITH WHATEVER FANDOM I WAS IN???? I actually feel like my ocd started getting worse around that time and I also think that's when I started altering my sleep schedule and staying up way later than I usually would. So, in order to return to my former academic little self, I'm going to try and speak to my school counsellor about my ocd and try and fix my sleep schedule. If a younger me can do it so well and consistently, why can't older, present me? If a younger me could learn with such zeal and passion and reflect it in her scores, what's to say i can't do the same thing now too?

My son egg n his brother cheese

ty for the tag :DDD

Risk – Gracie Abrams

Scrawny – Wallows

Gorgeous – Taylor Swift

Heartbreak Weather (Live) – Niall Horan

You'd Be Stars – Sydney Rose ft. chloe moriondo

Shut Me Up – Nick Youre

Close To You – Dayglow

Count on Me – Bruno Mars

Black Hole Fantasy – The Crane Wives

So High School – Taylor Swift

yeah so can you tell this is from the playlist I made about my crush- also I just picked this one because it's an actual PLAYLIST that I keep playing that isn't my liked songs lmao

tagging @studyblrspace @thyion @lezvoix and anyone else who wants to do it!!

tagged by @en-theos ! put your on repeat playlist on shuffle and post the first ten songs that show up

modern love - david bowie

take me to war - the crane wives

that's life - frank sinatra

temptation - new order

the room where it happens - hamilton etc etc

lust for life - iggy pop

disorder - joy division

the perfect kiss - new order

new in town - little boots

bigmouth strikes again - the smiths

tagginggg @horacepdf @edwardscissorfeet @soldatrose @neighbourhoodtwo if you want :D

This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years. 

If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life. 

You can only reblog this on Nov 16 2023💥

Day 18/20, 8th October, 2023 – Sunday

I finished studying for my Biology test tomorrow!!! It took time, but I did it! Unfortunately, I wasn't able to read from both the Hodder and the Pearson textbook, so I only finished Pearson. Next time I have to be aware and read them side by side while taking notes to ensure I have all the pertinent information down.