Lando Norris x Reader
Summary: Lando Norris embraced his now-public relationship as a chance to openly and unapologetically adore his girlfriend. Fans saw it as a win—though it came at the cost of Max F constantly getting roped into their antics.
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Warnings: swearing, mentions of sex, suggestive dialogue
Protect Max
Fans were absolutely loving how Y/N had become a bigger part of Max’s streams. They got to see a side of her they’d never caught on social media and beyond the glimpses from the paddock with Lando.
It was just another day of chatting and gaming for the two during a break between races, the pair sat in an ever familiar room in Lando's place in Monaco, but with him absent as Max had mentioned he went out for training.
"We just agreed on not using grenades you cheat! Lando's rubbing off on you way too much. I don't like it" Max exclaims as his character on Counterstrike once again, gets killed by Y/N less than a minute into the round.
"Oh go cry about it Max, just admit I'm better than you" Y/N smirks as she grabs her water bottle to take a sip
"You cheated! I got absolutely knocked by that"
"Fine! You big baby, no grenades this time, promise" Y/N groans as they start another round
"they're so sibling coded" "not bob getting dethroned from being Max's gaming partner" "she's so gonna beat Max again this round"
“Okay, chat, no need to rub salt in the wound—by the way, I was the one who taught you how to play, you should be grateful—shit!”
Max was mid-sentence when Y/N sniped him, knocking him out of the game and securing yet another win—this time, fair and square.
“The student becomes the master,” she smirked, leaning back in her chair, clearly enjoying the moment.
"What's going on here?" the mic picks up Lando's voice before he even enters the frame.
"I'm absolutely dominating on counterstrike—did you just get back?" A playful smile spreads across Y/N's face as Lando walks into the room, standing behind her chair and gently massaging her shoulders.
"I've already showered and everything. Been here the past 30 minutes, you two were too busy bickering—I could hear you all the way down the hall," Lando chuckles, looking down at her with a cheeky grin.
He leans in, but Y/N quickly shifts away, avoiding the kiss.
"You're avoiding my kisses now?" Lando teases, his mouth hanging open in mock surprise.
"The stream, Lan..." Y/N mutters, a little pout on her lips, making Lando laugh softly.
"Alright baby, for our eyes only, yeah?" Lando smirks, leaning back down while reaching for the camera, his hand covering it just in time to hide their kiss.
"Hello?! My eyes! My eyes! What about Max’s eyes?!" Max's shout makes the two burst into laughter as Lando pulls his hand away, revealing Max’s face, twisted in utter disgust.
"lol poor max" "bet he misses P a lil extra today" "i think im going to cardiac arrest they're so cute"
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Snitches get stiches
The night before testing in Bahrain, Lando hopped onto Max’s stream for a few rounds, confident as ever. After absolutely schooling Max, he decided it was time to call it a night, shutting down his setup and stepping away.
What he didn’t step away from, however, was the chat.
Curled up in bed, phone in hand, Lando lurked—dropping smug messages every few minutes. No matter how much Max tried to ignore him, chat was loving it, egging Lando on as he tormented his friend from the shadows.
" 'Just take the L—' Mate, I did take the L. You’re the one still lurking in chat," Max laughed, shaking his head as yet another message from Lando popped up. "You have testing tomorrow, by the way."
Then, a new message appeared.
"Ed said he let you win this morning."
Max smirked, grabbing his phone. Without a word, he held up a finger to the camera and pressed dial. The stream went quiet as he waited. After a few rings, a familiar voice came through the speaker.
"Hey, Y/N, you alright? Sorry if I woke you. You’re in Bahrain with Lando, yeah?" Max finally said, his grin growing wider at the thought of absolutely snitching on his best friend.
"Hey, Maxie. No you're good, just in the other room catching up on work. Lando went to bed about an hour ago. Everything okay? Do I need to wake him up?" Y/N sounded concerned.
"Yeah, 'bout that... he’s wide awake, actually—just finished streaming golf with me. Wouldn’t leave my chat."
The pause on the other end was almost too satisfying. Max leaned back, waiting patiently, his smirk never fading. The sound of rustling and soft footsteps had him turning up the volume, bringing his phone closer to the mic. He even covered his mouth, stifling his laughter, determined to catch this golden moment in all its glory.
"bro is cooked" "oh no she's mad" "not max snitching on lando AGAIN"
"You’ve got testing tomorrow, Lan." "Fucking snitch, Max! Grow up!" Lando’s voice barely made it through, muffled. "You said you were going to bed an hour ago," Y/N said, clearly not amused. "Baby, I am in bed," Lando mumbled, his tone defensive. "You were just playing with Max—" "—For one round, my love. I’m in bed now, aren’t I?" "Don’t play me, Norris. Go to sleep, or I’m taking your phone away." “How am I supposed to sleep without you next to me, huh?” Lando’s voice was full of fake desperation, stretching the words out like he was pleading for a lifeline.
“Right, well, now I’m about to throw up,” Max interrupted, cutting through the conversation with his dry humour.
"Fewtrell, you knew better. shouldn't have entertained him when he asked you to play." "yeah that's right! you get him baby" "Didn't I say go to sleep? I'm telling Jon about this tomorrow" "This isn't over Max!" Lando manages to shout before the line cuts.
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Taking her back
Lando, Max, and Y/N had been best friends long before Lando and Y/N started dating, and though Lando loved how well his girlfriend and best mate got along, there were times when his jealousy got the best of him.
"Baby, come on. You've been playing with Max forever!" Lando whined, his voice dripping with playful frustration. Both Y/N and Max paused their game, turning to see Lando dramatically sprawled out in the chair behind them, looking all sorts of pouty.
"Lan, you’ve been glued to your phone for the past two hours," Y/N teased with a laugh. "We’ve asked you to join us, like, a million times"
"That’s different!" Lando huffed. "I need you. Did you not miss me? It’s the first time we’ve seen each other in a week!" He gave them a puppy-dog look, and Y/N couldn’t help but smile at his adorable pout.
"A week’s not that long, mate," Max teased, unable to resist poking fun.
"Shut up, you dickhead. I wasn’t talking to you," Lando snapped back, a grin playing at the corners of his mouth. "You're only saying that because P’s been with you the whole time."
"Y/N is literally 6 feet away from you—" Max shot back, raising an eyebrow.
"—Yeah? And you’re about 6 feet away from getting punched," Lando retorted, his playful threat making everyone laugh.
"You’re so easy to wind up," Max said, shaking his head in amusement, clearly enjoying Lando's reaction.
"Very mature, you two," Y/N spoke up, watching the back-and-forth between Lando and Max with an amused smile.
"Baby, please, can we kick Max out? I need some me and you time," Lando groaned, rolling his chair closer to Y/N, his eyes full of exaggerated desperation.
"Lando, chat asked her to join my stream today," Max protested, raising an eyebrow. "You’re really gonna steal her away from them?"
"They’re stealing her away from me right now," Lando shot back, narrowing his eyes playfully at the camera.
"Alright, you big baby, one more round, then we'll leave Max alone," Y/N chuckled, turning to face Lando and gently running her hand through his hair.
"No. Now," Lando pouted, shamelessly showing just how needy he was, making Y/N laugh as she gave him a soft, teasing look.
"I'm about this close to bleaching my eyes and ears, mate," Max teased, smirking at the chaos unfolding.
"I'm about this close to kicking you out of my flat—" Lando leaned forward, narrowing his eyes at Max.
"—OKAY. Chat, my kids are throwing tantrums now, I think it’s time for me to go," Y/N sighed in defeat, sitting up straight with a playful roll of her eyes. "You two are impossible." She gave both of them an exasperated but affectionate look, knowing she’d have to be the voice of reason.
"boooo! not bob stealing y/n from us" "NOOO don't leave Y/N" "LN being selfish lol" "hes neeeedy"
Max let out a laugh as he read through the chat, clearly enjoying the chaos. "They're booing you, mate—yeah, chat! That's right! He’s stealing Y/N from us!" Max egged them on, his voice full of mischief.
Just as Y/N stood up from her seat, ready to leave, Lando grabbed her arm, pulling her back down onto his lap. He held her firmly by the waist, giving her a quick kiss.
Y/N gently shoved him, standing up again with a soft laugh, trying to hide the flustered look that had crept onto her face from his sudden move. Lando, now sporting a proud smirk, looked straight at the camera. "Gotta take my girl back now, chat," he said with a playful wink. "We’ll see you guys next time."
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Look at my girl
"Did you get the code? I sent it to you on WhatsApp," Lando said, setting his phone down and turning his attention back to his screen as he finished setting up the game.
"Yep, got it. We're using in-game mics, yeah?" Max replied, joining the lobby.
Before Lando could answer, a soft knock echoed through the room. He instinctively pulled off one side of his headphones, swiveling his chair to find Y/N standing by the door.
"I'm heading out now, bub" her voice carried through the mic, chat flooded with messages about how soft Lando’s gaze had just turned.
"Look at you all dressed up—where are you headed, my pretty girl?" Lando smirked, leaning back in his chair, eyes shamelessly trailing over his girlfriend.
A blush crept up Y/N’s cheeks as she shifted on her feet, slightly embarrassed by her boyfriend’s proud declaration. "I’m having lunch with Alex today, remember?"
"You look beautiful, my love," Lando murmured, his grin widening before turning back to his stream. "Chat, doesn’t Y/N look absolutely stunning?"
"Maate, start the bloody game!" Max groaned, dragging out the words in frustration.
Y/N chuckled softly, shaking her head. "Alright, Lan, I gotta go—they're arriving soon."
"Alex is picking you up?" Lando asked, tilting his head as he kept his eyes on her.
Y/N nodded. "Charles offered to drop us off at the restaurant. I'll bring you home food, and I’ll send you the menu when I get there."
Lando’s expression softened. "Have fun, my love. Text me if you need anything."
"Got it. Bye, chat—" Y/N smiled, giving a small wave as she stepped out the door.
"—What?! Hey, hey, no! Come back—baby, my kiss!" Lando whined, nearly pushing himself out of his seat, watching her leave with a dramatic pout.
She let out a playful groan but stepped back into the room, making her way toward Lando.
"Look at her, everyone—stunning," Lando grinned, taking her hand in his. "Alright, bye, gorgeous. Have a great time."
Y/N smirked, holding her hand up to the camera—mimicking the way Lando had covered it on a previous stream—before leaning down to press a soft kiss to his lips.
"Thanks for that, Y/N, really appreciate the modesty," Max's voice rang through Lando's headphones, dripping with sarcasm. "Hope you do that to my eyes next time, yeah?"
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Don't look at my girl
Lando had been on Twitch for a good hour now, casually playing UNO with Max and a few other friends on who were on Discord. It was all easygoing banter, a way to kill time before diving into a more intense Tarkov session.
Y/N walked in not too long after, carefully balancing plates of food in her hands. Without looking up from his screen, Lando muttered a quick, “Thanks, love,” too focused on his cards to even glance her way.
It wasn’t until the chat suddenly exploded with rapid messages that his attention flickered toward the comments. His brows furrowed, eyes scanning the screen.
"hi Y/N" "okay hot mama!" "Y/N you look stunning babe" "can Lando fight?"
“‘Can Lando fight’—chat, what the fuck?” he scoffed, finally turning his head toward his girlfriend.
And then he saw it.
The slightly cropped, low-necklined tank top hugging her in all the right places, a sight he was very much happy to see, just not so happy to share with the rest of the world.
His reaction was instant. “Baby… where’s the rest of your shirt?” Lando whined, reaching out to tug at the hem of her top as if he could magically make it longer.
Y/N only laughed, swatting his hands away. “It’s literally just a tank top, Lando.”
“Yeah, and apparently, it’s starting fights in my chat.” He shot a glare at the screen before narrowing his eyes at her playfully.
As Y/N stood up, completely unaware of the way the camera was angled, she leaned forward slightly to grab something from behind the monitor.
Lando, ever vigilant with his quick reflexes, moved faster than ever, one hand darting out to cover her chest while the other reached for the mouse, ready to slam the stream off if necessary.
“Woah, woah—baby! Careful, please,” he blurted out, eyes wide as he practically shielded her from the world.
Connor’s laughter echoed through the call. “LN’s about to have a heart attack, mate.”
Y/N, finally realizing what had just happened, let out a soft laugh as she sat back down, napkins now in hand. “I was just grabbing these, bub. Calm down.”
Lando let out a dramatic sigh, clutching his chest like he’d just lived through a near-death experience. “Baby, please, I’m begging—could you put on a hoodie or something?” His voice was almost desperate, eyes flicking between her and the chat that was going absolutely feral.
Y/N raised a brow, arms crossing over her chest. “You’re overreacting.”
“Yeah, well, they’re not getting a free show,” Lando huffed, shooting a glare at the screen before rolling his eyes. With one last grumble, he finally turned his attention back to his game, picking up his fork to dig into dinner—all while side-eyeing the chat every few seconds.
Meanwhile, Max was wheezing through his mic. “I swear you just aged five years.”
Connor chuckled. “Bro’s fighting battles no one else can see.”
"still cant believe he was able to pull her" "Y/N leave him be with me" "she looks unreal" "lando better know how to fight"
Lando didn’t say a word, just stood up abruptly and rushed out of the room, leaving his friends confused as his turn in UNO was about to run out.
“Where’s he gone now?” Max muttered, clicking onto Lando’s stream, only to see Y/N sitting there, casually eating and playing in his place.
She simply shrugged, unfazed, taking Lando’s turn for him as she popped another bite of food into her mouth. A few seconds later, Lando reappeared, arms full, determination set on his face.
“Pick.”
“Huh?” Y/N blinked up at him, mid-chew.
“Pick one. Shirt, hoodie, or blanket?” He stood in front of her, dead serious, holding up the options like this was a life-or-death decision.
Y/N let out a soft laugh, shaking her head. “You’re kidding, right?”
“Baby, pick.” Lando repeated, unwavering.
“Lan, it’s really not that—”
Before she could even finish, he had already tossed the clothes onto the floor and made the executive decision himself, unfolding the blanket and draping it over her shoulders. “Right, blanket it is.”
Y/N sat there, wrapped up like a burrito, staring at him in amused disbelief.
Max was howling through the mic. “Mate, she’s looks like she's about to go to bed”
Lando glanced over at her, a proud grin spreading across his face as he admired his work. “There. Better,” he said, his tone smug but warm, clearly pleased with himself for making sure she was all cozy and covered up.
Y/N couldn’t help but laugh at how serious he was about it, “You’re ridiculous, you know that?” she teased, tugging the blanket a little lower, enough to free her hands.
“I’m just making sure you’re comfy,” he replied, his grin only widening. “Don’t want you catching a chill, do I?”
She shook her head, playfully rolling her eyes, but the smile she gave him was all warmth. “You’re something else, Lan.”
Lando only winked, clearly pleased with his efforts. “I try.”
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Rumour has it
It had only been a couple of weeks since Lando and Y/N had last been seen together in public, but the internet had exploded. Breakup rumors, theories about a fallout, and even claims of a “divorce era” started circulating among fans. Of course, Lando and Y/N found it all utterly ridiculous. But why not have a bit of fun with it?
Tonight, Max was streaming, and Lando was, as usual, by his side. The chat was absolutely flooded with questions and speculations, with fans wondering where Y/N had gone, why they hadn’t seen them together lately, and if they were still a couple. Usually, they wouldn't entertain it, but Lando couldn’t help but grin at the chaos as Max glanced at him, his face filled with mischief.
“Mate, you’ve been dodging questions for weeks now. People are asking if you and Y/N are okay. What's going on? Is it true? Are you in the ‘divorce era’ now?” Max teased, his voice full of drama.
Lando leaned back in his chair, groaning. “Oh don't even say her name around me. We're happily separated,” he said with exaggerated seriousness. He watched as the chat went wild, fans speculating whether he was joking or not.
"this is NOT funny im fighting for my life over here" "i honestly cant tell if hes serious pls" "stop asking ab their personal lives guys" "theyre clearly fine, look at him" "oh theyre fine lol"
Max laughed, clearly enjoying it. “Heard it here first chat, there you go”
Lando shrugged dramatically. “Sometimes, I still hear her voice"
Before Max could respond, the door behind Lando opened. Y/N walked in casually, wearing one of Lando’s hoodies, hair up in a messy bun. She stopped when she saw the camera, raising an eyebrow at Lando’s ridiculous grin.
“Hey, guys,” she said, giving the camera a casual wave.
"See! it's like she's still here” Lando pretends to wipe a tear
Max burst into laughter, while Y/N, confused as ever, attempts to read the chat. "Why are you guys talking about me like I've died?"
Lando looked at her with all seriousness. “Baby please. We're broken up remember, gosh keep up will 'ya"
Y/N nods, the expression on her face immediately switching from confused to locked in. "Oh— guys, being in this room right now pains me. I can't even look at him"
Max, lounging back in his chair with a smirk, couldn't help but shake his head. "You two were definitely eating up this breakup rumour stuff, huh?"
Lando and Y/N couldn't help but break, letting out small laughs at the comment. “Oh fuck yeah, we’ve been lying in bed, giggling like idiots, reading threads and watching tiktoks about it,” Lando said, acting like it was the most normal thing in the world.
“We purposely stopped liking each other’s posts and hid from the public" Y/N grinned, “And had so much fun doing it,” she added, sticking her tongue out at the camera.
Max threw his hands up. “You lot deserve an Oscar for this shit”
Lando, still grinning, nodded enthusiastically. “Oh, mate, you’re telling me— I had Carlos knocking at my hotel room at three in the fucking morning after reading some random breakup article online.”
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Not so subtle
It was well past 1 AM, but Lando was still wide awake, glued to his Twitch stream, deep into another round of Tarkov with his friends. The chat was slowly saying their goodnights, viewers logging off one by one—but Lando? He and the guys were more awake than ever, already planning a few more rounds like the night had just begun.
Y/N was not one to stop Lando from enjoying his alone time, but it was getting late. She had just finished yet another episode of her go-to comfort show—but sleep still hadn’t come. With a glance at the clock and a sigh, she finally got up, padding toward the other room. Maybe she could convince Lando to get some rest… or at least come fill the cold, empty space beside her.
“Baby… it’s late, come to bed.”
Y/N’s soft voice barely stood a chance against Lando’s, drowned out by his rapid-fire strategy talk and the sharp bursts of gunfire from his game. He didn’t even flinch, too locked in, too focused.
It wasn’t until she stepped closer, bathed in the soft glow of his monitors, that the chat began to stir, messages flooding in at the sight of her. Only then did Lando pull off one side of his headset, glancing up at her with a lazy smile.
“Hi, gorgeous. Thought you were asleep already,” he murmured, seamlessly giving out directions to his teammates in the same breath.
“Couldn’t sleep… You should come to bed now. It’s late.”
“I know, baby. Just give me ten minutes, alright?”
“Bedtime for little Lando?” Connor teased, earning a chuckle from Max and an eye roll from Lando.
“Shut up, Connor."
Instead of leaving, Y/N plopped down in the free chair beside him, mindlessly scrolling through her phone. She barely noticed how time slipped by—until she glanced at the clock. Fifteen minutes had passed since Lando promised he’d be done.
“Lan, it’s been 15.”
“10 more minutes, baby. Just a little longer,” he mumbled, eyes still glued to the screen.
"he's so stubborn lol" "poor y/n" "listen to ur gf pls lando, im sleepy but i have fomo"
Another 15 minutes passed, and Y/N, now visibly annoyed, let out a sigh. “Lando.” No pet name. Just his name. Max chuckled on the other end.
“Mate, I’d log off now if I were you. Y/N is scary when she’s tired and cranky.”
Lando glanced over, taking in her tired expression. “Baby, go to bed, you look exhausted… I’ll be there soon, okay? C’mere, gimme a kiss.”
Smooth. A clear attempt to buy himself a little more time.
Y/N gave him a blank stare, then simply nodded before standing up. No protest, no further attempts to drag him to bed. Instead, she turned to the stream with a small smile.
“Okay… goodnight, guys. Have fun playing with Lan. Goodnight, baby.”
Lando blinked, a little surprised that his plan actually worked. He grinned up at her, feeling triumphant, until she leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek, her lips barely brushing his ear as she whispered.
“I was gonna let you have me any way you wanted tonight… your loss.”
His smirk vanished instantly, his head following Y/N's trail, now exiting the room.
"WHAT DID SHE SAY OMG" "look at his face she definitely said something" "bro is cooked lmao" "lando fumbled baaad"
Beyond distracted by what his girlfriend just whispered in his ear, he misses an opponent causing Max to get killed in game earning a battering of complaints
"Gotta log off now guys, goodnight" Lando, without saying a proper goodbye, had managed turn everything off, leaving both the game and his stream in record breaking time.
Max, watching Lando vanish without a word, quickly put the pieces together as the chat exploded with teasing. Realizing he could save his friend from some serious trouble, Max cleared his throat and leaned into the microphone.
“Bet she’s got him in trouble now. He’s probably getting an earful for keeping her waiting.” Max grinned, adding, “Man’s gonna need a serious apology when he gets off. You know how it is—no escaping when she’s upset.”
Even the chat could pick-up how he's working extra hard to save the his best friends from a PR nightmare.
"Max working extra hard tonight" "LN and Y/N got Max sweating bullets lol his face" "Max being the bigger man, respect" "Theyre bout to hear an earful from max too after this"
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Shameless
Chat was going wild. It was a random Friday night, no announcements, yet, somehow, Lando had appeared with his own stream. Even Max, mid-game, was caught off guard when the messages started rolling in, asking him to play with Lando.
Lando, sitting in his chair, still looked like he had just stepped out of the shower, his hair damp, he wore a matching grey sweatsuit and hoodie.
“What’s going on, mate? You’re back early. Thought you two were out for dinner?” Max’s unmistakable voice crackled through the speakers as he joined the group Discord, clearly catching onto the sudden shift in the vibe.
“Aye chat, Max is here! Yeah, mate, we were, but got back home and decided to hop on,” Lando cheered, clearly stoked to hear his friend's voice.
“Loving the enthusiasm, man. You seem happy tonight. You up for some golf?” Max chuckled, amused by the energy radiating off Lando.
“We can play whatever you want, Max. Feeling really lucky tonight,” Lando replied, a grin spreading across his face.
Max raised an eyebrow, eyeing him with a teasing smirk. “You’re worrying me a bit, mate. You sick or somethin’? Bit too happy for my liking.”
Lando just kept dancing and singing along to his music, looking even more upbeat, and Max couldn't help but laugh. “Alright, what’s going on with you, seriously?”
It was as if the universe had perfectly timed it—Y/N walked into the room, completely unaware that her boyfriend had already started his stream. She was wearing nothing but the white long-sleeved button-up shirt he had worn during their date earlier that night, the one fans had captured in photos. Her hair was slightly messy, giving her a carefree, just-rolled-out-of-bed look as she casually walked in.
"Lan, did you see my cleanser by any chance? It’s not in the bathroom." Y/N stood just by the door, just enough to be in frame of Lando’s camera.
As soon as she appeared, the chat went wild, and Max couldn’t help but laugh, not even attempting to rescue them this time. “Hey Y/N, my chat's saying Lando’s shirt looks better on you than it did on him.”
Y/N froze for a few seconds, her face turning bright red before she quickly dashed out of the room, her voice still audible through the mic as she shouted, “Lando Norris, you little shit!”
Lando, in too good of a mood to keep it together, couldn’t help but laugh. “Alright, chat, calm down—we’re all adults here.” He leaned back in his chair, a grin spreading across his face as he wiped away a few tears of laughter.
After a beat, he stood up, still chuckling to himself. “I’ll be back in a minute, guys.”
He left the room, probably heading off to help Y/N find her cleanser, maybe even consoling her after the little reveal. The chat was buzzing with teasing comments, but it was clear Lando wasn’t too worried—he’d be back soon, and the situation was already too funny to be mad about.
"post sex stream is insaaane" "man was glowing, no wonder" "PR team fighting for their life after this" "Landos phone bout to blow up" "meeting being set up as we speak"
Lando returned, a smirk still tugging at his lips as he casually sat back down, as if nothing had happened. “Right, Max, what are we playing tonight?”
Max raised an eyebrow, eyeing his friend with a grin. “Look at him, so smug. Had a great night, didn’t you?”
Lando let out a laugh, shrugging nonchalantly. “Told you, mate, we went and had dinner.” He paused for a second, then winked at the camera, his smirk widening. “Just had to head home early to have some dessert.”
𝑺𝑼𝑴𝑴𝑨𝑹𝒀 - Lando Norris and Y/N have been best friends since they both started in Formula 1 - him as a driver and her as part of McLaren's communications team. Years go by, lives are changed, a baby gets between the equation, and love blooms. But are they willing to risk ruining their small family to finally give into love?
𝑷𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 - Lando Norris x Single Mom!Reader (Best friends to lovers)
𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑻𝑼𝑺 - Finished
𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑶𝑵𝑬 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑾𝑶 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑹𝑬𝑬 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑭𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑭𝑰𝑽𝑬 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑰𝑿
𝑶𝑵𝑬 𝑻𝑾𝑶 - part one . part two 𝑻𝑯𝑹𝑬𝑬 𝑭𝑶𝑼𝑹 - part one . part two 𝑭𝑰𝑽𝑬 - part one . part two 𝑺𝑰𝑿 - part one . part two
[ LANDO NORRIS ] — lando fingering you
[ BRAND AMBASSADOR ] — Sure, it had been a fun little joke, “Pay me in a LaFerrari or I’m not doing this shoot," but you never expected Lando to actually follow through.
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LIONHEART
[ 1 ] — He blinked, his aquamarine eyes wide with disbelief, before breaking into a grin so wide it could’ve lit up the whole room. “I’m going to be a dad?”
[ 2 ] — It had to be some kind of cosmic joke, you thought to yourself, the more you watched your son grow up. Nine months of carrying him, swollen feet, back pain, cravings, and sleepless nights, only for him to come out as an exact replica of his father.
[ 3 ] — “Happy Mother’s Day, Mama!” he shouted in his sweetest little voice, his face lighting up with pride as he approached the bed. He climbed up, his movements a bit clumsy as he tried to balance the flowers.
[ ARMS ] — you wake up with your boyfriend's arm around your head
[ EAT ] — carlos eats you out
[ TEENAGE DIRTBAG ] — carlos' gf likes his old nose ring a little too much
[ DON'T BE A STRANGER ] — charles' younger sister accidentally stumbles inside the changing room of sainz, ferrari’s masked driver.
[ BUTCHERED TONGUE ] — carlos is going to teach you spanish whether you like it or not
[ WRITTEN IN THE SAND ] — He was too old for this. For you. For the way you looked at him like he wasn’t already years past the reckless abandon that seemed to define everyone else in this house. He shouldn’t have noticed the way your laughter sounded like sunlight, or how your smile seemed to tug at something deep in his chest.
series :
ILLICIT AFFAIRS
[ 1 ] — “Bossy, isn’t he?” The voice is smooth, warm, and laced with amusement. You glance to your left and—of course—it’s Carlos Sainz. You freeze, your brother’s voice echoing in your head like a siren: Run. RUN.
[ 2 ] — You tap on his profile again, almost like you’re double-checking to make sure this isn’t some kind of glitch. But no. Apparently, it’s real. You thought it was just a one-night stand. Maybe it still is. But who the hell follows their one-night stand’s Instagram?
[ 3 ] — You shouldn’t have said anything. You really shouldn’t have. But it’s too late now. “He sent me a dildo shaped like his cock,” you mutter under your breath, so fast you almost hope she didn’t hear you.
[ 4 ] — coming soon…
[ honey, you're familiar ] — For a second, he thinks about turning around. Walking out. Pretending he never saw you, because what’s the point? It’s not like he can just waltz up to you and say, “Hey, sorry I ghosted you for no reason other than I’m emotionally constipated. Want to get a drink?”
series :
GRIEF ASIDE
[ 1 ] — You fancied your fiancé, you realized with horror. Oh, God. You fancied your fiancé.
[ 2 ] — coming soon…
Pairing: Charles Leclerc x Reader
Chapter Synopsis: In which Charles Leclerc becomes a sugarbaby.
Warning: Aftermath of unprotected sex and innuendos
Word Count: 4647
Chapter: 3
Sunday mornings are supposed to be calm. For people to wake up peacefully and go about their day slowly, it is for having hearty breakfast and whispered conversations about the most mundane of stuff.
But here you were, with a possible corpse right in front of you.
In instinct from all the training you got from your job, you carefully assess the look of his neck. Unusually thick but it doesn’t look broken, still, you wouldn’t want to risk moving him. Instead you pat his shoulders firmly to check for responsiveness.
“Hey, hey! Are you okay?”
There’s no response and you whimper, you were just placing two fingers on his carotid when he groaned and the relief that washed over you was immense, you wanted to hug him just for breathing.
He twists and lies on his back instead and you hug the duvet closer to your body as you look over him. The man grimaces and looks alarmed when he sees you. It was a bit funny if the situation was different. He looked so disoriented and scared, all the while looking incredibly sexy covered in red lipstick stains.
“Hey...uhm…I’m sorry for being dramatic. Are you okay?” You ask sheepishly and you let out a sigh of relief when he nods. “Does anything hurt?”
The man struggles to get up to a sitting position and you hesitantly help him up. “Yeah…my head. But it could be just the hangover.”
If this isn’t a serious situation, you would have swooned at his thick accent.
“Shoot.” You bite your swollen bottom lip in worry. His eyes follow your movements and his eyes don’t miss the marks he undoubtedly left on your neck and shoulders. He watches as you leave to search for something and return with your phone and turn on the flashlight
“What are you doing?” He asks as you lift it to his face, his eyes squinting immediately.
“Oh, sorry. I just need to check your pupillary reflex.” You say with your cheeks flushing and he lets you. God, he really has the prettiest eyes you have ever seen in your entire life.
“How are they?” He asks as he blinks.
Still pretty. “They’re brisk and equal to size and shape, which is good…uhm…let’s go to the hospital just in case.” You say gently to him as you turn off your flashlight.
He considers it for a moment. “How discrete are your hospitals here?”
Your eyes narrow suspiciously. “Why? You’re not some criminal on the run, are you?”
This somehow makes him chuckle before wincing and clutching his forehead. “Not really.”
“There’s only one hospital here. I work there as a nurse and we’re very strict on the records. Plus our town isn’t big on social media, or phones in general if you’re worried about that. Most of the population here are uhm…a bit old school.” You try to explain and he nods. “I’m Y/N, by the way.”
“Charles.” He smiles charmingly, showing off his dimples.
“Nice to meet you…get dressed. I will too.” You say stiffly, still not knowing what to make of the situation and trying not to melt in front of this gorgeous, gorgeous man. “Hurry okay?”
When he nods, you immediately scurry to your walk-in closet, dragging the duvet like some makeshift gown and when you get out with fresh clothes held tightly in one arm, you both stare at each other, his hand pausing while reaching for his shirt atop your vanity. You awkwardly smile and he does too, you step to the side and again you laugh awkwardly before running off to the bathroom. You are absolutely freaking out in there.
Once you’re in the safety of the bathroom, you scream soundlessly, clutching the duvet until your knuckles turn white. You can’t believe you slept with someone! And what are the odds that you’d do it with probably the most attractive man you have laid eyes upon. But what are you doing! You’re in an emergency here. Traumatic Brain Injuries are not something to be taken lightly.
But as soon as you drop the duvet, you cannot help the shrill scream this time. You look like you were mauled by a bear!
A knock on the door startles you and you immediately run behind the shower curtain.
“You good in there?” His voice is muffled behind the door but you do hear the concern.
“All good, sorry!” You try to forget the insane amount of purples and reds on your shoulders and breasts. You quickly pee and pray you don’t get UTI because from the looks of your position earlier, you looked like you were knocked out after your deed, with no chance to have gone to the bathroom after. You hurriedly grab a towel and wet it under the tap to wipe on the copious mess he left between your thighs.
Despite how cute he is when he smiled, you’d kill him if you hadn’t already tried earlier.
Hastily you slip on your bra and panty which you quickly lined with a pad and put on the first sundress you saw from your closet. You splash your face with water and you hurry out of the bathroom. He stands just outside the door and asks if he can use it. Of course you let him, the poor guy still has lipstick stains all over his face. While he’s in the bathroom, you went to your room to collect your stuff.
When you came back with your bag, he also stepped out of the bathroom. He notices that you wrapped a light summer scarf around your neck now.
“Ready?” You ask and he nods.
You lead him out and into the parking space. You didn’t see how his bottom lip juts out as both his eyebrows raise, taking a liking to your car.
He didn’t feel quite comfortable about sitting on the passenger side but he doesn’t say anything about it when you head over to the driver’s seat. His masculinity is not fragile, he can let a woman take the wheel once in a while. He does fasten his seatbelt as soon as he sits down though.
You glance at his cap to make light conversation as you start the car. “Are you a Ferrari fan?”
Unexpectedly you hear a sigh from him. “I don’t think so anymore.”
“Oh.” You say softly as you get into the highway, feeling the need to apologize for suddenly ruining his mood, even though you have absolutely zero idea why. And he sees it, now feeling like kicking himself for making you feel bad.
“You should’ve asked me yesterday morning.” He tries with a lighthearted tone, making you lose the stiffness of your shoulders a little bit. “I was probably one of the biggest fans.”
You laugh lightly, even if you don’t understand just to get rid of the awkwardness. “How are you feeling, by the way? Any lightheadedness or nausea?”
He tells you no, and is now silently judging your driving. You’re pretty good at it, much to his surprise. It’s not that he’s strongly opinionated about women’s skills in driving, he just rarely sees women do it. Most have chauffeurs or have their husbands or boyfriends drive for them from where he’s from.
Charles sees a building, it’s smaller than he thought and the paint looks a little weathered but it does look more modern than the rest of the town, so he can’t complain. You park your car and you both get out.
He watches you hurry to his side as you lead him to the ER.
“Do you have an ID? I’ll fill up your information sheet for you.” You say as you make him sit on the triage where a nurse gets his vitals. He hands you his international driving license and you sit next to him, filling up the sheet.
You know the nurse so Charles was a bit confused when there’s no instructions given and you just headed inside the ER while clutching his hand.
Another nurse meets you inside the ER and was quite surprised to see you, his sleepy eyes widening over his mask. It was early in the morning but Charles could see the nurses bustling about, either doing something with the computers lining the station or restocking items around the place. The nurse leads you to a hospital bed, where he guides Charles to sit, and takes the sheet from your hand.
The nurse greets you both and introduces himself as he reads through the information sheet. When asked about your relationship, your throat went dry, not knowing how to respond.
Charles puts his hand on your shoulder and answers for you. “I’m her boyfriend.”
The nurse looks at you for a moment before breaking into a cheeky smile, his eyes crinkling on the sides. You know what’s running through his mind now. Nurses can be pretty judgmental. You should know. “Alright. So you are visiting her?”
“I am.” Charles nods with a charming smile.
“That makes you his guardian.” The nurse points a finger at you. He excuses himself and pulls the privacy curtain around the bed and leaves to talk to a doctor.
You glare at Charles, dramatically collapsing on a chair at his bedside. “Why boyfriend?” You whisper yelled at him.
“We slept together.” He shrugs.
This guy.
“We could’ve just been cousins or distant relatives.” You grumbled.
Charles sighs. “Again, we slept together.”
“Friends then!” You say while throwing your hands in the air in frustration.
You’re kinda cute when you get mad.
“I’m sorry, okay?” The little shit doesn’t look apologetic at all. “It’s just the first thing that came to mind. Considering what happened earlier and because of the…evidence.” His eyes scan your shoulders and neck and you gasp, immediately fixing your hair to hide the evidence better. But who are you kidding, there’s way too many, you should’ve worn a turtleneck if you really wanted to hide them.
The nurse comes back with the doctor and you immediately act civil when the curtains are pulled to the side.
They run a few neurological tests and the doctor says that there’s no apparent signs and symptoms of traumatic brain injury and decides not to have Charles go through diagnostic tests but he should be closely monitored nonetheless. You are quite worried still and tried to offer to have him go through CT scan but after gathering a quick patient history interview, the doctor deduced that the brief loss of consciousness might be a result of mild alcohol poisoning. Charles did reluctantly admit that he drank a lot yesterday. The doctor eyed you as if you had anything to do with it!
After giving him IV fluids for hydration, Charles was quickly discharged. You both got out with a bit of your anxieties lifted off, well most of it. You still don’t know what to make do of your little situation. But since you both rushed to the hospital on an empty stomach, you made a quick drive through which put the both of you in a better mood.
“Sorry, I might have overreacted.” You admit but he turns to you with an understanding smile, which you only see through your periphery as you focus on not crashing your car. “It’s just that, you were knocked out upon impact so I thought it was Traumatic Brain Injury for sure.”
“I got good neck strength actually, tried to lean my head back and use my chest to break the fall, but I appreciate that you’re concerned, especially for a stranger.” Charles tells you and he looks around when you go to a route he didn’t think you took earlier that morning. “I saw multiple times what TBI does to people.”
You briefly glance at him, now driving at the parking lot of some mall. “What do you mean?” You manage to park successfully. Charles mirrors your movement as you unbuckle your seatbelt.
Charles purses his lips in contemplation and then looks at you, a small smile threatening to crack in his lips. “Are you familiar with Formula 1?”
Raising a brow you eye his smile suspiciously. “Kinda…? It’s like racing, right?” You say hesitantly which made his smile widen as he nodded. “Are you like a medic?”
“No, sweetheart.” He shakes his head, chuckling in pure amusement that he really had to introduce himself and what he does. “I’m an F1 driver.”
For a moment you just look at him. “…So like you drive around in circles?”
Charles looks at you in the most offended way anybody could have ever looked.
“I’m sorry!” You apologize quickly. “I am familiar with the idea of F1 but I am not like…a fan?” You grimace and Charles lets out a series of words of disbelief in his thick accent and he just starts rambling…in French or was it Italian…both?
“I’ll look it up, alright?” You say with a tired exhale, trying to calm him as his hands start flying in large gestures, still is pure and utter disbelief. You reach for your bag on the backseat and you fetch your phone, waving it in front of his face and he calms down a bit, exhaling from his flared nostrils.
You start searching his name on Google. “Charles Leclerc, right?” You mumble and he loudly confirms it, his arms now crossed over his broad chest. “Geez, calm down. Remind me not to piss off a French dude.” You chuckle as you type it in Google. “With three wins, 11 podiums and nine pole positions, he was the only man able to consistently take the fight to champion Max Verstappen, ooohhh wow.” You grinned at him excitedly but the man wasn’t smiling at all.
“You understood none of that, did you?”
“…yes.” You say honestly.
Charles rolls his eyes. “First of all, I’m Monégasque…meaning I’m from Monaco.” He explains when you tilt your head to the side. “I am a Ferrari driver…or at least, was a Ferrari driver until yesterday.”
There’s a drop to his voice at the end and you tried to continue the conversation. “I love cars and I may not be following F1 but I do admire Ferrari greatly. And to represent them in an international race? Charles, that is beyond impressive.” You say with pure admiration.
“I no longer represent them.” He says with a stiff smile. “I messed up last night and they terminated my contract.”
You look at him apologetically. “I…I’m sorry.” That explains the alcohol poisoning.
“It’s not your fault.” He turns to you before looking out the windshield. “In fact I should be sorry. I took it out on you last night and I caused trouble this morning too.”
You flush at his words but you can’t stop the laugh that escaped you. “No, that’s okay, Charles.”
He scratches at his cheek, glancing briefly at your crime scene of a neck and you can’t help but smile at his little quirks.
“May I ask what happened?” You ask gently.
Charles considers for a moment and lets out a long sigh. After what happened between you, he thinks you have the right to have your questions answered. “My girlfriend dumped me over the phone.” You wince and he grins at your reaction. “But it wasn’t that that made me spiral. I was kind of okay with the break up. I was losing her long before it happened…I just…I don’t know. I felt like I needed a break from everything so I drank.”
“So if you’re from Monaco, how did you even get here?”
“I took a plane.”
You nearly snorted at how serious he is about it.
“What?” He now laughed at your reaction. “I did come here from Monaco on a plane! Then I took a few cabs, stopped by some bars along the way, I think I took a bus but I’m not sure. Now I’m flat out broke, no cellphone, and I have no intentions of using my ATM, or my PR team will show up at your doorstep.”
You shake your head as you reach for your bag, slowly taking in the information. What a rough day he had yesterday, no wonder you can feel the ache all over your body. He watches you apply your red lipstick perfectly. You got out of the car right after killing the engine, Charles followed after you.
“So that’s how you ended up with alcohol poisoning.” You narrow your eyes playfully at him. “Also, don’t worry about the money. I’ll just adopt you for now.”
“Thank you…but why?” He looks genuinely puzzled.
“I’m feeling kind of responsible for you since uhm…I think I’m the only one around here who knows what’s going on.” He looks grateful but his facial expression shifts to concern when you grimace and hook a finger to fix your scarf. “Ugh, why did I buy this? It’s so itchy.”
“Why don’t you take that off?” Charles casually suggests. “Are you embarrassed to be seen with hickeys?”
You click your tongue. “Anybody sane would be, Charles.”
“It is proof you had a good time.” He says playfully with his accent drawling again and you smack him with your bag, making him laugh out as if he wasn’t just telling you about the disaster that landed him there. You really admire the resilience of this guy. “But what about you, we’ve been talking about me all morning.”
The mall’s automatic doors slide open and you lead him to the clothing department.
“Uhm…my life’s pretty boring actually.”
He shrugs. “Still wanna know.”
Since he’s so insistent, you give in and you tell him your name and age like it’s some sort of interview. “I’m uh…not from around here. I just moved to this town for work.”
Charles hums and asks where you’re from and you tell him.
“And it’s just you here? No relatives?”
You shake your head no as you bend to grab a basket which you gently push to his chest. He takes it from you without questions.
“Not around this area. I have relatives here in US but they’re in different states and I kinda like being here. Alone.” You walk ahead and he follows you with his eyes.
“Alone?” He echoes and you nod, picking up hangers with…underpants?
“Boxers or briefs?”
Charles chuckles with an awkward frown, making you look at him with frustration clear on your features.
“Come on, you need to change into fresh clothes.” You huff but he can’t stop chuckling. “Wait, how long are you planning to stay? Don’t feel any pressure by the way, you’re welcome in my apartment…if you behave. But like…do you have a date in mind when you’ll be heading back to Monaco? You just came here out of impulse afterall.” You press your lips together, realizing you rambled.
His laughter dies out and you watch the internal battle behind his pretty eyes.
“I honestly don’t know yet. I don’t plan to come back to Monaco anytime soon, that’s for sure. This year’s season also ended a month ago so I don’t have any commitments. Plus, Ferrari kicked me out of the team so...”
You sum it up for him. “So you’re staying for a while.” When he nods you place the hangers back and step to the shelf of some brand he doesn’t usually buy from but is familiar with. “Well, you’re welcome to crash on my couch for as long as you want.”
He opened his mouth to respond but you held up two boxes from the shelves to his face. These boxes hold at least a week’s worth.
“Boxers or briefs?” You ask again.
Charles glares at you with no real anger behind it, clearly just frustrated with your insistence but he knows you’re being practical. He wordlessly attempts to snatch the briefs from your hand but you tighten your hold on the box.
You give him a mischievous grin. “Large, medium, or small?”
He scoffs. “I think I’ll choose my underpants on my own, thank you.” Underpants aren’t even based on that stuff, why are you being so insufferable about it? “And are you sure you want to keep teasing about sizes? I got you staining the sheets last night, no?”
You open your mouth to retort but you settle with a quick “Suit yourself.” You push the boxes to his chest before disappearing behind other aisles.
Charles follows you with his gaze before he looks at the boxes of underpants you shoved at him. He scans the boxes and chooses the one that is his size.
You come back with a set of socks and a couple of…gym towels…he thinks.
“Are you done?” You ask in a chirpy tone and he nods. You pull him to the men's clothing section and you grab another hanger but this time with a long sleeved black linen shirt. You hold it against his chest and Charles leans back slightly to keep the hanger’s hook from poking his eye.
You hum before putting it back and grab a different linen shirt with a better cut, this one in white and your eyes visibly brighten and you take it off from its hanger and drape it over your arm. You grab the same design but in light blue. You also hold a plain white t-shirt against him and you nod silently, he watches you grab another one of the same design and color and another one in black. You are practically grinning when you place them in the basket he’s holding before you gasp.
“Oh my. I’m literally playing dress up with you.” You look genuinely apologetic and he finds it funny that you’re just figuring it out. “You’ll be the one wearing them, you should choose for yourself.”
Charles scratches his chin. “You’re paying so I can’t complain and I also like the ones you’ve chosen so far…can I get an extra pair of pants though?”
You look so adorable as you listen to him talk and the quick smile as he finishes, God! “Sure.” You say and he can’t resist ruffling your hair, making you slap his hand away.
Charles follows you like how a chick would to its mother hen. You like how he’s being vocal about what he wants. “I’m thinking…something lighter in color, to go with the linen shirts…the one I have on now is denim so it’s perfect with the t-shirts.”
He rambles more to himself and you can’t help but smile.
He picks out a cream colored pants and you raise your thumbs up when he proudly shows it to you. Charles double checks the waistline before placing it on the basket that isn’t empty anymore now thanks to you. He acknowledges it too and can’t help but think for a moment.
“I know I already asked…but I still don’t get it.” He mumbles. “I’m still a stranger. We just slept together, why are you being so kind?”
Because you’re cute? Your eyes widen at your own thoughts and you shake your head to get rid of it.“Well…I don’t know. I just, it felt different having someone over in my apartment…and it’s a good difference, despite the…accident. This is the first time that my boring morning routine changed like ever, so I’m not in a hurry to get rid of you.” You smile at him from your shoulder.
“But I’m a stranger.” He argues as you run your fingers on some sweatpants, falling right back into the urge to pick out clothes for him.
“Waistline?” You ask and he responds quickly, making you pick out the gray sweatpants where your hand is resting. You check the waistline then show it to him and he nods without looking at it, still wanting a clear answer. “If it was me who woke up in your apartment, with no idea where I am, no money, no friends or relatives whatsoever in the area, would you kick me out?” You place the pants against his legs and once you’re satisfied with the length, you pull it out of the hanger and fold it neatly to be placed in the basket.
He shifts his weight on his feet. “Well, I don’t think so. But I’d probably pass you to my team so they’d handle your uhm situation.”
You laugh at his honesty. “I don’t have a team to pass you to and I just…I feel like being a good person at the moment.” Like hell you’d tell him that you’re just lonely. “Plus I already told you I’ll adopt you so I’m standing by what I said.”
“I feel indebted to you now.” He chuckles. “Don’t worry though, I’ll find a way to repay you somehow.”
“As long as you pick up after yourself in the apartment, we’re good actually.”
“Are you really sure I can stay in your place? You said you liked being alone.” Charles hesitates but you’re busy choosing workout shorts for him.
“Having company is nice every now and then.” You mumble as you do the same thing you did with the sweatpants and you fold two dark workout shorts to be placed on the basket. “Just don’t trash my house, help me a bit with the chores, and respect my alone time and we won’t have a problem.”
He gives you a lopsided smile. “Roger that.”
“Oh, I also run an online business. Don’t bother me when I pack orders.” You say before leading him to different aisles of hygiene products.
“So you’re an entrepreneur too.” He bumps your shoulder, making your cheeks heat up.
“It’s just a small business, I only started it last year.”
“Wait…how? You’re working?”
You pick out items from the shelves as you answer. “I go on duty in the hospital only for three days. The rest of the week, I work on my business.”
“What kind of business is it again?”
Humming, you stare up into the ceiling, he smiles when it brings back memories from last night. “Stationary…accessories…shirts…uhm regular girl stuff.” You place basic toiletries in the basket. You’re unfamiliar with the male products but you heard good things about the brands you chose.
Charles looked at them and gave a silent approval. “Must be tiring.”
“It is.” You bemoaned. “I work in the operating room and despite this place being a small town, we still get a lot of road incidents. And hip replacements.” You chuckle. “Yeah we get a lot of those.”
“You’re a busy girl.” He watches you toss a deodorant on the basket. You also stop in front of various bottles. “Perfumes?”
You nod as you turn to walk off somewhere. “Yeah, choose something please, I’m getting kinda hungry again.”
Charles puts down the basket and opens a cap of perfume, his face immediately scrunching up. He opens another one before he finally finds one that smells a bit like his usual perfumes. He leans down and places the bottle on the basket, your feet come to his view and he watches you place a pack of razors and aftershave. There’s also a facial cleanser and body lotion. How’d you get those so quickly?
“You’re really serious about adopting me, huh?” He grins and picks up the basket as you lead the way.
“I am officially your sugarmama.”
This cracks him up. He follows you to the health section and watches you pick up a pack of sanitary pads, making his perfect brows furrow.
“Those are for me.” You tell him and it makes more sense to him now. “Do you need anything else?’
His eyes go over your head and he can’t help but let out a weird sound that sounded like groaning and a laugh. “No, I don’t need anything else.” He places an arm around your shoulders and leads you away.
You struggle to take a peek and you flush when you see condoms lining that part of the aisle.
Overdrive
Past the Finish Line: Into the Chicane [MV1]
Amidst the glitz and chaos of the F1 world and a very tense 2024 season, Max Verstappen and (Y/N) Sainz relationship faces a pivotal challenge. As racing pressures mount and emotions run wild, a moment of heartbreak leaves them questioning if love and ambition can coexist.
Pairings: Max Verstappen x Sainz! Female Reader
Warnings: Angst, So much Angst. Commitment Issues. Allusions to sex but nothing explicit. No happy ending.
A/N: Hi, Xim here. This is my first published fic and I hope you enjoy it. English is not my first language so apologies in advance for any mistake. This is pt. 1 of a three part mini series but can be read as a standalone.
Part 2. | Part 3.
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How did we end up here?
It was a question without an answer, one that lingered in the silence between them, thick and suffocating like the humid Budapest air pressing against the hotel windows. The suite was bathed in golden light from the city outside, reflecting the neon glow of the Hungarian Grand Prix weekend, but inside, the atmosphere was anything but warm.
Max stood with his hands on his hips, his jaw clenched so tightly that the veins in his neck were visible. (Y/N), across from him, arms crossed over her chest, blinking back the sting of tears that she refused to let fall.
Love was supposed to be a partnership.
It was supposed to be about growing together, supporting each other, facing life’s uncertainties as a unit. But sometimes, love wasn’t enough. Sometimes, no matter how much history two people shared, no matter how deeply they had intertwined their lives, love alone couldn’t bridge the gaps that formed between them.
It had started with something small. It always did.
A simple question, an offhand comment.
She had been scrolling through her phone at the hotel, the post-race adrenaline still pulsing through her veins. The results had been disappointing, and she knew Max was frustrated—knew the weight of the season was pressing down on him more than ever.
But then she saw the article.
Verstappen Focused on Career, No Interest in Settling Down Yet.
She laughed. Not because it was funny, but because of how absurd it was. The media speculated all the time, twisting words, exaggerating things—but this? This wasn’t an exaggeration. This was him, in his own words, saying everything she had feared.
“You could’ve at least warned me before telling the world you have ‘no interest’ in a future with me,” she had said, tossing her phone onto the coffee table.
Max had barely looked up from where he was unlacing his shoes. “What are you talking about?”
She grabbed her phone again, shoving it toward him. “This.”
He skimmed the article, expression unreadable. “It’s just media nonsense.”
“Max.” She crossed her arms, pressing her lips together. “It’s your quote.”
He exhaled sharply, tossing his shoes aside before leaning back against the couch. “I told them what I’ve been saying for years. My focus is on racing. Everything else can wait.”
Her stomach twisted. “Everything else?”
He looked at her then, brows furrowed. “You know what I mean.”
Did she?
Because standing here, listening to him say it like that—like their future was something to be indefinitely postponed, something unimportant—it didn’t feel like she knew anything at all.
“Do I?” she asked, voice sharp. “Because from where I’m standing, it sounds like I’m just supposed to keep waiting while you decide if I fit into your perfect little plan.”
Max ran a hand down his face, already exasperated. “Why are you making this a big deal? You know how important this season is.”
Her hands curled into fists at her sides. “I know how important racing is to you, Max. I’ve always known.”
It was the unspoken part that stung.
But do you know how important I am?
His silence answered that question for her.
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AUSTRALIA, 2015
The first time she met Max, he was just a boy with sharp blue eyes and a cocky grin, standing next to her older brother in the paddock. She had been fifteen, barely old enough to understand the world she had grown up in, but something about him had intrigued her.
Carlos had been the one to introduce them, laughing when Max—seventeen and already making a name for himself—had barely glanced at her before shaking her hand with a distracted nod.
She had rolled her eyes, unimpressed, and muttered something in Spanish under her breath. Whatever it was, it had caught Max’s attention, and for the first time, he had really looked at her.
“You speak Spanish?” he had asked.
“She’s my sister,” Carlos deadpanned. “Of course she does.”
Max now had a flirty smirk. Carlos had groaned, but (Y/N) just laughed, not knowing then that this arrogant Dutch boy would become the love of her life.
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They had fought before. God, they had fought. Stubbornness was ingrained in both of them, but this wasn’t like before. This wasn’t an argument that would end in tangled limbs and whispered apologies in the dark. This was something breaking—cracking apart at the seams, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t hold it together.
“Do you even hear yourself?” Max’s voice was sharp, edged with frustration, exhaustion, and something deeper—something that made her stomach twist painfully. “You think now is the time for this? Right now, when everything is going to shit?”
(Y/N) inhaled sharply, nails digging into her palms. “I think now is the time because I can’t keep waiting for a ‘right’ moment that never comes.”
Max scoffed, running a hand through his disheveled hair, already damp from the heat. “So what? You want me to deflect from the championship with this? With fucking marriage and kids?”
The words were a slap.
She staggered under the weight of them, blinking as if that would somehow make them disappear. He didn’t mean it, she told herself. He was angry. Stressed. But the way he was looking at her—like she was asking for something outrageous, something unreasonable—made her chest ache in a way she hadn’t felt before.
“I’ve been with you for eight years,” she whispered, voice shaking despite herself. “Through everything. I have given you everything, Max. And you act like I’m some… inconvenience?”
His lips parted slightly, but no words came out. He just stared at her, expression unreadable, and suddenly she was drowning in memories.
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The energy at Silverstone was electric, the summer air thick with heat and anticipation. The race had been brutal—wheel-to-wheel battles, aggressive overtakes, and tensions running high.
(Y/N) had been in the paddock, watching the post-race interviews, still grinning from the chaos on track. Max had fought like hell against Charles, the two nearly colliding more times than she could count.
Carlos, standing beside her, let out a low whistle. “That was some proper racing.”
“Some proper reckless racing,” Lando chimed in, shaking his head with a smirk. “I swear, those two act like they have a personal vendetta.”
(Y/N) laughed, arms crossed as she watched Max approach from the media pen, Charles a few steps behind him. The Monegasque caught her eye first, giving her a knowing look. “You should keep your boyfriend in check. He drives like a lunatic.”
Max, overhearing, scoffed. “And you don’t?”
She stepped between them, rolling her eyes. “Are you two seriously arguing again? You just got out of the car.”
Charles smirked. “It’s called passion, Dolcezza.”
She shook her head but smiled, glancing at Lando, who was already pulling out his phone to film whatever chaos was about to unfold.
Then she felt Max’s arm loop around her waist, pulling her into his side. It was natural, instinctive—like muscle memory.
She looked up at him, arching a brow. “What are you doing?”
“Reminding Charles that you’re mine,” he said, smirking.
She rolled her eyes, but her heart fluttered anyway.
Lando, never missing an opportunity, pointed his phone at them. “Aww, look at you two. So cute.”
Carlos clapped Max on the back. “Alright, lover boy. Let’s go debrief before you and Charles start throwing punches.”
As the group walked off, she stayed behind for a second, looking back at the track. The adrenaline, the heat, the pure joy of racing—it was everything Max loved.
And she loved him.
Back then, she had believed that was enough.
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“Do you remember Silverstone?” she asked suddenly, voice thick with emotion breaking the silence.
Max blinked, caught off guard. “What?”
“2019. After the race.”
His brows furrowed. “Yeah, of course. Why?”
She let out a shaky breath. “Because back then, you wanted me by your side. You wanted a future with me. And now…” She gestured helplessly between them. “Now I don’t even know if I fit into your life anymore.”
Max stepped forward, frustration flashing in his eyes. “That’s not fair, Schatje. You know I want you with me.”
She let out a bitter laugh. “Do I? Because from where I’m standing, all I see is a man who only prioritizes me when it’s convenient.”
His jaw clenched. “That’s not true.”
“Isn’t it?” Her voice cracked. “You’ve built your entire life around racing, Max. And I’ve let you. I’ve supported you through everything, sacrificed parts of myself just to be what you needed. But when do I get to be a priority? Do you even think about a future with me anymore?”
The silence stretched between them, heavy and suffocating.
Finally, Max exhaled, shaking his head. “I can’t do this right now.”
She flinched.
Not I don’t want to lose you.
Not We can figure this out.
Just I can’t do this right now.
And that was all she needed to hear.
She looked out the window as the sun set, trying to hold on to the remaining pieces of their relationship.
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It happened in Barcelona, after the race. It wasn’t anything grand or cinematic. No fireworks, no dramatic declarations of love—just two teenagers who had spent months circling each other, neither willing to admit what had been obvious to everyone around them.
They had been walking through the Red Bull hospitality area late at night, the paddock nearly empty. (Y/N) had teased him about his race start, and he had nudged her shoulder in response, grumbling about how she and Carlos always ganged up on him.
Then, suddenly, the air shifted.
She had looked up at him, at those sharp blue eyes, and for the first time, there had been no hesitation. No fear.
He had kissed her like he had been waiting to do it forever.
And maybe he had.
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Max exhaled harshly, shaking his head as if trying to take back his last words.
She let out a bitter laugh, stepping away from him, away from the suffocating weight of this argument. Her hands trembled as she wiped at her face, furious with herself for letting the tears slip free.
“I was there when you won your first race,” she said, voice quiet now, laced with pain. “I was there for your first pole, your first championship. I put my career—my life—on hold for you because I believed in us. I believed in you.”
Max flinched, just barely, but it was enough. Enough for her to see that he knew—deep down—she was right.
And yet, when he spoke again, his voice was cold. “I can’t afford distractions right now. Not with the way this season is going.”
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She had been in the garage, hands clasped together so tightly that her knuckles had turned white. The final lap. The final chance.
And then—Max had done it. He was an F1 World Champion.
She had barely had time to react before he was running toward her, before she was in his arms, laughter and tears mixing as he spun her around.
“You did it,” she whispered against his shoulder.
He had pulled back just enough to press his forehead against hers, grinning like a madman. “We did it Schatje.”
At that moment (Y/N) felt as if they were in heaven, as if with Max everything was possible. Nothing indicated otherwise, she was in heaven and nothing could have prepared her for the fall.
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Now she felt like a fool.
His words echoed in his head like torment.
Distraction.
That was all she was to him.
She had loved Max since she was sixteen. Supported him through every win, every loss, every moment of doubt. And now, when she was finally asking for something in return, he was acting like she was asking for the impossible.
“I’m not saying we have to get married and start having kids tomorrow,” she said, voice tight. “I’m saying that after eight years, I need to know if there’s a future here. If I even matter to you beyond being someone who follows you around from race to race.”
Max exhaled harshly, shaking his head. “You know you matter to me.”
“Do I?” she challenged. “Because it doesn’t feel like it, Max. It feels like I’m just another part of your career, like I exist to be there for you but never the other way around.”
His jaw tightened. “That’s not fair.”
“Isn’t it?”
(Y/N) stared at him, her chest rising and falling with uneven breaths, and suddenly it was so clear. There was no answer to the question that had haunted her since the fight started.
How did we end up here?
She took a step back, then another, and Max didn’t move. Didn’t reach for her.
And that was it. That was all she needed to know.
“I hope you win,” she said, her voice hollow. “I really do. Because if you don’t, then you’ve lost everything for nothing.”
Then she turned and walked away, leaving behind the man she had loved for eight years and the life she had built around him.
As the door clicked shut behind her, leaving nothing but the ghost of her presence and the sharp scent of her perfume in its wake, Max remained motionless. The silence in the hotel room felt suffocating now, pressing against his ribs with the weight of unsaid things. I hope you win. The words rang in his ears, curling around his thoughts like a vice, and for the first time in his life, victory felt like a consolation prize rather than a triumph.
He exhaled, slow and measured, running a hand through his hair as if to steady himself, but the ache in his chest remained—something raw, something unresolved. He should have stopped her. He should have said something. But all that remained was the quiet hum of the city outside and the space where she had stood, her absence louder than any of the words they had spoken. What had he just done?
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MONACO, 2024 – ONE WEEK LATER.
(Y/N) moved through their apartment with practiced efficiency, collecting the last of her things. The space was eerily silent without Max’s presence—no sound of him pacing while on the phone with his agent, no distant hum of the simulator running late into the night.
She had always loved this apartment. It had been their home together, the place where they had grown from teenagers in love to adults navigating life side by side. Every corner held a memory—a lazy morning spent tangled in bed, a quiet evening watching the sunset from their balcony, a passionate night lost in each other's bodies, the scent of Max’s cologne lingering in the hallway.
But now, all those memories felt like ghosts.
She moved to the dresser, opening the top drawer. His shirts were still there, neatly folded. She hesitated before picking one up, pressing the fabric between her fingers.
It smelled like him. Like home.
Her breath hitched.
She had fought for them. She had given everything.
And Max… he had let her.
She placed the shirt back, smoothing it down with trembling fingers before shutting the drawer.
There was nothing left for her here.
Her clothes were gone from the closet. The photos of them that had once decorated the walls had been packed away. It was as if she had never been there.
And maybe that was fitting.
Maybe, in the end, she had always been a ghost in his life—something present but never permanent.
She exhaled shakily, picking up her bags. The apartment door loomed before her, the final threshold between the life she had built and the unknown future waiting beyond it.
As (Y/N) stood in the doorway one last time, she hesitated—just for a second.
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MONACO, 2020
The apartment smelled of fresh paint and new beginnings. The floor-to-ceiling windows bathed the living room in golden afternoon light, the Mediterranean stretching endlessly beyond the balcony. (Y/N) stood in the middle of the half-unpacked chaos, a cardboard box in her hands, watching as Max struggled with assembling a bookshelf. His brows were furrowed in frustration, lips pressed into a thin line as he fumbled with the instructions.
"You know, for someone who drives at 300 kilometers per hour, you’re really bad at putting things together," she teased, biting back a laugh.
Max shot her a glare before tossing the manual aside. "I don’t need instructions," he huffed.
(Y/N) arched her brow. "That’s exactly what someone who definitely needs instructions would say."
With a sigh, Max slumped onto the floor, running a hand through his hair. "I hate this already."
She set the box down and moved to sit beside him, nudging his shoulder with hers. "Maybe if you let me help—"
He turned his head slightly, eyes softening as he looked at her. "You’re really here," he murmured, as if the reality of it was only just sinking in.
She tilted her head, amusement fading into something more tender. "Of course, I’m here. I wouldn’t be anywhere else."
The pandemic had changed everything. Racing was postponed, the world had slowed down, and in the stillness of it all, they had found themselves craving something more permanent. She had just finished her literature degree, unsure of what came next, but when Max asked her to move in, the answer had been easy.
"Are you sure about this?" he had asked her a week before, voice hesitant over the phone.
She had smiled, even though he couldn’t see it. "Max, I’ve basically lived in airports and hotel rooms with you for years. At least this way, I finally get a closet of my own. Besides, I can't spend another minute with my brother and Dad while on lockdown." She said with a laugh, Carlos protests could be heard in the Background.
Now, sitting in their new apartment, surrounded by boxes of their intertwined lives, she reached for his hand. "I think we’re going to be really happy here," she said, squeezing his fingers.
Max exhaled, leaning his forehead against hers. "Yeah," he murmured. "Me too Shatje. Me too."
And for a long time, they were.
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How did we end up here?
The truth was simple. She already knew.
She had loved him more than she had loved herself.
Love wasn’t always enough.
People grew, evolved, sometimes in different directions. Some fights were worth having, but others—others only proved how much two people had already lost.
Love wasn’t enough for them. No matter how much they had tried, no matter how much she had wanted to fight for them, it wasn’t enough.
And with that final thought and one last breath, she stepped forward, closing the door behind her, and walked away.
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Max Verstappen had always been confident, composed, and annoyingly good at everything he did. But when it came to you? Oh, Max had one tiny quirk that you couldn’t help but notice. He never—ever—let go of your hand.
At first, it was sweet. Cute even. A little handhold in the paddock, fingers brushing together as you walked to the grid. But now? It was everywhere. Grocery shopping? Hand in hand. Movie nights? His fingers laced with yours under the blanket. Brushing your teeth? He'd stand there, holding your hand, toothpaste dribbling down your chin because you were laughing too hard.
Even now, as you sat on the couch, trying to scroll through your phone, Max sat beside you, one hand holding yours tightly while his other absentmindedly flicked through TV channels.
“Max,” you teased, wiggling your fingers in his grip, “you know I’m not going to disappear, right?”
He didn’t even glance up. “I know. But why risk it?”
You rolled your eyes but smiled despite yourself. It wasn’t that you minded—it was just amusing how attached he’d become.
“Do you want me to get you anything from the kitchen?” you asked, attempting to pull your hand free.
“Nope.” His grip tightened, his thumb brushing over your knuckles as if to say nice try.
“Okay, but I can’t exactly carry snacks and drinks with one hand.”
“I’ll come with you.”
“Max—”
He was already up, your hand still in his as he followed you into the kitchen. You made a point of bumping him with the fridge door as you opened it, but his grin was nothing short of smug.
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Bedtime was another ordeal entirely. Max seemed to think the best way to sleep was to intertwine himself with you like a human pretzel. Tonight was no different.
As you shifted to get comfortable, Max’s hand found yours under the covers. His arm draped lazily over your waist, pulling you closer.
“Max, I’m overheating,” you groaned, trying to wiggle away.
He only hummed in response, his lips brushing your temple. “You’re fine.”
“No, really, I might combust—”
“Shh, I’m comfy.”
You couldn’t help but laugh softly, giving up the fight. “You’re impossible.”
“You love it.”
You rolled your eyes but squeezed his hand in return. “Maybe.”
The next morning, you woke to find Max already up, scrolling through his phone with your hand still in his.
“How do you do that?” you muttered groggily.
“Do what?”
“Never let go, even in your sleep.”
He chuckled, leaning down to press a kiss to your knuckles. “Practice.”
You couldn’t even be annoyed—it was too cute. “You’re lucky you’re adorable.”
“Adorable?” he echoed with mock offense. “I’m the reigning world champion, liefje. I’m not adorable.”
“Sure, sure,” you teased, tugging on his hand. “But I know the truth.”
And as he grinned down at you, still holding your hand like it was the most natural thing in the world, you decided you wouldn’t have it any other way.
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The gala was every bit as glamorous as you’d imagined—long, flowing dresses, sharp tuxedos, and enough champagne to fill a swimming pool. Max, as usual, looked effortlessly handsome in his tailored suit, but his accessory of choice wasn’t the Rolex on his wrist. No, it was you. Specifically, your hand.
He had barely let go of you since you stepped onto the red carpet. Even when you stopped to take photos, Max’s fingers stayed firmly entwined with yours, his thumb brushing against your knuckles as if reassuring himself that you were still there.
“Max,” you whispered as you reached your table, smiling politely at the other guests. “You can let go now.”
He raised an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth lifting into a smirk. “Why? You planning to run away?”
“No, but I might need both hands to eat,” you teased, holding up your clutch in your free hand for emphasis.
He sighed dramatically but let go—only to place his hand on your thigh the second you both sat down. You shot him a look, and he grinned unapologetically.
Throughout the night, Max found creative ways to keep touching you. Whether it was holding your hand during conversations, tucking your arm into his while you walked around, or resting his palm on the small of your back when you stepped away for a drink—he was relentless.
By the time dessert was served, you leaned over to him, your voice low. “You know, you’re setting a high bar for clingy boyfriends everywhere.”
“Good,” he replied, kissing your temple. “They should all know how it’s done.”
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You weren’t sure who had come up with the brilliant idea to spend the day on a yacht, but it turned out to be the perfect way to beat the heat. The Mediterranean sun was shining, the water was crystal clear, and your group of friends was already laughing and diving into the waves.
Max, of course, had other priorities.
“Come on,” you called over your shoulder as you made your way to the edge of the boat, a grin on your face. “The water’s amazing!”
“Wait,” Max said, reaching for your hand.
“Max,” you laughed, spinning around to face him. “I’m not going to drown. You don’t have to hold my hand for this.”
He looked at you, completely serious. “What if you slip? Or hit your head? Or—”
“Max,” you interrupted, stepping closer. “I’ll be fine. Besides, you’re coming in right after me, right?”
“Obviously.”
“Then let go so I can jump!”
Reluctantly, he released your hand, but not without muttering, “Two seconds. I’ll be right behind you.”
True to his word, Max was in the water less than five seconds after you hit it, his strong arms wrapping around you the moment he surfaced.
“See?” you teased, water dripping down your face as you pushed his wet hair back. “I’m fine.”
“Better safe than sorry,” he said, holding you close.
When you both climbed back onto the yacht, Max dried off quickly before grabbing your hand again, guiding you to a sun lounger. You didn’t even bother fighting him anymore.
“You know,” your friend quipped, grinning at the sight of Max’s fingers intertwined with yours, “it’s like he thinks you’re going to float away if he doesn’t hold on.”
Max looked up, completely unbothered. “You’re not wrong.”
You laughed, leaning into him as he kissed your temple again. “Well, at least I’ll never get lost.”
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Pairing: Max Verstappen x Isabelle Leclerc (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen is a World Champion. Isabelle Leclerc is invisible.
She watched her family give up everything for Charles’ career—Arthur’s karting, their father’s savings, even her childhood horse. She understood. She never asked for more.
But Max does. He notices the things no one else does, listens when no one else will, and puts her first in ways she never imagined. With him, she isn’t an afterthought—she’s a choice. And for the first time, she realizes she doesn’t have to be invisible.
Warnings and Notes:
we have now moved on from Charles bashing to bashing his whole family, Discussions of toxic past relationships, talk about loosing a childhood pet, toxic families, Me trying to write therapy sessions, Oscar being a lost little duckling.
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
It was still early when Isabelle woke, the pale winter light just beginning to slip through the windows. The apartment was hushed and still, the kind of quiet that usually came after a heavy snowfall — though Monaco was too warm for that kind of magic.
She padded out of the bedroom, still half-asleep, wearing one of Max’s sweatshirts that hung past her fingertips. Jimmy and Sassy trailed after her lazily, Lilly darting ahead like a tiny, excited shadow.
It wasn’t until she rounded the corner into the living room that she froze.
There, sitting in the corner, overlooking the harbour…was a piano.
But not just any piano. A baby grand.
It wasn’t flashy. It wasn’t ornate.
It was warm, polished wood — beautiful and simple and steady, like everything Max touched.
The keys gleamed in the soft morning light, waiting.
Isabelle blinked hard, as if she might be dreaming.
There was no giant bow. No sign, no dramatic announcement. Just the piano, standing quietly, like it had always been meant to be there.
Like Max had known she would find it this way — in the quiet, when she was still soft and unguarded and half-wrapped in sleep.
She took a hesitant step forward, breath catching in her throat.
There was a small note propped against the music stand.
For you, Belle. Always for you. Love, Max.
Isabelle pressed a hand over her mouth, the tears coming hot and fast.
She crossed the room slowly, reverently, sinking down onto the bench. Her fingers hovered over the keys, shaking slightly.
It had been so long.
So long since she had allowed herself to want something without permission.
So long since something had been given to her without conditions, without expectation.
Just love.
Quiet, steady, unshakable love.
She pressed a key — soft, uncertain — and the note rang out, warm and clear, filling the apartment.
Behind her, she heard Max’s quiet footsteps.
He didn’t say anything, didn’t make a scene. He just wrapped his arms around her from behind, resting his chin lightly on her shoulder.
"You deserve to have something that’s just yours," he murmured against her hair. "You always have."
Isabelle closed her eyes, the tears slipping down her cheeks freely now.
"I love you," she whispered, her voice cracking.
Max tightened his hold around her, steady and safe.
"I know," he said softly. "I love you too."
And Isabelle, sitting there with Max’s arms around her, her hands resting on her very own piano, finally believed it:
This life — this home, this love — was hers.
Not because she earned it. Not because she proved anything.
But simply because she was her.
Max’s arms remained around her, his warmth seeping into her skin as he rested his chin lightly on her shoulder. The soft echo of the single note she had played still hung in the air, but now, Isabelle felt a pull inside her, a quiet yearning to play something more.
Something just for herself.
She didn’t know where the courage came from, but it settled in her chest, gentle and slow.
With a shaky breath, Isabelle’s fingers moved to the keys again, more assured this time. She played a few more notes, her fingers awkward but familiar, like the rhythm was coming back to her slowly, like a memory she’d forgotten she had.
The melody was simple — a soft, gentle tune she used to play when she was younger, when she could escape into music without thinking of anything else. It was the first song she had learned, back when she’d felt light, before everything had gotten complicated.
Max’s arms tightened slightly around her as she played, but he didn’t speak. He didn’t interrupt. He just watched her, his eyes soft, as though she was doing something precious — as though she was gifting him something sacred.
Isabelle’s fingers danced slowly over the keys, a little uneven but full of heart, a fragile kind of beauty to the imperfect notes. The song wasn’t perfect. It was quiet, tentative, but that was okay.
She didn’t need to be perfect. Not right now. Not with him.
***
The building wasn’t intimidating.
It wasn’t cold or sterile or echoing like she half-expected.
It was just a quiet house with a blue door and a neat little garden out front, where someone had hung tiny bells from the trees. They tinkled in the breeze — soft, low, like a heartbeat.
Still, Isabelle’s hands were sweating.
She almost didn’t go inside.
She could so easily just turn around, pretend she’d gotten the date wrong, pretend—
No.
She wrapped her arms around herself, closed her eyes for a second, then pushed the door open.
The waiting room smelled like lavender. There were cozy chairs. A stack of puzzles on a low table. A woman behind the desk smiled at her — not a fake, forced smile, but a real one, warm and inviting.
"Hi, Isabelle," she said gently. "You can head right in. Second door on the left."
Isabelle nodded, throat too tight to say anything, and walked down the hall on shaky legs.
The therapist — Simone — was sitting in a wide armchair, a notebook balanced on her knee, wearing jeans and a knitted sweater. She looked more like someone’s favorite aunt than a stranger you were supposed to spill your soul to.
Still, Isabelle’s pulse thudded painfully against her ribs as she sank into the couch across from her.
"Take your time," Simone said, smiling. "We’re not in a rush."
Isabelle twisted her fingers together in her lap.
"I don’t really know how to do this," she blurted out.
Simone chuckled softly, not unkindly. "Most people don’t at first. That’s okay. You’re already doing it, just by showing up."
Isabelle blinked rapidly, her throat burning.
She hadn’t even done anything yet and she already felt like she might cry.
"Why are you here today?" Simone asked, her voice like a soft blanket.
Isabelle swallowed hard.
"Because..." Her voice cracked. She cleared her throat and tried again. "Because I keep giving and giving, and it’s never enough. Because I bend myself into pieces trying to be what everyone else needs, and it’s still not enough."
Simone nodded, patient.
"And how does that make you feel?"
Isabelle let out a brittle, broken laugh.
"Small," she whispered. "Invisible."
The words tasted like blood and freedom all at once.
Simone didn’t flinch. She didn’t rush to fix it. She just sat with it, with her.
For the first time in a long time, Isabelle didn’t feel like she was crazy or dramatic or ungrateful.
She just felt... seen.
Over the next hour, she talked more than she thought she would. About Christmas. About her brothers. About the way she always tried to be good enough, even when she knew it would never matter.
She cried — ugly, gasping tears that embarrassed her — but Simone just handed her tissues and nodded, like it was the most normal thing in the world.
And when it was over, when Simone said "We’ll figure this out together, at your pace," Isabelle didn’t feel magically fixed or healed.
But she did feel a little lighter.
Like maybe she had put down one tiny piece of the weight she’d been carrying alone for too long.
When she walked out into the late afternoon sunlight, her phone buzzed in her pocket.
Max: Proud of you, schatje. Come home. I’m making tea.
Isabelle smiled, the first real, unforced smile she’d felt in days. Her chest still hurt. Her eyes were raw.
By the time she made it up the stairs to the apartment, her body felt heavy.
Not in the bad way, like it sometimes did after her family — no sharp shame slicing through her, no desperate scrambling to be more.
Just… tired.
Like she had finally let herself breathe and her bones didn’t quite know what to do with it.
The door swung open before she could even fish her keys out.
Max stood there, barefoot in sweatpants and an old hoodie, his hair a mess, like he’d been pacing or half-listening for her steps all afternoon.
He didn’t say anything at first.
Didn’t ask how was it, didn’t push for answers she didn’t know how to give yet.
He just opened his arms.
Isabelle didn’t think. She went straight into them, dropping her bag by the door, burying herself in the safe, solid line of his chest.
Max hugged her like he meant it. Like he wasn’t going anywhere.
He kissed the top of her head, slow and lingering, and murmured, "Tea’s ready."
She let him guide her gently inside, his hand warm and steady at the small of her back.
The living room was already set up — a big blanket draped across the couch, two steaming mugs on the coffee table, her favorite candle flickering in the corner. It was simple. Ordinary.
But somehow, it felt like the most extraordinary thing in the world.
Max handed her a mug and pulled her down onto the couch without letting go, tugging the blanket over both of them.
He didn’t say anything else — didn’t ask for explanations, didn’t try to "fix" her.
He just sat there with her, thigh pressed to thigh, his fingers slowly tracing mindless patterns over the back of her hand.
Isabelle took a shaky sip of tea. Chamomile, of course.
She leaned her head against his shoulder and closed her eyes.
And for the first time in a long time, she didn’t feel like she had to do anything to be loved.
She could just be.
Tired. Quiet. Raw.
Still loved.
Max pressed another kiss to her hair, then rested his cheek against the top of her head, like they had all the time in the world.
"You’re doing good, Belle," he murmured. "Really good."
A tear slipped free before she could catch it, landing hot against her cheek.
Not from sadness.
Not from exhaustion.
From hope.
She curled closer into him, letting herself be small, letting herself be held — no strings, no expectations.
***
Date nights at home had become Max’s favorite thing.
There was something about the quiet — no cameras, no pressure, just Isabelle curled up in one of his hoodies, bare feet tucked under her on the couch, the cats sprawled everywhere — that made Max feel more at peace than anywhere else in the world.
Tonight, after dinner and a movie, they were sitting on the living room floor, surrounded by empty plates and a half-finished bottle of wine. Sassy was asleep on the back of the couch. Jimmy was passed out belly-up by the coffee table. Little Lilly was chasing a stray sock like it was her mortal enemy.
It was perfect.
Until Isabelle turned to him, a mischievous glint in her eye.
"I want to try your sim," she said, like it was the most reasonable idea in the world.
Max blinked at her. "You... what?"
"You learned to ride a horse for me," she pointed out, nudging his knee with her foot. "The least I can do is try racing."
He stared at her, torn between immediate amusement and something warmer — because God, he loved her mind, the way she thought everything should be balanced, even when it absolutely didn’t have to be.
"You really don’t have to," he said, laughing.
"I want to," Isabelle insisted, already getting to her feet. "I’ll probably be terrible. But it’s only fair."
Max pushed himself up, grinning. "Okay, schatje. But don’t say I didn’t warn you."
Setting her up in the sim was half the fun.
She was too small for the seat, so he adjusted everything — pedals, steering wheel height — while she sat there pretending to be very serious, like this was a championship-deciding race and not just a bit of fun at home.
When she finally settled in, gripping the wheel with comically stiff hands, Max had to bite his lip to stop from laughing.
"Relax," he said, reaching over to gently adjust her hands. "You’re not trying to strangle it."
"I’m focused," she said with faux dignity.
"Sure you are," Max chuckled, stepping back.
He queued up a simple track — Monza. Long straights, easy corners. Should be safe.
Famous last words.
The lights went green, and—
Isabelle immediately floored the throttle, spun the car in a perfect 360, and smashed straight into the pit wall.
Max burst out laughing so hard he had to lean against the sim rig.
Isabelle sat there, blinking at the crumpled virtual front wing, utterly unimpressed. "That was... fast."
"You crashed before you even crossed the start line," Max wheezed, wiping tears from his eyes.
"Technical victory," she deadpanned. "I established dominance early."
He laughed even harder, stepping in to restart the session.
The second attempt wasn’t much better. She fishtailed through the first corner, cut across the gravel, and sent a string of bright orange cones flying into the air like fireworks.
Max could barely breathe from laughing.
"You’re worse than a rookie in a rental kart!" he managed to choke out, grinning so hard his cheeks hurt.
Isabelle rolled her eyes, adjusting her seat with far too much concentration. "I have zero control sensitivity. I’m delicate. I’m used to steering horses, not turbocharged lawnmowers."
"You’re not delicate," Max laughed. "You’re a menace."
She turned to look at him, arching a brow. "You learned to canter. I can figure this out."
"Eventually," Max said, still grinning like a complete idiot.
He watched her with endless fondness as she barreled down a straight and completely missed her braking point, flying into a gravel trap again.
And the crazy part was — he loved this. Loved her. Loved that she didn’t care about being bad. Loved that she laughed just as much when she failed as when she succeeded.
She wasn’t trying to impress him. She was just... being with him. Sharing something. Meeting him where he lived, the way he had met her on horseback.
He crossed the room and crouched beside the rig, grinning up at her.
"You know," he said thoughtfully, "given your last name, I really thought you’d be better at this."
Isabelle stuck her tongue out at him and spun the car in another glorious, out-of-control loop.
"I contain multitudes," she declared, laughing.
Max laughed too, reaching up to pull her down into a kiss, his hand curling around the back of her neck.
"You’re perfect," he murmured against her mouth. "Even if you drive like an absolute disaster."
She kissed him back, smiling against his lips.
And honestly?
He wouldn’t have changed a thing.
***
@/iracingwatchdog: uhhhh i just spotted max verstappen on a random iracing lobby and guys… GUYS. he’s driving like he’s never raced a car before 😭
@/iracingwatchdog: he just spun out entering the pit lane. THE PIT LANE.
@/iracingwatchdog: bro he’s oversteering like a maniac and braking about 10 years too late at every corner… i am concerned.
@/iracingwatchdog: MAX JUST FULLY MISSED TURN 1 AT MONZA AND BARELY EVEN TRIED TO RECOVER
what is happeninggggggg
@/iracingwatchdog: i swear to god this is either max trolling or he’s drunk there’s NO WAY this is real
@/raceweekpanic: are we SURE it’s max?? because the way this person is cornering looks like they’ve literally never played before
@/simteaworld alternative theory: one of the cats is driving 🐾
@/wheel2wheeltrash: nah imagine it’s his girlfriend or something trying it out for fun and none of us know 😭😭😭
@/SimRacingWorld: Can someone explain why Max Verstappen is driving in iRacing like he’s had 5 Red Bulls and no sleep??
@/f1teaaccount: ok so is max drunk, sick, or secretly letting a 5-year-old play because what am i WATCHING
@/verstappenupdates
HES SPINNING IN THE PIT LANE
I REPEAT
SPINNING
IN
THE
PIT
LANE
@/f1shenanigans: someone check on max like actually… he's driving like he’s never seen a car before 😭
@/paddockinsider: lowkey worried about max until i realized he’s probably messing around because he can
@mclarensupremacy
I’m starting a conspiracy theory that Sassy the cat is driving the sim rn and honestly it would explain a lot
***
Luke Crane: (mock seriously) Max. We need to talk about yesterday.
Max: (laughing) Oh no. What now?
Gianni Vecchio: You know what. iRacing. Monza. Turn one. The pit lane. The gravel. Every single lap.
Chris Lulham: Bro, you spun in the pit entry and then reversed into the tire wall!
Gianni: We were watching it like, “he’s trolling,” but then it just kept getting worse.
Chat:
OMG HERE WE GO it was SO BAD max what happened max blink twice if you're ok were you racing blindfolded???
Max: (shaking his head, laughing) Okay, okay, listen… I wasn’t driving.
Chris: WHAT???
Luke: Excuse me??
Max: It was my girlfriend.
Chat:
AHHHH LMFAOOOOOOO she drove like a GTA NPC 💀 MAX WTF who is she 👀👀👀👀👀
Gianni: YOU JUST LET HER ON YOUR SIM?? UNSUPERVISED???
Max: I was right there! I was… supervising.
Luke: Max you call that supervision?? She took out a traffic cone on the straight.
Max: In her defense, she did say, “I don’t understand how people drive these turbocharged lawnmowers.”
Chris That’s a direct quote???
Max: Dead serious.
Chat:
crying turbocharged lawnmowers 😭 please marry her
Luke: So what, this was like a date night?
Max: Yeah. She said I learned to ride a horse for her, so she wanted to try racing. It was very… chaotic. But fun.
Gianni: How long did she last?
Max: Like an hour. I lost count of how often she crashed. Then we gave up and had dessert.
Chat:
real love 😭 i want what they have MAX YOU’RE WHIPPED tell her she’s welcome on track any time 😂 WHO IS SHEEEE
Luke: Okay but seriously… is she available for endurance races?
Max: Only if you want the race to end in flames. And a very dramatic DNF.
Chat:
FIA: investigating 10 second penalty for Max for emotional damage LET HER DRIVE AGAIN
Gianni: Okay but imagine she gets decent. We’re never hearing the end of it.
Max: (smiling) She doesn’t have to be good. She just wanted to try something that matters to me. That’s enough.
Chat:
😭😭😭 soft max is best max he’s IN LOVE i’m crying in sim rig
Gianni: Okay but next time we need a stream of this. For science.
Max: Absolutely not.
Chris: Chat: you know what to do. We’re starting a petition.
***
Charles liked running in the early morning. It was one of the few times Monaco felt quiet, like the city hadn’t quite opened its eyes yet. The sea breeze was cool, the streets were still, and the only sound was the rhythmic slap of his sneakers against the pavement—and Arthur huffing beside him.
“Don’t start sprinting again,” Arthur muttered between breaths. “It’s not a race.”
“You’re just slow,” Charles shot back with a grin.
They rounded a bend near the marina, heading up toward the promenade, when Charles caught sight of a familiar figure running toward them.
He blinked. Squinted. Then blinked again.
“…Is that Isabelle?”
Arthur straightened, peering ahead, his expression one of surprise. “Huh. Yeah.”
Isabelle was wearing leggings, a pale blue top, hair tied up, earbuds in. She looked… like someone who ran regularly, which was completely confusing. Since when had she been a runner?
Charles slowed his pace, waving her down as she approached.
When she reached them, she pulled out one earbud, her pace naturally easing. “Bonjour.”
Charles frowned. “What are you doing?”
Isabelle looked at him, unimpressed. “Running.”
“No, I mean—since when do you go running?” he pressed, still confused.
She blinked at him like the question was absurd. “Since always? You don’t own the rights to early morning runs, Charles.”
Arthur, who had been quietly observing, now chimed in, still catching his breath. “You run…?”
“Yeah,” Isabelle said with a shrug, wiping sweat from her forehead with the back of her wrist. “I run. It’s good for you.”
Charles narrowed his eyes, skeptical. “You’ve never said anything about this before.”
Isabelle shrugged again, eyes darting between the two of them as if she was trying to decide how much of her life to explain. “You’ve never asked. I do Pilates too.”
Arthur blinked, still processing. “You do Pilates?”
Isabelle raised an eyebrow. “It’s good for my posture.”
“Since when?” Charles asked, sounding more bewildered with every word.
She gave him an unamused glance. “For a long time. I don’t broadcast everything about myself, Charles. Some things are private.”
Arthur was too stunned to respond, still panting. Charles stared at her as though he’d just discovered a completely different side of her he didn’t know existed.
“Where are you coming from?” Arthur asked, the question escaping before he could stop it.
Isabelle tilted her head, looking at them both like they were ridiculous. “Up near the gardens. Looped around twice.”
“Alone?” Charles asked, though there was a strange note in his voice — part concern, part disbelief.
Isabelle shot him a look that was sharper than he expected. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
Before Charles could respond, another figure appeared from around the corner. Jogging steadily, sunglasses on, effortlessly matching Isabelle’s pace — it was Max Verstappen.
Charles’s jaw dropped as Max closed the distance between them, barely acknowledging either of them. Isabelle, as if the meeting of their gazes was the most normal thing in the world, smiled at him, still catching her breath.
“You dropped your pace on the last hill,” Max teased, grinning at her.
Isabelle rolled her eyes, clearly amused but playing it cool. “Only because you were chasing me.”
Max laughed, his tone warm and easy. “You were running like you were being hunted.”
Charles’s mind was racing. He turned to Arthur, then back to Max and Isabelle, his confusion deepening.
“Wait,” Charles said slowly, blinking, his words coming out slower than usual. “You… run together?”
Both Isabelle and Max spoke at the exact same time, their answers almost synchronized.
“No,” Isabelle said, a little too sharply.
“Not really,” Max added, shrugging with the same indifference.
Arthur blinked, staring at the two of them like he was waiting for the punchline to a joke he didn’t understand.
Charles’s frown deepened. He glanced at Arthur again, back to Max, and then to Isabelle. He opened his mouth, then closed it, clearly lost for words. “Uh… okay.”
Isabelle had already popped her second earbud back into her ear, casually starting to jog away without waiting for a response. Max fell into step behind her, matching her pace without even looking back at Charles or Arthur.
“Monaco’s small,” Isabelle said casually, almost too casually, over her shoulder. “You’re bound to run into people.”
Max added, wiping his forehead with the back of his hand. “Yeah. Total coincidence.”
Charles and Arthur watched them jog off, completely baffled. The faint sound of their footsteps fading into the distance left a lingering silence between them.
Arthur blinked. “Did… did you know she runs?”
“No,” Charles replied, shaking his head, still not sure if this was real life. “I didn’t.”
Arthur paused, frowning deeply. “Did she just… blow us off?”
Charles was still staring down the promenade where Isabelle and Max had disappeared. “I think she just did.” ***
(Members: Arthur, Charles and Lorenzo)
Charles: Lorenzo, you will NOT believe what happened this morning.
Arthur: seriously
Arthur: prepare yourself
Lorenzo: what now 😭
Charles: we went for a run this morning
Charles: like normal
Charles: and we ran into ISABELLE
Arthur: RUNNING.
Charles: like properly Charles: workout gear Charles: earbuds Charles: focused
Lorenzo: ?? Lorenzo: What do you mean, running? Lorenzo: like… going somewhere or actual jogging??
Arthur: actual jogging Arthur: with proper form and everything Arthur: she even looped around the gardens twice
Lorenzo: SINCE WHEN DOES ISABELLE RUN???
Charles: EXACTLY we asked her and she just said “i’ve always liked it”
Arthur: she also said she does pilates Arthur: FOR HER POSTURE
Lorenzo: pilates??????????
Charles: i don’t even know what’s happening anymore
Arthur: why do i feel like she has five other secret hobbies and we’re just going to find out by accident
***
The room was the same — the quiet lavender smell, the cozy armchairs, the soft hum of a heater in the corner.
But Isabelle felt different.
Still nervous. Still shaky sometimes.
But a little less like she was walking into battle without armor.
Simone smiled at her, that same calm, steady smile that made it easier to sit down, to breathe.
"Last time," Simone said, crossing one leg over the other, "we talked about how much of your energy goes into taking care of everyone else. Your family in particular."
Isabelle nodded stiffly, hands twisted in her lap. It still hurt, even just hearing it out loud.
Simone leaned forward slightly, her voice soft but sure.
"I think it’s time to give you a little homework."
Isabelle's stomach twisted. She hated getting things wrong. Hated disappointing anyone.
But Simone must have seen the panic flash across her face because she smiled again, reassuring.
"This isn’t about getting a gold star, Belle," she said. "This is about learning where your responsibility ends and theirs begins."
She slid a small notepad across the coffee table.
Written at the top in neat, careful handwriting was a simple title:
“What am I responsible for? What am I not responsible for?”
Isabelle stared at it.
"I want you to start separating what's yours and what's theirs," Simone explained. "When your brothers expect you to fix Christmas dinner, or smooth over a fight, or carry their happiness—whose job is that, really?"
Isabelle swallowed hard. It sounded so simple when Simone said it. But it felt impossible, tangled up inside her chest.
"I don't know how to say no," she admitted in a whisper. "It feels... selfish."
Simone’s expression softened even further.
"Setting boundaries isn’t selfish," she said. "It’s self-respect. It's saying, I love you, but I also love myself."
The lump rose thick in Isabelle’s throat.
"For next time," Simone continued, her voice like a balm, "I want you to practice two things. First, notice when you feel resentful — that’s usually a sign a boundary is being crossed. And second..." She smiled gently. "Practice saying no. Even if it's just small things."
Isabelle let out a shaky laugh.
"I don't even know how to say no."
"You'll learn," Simone promised. "And when you do, you’ll realize the world doesn’t end. The right people won’t leave. And the wrong ones? Maybe it's okay if they get uncomfortable."
Isabelle stared down at the notepad, the words blurring slightly.
What am I responsible for? What am I not responsible for?
It felt terrifying. It also felt a little bit like hope.
Maybe she didn’t have to spend the rest of her life bending herself into shapes that hurt just to keep everyone else comfortable.
Maybe she could love her family — and still choose herself.
Maybe she could belong to herself first.
When the session ended, Simone walked her to the door with another reassuring smile.
"I know it’s scary," she said. "But you’re doing something incredibly brave."
Isabelle nodded, her heart hammering against her ribs.
And as she stepped out into the crisp winter air, notebook clutched tightly in her hand, she whispered to herself, barely audible:
"I deserve to take up space."
By the time she got home, Isabelle’s head was buzzing.
Not in the good way — not like excitement or energy — but heavy and slow, like she’d been carrying a backpack full of bricks all day.
The notepad from therapy was stuffed into her bag, the words “What am I responsible for?” still flashing in her mind.
She didn’t want to mess this up.
She didn’t want to be a disappointment — not to Simone, not to Max, not to herself.
The apartment smelled like dinner. Something warm, maybe pasta, simmering on the stove. She could hear Max humming under his breath from the kitchen, the low, tuneless kind of hum he only did when he was completely relaxed.
It made her chest ache.
Part of her wanted to collapse into him. To let him pull her into his arms and make everything quiet again.
But another part — a new part, small and shaking but there — whispered:
You’re tired. You need space. It’s okay to need something.
Isabelle hovered by the door for a second, her heart hammering. She could picture it already — Max’s face falling if she said no, the guilt swamping her, the inevitable backpedaling—
Max isn’t them, she reminded herself. Max loves you.
Still, her throat was dry when she said, "Max?"
He appeared around the corner, wiping his hands on a towel, smiling wide.
"Hey, schatje! How was—"
"I’m really tired," Isabelle blurted out before she could lose her nerve. "I don’t... I don’t think I can talk about it tonight."
She twisted her hands together automatically, bracing herself.
For disappointment. For hurt. For the shift in the air that always came when she wasn't exactly what someone wanted her to be.
But it didn’t come.
Max blinked, then immediately softened.
"Okay," he said simply.
No anger. No guilt-tripping. No but I made dinner or but I want to hear about it.
Just okay.
He crossed the room and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead, careful like he knew she might break.
"Go get comfy," he said. "I’ll bring you a plate later, if you’re hungry."
And then — impossibly — he just went back into the kitchen, humming again, like it really was that easy.
Isabelle stood frozen in the doorway, something hot and unfamiliar prickling at her eyes.
He didn’t leave. He didn’t get mad. He didn’t make her feel like she was selfish for needing space.
He stayed.
The right people won’t leave.
Simone’s words echoed in her mind.
She didn’t have to earn her place here. She already had it.
Isabelle slipped into the bedroom, pulling on one of Max’s old hoodies, and crawled under the blankets. The exhaustion hit her fast now, uncoiling from the inside out — the good kind, the safe kind.
Just as she was drifting off, she felt the edge of the mattress dip.
Max’s hand slid under the blanket, finding hers.
He didn’t say anything. He just laced their fingers together, warm and steady.
And Isabelle, for the first time in a long, long time, fell asleep without feeling like she owed anyone anything.
Just loved.
Exactly as she was.
***
Emilie: Hey 💛 just checking in on you. How’s everything going?
Isabelle: Hi 🥹 I’m okay. It’s been… a lot.
Emilie: How’s therapy?? are you still going?
Isabelle: Yeah. I’ve had three sessions so far. It’s weird but good? I cry basically every time though.
Emilie: That’s not weird. That’s called “having emotions”, which you’re allowed to have, by the way 🫶
Isabelle: It’s just strange… to have someone actually ask about me and listen. Without making me feel like i’m being dramatic or selfish
Emilie: Because you’re NOT being dramatic or selfish. You’re just finally being heard. You deserve that, Belle, always have.
Isabelle: 🥹 Stop, you’re going to make me cry again…
Emilie: Cying is healing.
Emilie: You got any homework yet?
Isabelle: Yes. I have to practice “setting boundaries”... aka saying no without feeling like the earth will swallow me whole
Emilie: That sounds hard. But also?? You’re literally one of the strongest people I know. You can do this.
Isabelle: Thank you. Isabelle: Seriously, I don’t know what i’d do without you
Emilie: Probably still be apologizing for existing 💀
Isabelle: rude but true
Emilie: rude but said with love 💛
Emilie: I’m so proud of you, Belle. Emilie: like genuinely proud Emilie: doing the work is hard and you’re doing it anyway… that’s HUGE
Isabelle: Thank you Isabelle: it still feels messy most days but i don’t feel as stuck as i used to
Emilie: Good Emilie: because you’re meant to move and grow and thrive not stay trapped where they left you
Isabelle: i love you 🥹
Emilie: love you more 🫶 Emilie: also if you want to bail on family events ever again just say the word… I’ll stage a fake emergency for you anytime
Isabelle: emotional support getaway driver
Emilie: anytime. no questions asked 😌
***
He wasn’t even supposed to be there.
He’d gone to the grocery store because he was craving sour candy and he was bored — winter break was weird like that. Quiet. Too much time to think. Too much space to accidentally run into people you didn’t expect.
People like Max Verstappen.
Lando spotted him near the bakery section first.
And he didn’t clock it immediately because Max was just... standing there.
Looking normal.
Poking at a loaf of bread.
Holding a shopping list.
And not just any list — a handwritten one.
With little loopy letters.
With hearts over the i’s.
Lando froze.
No. No no no.
He hung back behind a display of discount panettone, peering around it like he was in a bloody spy movie.
Max was seriously grocery shopping. Like full-on, responsible adult grocery shopping.
Reusable bags. Price comparing brands of oat milk. Muttering something under his breath about "the blue cap one" being the one she liked.
She.
Lando’s stomach flipped.
He knew exactly who "she" was.
It was one thing to know Max and Isabelle were secretly together — a horrifying truth he and a select few others carried like a ticking time bomb.
It was another thing entirely to witness Max being... domestic.
He watched, slack-jawed, as Max tossed three different kinds of cat treats into the cart. Max. Verstappen. Choosing cat treats based on flavor preferences.
This was like spotting a lion delicately picking wildflowers.
Lando stared in horror as Max doubled back toward the dairy section, checking off items on his list with actual focus.
And — worse — smiling.
SMILING.
In the dairy aisle.
He ducked further behind the panettone display as Max approached, humming to himself under his breath — humming — like someone’s bloody husband.
Lando felt like he was watching a nature documentary. “Here, we observe the once-wild Max Verstappen in his natural habitat... the household aisle.”
He was still staring, frozen in existential terror, when Max looked up — and spotted him.
Their eyes met over a crate of oranges.
Lando gave a weak wave. Max raised an eyebrow like you good?
Slowly — calmly — Max pushed his cart toward him, totally unbothered.
"Forgot the sour candy, didn’t you?" Max said, smirking, like he could read his mind.
Lando nodded mutely, heart pounding.
Max tossed a bag of sour gummies into Lando’s basket — how the hell did he even know which ones Lando liked? — and said casually, "Don’t forget the fizzy ones. Belle likes those."
Belle.
BELLE.
Lando was spiraling internally, but he managed to squeak out, "Thanks," like a semi-functioning human being.
Max just grinned, patted the side of Lando’s basket like he was proud of him, and went back to selecting oat milk.
Lando stood there for a solid minute after Max disappeared down the aisle, trying to remember how to breathe.
***
(Members: Oscar Piastri, Lando Norris, Daniel Ricciardo and Carlos Sainz Jr.)
Lando: guys Lando: GUYS
Oscar: what did you do
Lando: I just ran into max Lando: grocery shopping Lando: in MONACO
Daniel: ok? and?
Lando: NO. YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND. Lando: HE HAD A LISTLando: AND TWO REUSABLE BAGS
Carlos: ...domesticated verstappen???
Lando: LIKE FULLY. Lando: he was holding a shopping list with her handwriting Lando: you know that girly loopy handwriting that screams “i color code my entire life” Lando: he was comparing products Lando: like price comparing
Daniel: I’m sorry is he...budgeting?? 😭😭😭
Lando: and he had cat treats Lando: THREE kinds Lando: one was fancy and he said “the little one likes the fish flavor” Lando: I’M PRETTY SURE HE MEANT THE KITTEN
Carlos: I can’t. I physically can’t. this is too much
Daniel: so we’re just casually accepting that max verstappen is out here being someone’s wife
Oscar: someone = isabelle… and we’re all going to die when charles finds out
Lando: do you think he’ll find out via grocery store gossip or die of shock first
Carlos: I’m still convinced max will just forget and casually say “I’m going home to belle” in front of charles and then disappear from existence
Oscar: disappear as in “dragged into the sea by Charles”
Daniel: ok but like we’re not going to tell charles right??? we’re just...vibing in terrified silence?
Lando: OBVIOUSLY
Lando: do I look like I have a death wish
Lando: the point is max was like smiling in the dairy aisle
Daniel: ew
Oscar: actually adorable
Carlos: horrifying
Lando: I swear he said “she likes the oat milk one with the blue cap” like it was a normal sentence Lando: I swear to god max has memorized her milk preferences
Oscar: this is worse than I thought
Daniel: this is SOFT max. we are witnessing rare footage.
Carlos: and when charles finds out we’re all getting hunted for sport
Lando: I’m buying a burner phone and changing my identity
Oscar: do we have a code word for “charles found out and is currently loading a very expensive revenge plan”
Daniel: I vote for “we’re going to karting”
Lando: no he’ll definitely follow us to karting
Carlos: I hate how real this all feels
Oscar: I’m scared
Daniel: as you should be
***
The café was tucked into a quiet street just outside the old town, all warm wood and soft sunlight. Isabelle arrived ten minutes early, notebook in hand, nerves tucked just beneath her ribcage.
She had worn a skirt and a simple, soft blouse — elegant but understated. Not stiff. Not corporate. Something that felt like her.
Daniel was already there when she arrived, seated at a corner table, waving her over the second he spotted her. Beside him sat a man with silver-streaked hair and warm eyes, dressed in a well-worn linen shirt and tortoiseshell glasses.
“Isabelle,” Daniel said, standing to greet her. “So good to see you again.”
He kissed her cheek in the French way, smiling genuinely. “This is my husband, Jules. Jules, this is the one I’ve been raving about.”
Jules smiled as he shook her hand. “So you’re the woman who saved our villa from becoming an Ikea catalogue. I’ve heard stories.”
Isabelle laughed, surprised. “I didn’t do much.”
“Oh, he lies,” Daniel said smoothly, sitting again. “You did everything.”
They chatted for a few minutes — light, easy — over coffee. Then Daniel pulled a slim leather portfolio from his bag and slid it across the table.
“The property,” he said. “We closed two weeks ago. It’s not a huge place, but it’s old, and charming, and in desperate need of someone with taste.”
Jules leaned in. “We want to keep the bones. No gutting. No flattening history just to make it sleek. We want to live in it — with it — not bulldoze it into something else.”
Isabelle flipped through the photos: stone floors worn smooth with time, shuttered windows, exposed beams, a crumbling courtyard begging for sunlight and life.
It was beautiful.
Quietly, undeniably beautiful.
She looked up. “This is lovely.”
“Exactly why we thought of you,” Daniel said, eyes lighting up. “You understood our last place before we even did. You made it feel like it had always been that way. And we’re hoping… you might do the same here.”
Isabelle hesitated, just for a beat.
Not because she didn’t want it.
But because, for the first time, it would be her name on the contract. Not Atelier Renard. Not a faceless firm. Just Isabelle Leclerc.
She drew a slow breath. “I’d love to take it on.”
Jules smiled like they’d just won the lottery. “Fantastic.”
“We’d like to do this properly,” Daniel added. “You send over your contract, your terms, your timeline. Whatever you need. No middlemen.”
No middlemen.
It echoed in her chest like a bell.
They wanted her.
Isabelle smiled, a real smile, warm and sure.
“I’ll have everything to you by Monday,” she said. “Thank you, both, for trusting me.”
Daniel raised his cup of coffee. “To new beginnings.”
Jules clinked his gently against hers.
And Isabelle sat there in the sunlit café, feeling something settle in her chest — not nerves, not dread, but something else.
Belonging.
Not borrowed. Not background. Not earned through endless overwork.
Just hers.
***
The kitchen smelled like coffee and something sweet — Max had left pastries out for them before heading off to the simulator for the afternoon.
Jimmy was asleep in the sunbeam by the window, Sassy perched on the back of the couch supervising the room like a queen, and Lilly, the kitten, was zooming around chasing a toy.
And for the first time in a long time, Isabelle didn’t feel... trapped.
She felt nervous.
Excited.
Hopeful.
Emilie sat at the table across from her, tapping a pen against the notepad between them.
"Okay," Emilie said, dramatic, "your empire needs a name."
Isabelle laughed, the sound lighter than it had been in weeks. "I wouldn’t call it an empire."
"Yet," Emilie corrected, grinning. "But give it a few years."
Isabelle shook her head fondly. "It's just a small thing. One single freelance project."
"One single amazing freelance project," Emilie said pointedly. "You deserve to put your name on it. Make it real. Make it yours."
Isabelle hesitated, tapping her fingers against her coffee cup.
She hadn't really thought that far ahead. It had been enough just to start — just to admit she didn’t want to do what everyone else expected anymore.
Now it was real.
"So," Emilie continued, flipping the notepad to a fresh page. "What do we want it to sound like? Fancy? Minimalist? French? English?"
Isabelle thought for a long moment.
"Simple," she said finally. "Something clean. Not... showy. Just... mine."
Emilie nodded. "Got it. Let's brainstorm."
They went through a dozen terrible ideas first — most of them jokes.
"Isabelle Designs" ("Sounds like a Disney princess is doing your kitchen.") "Leclerc Interiors" ("Too many racing people will show up expecting a trophy room.") "Isabelle’s Spaces" ("Cute, but also sounds like a daycare.")
They laughed through all of them, Isabelle feeling her chest loosen a little more with every bad suggestion.
After a while, Isabelle leaned back in her chair, tapping her pen against the pad.
"I kind of like the idea of using just a letter," she said slowly. "Something small. Private. Like... a little piece of me, but not all of me."
Emilie lit up.
"Okay. Like... 'Studio something'? Studio I?"
Isabelle wrinkled her nose. "Studio I sounds like a bad iPhone prototype."
Emilie snorted into her coffee.
"What about B?" Isabelle said quietly after a second. "For Blanche. For... for the parts of me I don’t want to lose anymore."
She expected Emilie to tease her, to say it was too sentimental.
But Emilie’s face softened instantly.
"Studio B," she said aloud, like she was tasting the words. "Simple. Clean. Yours."
Belle smiled — small, but real. Warmth bloomed in her chest.
Studio B.
It wasn’t flashy. It wasn’t loud. It was hers.
"Studio B," she repeated, like she was daring herself to believe in it.
Emilie reached across the table, squeezing her hand.
"I love it," she said. "It’s perfect. Just like you."
Belle squeezed back, feeling a tear slip down her cheek before she could stop it — but it wasn’t a sad tear. It was something else. Something brighter.
This was hers. Finally, truly hers.
And she wasn’t going to let anyone take it away.
***
Max: Hey. Max: can you keep a secret?
Emilie: absolutely not. Emilie: but i’m listening. 👀
Max: I want to get Belle an engagement ring.
Emilie: MAX. EMILIAN. VERSTAPPEN. Emilie: IT’S ABOUT DAMN TIME
Max: Is that my full government name?
Emilie: It is when i’m screaming at you with love and excitement
Emilie: also—finally???
Max: Can you help me?
Emilie: Yes. Obviously. Emilie: Give me five seconds.
Max: Wait, what do you mean five seconds?
Emilie: [link] Emilie: this is a google doc i made six months ago: “Operation: Ring for Belle 💍🧁🐎”
Max: six MONTHS???
Emilie: You think i didn’t plan for this??? Emilie: Max, i’ve been emotionally preparing since June 2023
Max: …there are chapters
Emilie: Yes. Emilie: Chapter 1: styles she likes Chapter 2: what not to do (i.e. no silver, no dainty bands, and for the love of god nothing with hearts) Chapter 3: yellow gold & emeralds — because she literally cried once over a vintage emerald ring on instagram Chapter 4: sizing info — she’s a 50. Tab 5: sentimental inscriptions ideas (don’t look unless you want to sob)
Max: I’m scared and grateful
Emilie: As you should be Emilie: I take best-friend duties very seriously
Max: I want it to be right. Max: She deserves the right one.
Emilie: You’re already the right one, Max. Emilie: The ring’s just the bow on top.
Max: Thank you. Really.
Emilie: Anytime. Now go look at chapter 6. It’s where i’ve shortlisted ethical jewelers with custom design options. And yes, i’ve already contacted three of them for quotes.
Max: You terrify me.
***
Max: Hey. Quick question.
GP: usually not what you lead with when it’s actually a quick question
Max: Do you know anything about engagement rings?
GP: … what
Max: like buying one?
GP: Max
Max: yeah?
GP: are you asking me for engagement ring advice
Max: Yes.
GP: So you’re really doing it?
Max: Yeah. I’m gonna ask her.
GP: wow
Max: Is that a bad wow or a good wow?
GP: It’s a holy shit the kid grew up wow.
GP: and also a little bit of i’m emotionally unprepared for this wow
Max: you and me both
GP: Do you have any idea what kind of ring she’d want?
Max: Belle’s best friend gave me a Google Doc
Max: yellow gold emerald no silver no hearts nothing dainty she has opinions
Max: so like is there anything else I need to know? like when you bought your wife’s ring did you do something special? or is there a secret protocol I don’t know about
GP: Okay first of all GP: No one gives you a ring briefing before this GP: You’re just supposed to panic and hope you survive
Max: Fantastic
GP: secondly GP: Buy something that feels like her, not something that looks like everyone else’s.
Max: That’s helpful actually.
GP: Also make sure the setting won’t catch on her sweater sleeves or a horse’s reins or a cat collar or anything chaotic in her life
GP: You’re gonna be fine, Max. She’ll say yes. Belle loves you like mad.
Max: I love her like mad too
GP: I know GP: You’ve got this, champ.
Max: Thank you.
GP: Good luck GP: And send me a picture of the ring… for purely professional telemetry reasons
Max: Thanks, GP. You’re the best.
***
It started innocently enough.
Max had been the one to mention it, offhand, while they were having coffee one morning. "Oscar’s moved into Monaco properly now. He’s hopeless though. Doesn’t know where anything is."
Belle had laughed, imagining Oscar wandering the winding streets, politely stubborn, somehow getting even more lost.
But then, a few days later, she actually ran into him — standing outside a bakery near La Condamine, looking deeply confused and holding his phone at arm’s length like it had personally betrayed him.
She hesitated.
Watched him look like a lost little duckling.
Then sighed.
And crossed the street.
"Oscar?" she called gently.
He turned, immediate relief washing over his face. "Oh, hi! Uh—yeah. I’m… a bit lost."
Belle smiled, amused. "Where are you trying to go?"
"This coffeshop Lando mentioned. It’s like…orange?" he said sheepishly, questioningly. "Or at least I was. Now I’m not sure."
"You're two neighborhoods off," she said kindly. "Come on. I’ll walk you."
And somehow... that turned into the whole day.
Oscar was, as it turned out, endearingly awkward when he wasn’t behind the wheel of a car.
Polite. Curious.
Asking a thousand questions about bakeries, markets, hidden cafes, and which parts of town weren’t secretly tourist traps.
Isabelle didn’t mind.
In fact, she kind of… liked it.
She pointed out her favorite patisserie tucked between two apartment buildings — "best croissants in the city, no competition" — and the tiny flower shop where she bought fresh eucalyptus when she needed to clear her head.
She showed him the quieter marina, the one tourists didn’t know about, where the locals walked their dogs early in the mornings.
The secret bookstore hidden in an alley, where the owner always kept a stack of English novels in the back.
Oscar listened to all of it, nodding like he was mentally cataloguing every detail.
At some point, without either of them noticing, she started giving him advice.
"You need to learn the local market schedules. The Thursday one near Place d’Armes is the best for produce."
"Don’t bother driving on Grand Prix weekend. Just walk. It's faster and less stressful.”
"If you get lost, find the cathedral. It’s the easiest landmark to navigate from."
Oscar listened intently, nodding along, asking the occasional polite question.
At one point, standing on a sun-warmed stone stairway overlooking the harbor, he turned to her and said, almost out of nowhere, "I didn’t think I’d feel so out of place here."
Belle softened instantly.
"It’s normal," she said. "Everyone pretends Monaco’s easy. It’s not. It’s beautiful, but it can be... lonely too."
Oscar nodded, like that made more sense than anything he’d heard so far.
By the time they looped back near his building, Belle realized she had somehow collected Oscar like an extra pet — somewhere between Jimmy the cat and the tiny Bengal kitten they’d adopted weeks ago.
She didn’t mind.
Oscar was quiet, easy company.
And he had the kind of polite stubbornness that reminded her a little too much of herself at his age.
"You have a lot of notes," she teased, glancing at his phone.
"Survival guide," he said seriously. "Belle's Rules for Monaco."
She laughed. "Rule number one: Don't try to drive through the old town during tourist season."
He nodded solemnly. "Rule two: Always bribe the bakery lady with compliments."
"And rule three," Belle said, pretending to be serious, "If you get lost, just call me."
“This was really nice. Thanks, Belle.”
She blinked. “It’s no problem.”
“No, really.” He smiled, shy and genuine. “You didn’t have to do this. You’re, like, busy and important.”
Isabelle laughed softly. “I’m not that important.”
Oscar shrugged. “This helps. It makes it feel a little more like... home.”
Something warm settled in Isabelle’s chest.
“Good,” she said quietly. “That’s what it’s supposed to feel like.”
He smiled at her — wide and open and completely unguarded — and Isabelle decided, then and there, that she would keep an eye on him.
Not because he needed it.
But because everyone deserved someone who noticed when they needed a map, or a croissant, or just a quiet corner of the world to feel like they belonged.
Especially someone like Oscar.
***
Max found Belle curled up on the couch when he got home, one leg tucked underneath her, her laptop balanced precariously on the armrest, a cup of tea cooling beside her.
Jimmy and Lilly were tangled up at her feet, Sassy perched regally on the back of the couch like a disapproving queen. It was, Max thought, his favorite kind of scene: quiet, domestic, theirs.
He toed off his shoes, dropped his bag by the door, and made his way over to her.
"Long day?" he asked, leaning over to press a kiss to the top of her head.
Belle hummed in response, a soft smile tugging at her mouth. "Not bad. Eventful."
Max raised an eyebrow and flopped down beside her, draping his arm lazily across the back of the couch. "Eventful how?"
She closed her laptop with a click, setting it aside, and turned to face him fully.
"I ran into Oscar today," she said. "Outside La Condamine."
Max snorted. "Lost, was he?"
Belle smiled, fond and a little exasperated. "Completely. Poor guy looked like he was one wrong turn away from accidentally ending up in Nice."
Max laughed, low and warm, tugging her a little closer against his side.
"And let me guess," he said, grinning. "You adopted him."
Belle blinked innocently. "I just helped him find his way."
"You gave him the tour, didn’t you?"
"Maybe," she admitted, nudging him playfully with her shoulder. "Showed him where to get good coffee. The decent bakery. The secret bookstore."
Max shook his head, amused. "You gave him the locals only map. Schatje, you realize he’s yours now, right? He’s going to follow you around like a duckling."
Belle rolled her eyes, but her smile stayed. "He needed help."
Max watched her quietly for a moment — the way her hands moved absently, soothing Lilly as the kitten climbed onto her lap, the way she tilted her head like she was already mentally planning the next dozen things she could do to make Oscar's life easier without even thinking about it.
And something in his chest twisted.
Because he saw it then — saw the way Belle stepped into the spaces other people left empty. How she mothered, and guided, and steadied, without expecting anything in return.
She should have been someone’s safe harbor years ago. Should have been celebrated for it. Cherished for it.
Instead, her brothers — the ones who should have known — had treated her like she was invisible. Like she was just there, background noise to their louder, shinier lives.
Max’s fingers tightened slightly around her hand without meaning to.
Belle looked up, sensing the shift immediately. "What?"
"Nothing," he said, kissing her knuckles lightly. "Just thinking."
"That’s dangerous," she teased, eyes sparkling.
Max chuckled, but the weight stayed in his chest.
"You’re good at it," he said after a beat. "Being a big sister."
Belle blinked, startled.
He smiled, soft and real. "Oscar’s lucky you found him."
Her cheeks flushed a little, and she ducked her head like she didn’t know what to do with the compliment.
Max tugged her closer, until she was tucked under his arm properly, her head resting against his shoulder.
"You deserved better, you know," he said quietly, threading his fingers through hers. "From them."
Belle didn’t say anything — didn’t have to.
He could feel it in the way she leaned into him, the way her grip tightened just slightly, like she was holding onto the words she couldn’t quite say out loud.
Max kissed the top of her head again, lingering there.
She wasn’t invisible here. Not with him. Not anymore.
And if she wanted to collect stray drivers and teach them how to survive Monaco, Max would let her.
Across town, Oscar was probably still saving her emergency contacts into his phone, none the wiser that he'd just been unofficially adopted by Monaco's fiercest secret weapon.
***
(Members: Oscar Piastri, Lando Norris, Daniel Ricciardo and Carlos Sainz Jr.)
Oscar: Guys. I think I accidentally got adopted by Belle today.
Oscar: It’s weird though? like she just helped me all day today?? Showed me around, got me coffee, told me which parts of monaco not to die in… like it was NOTHING
Carlos: Because that's just Isabelle.
Oscar: She’s SO NICE… like ridiculously nice
Carlos: Yep. Carlos: she’s the best of them
Oscar: and her brothers just forget she exists half the time????
Lando: it makes me SO MAD
Daniel: it’s so fucked up honestly Daniel: like how do you have someone like belle in your family and not treat her like a national treasure???
Oscar: They don't deserve her
Lando: They really don’t Lando: sometimes i think about it and it makes me actually want to fight them***
WE COULD HAVE A GOOD TIME ; JB22
— you ended up on this random stranger's bed and suddenly the next thing you know you're moving in with him to raise a baby
warnings: female!reader, unprotected sex, unplanned pregnancy, and a whole lot of pregnancy
P0. it's off the rails
P1. what do you get when you kiss a girl?
P2. an emotional cheeseburger
P3. what does fernando alonso have that i don't?
P4. pulling up all nighters
P5. what can i do to make it better?
★ wchagt special ; oddballs and button
P6. bunny button and the baby blues
P7. what to do to get closer with your baby...
P8. i'm thinking of some things
P9. [TBA]
★ WE COULD HAVE A GOOD TIME — TAGLIST IS CLOSED!
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Pairing: Max Verstappen x Isabelle Leclerc (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen is a World Champion. Isabelle Leclerc is invisible.
She watched her family give up everything for Charles’ career—Arthur’s karting, their father’s savings, even her childhood horse. She understood. She never asked for more.
But Max does. He notices the things no one else does, listens when no one else will, and puts her first in ways she never imagined. With him, she isn’t an afterthought—she’s a choice. And for the first time, she realizes she doesn’t have to be invisible.
Warnings and Notes:
we have now moved on from Charles bashing to bashing his whole family, Discussions of toxic past relationships, talk about loosing a childhood pet, toxic families, mention of the loss of a parent
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
(Members: Arthur, Isabelle, Charles, and Lorenzo)
Charles: Maman’s birthday next week—what’s the plan?
Arthur: Isabelle? You usually handle it.
Isabelle: Not this year.
Lorenzo: Sorry, what?
Arthur: Lol okay, very funny. What’s the plan?
Isabelle: I’m serious. I’m not doing it this year.
Charles: Wait. What do you mean you’re not doing it?
Isabelle: I mean you three can plan it this time. I’m not the family secretary. Not anymore.
Charles: Since when?
Isabelle: Since I realized I’m the only one who ever does it, and you all expect it like it’s a given. I’m not your personal event planner.
Arthur: Okay, but… you like that stuff.
Isabelle: I like when people contribute. I don’t like being taken for granted.
Charles: Whoa.
Arthur: Is this because I forgot to Venmo you for the gift last year?
Isabelle: That was two years ago, Arthur. And you still haven’t.
Lorenzo: This feels aggressive.
Isabelle: It’s not. It’s a boundary.
Charles: Okay but can’t you set it… after Maman’s birthday?
Arthur: Yeah. This is really inconvenient.
Isabelle: It’s not supposed to be convenient for you.
Charles: I don’t like this version of you.
Belle: I don’t like being the only adult in the room. So I guess we’re even.
Arthur: So you’re really not doing anything?
Isabelle: I am getting flowers from all of us. I am ordering the cake. I am doing my own gift for Maman. If you three want to do a joint gift, you can do that, but I am not planning it. One of you can book the restaurant.
Lorenzo: This feels like a test.
Isabelle: It’s not. But you’re definitely failing it.
Charles: I feel emotionally manipulated.
Lorenzo: I feel abandoned.
Arthur: I miss the old Isabelle. The one who covered for us.
Isabelle: I don’t. She was a doormat. ***
(Members: Arthur, Charles and Lorenzo)
Arthur: Okay so we still don’t have a gift for Maman and Isabelle is being stubborn.
Charles: She said “boundaries.” Since when does she have boundaries?
Lorenzo: She said she’s not helping. She meant it.
Arthur: This feels personal.
Charles: I feel abandoned. I feel like I’ve been emotionally left on read.
Lorenzo: We should’ve started this earlier.
Arthur: We always start this last-minute and it’s fine because Isabelle does everything.
Charles: She’s so good at it though. She likes organizing things.
Lorenzo: We need to be strategic. What would Isabelle get?
Arthur: Peace. Quiet.
Charles: So a spa day?
Lorenzo: We’re not sending our mother to the spa again. She’s starting to think we believe she’s stressed.
Arthur: She is stressed. We exist.
Charles: I had an idea last night. What about a puppy?
Lorenzo: Absolutely not.
Arthur: What if we just… get her a necklace? Generic. Safe. Shiny.
Charles: No creativity. She’ll know we panicked.
Lorenzo: We are panicking.
Arthur: You know what would solve this? If Isabelle told us what to do.
Arthur: I feel like a neglected plant.
Charles: I feel like the plant someone gave Isabelle to water, and now she’s like “it’s not my plant.”
Arthur: Cool cool cool. So we’re getting Maman a plant and pretending we planned it?
Lorenzo: ...We’re hopeless.
***
Charles: Okay but hear me out: What about a pottery class for her and her friends?
Isabelle: Charles it’s 2am
Isabelle: Go to sleep.
Isabelle: Maman doesn’t even like pottery.
Charles: How about a goat?
Isabelle: A what?
Charles: A goat. Like a cute little goat. They’re trendy right now.
Isabelle: She lives in an apartment, Charles.
Charles: A small goat.
Isabelle: No.
Charles: You said I had to contribute. This is me contributing.
Isabelle: This is you spiraling.
Charles: Okay but this looks nice right?? (sends link)
Isabelle: That is a garden gnome wine holder, Charles.
***
(Members: Daniel Ricciardo, Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Lewis Hamilton, Carlos Sainz Jr., George Russell, Alex Albon and Nico Hulkenberg)
Oscar: HE DID IT
George: HE ACTUALLY DID IT
Carlos: LAAAAAAAAAANDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Alex: My BOY MY TWITCH STREAMER MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT CHAOTIC SUNBEAM
Daniel: I’M CRYING IN PUBLIC WHO LET HIM BE THIS FAST WHO ALLOWED THIS WHO HANDED HIM A TROPHY AND SAID “YEAH, OKAY”
Lando: guys…
Carlos: YOU’RE HERE? GO POP CHAMPAGNE
Oscar: Put your phone down. Go cry. We’re doing it for you.
Nico H: Congrats, man. Seriously. That was a hell of a drive.
Lewis: Five years. FIVE YEARS. You deserve this.
Daniel: Do we throw him a party? Do we kidnap him and fly to Ibiza?
Alex: Yes. Obviously. We ride at dawn.
Carlos: He’s never allowed to say “I’m not good enough” again. I will slap him.
Lando: Okay okay okay 😭😭 I just… can’t believe it happened I thought I was gonna throw up before the last lap
Daniel: I’m gonna rewatch the podium 14 times. You SMILED. Like, real smiled. Oscar was lowkey crying. Don’t let him lie.
Oscar: I WASN’T …shut up
Lewis: See? You’re loved. You’re really loved.
Sebastian: This is what we call earned joy. Enjoy every second, Lando. I’m so, so happy for you 🧡
Daniel: I’m printing out today’s timing sheet and framing it
Alex: We were on Norris Watch for years. YEARS.
Checo: Congrats, man. You’ve waited a long time for this. Really happy for you.
Nico R: You’ve had the pace for a while. Today you had the moment. Bravo.
Oscar: And now he’s won. And he’s still just a slightly dehydrated raccoon in designer sunglasses
Lando: I can’t even be mad
Kimi: Took you long enough.
George: Okay but do we start placing bets on win #2 now?
Carlos: Let him breathe 😭
Lewis: Enjoy it, mate. Every second. You earned this.
Fernando: It was inevitable. That’s all.
George: Do we throw him a party? I vote party.
Mark: He’s in Miami. The party’s coming to him.
Sebastian: Just don’t let Daniel plan the itinerary.
Daniel: I’M A DELIGHTFUL PARTY PLANNER. I’VE MATURED.
Lewis: No you haven’t.
Alex: Absolutely not.
Oscar: Zero evidence of that.
Lando: I love you guys. Thank you. Seriously
George: We’re gonna get so insufferable about this
Lando:I’m gonna go sob in the shower and then drink a really big coconut
***
Isabelle: You did it. 🧡
Isabelle: You don’t have to say anything. I just wanted you to know… I’m really, really proud of you.
Isabelle: You earned this. Every second. Every race you stayed calm. Every joke you cracked when you were hurting. Every time you smiled for fans even when you didn’t feel like it. You never gave up. And today? It all paid off.
Lando: …you’re gonna make me cry again and I’ve already cried twice. that’s my limit for the year
Belle: Sorry 😌 I’ll save the long, emotional voice note for later
Lando: Don’t you dare Actually Do it
Isabelle: I will. After you finish that coconut
Lando: HOW DO YOU KNOW I’M DRINKING A COCONUT
Belle: Because I know you. And you looked like you were already planning it the second you stepped on the podium
Lando: okay fair thank you, Belle really
Belle: Always. Now go celebrate. I’ll be cheering from here.
Lando: From Monaco?
Belle: From the rooftop. With our cats. They’re proud of you too.
***
Max: Going out with Lando for a bit. Post-win celebration. He earned it.
Isabelle: Aww 🧡 That’s sweet of you. Be nice to him.
Max: I am nice. I’m bringing him shots. That’s nice.
Isabelle: That’s dangerous. Try not to start a bar fight.
Max: Promise. Love you.
Max: BELLE
Max: U R SO PRETTY
Max: LIKE. ACTUALLY. PRETTY PRETTY
Max: U should be here u’d hate it but like also u’d look SO HOT in this lighting
Max: lando said i’m soft now bc i said ur voice is my favorite sound so i punched him in the arm
Max: soft???? bro i’m in love what does he want me to do. deny it???
Max: anyway ur eyes r the best part of monaco u can quote me
Max: i miss u
Isabelle: Good morning, poetic disaster 💋 How’s the head?
Max: 🥲 Loud. Everything is loud. Why does my soul feel hungover.
Isabelle: Probably because you told me my eyes were the best part of Monaco and then threatened to fight Lando for calling you soft.
Max: …Did I actually type that?
Belle: Verbatim. You also called me “pretty pretty” and claimed I’d look “SO HOT in this lighting.” Capitals included.
Max: I hate myself
Isabelle: Don’t. It was very charming. Drunk and feral, but charming.
Isabelle: You did tell me my voice was your favorite sound.
Max: Okay that one stands. I mean it.
Isabelle: I know you do. Still going to make you suffer for the rest though.
Max: I was vulnerable. Weak. In my tequila era.
Isabelle: You were in love and dramatic. It was kind of perfect.
Max: You still love me?
Isabelle: Soft bro, I’m in love. What do you want me to do, deny it?
Max: 😤 Uncalled for.
Isabelle: Call me when you’re functional.
Max: You’re too good to me.
Isabelle: I know. I’m Monaco’s best feature, after all.
Max: Can confirm. ***
Emilie: Okay so… Question
Isabelle: That’s always a dangerous start.
Emilie: Who is this Lando person And why is everyone crying because he won something
Isabelle: Oh my God. You really don’t know anything about F1, do you?
Emilie: Absolutely not. I know Max drives fast, and you’re too pretty to be emotionally stable, that’s it.
Isabelle: Valid.
Emilie: But seriously. My entire timeline is full of sweaty orange hats and people screaming “HE FINALLY DID IT.” What did he do? Did he climb a mountain? Invent a vaccine?
Isabelle: He won his first Formula 1 Grand Prix. He’s been in F1 for five years. Always came close. Never quite made it.Everyone’s been waiting for this.He’s a good guy. Deserved it.
Emilie: Huh. He’s the guy with the curly hair, right?
Isabelle: Yes.
Emilie: And the jawbones?
Isabelle: Yes.
Emilie: And the voice that’s suspiciously hot for someone named Lando?
Isabelle: …Why do you care?
Emilie: I don’t!!
Isabelle: You do. You’ve never asked me about a single driver. Not once. And now you’re googling him like a concerned historian.
Emilie: I’m just… doing research. You know. investigating the cultural phenomenon
Isabelle: Uh-huh. Is this cultural phenomenon wearing a papaya-colored race suit and has curly hair?
Emilie: Fine. He’s cute. He looked happy. The bar is so low.
Isabelle: He is cute. And he should be happy. He’s a good guy.
Emilie: You sound like you’re trying to sell me a family dog.
Isabelle: He’s very sweet! Loyal! Thoughtful! Max calls him chaotic sunshine. I call him emotionally transparent. You’d like him.
Emilie: So a golden retriever.
Isabelle: With slightly better hair.
Emilie: Does he bite?
Isabelle: Only when provoked. Or when Max makes a joke about his height.
Emilie: Hmm.
Isabelle: Oh no.
Emilie: What?
Isabelle: You’re thinking about him.
Emilie: Absolutely not.
Emilie: This is slander.
Isabelle: This is me knowing you better than you know yourself. And I’m telling you: he’s a good one. A little chaotic. But real.
Emilie: He smiled like…like he waited years for this. I noticed that. I hate that I noticed that.
Belle: Yeah. That’s why people cried. It wasn’t just about the win—it was about him. He needed it. And he earned it.
Emilie: …Okay maybe I get the hats now.
Isabelle: Give it three days. You’ll be watching fan edits on TikTok and pretending it’s research. I have been there.
***
Belle had done what she said she would do—and no more.
She’d ordered the cake. She’d picked up her mother’s favorite flowers that morning: cream roses and blue hydrangeas, wrapped in soft white paper. She’d even arrived early to set them on the table herself, with care, because that was the kind of daughter she was. Or used to be.
Now, she was the kind of daughter who kept her word but stopped letting herself be steamrolled.
Pascale arrived right on time, kissed Belle on both cheeks, and immediately gave the restaurant a once-over.
“This place wasn’t my first choice.”
Belle smiled tightly. “Arthur booked it.”
“Ah. Well.” Her mother’s eyes skimmed the mirrored walls, the packed tables. “At least it’s… clean.”
Belle gestured to the bouquet from all of them, and the beautifully chosen gift bag she had chosen for her gift to her mother. It was a hand painted silk scarf from her mother’s favourite small boutique in Nice. “Happy birthday, Maman.”
“Oh, thank you, darling.” Pascale barely glanced at them. “How thoughtful. Did you and the boys coordinate?”
“No,” Belle said evenly. “They’re doing their own gifts this year.”
Pascale’s brow twitched. “Oh?”
“I told them weeks ago.”
“Hm.” She lifted the bag without really looking at it. “Just from you?”
“Yes. Just me.”
The rest arrived five to ten minutes late, as if they’d all agreed to stagger themselves and then forgot the timing. Arthur looked panicked, Charles like he was trying too hard not to look panicked, and Lorenzo came with Charlotte in tow, who smiled politely and looked like she already regretted it. Alexandra walked in beside Charles and kissed Pascale on the cheek like a diplomat entering a war zone.
“Happy birthday, Pascale” Alexandra said. “You look wonderful.”
Pascale’s smile returned. “Merci, cherie. You always say the right things.”
“Unlike your sons,” Charlotte muttered under her breath, loud enough for Belle to hear.
Charles sat beside Belle and leaned toward her. “So… I take it the restaurant’s not a hit.”
Belle didn’t even glance at him. “What gave it away? The menu or Maman’s expression?”
As the waiter listed off the specials—every one of them garnished with fennel—Belle watched her mother’s face tighten.
“I thought I said last year I hated fennel,” Pascale said lightly.
Arthur mumbled, “It was the only place with a table.”
Charlotte’s voice was gentle. “It’s a beautiful spot though.”
“Yes,” Pascale said with a tilt of her head. “But not terribly thoughtful. I would’ve preferred a nice picnic at home,” Pascale muttered, opening her menu as though it had personally offended her.
Belle stayed quiet. She wasn’t the one who chose this.
Though the one thing she agreed with: Even the wine tasted horrific in this restaurant. She pushed her white wine glass far away from her, the acidic smell hitting her nose and making her want to scrunch her nose.
The gifts came next. Or rather, the lack of them.
Arthur had hastily shoved a gift bag onto the table with the receipt still inside. Lorenzo offered wine.
And Charles? Charles offered nothing but a vague “It’s arriving later, it’s like... experiential.”
“Experiential?” Pascale repeated, arching a brow.
“It’s a class,” Charles added quickly. “Pottery.”
Their mother stared at him like he had sprouted wings.
“Pottery?!” Pascale asked and Charles swallowed, nodding, looking like he was regretting all his life choices.
Belle didn’t look up, but Alexandra choked into her water and muttered, “I told you.”
Belle sipped her water.
“Oh,” Pascale continued, “and what’s this?” She picked up the card. “Just from you, Isabelle?”
“Yes,” Belle said simply.
“No group gift this year?”
“I asked everyone to handle their own,” she replied. “I did the flowers and the cake. And the card. That was enough.”
Pascale gave a little hum of amusement. “Well, I suppose you have become very independent lately.”
Belle met her mother’s gaze. “I’m not sure that’s a bad thing.”
“No, no, of course not,” Pascale said, voice breezy. “It’s just… you used to take such pride in pulling everything together. You were always so good at it.”
“That was the problem.”
Arthur cleared his throat. “To be fair, you didn’t exactly help us this year.”
“I told you what I was doing. You just didn’t listen,” Belle said calmly.
“You used to remind us,” Charles mumbled. “You used to care.”
Belle’s jaw twitched. “I still care. I just don’t want to be treated like the family secretary anymore.”
“I think she misses being in control,” Lorenzo muttered, just loud enough to be heard.
Charlotte glanced at him, sharp. “Or maybe she’s just tired of being taken advantage of.”
“Exactly,” Alexandra said. “God forbid she set a boundary.”
Pascale, still smiling, turned to Belle. “Cherie, no one’s saying you have to do everything. It’s just… you’re so capable. When you stop doing it, everything falls apart.”
“Maybe that means everyone else should step up,” Belle replied.
Pascale gave a laugh that sounded delicate and dismissive all at once. “Well, clearly no one stepped up today.”
She said it like a joke. Like a shrug. Like it wasn’t her sons who had forgotten, scrambled, improvised. Like it was somehow Belle’s fault for letting them fail.
Belle felt the burn in her chest—not anger, not really. Just exhaustion.
She’d done her part. More than her part. But it would never be enough, because the moment she stopped doing everything, the blame quietly shifted to her.
“You could’ve reminded them,” Pascale said again, softer now. “You know how your brothers are.”
“Yes,” Belle said. “I do.”
“Well,” she said lightly. “I suppose this is what adulthood looks like. Everyone suddenly too busy to remember their mother.”
“I remembered,” Belle said.
“You always do, darling. It’s just that this year… you remembered differently.”
And there it was.
Not cruelty. Not even anger.
Just the kind of soft-edged disappointment Belle had spent most of her life trying to avoid.
The rest of lunch passed in half-hearted conversation and clumsy attempts at jokes. The cake arrived—beautiful, perfect, and, predictably, unacknowledged.
Belle watched her brothers clap, watched her mother blow out the candles, watched it all carry on like nothing had happened.
Like she hadn’t just been told—kindly, sweetly, carelessly—that she was the glue, and glue isn’t allowed to come undone.
Alexandra leaned closer, her voice low. “You okay?”
Belle forced a smile. “I will be.”
As they all stood to leave, Pascale leaned in and kissed her cheek again.
“Next year, maybe we go back to the usual way. Less… disjointed.”
Belle didn’t answer.
Because she wasn’t sure the old way would ever return.
And maybe, just maybe, that was the point.
***
Isabelle: I survived.
Emilie: Emotionally or just physically?
Isabelle: ...Barely both.
Emilie: How bad?
Isabelle: Let’s just say the cake was perfect and no one noticed. Arthur brought a gift bag with the receipt still inside. Charles gave her a pottery class. A POTTERY CLASS. And Lorenzo recycled a bottle of wine she gave him last year.
Emilie: I’m sorry. Did they try to offer her used wrapping paper too?
Isabelle: Honestly wouldn’t have been surprised. She looked at the card—my card—and asked if it was just from me. Then she said everyone was too busy to remember their mother. I reminded her that I remembered. She said: “You always do, darling. It’s just that this year… you remembered differently.”
Emilie: … Wow. Soft weaponized guilt in its final form.
Isabelle: I’m so tired. I did what I said I would. Flowers. Cake. My own gift. I set boundaries. And it still felt like it was my fault everything else fell apart.
Emilie: That’s because it isn’t about the gifts. It’s about control. You stopped doing everything, and instead of realizing they need to grow up, they decided you were the problem.
Isabelle: She said things “fell apart” because I stopped doing it all. Like it was inevitable.
Emilie: Because no one in your family wants to believe they’re part of the problem. It’s easier to blame the glue than to learn how to hold things together.
Isabelle: I didn’t cry. I thought I would. But I didn’t.
Emilie: That’s not because it didn’t hurt. It’s because you’re exhausted from caring so hard for so long. And you knew exactly how today would go.
Isabelle: Yeah.
Emilie: I’m proud of you, by the way.
Isabelle: For what? Ruining lunch?
Emilie: No. For not letting them pull you back in. You didn’t break your boundary. You kept your head high. You even brought the right cake like a damn queen.
Isabelle: I don’t feel like a queen. I feel like… a disappointed intern who can’t quit because the office is run by her family.
Emilie: Then consider this your resignation letter. Effective immediately. From now on, you only show up to enjoy the cake—not to organize the entire damn bakery.
***
The apartment was unusually quiet.
Max pushed the door open slowly, balancing a paper bag in one hand—her favorite pastries from that little place by the port—and shut the door behind him with a soft click.
“Belle?” he called.
No answer.
He kicked off his shoes and padded through the hallway. Her shoes were by the door, her bag hanging from the hook. She was home. But the lights were still off, the curtains half-drawn.
He stepped into the living room, expecting to find her reading or curled up with her laptop.
Instead, he found her asleep on the couch.
Belle never napped. She was the kind of person who filled silence with tasks, who felt guilty if she rested too long. Her idea of downtime usually involved organizing something or researching a new fabric for a client.
But now?
Now she was curled up in the corner of the couch, one arm tucked under her cheek, her breathing slow and steady. She’d kicked off her heels, and one strap of her dress had slipped slightly down her shoulder. Her brow was furrowed, even in sleep.
And all three cats were piled on top of her.
Jimmy was sprawled across her legs, completely dead weight. Lilly was curled protectively against her stomach, one paw gently resting on her arm. And Sassy—who rarely let anyone touch her—was nestled against her neck, purring like a motor.
Max smiled softly.
The cats knew. Of course they did.
He moved quietly, setting the bag of pastries down on the counter and crouching beside the couch. He didn’t wake her. He just watched her for a moment—her lashes dark against her cheeks, the faint smudge of exhaustion still lingering under her eyes. There was something heartbreakingly small about the way she’d folded in on herself. Like she’d tried to make herself take up less space.
He reached out and gently brushed her hair back behind her ear.
Belle stirred, but didn’t wake. Lilly opened one eye, flicked her tail, and went back to purring.
Max exhaled and whispered, “I’m sorry it was shit.”
She didn’t need to tell him. He’d seen the signs before she left: the tight smile, the perfectly chosen scarf, the way she’d stood just a little too straight. He knew Pascale. He knew her brothers. And he knew the weight Belle carried when they made her feel invisible for having a spine.
He reached for the blanket draped over the back of the couch and pulled it over her gently, tucking it in around the cats. Jimmy let out a tiny grunt but didn’t move.
Max kissed her temple. Light. Barely there.
“I’ve got you,” he murmured.
He sat on the floor beside her, leaning against the couch, and let his hand rest on hers, careful not to disturb the cats. She shifted slightly, her fingers curling instinctively into his.
The apartment stayed quiet, but now it felt full. Safe.
Eventually, Belle would wake up. Eventually, she’d downplay it all, say she was fine, say it wasn’t that bad.
But Max would remember the way she napped in the middle of the day like her body had finally crashed, like she’d had to hold herself together for too long.
***
She woke up slowly.
There was warmth on her legs. Something heavy on her chest. A light pressure on her hand.
For a moment, she didn’t move—just let herself feel the quiet. The absence of expectations. The strange relief of not having to speak.
Then she blinked and registered the familiar weight of Jimmy on her thighs, Lilly tucked into her side, and—
Sassy. On her shoulder. Sassy, who hated everyone except Max and her.
She turned her head slightly and saw Max sitting on the floor beside the couch, head tilted back against the cushion, his fingers still laced with hers. His thumb stroked over her knuckles slowly, rhythmically, like he’d been doing it the whole time she slept.
“How long have you been there?” she whispered.
His eyes opened. “Long enough to be offended none of the cats chose me.”
Belle gave a weak, sleepy laugh. “You didn’t bring treats.”
“I brought toys last week. I feel that earns me some credit.”
She stretched, only a little, careful not to disturb the cats. Her throat tightened unexpectedly. She looked down at their hands. Her voice was quiet when she said, “It was awful.”
Max didn’t respond right away. He waited.
“I knew it would be,” she continued. “I was ready for it. I thought I was. But—” She paused. “It still got to me.”
“Of course it did,” he said gently. “Because you’re not made of stone, no matter how good you are at pretending.”
She swallowed. “She didn’t yell. None of them did. That’s the worst part. Just these… little jabs. Like I ruined things by not doing what I always do.”
He brushed his thumb along the back of her hand again. “Because they don’t want to admit how much they rely on you. It’s easier to pretend you’re being difficult than to admit they’ve taken you for granted.”
“I felt like the villain for saying no.”
“You weren’t,” he said firmly. “You were the only one who showed up the way she deserved.”
“She said I remembered differently.”
“You remembered honestly,” Max said. “And with boundaries. That’s a good thing.”
Belle exhaled slowly. “I hate how tired I am.”
“That’s what happens when you carry everyone else’s expectations for fifteen years.”
She closed her eyes. “I just wanted her to notice. Not the card. Not the scarf. Me.”
Max was silent for a long beat. Then he shifted, stood, and gently sat on the edge of the couch beside her, nudging Jimmy out of the way with minimal protest.
“You know what I noticed?” he asked softly.
Belle looked up at him.
“You walked into that lunch knowing it would suck. You still brought the cake. You still picked out the flowers and got there early and remembered everything that matters. But you also stood your ground. You didn’t shrink. You didn’t apologize for having limits.”
She blinked fast.
Max reached up and brushed a strand of hair from her face.
“You didn’t fail them, Belle. They failed you. And she—she missed the point. But I didn’t.”
She let out a breath that trembled more than she wanted.
Belle reached for him then—slowly, tiredly—and he leaned down so she could rest her forehead against his chest. His arms came around her without hesitation, strong and warm and steady.
And for the first time all day, Belle didn’t feel like she had to hold anything together.
***
Max: The horse is here.
Emilie: WAIT WHAT???
Max: She’s perfect. Big eyes. Very soft nose. Looks at me like she knows I have no idea what I’m doing.
Emilie: Oh my god. Congrats! You now own 1.5 sentient drama llamas! I didn’t think you’d pull it off this fast!!
Max: Neither did I. I just nodded and wired the money whenever someone looked at me confused.
Emilie: Bold of you to admit that. How’s Fleur settling in?
Max: Good so far. The stable manager is in love with her. She’s very sweet…very gentle. But listen—can you help me with something?
Emilie: That depends. Do I need a forklift?
Max: No forklifts. But maybe a… horse stylist?
Emilie: ...Max.
Max: I want to get her everything she needs. Feed, brushes, gear, blankets, treats, toys, whatever. But I don’t trust myself not to forget something vital and end up buying her a dog collar by mistake.
Emilie: You think a grooming kit is the same thing as a dog leash???
Max: I bought a horse off emotional impulse, Emilie. Anything’s possible.
Emilie: Fair. Okay. Emergency horse wardrobe coming right up.
Max: You’re a lifesaver.
Emilie: I know. What’s the budget?
Max: No budget.
Emilie: …Max.
Max: Buy her the kind of things you’d buy if you were spoiling a horse for someone you love. Go full chaos. Embroidered halter, custom saddle pads. I don’t care.
Emilie: You just said the words “go full chaos” to me. You realize this is going to spiral.
Max: If the horse ends up with a Swarovski encrusted hoof pick, that’s a risk I’m willing to take.
Emilie: I’m making a list. She needs turnout rugs. Stable rugs. Lightweight blankets. Fly masks. Brushing boots. Halter. Lead rope. Hay net. Saddle pad. Grooming kit. Oh—and a personalized nameplate. Obviously.
Max: I’m overwhelmed.
Emilie: I haven’t even started color coordination yet.
Max: Color coordination???
Emilie: You think I’m putting Belle’s horse in random mismatched gear like some common gelding??
Max: …No?
Emilie: Good answer.
Max: Make her look like she belongs to someone who loves her.
Emilie: That’s easy. She does.
Max: Also... get something for the foal too. It’s still baking, but I want it to have everything once it shows up.
Emilie: You're going to be the most unhinged horse dad in the south of France.
Max: That’s the goal.
Emilie: Okay. I’ll drop everything and build Fleur’s shopping cart of dreams. Expect a delivery van full of horse nonsense by tomorrow.
Max: Thank you. Seriously. I just want everything to be perfect.
Emilie: It will be. She’s going to lose it. In the best way.
Max: That’s the plan.
***
Max: Hey. You know about horses, right?
Lando: … Why would I know about horses?
Max: Because your sister and your mum ride. That makes you, like… horse adjacent.
Lando: Max. MAX. Being horse adjacent is not the same as being a horse expert.
Max: Do you know how to tell if a pregnant horse is okay?
Lando: MAX WHAT
Max: I got Belle a horse. Actually two. Well, one horse, and she’s pregnant, so technically 1.5 horses.
Lando: I’m sorry back up- You WHAT? YOU BOUGHT A PREGNANT HORSE???
Max: Yes. For her birthday. It’s the foal of her childhood horse. The horse passed away, but the daughter is alive. So I bought her. Fleur. That’s her name.
Lando: Jesus Christ.
Max: She’s perfect. But she’s in foal and due later this summer and now I’m spiraling.
Lando: Okay okay okay. Deep breaths. Why are you spiraling??
Max: Is it normal for her to not eat as much hay? She was eating like crazy when she arrived and now she’s just… slower. Max: She seems fine. She’s drinking. She let me pet her today. Max: But what if she’s not fine and I miss something and the foal is in danger and Belle gets attached and then—
Lando: MAX
Max: WHAT IF I’M A BAD HORSE DAD
Lando: Okay first of all: You are very much not a horse dad. You are a stressed boyfriend with access to wire transfers and too much emotional capacity
Max: Unhelpful.
Lando: Second: Flo and my mum both ride. Hang on, I’ll ask.
(Two minutes pass.)
Lando: Okay. Flo says: “Mares get weird when they’re in late pregnancy. Appetite changes, temperament shifts, they get clingy or distant. As long as she’s drinking water and not acting colicky or in pain, she’s probably fine.”
Max: What does colicky mean?
Lando: Horse tummy ache apparently. Signs: pawing at the ground, lying down and getting up a lot, rolling on her side, not passing gas or poop.
Max: She’s not doing any of that.
Lando: Cool. Then Flo says you can stop freaking out and maybe go touch grass.
Max: I would but I’m watching her through the stall window to make sure she blinks evenly.
Lando: You need a hobby.
Max: This is my hobby now. I’m going to be the best horse dad Monaco’s ever seen.
Lando: You’re terrifying. Flo says you should talk to a vet if you’re this stressed. There are equine pregnancy specialists.
Max: I already booked one. They’re coming Thursday. And I bought her a new salt lick. And a bigger water bucket. And more bedding. Just in case she’s nesting.
Lando: Nest??? You think she’s a raccoon now???
Max: SHE’S CARRYING A TINY HORSE INSIDE HER I DON’T KNOW WHAT SHE NEEDS
Lando: Okay wow. This is actually incredible You’re losing your mind and it’s so pure
Max: She’s not just a horse. She’s Belle’s horse. She’s family now. And her foal will be, too
Lando: Max Verstappen, 3x World Champion, is scared of a pregnant horse.
Max: You don’t understand. If anything happens to that horse, Belle will never recover. And I’ll never forgive myself.
Lando: Okay, I’m texting Flo again. You need like. A Horse Dad Hotline. She’s gonna make a guide. Expect a PDF.
Max: Perfect. I’ll print it. And laminate it.
Lando: You’re completely unhinged and I love it. Belle has no idea what she’s in for, does she?
Max: Nope. But I do. And I’m not screwing this up.
***
(Members: Daniel Ricciardo, Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Lewis Hamilton, Carlos Sainz Jr., George Russell, Alex Albon, Nico Hulkenberg, Nico Rosberg, Sebastian Vettel, Mark Webber, David Coulthard, Sergio Pérez, Fernando Alonso and Kimi Räikkönen)
Lando: UPDATE. Max has officially entered his next evolutionary stage: Horse Dad
Carlos: what???
George: what do you mean Horse Dad.
Lando: HE TEXTED ME FOR HORSE ADVICE. Apparently he bought Belle a horse for her birthday next week…and said horse is pregnant. AND NOW HE’S SPIRALING.
Oscar: he bought her a pregnant horse???
Lewis: This man does not know how to do things at 50%.
Alex: Imagine being an unborn foal and your literal horse granddad is Max Verstappen.
Daniel: What was he panicking about ?
Lando: "Is it normal for her to eat less hay?" "She blinked too slowly." "Am I a bad horse dad." "I think she’s nesting." "I bought her a new salt lick just in case."
Oscar: nesting?? she’s a horse not a squirrel??
Sebastian: This is beautiful. I love this for him. And for the horse.
Checo: Didn’t he just buy this horse last week???
Lando: YEP. And he’s already at the stage of “watching her breathe through the stall window like a Victorian widow.”
David: I’m crying. Verstappen, World Champion, afraid of pregnant mare.
Checo: He deserves this stress. This is what happens when you spend 300k on a pregnant horse with no clue what you’re doing.
Mark: That foal is going to be raised like equine royalty.
Fernando: It will be a champion. I can feel it.
Alex: Do NOT let Max hear that. He’ll start building it a trophy shelf.
George: How did we get here
Lando: Anyway I told Flo and my mum and now they’re making him a Horse Dad PDF Guide
Alex: Max Verstappen: Race car driver, emotionally fragile boyfriend, horse dad with laminated charts.
Nico H: I’ve never been more afraid of him
Oscar: I just want to see Belle’s face when she finds out
Lewis: She's going to cry
And then thank him And then cry again And then probably cry on the horse
Lando: And Max will cry because she’s crying. And the horse will just blink slowly like “why are the loud mammals leaking”
Oscar: i love love.
Fernando: We are watching the evolution of a man.
Daniel: Max Verstappen used to destroy the grid. Now he panics about hay consumption
Sebastian: This is growth.
Sebastian: Should we all send baby gifts for the foal?
Lewis: You mean we’re not already?
Fernando: I have already arranged a custom halter and embroidered blanket.
***
Lando: Okay this might be a stupid question
Oscar: Those are your specialty, go on
Lando: Should we get Belle a birthday gift?
Oscar: Like… us? Together??
Lando: Yeah. Like a joint thing. I don’t know. A friend gift. A “we know your family’s exhausting but we like you” gift.
Oscar: Honestly? I like it. She deserves it. Especially after Max went full Horse Dad™
Lando: Right?? Like, I’m not trying to compete with two horses but like… a little gift?
Oscar: Yeah, yeah. Something thoughtful. Wait—hang on. Lily’s reading this over my shoulder now.
Lily (via Oscar): YES. GET HER SOMETHING. I LOVE HER.
Lando: I mean that tracks. Everyone who meets Belle ends up weirdly attached.
Oscar: Max didn’t even stand a chance
Lily (still hijacking): Ask your sister for horse-related gift ideas!!!
Lando: You mean Flo?
Oscar: Yeah, Lily says she’ll know what would be good for a new horse owner or something cute Belle can use at the stable.
Lily (via Oscar): Or something for the baby horse!!! They imprint, right??? GET THE FOAL TO IMPRINT ON YOU GUYS.
Lando: I don’t think we can plan imprinting, Lily.
Oscar: She says that sounds like quitter energy.
Lando: Okay but seriously I will text Flo.
Oscar: We could do like… a fancy grooming kit?
Lando: Or like a custom halter for the foal?
Oscar: That’s actually so cute. What if we get it in Max’s helmet colors?
Lando: STOP I’M EMOTIONAL
Oscar: Lily is now googling “tiny horse birthday hats” so things are escalating.
Lando: Belle gets Max, two horses, and emotional support F1 drivers
Oscar: Our love language is semi-coordinated panic
Lando: Okay. I’ll ask Flo for ideas. Lily can continue the hat research.
Oscar: She’s already measuring things on the screen. I think we’re locked in.
***
Belle closed her laptop with a soft sigh, the click of the hinge sounding louder than it should’ve. The apartment was calm—Max behind her, drying dishes from dinner—but inside her head, everything felt overfull.
She crossed to the counter, reached for a glass, and filled it slowly at the sink. Her shoulders ached. Her chest felt tight. Not in a dramatic way—just… tired. The kind of tired that curled up somewhere inside and stayed, no matter how many hours of sleep she got.
Max’s voice was gentle, behind her. “You okay?”
She nodded before answering. “I ordered something for Mother’s Day.”
He turned from the cupboard, brow raised. “For your mother?”
Belle hesitated, and that was enough for him to catch it.
“Yes,” she said, carefully. “For Maman. From all of us.”
There was a pause. She could feel his eyes on her even as she kept hers on the water glass.
“From you and your brothers?” Max asked quietly.
Belle nodded again. “Yeah.”
Another pause.
When she glanced back, Max was just watching her. Not angry. Not judgmental. Just… knowing.
“You’re still saving them,” he said.
Belle straightened slightly. “I’m not.”
“You are.”
“I’m not,” she repeated, too fast. “I just… I don’t want another disaster. I don’t have the energy for more awkwardness or guilt. I just want it to be done. Clean.”
“You’re the only reason it won’t be a disaster,” Max said softly.
Belle looked down at the water glass. Her hand was trembling slightly. She hadn’t realized.
“I’m just so tired, Max,” she said, and the words came out smaller than she meant them to. Like admitting it made her feel even more fragile.
Max stepped toward her and touched her wrist, grounding her.
“Then why spend what little energy you have on something that only drains you more?”
“Because if I don’t,” she whispered, “Maman will be disappointed. And my brothers will make jokes. And the silence will feel like blame. It’s easier this way.”
“It’s not easier,” Max said. “It’s just more familiar.”
Belle didn’t answer. Her throat felt tight.
Max pulled her gently into his arms, wrapping her in the kind of hug that made everything quiet for a second. Belle leaned into it like someone letting go of something heavy she hadn’t realized she’d been carrying.
“You don’t have to fix everything to be a good daughter,” he murmured into her hair. “Or a good sister.”
She closed her eyes.
“Don’t remind them,” he added, quietly but firmly.
She pulled back slightly to look up at him. “What?”
“Don’t message the group chat. Don’t nudge them. Don’t drop hints. Let them forget. Let them feel what it’s like when you don’t carry it for them.”
She looked up at him, wide-eyed. “They’ll blame me.”
“Then let them,” Max said, brushing her hair back from her face. “You don’t owe them your peace.”
“I don’t know if I can ignore it,” she whispered. “It’ll just sit there in my chest like a rock. The whole day.”
“Then I’ll carry it,” he said. “Let me carry it for you.”
Belle’s eyes burned.
“Maybe next year,” she said softly. “Maybe next year I’ll be strong enough not to do it at all.”
Max didn’t push. He just nodded, kissed her temple, and held her tighter.
She didn’t have to say thank you. He already knew.
***
Max: Happy Mother’s Day, Mama ❤️ Hope you’re relaxing this morning.
Sophie: Thank you, sweetheart 💕 Just had breakfast with Tom & Victoria. Luka made me a card 🥹
Max: He’s a better artist than me already 😂 Your gift should’ve arrived by now. Did it get there?
Sophie: Yes! Just opened it ☺️You didn’t have to get me anything 😌
Max: Yeah, but you deserve it. Spa weekend for you and Vic—Belle helped me pick it. She remembered you mentioned it in passing once.
Sophie: Wait, the place in Provence? With the mineral baths?
Max: That’s the one. Belle remembered the name and everything. She’s… kinda incredible at that.
Sophie: Belle remembered that from months ago?
Max: She remembers everything. She’s scary-good at it.
Sophie:She really is the sweetest. You should’ve booked for three. Belle should come with us.
Max: I suggested it. She said she didn’t want to intrude.
Sophie: She would say that 😤 Tell her I’m demanding she join. It’s non-negotiable.
Max: …You sure? You and Vic don’t want a mother-daughter trip?
Sophie: She is like a daughter to me, Max. And Victoria loves her. You know that.
Max: Okay, okay. I’ll tell her.
Sophie: I’m adore her. She fits. Like she’s always been here.
Max: Yeah. Feels like that to me too.
Sophie: So bring her over soon. I want to give her a proper hug for this gift. And for looking after you.
Max: I’ll try to drag her away from the horses.
Sophie: Of course she is. Tell her thank you from me. Truly.
Max: Will do ❤️ Love you.
Sophie: Love you too, Maxie. ***
Charles: Merde. Is it Mother’s Day today???
Alexandra: Yes.
Charles: No one said anything?! Isabelle didn’t remind us this year. She always reminds us.
Alexandra: She’s not your personal assistant, Charles.
Charles: But she knows I forget stuff like this. She usually sends the group chat the schedule with reminders and emoji codes and—
Alexandra: She shouldn’t have to. You’re almost thirty. You should know when Mother’s Day is without your sister hand-holding you through it.
Charles: Okay, but she always does it. And this year she suddenly decides she’s “setting boundaries” and just lets me walk off a cliff??
Alexandra: You forgot your mother. That’s on you. Don’t you dare try to make it Isabelle’s fault because she finally decided to stop mothering you.
Charles: Wow. Okay. Didn’t realize you were on her side.
Alexandra: I’m not “taking sides.” I’m telling you that blaming your sister for your failure is weak. And unfair.
Charles: I’m stressed, okay? I forgot, I feel like crap, and now you’re yelling at me.
Alexandra: No. I’m calling you out because this isn’t the first time you’ve pulled this. The second something goes wrong, you look for someone else to blame.
Charles: That’s not fair.
Alexandra: Isn’t it? Last month it was your trainer’s fault for not updating your calendar. Before that, it was your PR team for not reminding you about a shoot. Now it’s your sister for not telling you Mother’s Day was coming?
Charles: I just didn’t expect this from you.
Alexandra: You mean honesty? Accountability?
Charles: I don’t need a lecture right now.
Alexandra: Maybe not. But you need to grow up.
Charles: Are you seriously turning this into a moral crisis?
Alexandra: You forgot Mother’s Day. You blamed the one person who used to quietly make sure you didn’t screw it up. And when I told you the truth, you made me the problem too.
Charles: Alex…
Alexandra: I love you, but I’m not going to pretend this version of you isn’t exhausting sometimes. Figure it out, Charles.
Charles: Wait—are you seriously mad enough to—
Alexandra: I’m not leaving. But I’m done coddling you.
Charles: ...Okay.
Alexandra: Start with a phone call to your mother.
Charles: Yeah. Okay.
***
(Members: Arthur, Isabelle, Charles, and Lorenzo)
Charles: So… today’s Mother’s Day.
Arthur: Yeah. Not that anyone would’ve remembered.
Lorenzo: Would’ve been nice to get a heads-up this year.
Arthur: Right? A little calendar emoji would’ve gone a long way.
Charles: You always used to remind us, Isabelle.
Lorenzo: Kind of your thing.
Isabelle: I’m not doing that anymore.
Charles: We noticed.
Arthur: You could’ve at least said something.
Isabelle: I did. Before Maman’s birthday. I said I wasn’t organizing family events anymore. I meant it.
Lorenzo: Yeah, but Mother’s Day’s different.
Charles: It’s not like we’re asking you to do everything. Just a reminder. One message.
Arthur: Instead we’re all waking up to guilt and no plan.
Isabelle: Then maybe next year, plan ahead. Put it in your phones like everyone else.
Lorenzo: You didn’t even mention it once this week.
Isabelle: Because it’s not my job.
Charles: You used to care about this kind of thing.
Isabelle: I still care. I just care about my own mental health too.
Arthur: So what, we just look like idiots today?
Isabelle: I sent a gift from all of us. Card, flowers, everything.
Charles: Wait… seriously?
Isabelle: Yes.
Lorenzo: You didn’t tell us.
Isabelle: I just did it because I didn’t want her to feel forgotten.
Arthur: That’s kind of manipulative, Belle. Doing it and not telling us.
Isabelle: What’s manipulative is expecting me to do everything, and then blaming me when I don’t.
Charles: You’re really different lately.
Isabelle: I’m tired. So I handled it, one last time. You’re welcome.
Lorenzo: Well. Thanks, I guess.
Arthur: Next year maybe give us a little warning?
***
(Members: Arthur, Isabelle, Charles, Lorenzo and Pascale)
Pascale: My darlings ❤️ Thank you so much for the beautiful flowers and the card. They arrived this morning and made me cry (in the best way). You always know just what I love. I feel so lucky to have you. 💐✨
Charles: Aw, Maman ❤️ You deserve it!!
Arthur: Glad you liked it 🥹 Happy Mother’s Day!
Lorenzo: Only the best for you, Maman 😘
Pascale: You boys did so well! So thoughtful. And the message in the card… so sweet. Isabelle, you must’ve helped them pick it, didn’t you? It had your touch.
Lorenzo: We definitely had it covered 😌
Charles: Worked as a team.
Arthur: Isabelle deserves the credit though. She’s always the best at that stuff.
Pascale: Well, however you did it—thank you. I feel very loved. The flowers were perfect. Isabelle: Glad you liked them, Maman. Happy Mother’s Day.
Pascale: Love you all. 💕
***
Max: She sent the Mother’s Day gift from all of them.
Emilie: Of course she did. Let me guess: they acted surprised and then took credit?
Max: Yep. Pascale sent a thank-you in the group chat. Her brothers responded like they’d done something.
Emilie: I’m going to scream into a pillow.
Max: Belle didn’t say anything. Just said she was glad Pascale liked it.
Emilie: She’s still saving them.
Max: I know. And they still don’t see it.
Emilie: They don’t want to. It’s easier to let her carry it all and pretend that’s normal.
Max: She told them she wasn’t going to be the family secretary anymore. Then she quietly handled everything anyway. Because she knew they’d drop it. And she didn’t want Pascale to feel forgotten.
Emilie: That’s the curse of being the responsible one. You’re punished whether you do it or not.
Max: Exactly. And now they’ll just expect it again next year.
Emilie: She deserves better.
Max: I keep telling her that.
Emilie: It’s not just about hearing it. She has to believe it. And she doesn’t. Not deep down.
Max: Yeah. I know.
Emilie: How is she?
Max: Quiet. Too quiet. She’s not upset, exactly—just… hollow. Like it’s easier to feel nothing than admit she’s hurt.
Emilie: I hate that I know exactly what that looks like on her.
Max: She just sat down after lunch and said, “It’s done now. I don’t want to talk about it.”
Emilie: That’s Belle for “I’m hanging on by a thread but don’t want to be a burden.”
Max: I wanted to say something. Call them out for her. But she just looked so tired.
Emilie: You’re doing more for her by holding her right now than anything they’ve ever done.
Max: I still wish I could do more.
Emilie: You do more just by noticing. By seeing her.
Max: I don’t want her to keep being the one who holds everything together.
Emilie: Then be the one who holds her together. That’s what she needs. Someone who won’t let her feel invisible.
Max: Yeah. That I can do.
Emilie: Good. Because I swear, if I see another “thanks for the flowers, guys!” message in that family group chat, I’m throwing someone into the harbor.
Max: I’ll drive the boat.
***
The water was warm from the sun, the sky a perfect, cloudless blue, and the city below hummed with distant life—Monaco moving through another glittering afternoon like it always did.
Max floated lazily on his back, eyes closed, one hand trailing through the water, while Belle sat on the pool steps, scowling down at the knot of her bikini top.
She tugged at the strap again, muttering, “This thing is definitely tighter than last time.”
“You said that last week too,” Max murmured without opening his eyes.
“Because it keeps getting tighter.” She frowned down at herself. “Did it shrink in the wash?”
Max cracked one eye open. “You sure it’s the bikini and not you?”
She gave him a look. “Subtle.”
“I’m just saying, maybe the girls are staging a growth spurt.”
Belle rolled her eyes, but her fingers paused against the fabric. They were… sore. More than usual. And she’d been bloated for days. And tired.
It was probably hormones. Or stress. Or the five cookies she’d eaten for lunch.
Max swam closer and rested his arms on the edge of the step beside her, his chin propped lazily against them. “If it’s bothering you, just take it off. No one can see up here.”
She arched an eyebrow. “You wish.”
“I absolutely do,” he said cheerfully.
She flicked water at him and leaned back, letting the sun warm her shoulders. The strap still dug in a little, but she tried to ignore it.
Max let his eyes drift closed again. “This is nice. Quiet. Feels like we’re the only people up here.”
Belle sighed. “We kinda are. You made sure of it, remember? ‘Private rooftop pool, non-negotiable.’”
“Worth every euro.”
She reached out and laced her fingers with his underwater. He gave her hand a gentle squeeze.
After a moment, she said, “You know my birthday’s on Monaco GP weekend this year?”
He groaned softly. “That’s criminal scheduling.”
She smiled faintly. “Right? Sunday. Race day.”
He looked at her. “Do you want to celebrate after the race? I could try to arrange something small—”
“No,” she interrupted, shaking her head. “No pressure. Let’s just do something the day after. Quiet. Just us.”
Max tilted his head. “You sure?”
“Yeah.” She kicked her legs slowly in the water. “Honestly, I don’t care about parties. I just want to sleep in, eat something sweet, and maybe hang out with the horses.”
He grinned. “You want a Belle Day.”
“Exactly.”
“I can deliver a Belle Day,” he said. “I will make an itinerary. I’ll laminate it.”
She laughed, and he leaned forward to kiss the tip of her nose.
“Day after Monaco,” he said. “It’s yours.”
***
@/OscarPiastri: Searching my family tree to find any trace of Monégasque roots
@/Charles_Leclerc: I can adopt you if needed.
@/OscarPiastri: No need, mate — your sister already agreed to!
@/Charles_Leclerc: what
@/F1fanatic91: I’m sorry. WHAT.
@/girlsonpole: charles's WHAT????
@/chaoticprancinghorse: Isabelle Leclerc SAID SHE WOULD ADOPT OSCAR??? excuse me??????
@OscarPiastri (replying to himself a few minutes later): for context: Belle showed me around monaco when i first moved. Gave me the full tour. Taught me where to find the best bakery, the best dry cleaners, and which shortcuts avoid tourists. Basically made it feel like home. honorary monegasque confirmed. (Also later adopted my girlfriend, who I am quite sure, she likes more than me.)
@/raceweekendchaos: charles offering to adopt oscar like a good pal only for oscar to casually reveal he’s already been adopted by belle leclerc is SENDING me
@/tifositalks: charles: i can adopt you oscar: too late mate your sister said yes charles: error 404 charles.exe has stopped working
@/piastriblues: i have been alive for 21 years and never felt this much secondhand embarrassment for charles leclerc
@/f1fluff: this is so accidentally wholesome it hurts
@/gridgossip: ISABELLE GAVE OSCAR A WELCOME TO MONACO TOUR??? ARE YOU KIDDING THAT'S SO CUTE
@monacominis: oscar piastri having isabelle leclerc as a big sister figure is EXACTLY the kind of off-track crossover i live for
@chillycharles: charles was offering adoption papers but isabelle already issued a citizenship through pastries and dry cleaning recs. elite move.
@/Charles_Leclerc (finally replying): I see I am no longer needed. (Enjoy the bakery recommendations, they are very good.)
@/OscarPiastri: Thanks, mate. You're a great backup option.
@/scuderiawifey: ok but this is actually adorable??? like belle really just took oscar under her wing????
@/wheelnutsanon: also charles reacting like he just learned he has a secret second sibling is killing me
@/gridgossip: BREAKING: Oscar Piastri has been unofficially adopted into the Leclerc family. Charles found out through Twitter.
***
(Members: Arthur, Isabelle, Charles, and Lorenzo)
Charles: What is this about you “adopting” Oscar??
Isabelle: Hello to you too, Charles.
Charles: Seriously, Isabelle. Twitter thinks you’ve absorbed him into the family. You couldn’t mention that?
Isabelle: He asked me where to get pastries when he moved here. I answered. That’s not exactly international news.
Lorenzo: So you adopted him through croissants and Google Maps. Makes sense.
Charles: And the internet’s obsessed with it. Again. This is exactly how the Lando rumors started.
Isabelle: Charles.
Charles: No—don’t “Charles” me. You’re always like this. You do some tiny thing in public, the fans lose their minds, and I get blindsided before quali.
Charles: This is not a joke. It’s race weekend. At home. I don’t need distractions right now.
Isabelle: Then maybe stop scrolling Twitter two hours before FP?
Charles: I wouldn’t have to if you weren’t always causing speculation.
Lorenzo: Are we back on the “Belle is dating Lando” thing?
Charles: YES. Because people think she adopted Oscar and is soft-launching into the Norris family.
Isabelle: I’m not dating Lando. Or Oscar. Or anyone in orange.
Charles: Can you just be low-profile until Sunday?
Charles: I want to win at home without the press asking if my sister is secretly engaged to my teammate’s former teammate. Is that too much to ask?
Isabelle: Don’t worry, Charles. I’ll keep a low profile.
***
Belle exhaled slowly, settling onto a high stool of McLaren’s hospitality.
“This is so much calmer than Ferrari,” she murmured.
Lily tilted her head. “Too much espresso and shouting over there?”
“Too much everything. Ferrari feels like performance art fueled by adrenaline and barely restrained stress. The walls are tense. Even the coffee judges you.”
Lily laughed. “Well, you’ve come to the right place. Our chaos is cozy. Loud, but cozy.”
They sipped their drinks in silence for a moment, letting the hum of track activity drift over them.
They sat in companionable silence for a while. Then, casually—too casually—Belle said, “So… do you happen to know if Lando is single?”
Lily blinked, turned her head very slowly. “I beg your what?”
Belle smiled innocently behind her sunglasses. “Just curious.”
“Is this like... a casual curiosity or a capital-C Conspiracy curiosity?”
“It’s for a friend,” Belle said sweetly.
“Oh my god.” Lily’s grin widened. “Your Emilie?! The one with the arched eyebrow and emotional X-ray vision?!”
“The very same. She asked about him after Miami and then insult-complimented him. Which means she’s intrigued.”
Lily gasped. “That’s basically a declaration of intent.”
“I thought so too,” Belle said smugly.
“She’d eat him alive.”
“He’d love it.”
Lily clutched her chest. “This is my favorite subplot of the season. And yes, as far as I know… Lando is tragically, gloriously single.”
Belle grinned. “Perfect. I’m just collecting data. Like a responsible friend.”
“You’re terrifying.”
“You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
Belle finished the last sip of her iced coffee and stood, stretching slightly before reaching for her sunglasses case.
“I should head back,” she said, a little regret in her voice. “If I’m gone too long, someone at Ferrari will think I’ve defected.”
Lily grinned. “You’d be welcome. Just saying.”
Belle gave her a wink. “Good to know.”
They hugged briefly, and Belle made her way down the narrow stairs of the McLaren motorhome, back toward the paddock’s center. The roar of engines was slightly muffled here—just enough to hear the hum of conversation, the clicking of photographers resetting lenses, the low static of radios. She moved easily, weaving between teams and team staff.
She’d just passed the Pirelli tent when she spotted him, unmistakable despite the sunglasses and cap—Jos Verstappen, chatting with a Red Bull staffer, nodding at something on a clipboard. He looked up as she approached, pausing mid-sentence.
He was not an easy man—everyone knew it.
She’d seen the way people stiffened when he walked past. Heard the stories. Max never sugarcoated them. His childhood hadn’t been easy; Jos was hard, demanding, relentless. Too much, sometimes.
And yet, Max still loved him.
Not blindly. Not without scars. But intentionally.
Max called him after every race. He texted him when things went wrong
Max loved him.
That was the part Belle always circled back to. Not in blind forgiveness—but in this fierce, complicated loyalty that had shaped who he was. Max could talk about his father’s mistakes and still want to protect him in the same breath.
And Belle, Belle who had lost her own father earlier than she should have…she understood that. The absence still ached. Quietly. Persistently.
Belle had never been on the receiving end of Jos’s temper. Never once. He’d been gruff, sure—especially the first time they met. But not unkind. Not to her.
She suspected that made her an exception.
The paddock thought Jos was all bark, all judgment. But Belle had sat beside him during lunch more than once, sipping coffee while he quizzed Max on fuel mapping like it was a Sunday crossword. She’d seen the sharpness soften when Max smiled, heard the pride he buried under complaints about tire strategy.
It was strange, maybe, but she liked him. Not in a warm, fuzzy way—but in the way you respect a hurricane for what it is and appreciate it when it spares your house.
There was a rare kind of steadiness in people who didn’t lie to themselves about who they were. And Jos knew exactly who he was.
He’d been brutal with Max at times. Too harsh, too strict. But Belle had watched Max pour all that pressure into discipline, pour all that history into determination—and then let her be the place where he could rest.
And Jos saw that. Maybe that’s why he liked her.
He looked up as she approached, the stern line of his mouth twitching into something just short of a smile. For him, it might as well have been a beam of sunshine.
“Belle,” Jos said, his voice rough but warm. “There you are.”
“Hello, Jos,” she greeted, easy and open.
He stepped toward her with the kind of casual nod that could almost pass for affection. “Thought you were with Ferrari.”
“I was. Took a detour.”
Jos huffed. “McLaren has better lighting. Can’t blame you.”
They stepped to the side, out of the path of two mechanics wheeling a cart. Belle found herself watching him for a moment—his weathered face, the tightness still in his shoulders.
She knew what people said about him, knew what he’d been like with Max as a child. Strict to the point of brutal. All pressure, all fire.
But Max still called him Papa sometimes, when he was tired or fond.
Still lit up when Jos showed up on a race weekend, even if he didn’t say it.
Love could look strange from the outside. And still be real.
She never pretended to understand it. But she respected it.
“You look good,” Jos said, nodding to her. “Max said Monaco’s treating you both well. ”
Belle smiled slightly, brushing a wind-blown strand of hair behind her ear. “It has been.”
Jos made a noise that might’ve been agreement—or amusement. “How’s Lilly settling in?”
“Still a menace,” Belle replied, smirking. “She shredded one of Max’s Red Bull shirts last week. Looked very pleased with herself afterward.”
He studied her then, for a long moment. Not judging—just weighing. Jos never said anything he didn’t mean. Which made what he said next hit harder than it had any right to.
“I know I wasn’t an easy father,” Jos said, eyes fixed ahead, as if the admission would be easier without eye contact. “I pushed too hard. Got too angry. Expected too much.”
Belle didn’t speak. She knew better than to fill silence when someone like Jos offered it willingly.
“But Max…” Jos exhaled. “He still calls. Still wants me at races. Still makes space.”
“He loves you,” Belle said quietly.
Jos nodded once, jaw tight. “He tells me things now,” he said quietly. “Little things. What you made for dinner. What you said when he had a bad sim race. How the cats sleep on your side of the bed.”
Belle felt her chest tighten—but not in a bad way. Just in that quiet, overwhelming way that meant this mattered.
“I used to worry,” Jos went on. “That he’d burn out. Too much, too soon. Like I pushed him past something soft he was supposed to keep. But with you...”
He trailed off. Didn’t finish the sentence. Jos didn’t need to.
Belle understood anyway.
With her, Max had something soft again. Something to rest in. Something to hold.
“I don’t want to be the only soft thing in his life,” Belle said gently. “But I’ll be there, if he needs it.”
Jos nodded. “He does.”
A pause. He looked at her again. “I’m glad it’s you.”
Belle’s throat tightened. “Thank you.”
“He’s steadier with you,” Jos added. “Not softer. But anchored. Like he knows where to land.”
Belle blinked away the sudden sting in her eyes. “He does the same for me.”
Jos’s mouth curved, just a little. “That’s how it should be.”
They stood like that for another few seconds, in the shifting quiet of the paddock—engines humming, people passing, a thousand things moving around them. But it felt still.
Then, as if remembering who he was, Jos cleared his throat and stepped back. “Go on, before someone accuses you of defecting to Red Bull.”
“I’ll deny everything,” Belle promised.
Jos nodded once, a final farewell. “Tell Max to call this evening. He never remembers.”
“He does,” Belle said, turning away with a small smile. “He just likes when you remind him.”
***
@/MonacoMadness:
Someone zoom in on this pic. She’s laughing at something Lily said.
THE EYE CONTACT.
WAKE UP SHEEPLE.
@/GarageGhouls: Me: they’re just friends. Also me: builds color-coded map of Belle’s appearances near Lando over 18 months
@/SprinkleTheory:
REMEMBER THE SPRINKLE CONVERSATION???
Don’t act like y’all forgot the sprinkles.
Lando and Belle. Ice cream. Eye contact. ENDGAME.
@/CharlesStan97:
Charles could be on fire and no one would notice because y’all are too busy shipping his sister with Lando.
@/OscarPSpyCam:
Meanwhile Oscar is just thrilled his girlfriend and Lando’s or Max’s maybe-girlfriend are bonding over iced coffee and judging everyone.
@/LandoNation94: She was with Lily later too??? Like fully laughing at something together like besties??? What do they know
@/BelleWatch2025: Everyone: She’s dating Max. Me, seeing her chat and giggle with Lily: 👀👀👀
@/MonacoMadness: Belle is either: a) secretly dating Lando b) adopting the entire McLaren team as her emotional support family c) both
@/RedFlaggedRomance: I’m telling you. Belle being with Oscar’s girlfriend all before qualifying?? That’s some soft launch energy
@/OpenYourEyesF1: She’s in the papaya now. The soft colors. The oat milk lattes. The laughing. Ferrari could never.
@/PapayaTheory: So what you’re saying is: Isabelle is now friends with Lily AND STILL INSISTS SHE’S “JUST A FRIEND” Right.
@/gridgossip: DID I JUST SEE ISABELLE LECLERC CHATTING WITH JOS VERSTAPPEN??? and like… smiling??? And he WAS TOO???
@/chaoticprancinghorse: That man growled at a cameraman last year and now he’s out here looking friendly because Belle showed up??? What kind of soft power diplomacy is this???
@/f1girldetective: Belle. Babe. What spell did you cast on Jos Verstappen and is it available in serum form??
@/paddockcryptid: you’re telling me jos verstappen—the same man who looks like he’s planning a coup 80% of the time—was out here smiling??? Because of isabelle leclerc??? i’m ascending
@/maxsmiletracker: First the wallpaper, now they are chatting in the paddock?!?
@/wheelnutsanon: BREAKING: Jos Verstappen spotted having a pleasant conversation with Isabelle Leclerc. Charles Leclerc reportedly still screaming into a pillow somewhere
***
Belle had barely stepped through the glass doors of Ferrari hospitality when Charles turned on her like a heat-seeking missile.
“Why were you talking to Jos Verstappen?”
She blinked. “Hi, Charles. I’m fine. Thanks for asking.”
He stalked toward her, cap slightly askew, eyes wild in that very specific way he only got during Monaco weekend meltdown mode™.
“No, seriously. I just saw you outside. With Jos. Why?”
Belle exhaled slowly. “Because we ran into each other. We exchanged words. As people sometimes do.”
Charles narrowed his eyes. “It looked longer than words. You were smiling.”
She dropped her bag onto one of the hospitality chairs with more force than necessary. “What exactly do you think is happening here, Charles? Spell it out. Because first it was GP, then Lando, and now—now—you think I’m flirting with Max’s father?!”
“You smiled at him, Belle!”
“I also smile at dogs, coffee, and your PR assistant. That doesn’t mean I’m planning a romantic future with any of them.”
Charles scowled. “You don’t understand. The whole paddock watches you. They speculate. And it distracts me.”
“Oh, I’m so sorry my existence is personally offensive to your championship hopes,” Belle said flatly. “Do you want me to start wearing a paper bag over my head?”
Charles blinked. “That’s not—”
“You’re stressed. I get that. Monaco is important to you. But I’m not the enemy here, Charles. I’m not out there giving interviews or calling press conferences. I was walking back from McLaren. I ran into Jos. We talked. That’s it.”
“He’s Max’s dad,” Charles said, like it was the punchline to a joke she didn’t get.
“And Max is a person I know,” Belle replied, tone tight. “Not that it’s any of your business.”
Charles narrowed his eyes. “What does that mean?”
Belle gave him a long, unimpressed look. “Nothing. Because I’m not doing this with you.”
“Belle—”
“No, Charles.” Her voice dropped, low and firm. “You’re rude. You’re exhausted. And instead of admitting that, you’re picking a fight with me.”
Charles faltered. “I didn’t mean—”
“You did. But it’s fine. You’ll be insufferable until Sunday and then pretend none of this happened.”
She walked past him, brushing lightly against his shoulder. “Next time, just say you’re scared of losing and stop dragging my coffee chats into it.”
Charles stood frozen, holding his espresso cup like it had betrayed him.
Belle didn’t look back.
Lando Norris x Reader
Summary: one minute Lando Norris is speeding through the streets of New York City — the world at his fingertips in the days leading up to the United States Grand Prix — and the next his world is spinning out of control, leaving him with nothing except for blank memories and the concerned attention of a stranger who takes him in when he has no one and nothing else
Warnings: descriptions of a car crash and memory loss
The night is cold, and the sharp October wind slips under your jacket as you tug it tighter around you. Your boots slap against the pavement, the rhythm a steady beat on the nearly deserted street. Columbia’s library closed an hour ago, but you stayed later than you should have. Deadlines don’t wait. Law school doesn't wait. Life doesn’t wait.
You tuck your phone into your pocket, your eyes fixed on the glowing windows of the apartment building a few blocks ahead. Almost home. Almost there.
And then-
A car rips past, tires screeching loud enough to make you flinch. It’s moving too fast, way too fast, the engine growling like an animal barely kept on a leash. You freeze for a second as it flies down the street, headlights smearing into long streaks of white. Your breath catches-
It spins. A brutal, violent twist as the car skids into a corner it shouldn’t be taking. The rear fishtails wildly. For a heartbeat, it looks like it might recover. Then it slams straight into a lamp post with a sickening crunch. Metal screams. Glass explodes. The lamp shudders, flickers, and dies.
For a moment, everything is still. Silent, even.
“Shit,” you whisper, your pulse spiking hard and fast.
You stand there, frozen in the chilly air, your brain catching up to what you just saw. The street is deserted — of course it is. This isn’t exactly rush hour. There’s no one around. No witnesses. No help.
Without thinking, you yank your phone out of your pocket and dial. The ringing in your ear seems to go on forever.
“911, what’s your emergency?” A woman asks briskly.
“A car crash,” you say, already moving toward the wreck. Your feet hit the pavement harder now, the soles of your boots slapping in quick bursts. “Corner of … uh, 116th and Riverside. It’s bad — the car’s totaled. I think someone’s still inside.”
“Are you with the driver now?”
“Not yet. I’m — I’m crossing the street.” You dodge between two parked cars and jog to the other side. The car sits under the broken streetlamp, its front end wrapped around the post like it lost a fight it never stood a chance of winning. The glossy surface is crumpled and shattered, shards of glass glittering on the asphalt like broken stars.
“Ma’am, do not approach the vehicle if it’s unsafe.”
You ignore that. “I think the guy’s still in there,” you mutter, holding the phone tight between your ear and shoulder. You grip the door handle and pull hard, but it’s jammed. With a frustrated grunt, you throw your weight into it until it finally groans open.
The first thing you notice is the smell — leather, gasoline, and the acrid tang of burned rubber. Your heart pounds in your throat. You glance at the man slumped in the driver’s seat, and the breath catches in your chest.
“Hello?” You ask, bending down, peering closer. “Can you hear me?”
He groans, shifting a little, but his eyes remain half-closed. Blood trickles from a cut above his eyebrow, carving a red path down the side of his face.
“Hey! Are you okay?” You try again, louder this time. No answer — just a sluggish movement of his head, like he's fighting to stay conscious.
“What's your name?” You keep your voice firm but gentle, the way you imagine an EMT might sound.
The man mumbles something, his voice thick and slurred. You lean closer, your pulse hammering in your ears.
“What? I need your name.”
“Lando,” he whispers, and it’s barely audible, more breath than word.
You frown. The name sounds familiar, but that’s not important right now. “Okay, Lando. Do you know where you are?”
His eyelids flutter, and for a second, it looks like he might pass out entirely. Then he forces them open again, just barely.
“Crash,” he mutters. “Crashed the car.”
“Yeah, no kidding,” you mutter under your breath, more to yourself than him. You glance around the street again, hoping for flashing lights in the distance. Nothing. Just you, him, and the wreckage.
“Can you tell me what hurts?” You ask, trying to keep him talking. Concussions are dangerous — keeping him conscious feels important.
Lando’s head lolls against the seat. “Feels like … everything.”
His voice is thick, heavy with exhaustion. He sounds like someone who’s been through the wringer, someone who desperately needs sleep but can’t afford to close their eyes.
“You hit your head pretty hard,” you say, scanning him for any other obvious injuries. Blood stains the collar of his jacket, but nothing looks life-threatening. Yet.
“Race car driver,” Lando slurs suddenly, like the thought just stumbled out of his brain without permission.
You blink. “What?”
“Race … car driver,” he repeats, slower this time. His accent drags on the vowels, a little British, a little something else.
You raise an eyebrow, convinced now that he’s concussed. “Right. And I’m the Queen of England.”
He gives a small, incoherent laugh, like your joke made perfect sense in his scrambled mind.
“You're not supposed to be funny,” he mutters, more to himself than you.
You glance back at the wreck, taking in the sleek lines and bright logo on the hood — McLaren. Expensive. Stupidly expensive. You bite the inside of your cheek.
“Jesus, you’re one of those guys,” you mutter, dragging a hand down your face. Rich kid, fast car, bad decisions. You’ve seen this movie before, and it usually ends with someone like him getting bailed out by daddy’s lawyer.
Lando stirs again, his head rolling toward you. “Not … like that,” he mumbles. “I am a race car driver.”
You roll your eyes, but there’s no bite to it. He’s barely coherent — humoring him feels kinder than arguing. “Sure you are, buddy. Sure you are.”
He squints at you, his expression dazed but oddly sincere, like he’s genuinely offended you don’t believe him. “I am,” he insists, as if that settles the matter.
You press your lips together, trying not to laugh. It’s absurd — this whole situation is absurd. You crouch lower, resting your hand lightly on his arm. “Just stay awake, okay? Ambulance is on the way.”
Lando hums something that might be agreement, though it sounds more like a sigh. His eyes droop again, dangerously close to shutting.
“Hey.” You give his arm a small shake. “No sleeping. Talk to me.”
“‘Bout what?” He murmurs, his head lolling to the side.
“Anything. Tell me …“ You scramble for something. “What’s your favorite color?”
He blinks slowly, like it’s the most confusing question anyone’s ever asked him. “Blue. No, wait … orange.”
You snort. “Make up your mind, race car driver.”
Lando makes a sound halfway between a laugh and a groan. “Can’t.”
“That concussion is doing wonders for your decision-making skills,” you say dryly, glancing toward the street again. Still no lights. You tap your foot anxiously.
Lando shifts in his seat, his hand twitching like he’s trying to move but can’t quite manage it. “You’re … bossy,” he mumbles, his accent thicker now.
“Yeah, well, you crashed your car, so you don’t get to complain.”
There’s a beat of silence, then he murmurs, “… Thanks for stopping.”
Something about the way he says it catches you off guard — soft, almost vulnerable. You swallow the lump in your throat and squeeze his arm gently.
“Don’t mention it, Lando.”
And then, finally, in the distance — a flash of red and blue lights.
***
The wail of sirens grows louder, slicing through the quiet night like a razor. Red and blue lights bounce off the buildings, streaking across shattered glass and twisted metal. Relief washes over you, making your knees feel a little shaky.
Finally.
Two ambulances come to a screeching halt. EMTs spill out, moving with practiced urgency. One of them, a tall woman with her hair yanked into a messy bun, jogs toward you.
“Are you hurt?” She asks, already looking you up and down for signs of injury.
You shake your head. “No, I’m fine — it’s the driver. He’s … he’s pretty out of it.” You glance back at Lando, slumped in his seat. “I think he hit his head. He’s not making much sense.”
The EMT follows your gaze, nodding sharply. “Okay, step back for me.” She waves another EMT over. “We’ve got one male, early twenties, possible head trauma.”
You move back as instructed, but not far — just enough to give them space to work while still close enough to watch. One of the EMTs wedges a tool into the doorframe to force it open wider, and the crunch of metal makes you wince.
“Hey, buddy,” the EMT says, leaning in toward Lando. “Can you hear me?”
Lando stirs slightly, his eyelids fluttering open. He mumbles something incomprehensible, and the EMT exchanges a look with his partner.
“Pupils look uneven,” the first EMT mutters, shining a small flashlight into Lando’s eyes. “Definitely concussed.”
The other EMT secures a neck brace around Lando’s head, locking it into place with quick, efficient movements. Lando groans at the pressure, his face twisted in confusion.
“We’re gonna get you out of here, okay?” The EMT says in a loud, clear voice. “Just stay still for me, mate. We’re gonna lift you.”
They maneuver him onto a backboard with a series of coordinated moves, careful to keep his neck stabilized. Lando lets out a soft groan but doesn’t resist — it’s like his body is on autopilot.
You cross your arms against the cold, biting your lower lip. They make it look so smooth, so clinical, but there’s something unsettling about watching someone get hauled out of a wreck like that, limp and helpless.
“Is he your boyfriend?” The EMT asks you, not looking up as they strap Lando to the board.
You blink, caught off guard. “What? No. I-I just saw the crash happen. I came over to help.”
The EMT nods once, focused on the task at hand. “All right. Appreciate you staying with him.”
They lift Lando, sliding the backboard onto a waiting gurney. He lets out a weak noise of discomfort, but his eyes remain half-lidded, barely clinging to consciousness.
As they wheel him toward the ambulance, you follow instinctively, your heart thrumming with worry. You can’t just leave now — not when he looks like that.
“Hey,” you call after them, your voice tight. “Can I … can I ride with him?”
One of the EMTs looks over his shoulder, frowning. “Are you family?”
“No. I just-“ You pause, unsure how to explain it. “I don’t feel right leaving him alone.”
The EMTs exchange glances. For a moment, it looks like they might refuse, but the woman in charge sighs and jerks her head toward the ambulance. “Fine. Get in. Just stay out of the way.”
“Thank you,” you say, relief flooding through you.
You climb into the back of the ambulance as they lift Lando’s gurney inside. The doors slam shut behind you, sealing you in with the hum of medical equipment and the faint smell of antiseptic.
The ambulance jerks into motion, the siren blaring overhead.
The EMT sitting across from you pulls on a pair of gloves, leaning over Lando. “Let’s see how we’re doing, champ.”
Lando’s eyes flicker, heavy and unfocused. The EMT checks his pulse, then takes a penlight and shines it directly into Lando’s pupils. He winces, groaning low in his throat.
“Sir, can you hear me?” The EMT asks loudly, as if trying to shake him awake with sound alone.
Lando blinks sluggishly, his brow furrowing. “… Yeah,” he mutters, barely audible. His accent makes the word sound more like yeh.
The EMT hums, jotting something down on a clipboard. “Good. Do you know where you are?”
Lando’s face twists in confusion. “Uh … car … crash?”
“That’s right. Do you know what day it is?”
Lando frowns, like the question is too complicated to process. “… Tuesday?” He guesses, though it sounds more like a question than an answer.
The EMT glances at you briefly, then back at Lando. “Close enough,” he mutters under his breath.
“Can you tell me your full name?”
“Lando Norris,” Lando slurs, then huffs, like just saying his own name took monumental effort.
“All right, Lando. You're doing okay, but you’ve probably got a concussion,” the EMT says, his tone calm but firm. “I need you to stay awake for me, yeah?”
Lando's eyelids droop again, dangerously close to closing. “M’tired,” he mumbles, his voice barely a whisper.
“I know you are, but you’ve gotta fight it. Stay with me, Lando.”
You lean forward, suddenly anxious. “Hey. Lando.” Your voice comes out sharper than you intended, but it gets his attention. His eyes flutter open, just barely.
“Stay awake, okay? Keep talking.”
He shifts sluggishly, his head rolling to the side. “‘Bout what?”
“Anything,” you say quickly, glancing at the EMT as if looking for backup. “Uh … tell me more about racing.”
Lando’s lips twitch, almost like a smile. “Fast,” he mumbles, and you can’t help but huff a quiet laugh.
“Yeah, I figured,” you say. “But, like … how fast?”
“Really fast,” he whispers, his voice trailing off into nothing. His eyes close again, and this time, they don’t reopen.
“Lando?” You reach out instinctively, your hand hovering over his arm. “Hey. Lando.”
The EMT leans in, tapping Lando's cheek with two fingers. “Come on, buddy. Wake up.”
Nothing. Lando’s breathing is steady but shallow, his head slack against the neck brace.
The EMT mutters a curse under his breath. “He’s out. Heart rate’s steady, but we’re not taking any chances.”
You feel a knot of anxiety tighten in your chest. “Is that bad?” You ask, your voice smaller than you'd like.
“It’s not good,” the EMT says bluntly. He grabs a stethoscope and checks Lando’s breathing again. “We’re almost there. Just gotta keep him stable.”
The ambulance sways as it takes a corner, and you clutch the edge of the bench to steady yourself. Your heart is pounding now, loud and fast in your ears.
You watch the EMT work, every movement precise and deliberate, but it still feels like time is dragging, like the ambulance isn’t moving fast enough.
The siren wails overhead, a sharp, urgent reminder of how serious this is.
You glance at Lando’s face — pale, slack, and too still — and something twists painfully in your chest. You don’t even know this guy, not really, but the thought of him not waking up feels … wrong.
“Hang in there, Lando,” you whisper, more to yourself than to him.
The ambulance jerks to a halt, and the EMT presses a button to radio the hospital. “ETA sixty seconds. Unconscious male, suspected head trauma. Prep trauma room two.”
Your stomach flips as the doors fly open, and two more EMTs appear, ready to unload.
The gurney jerks as they lift it, and you follow closely behind, stepping out into the harsh fluorescent lights of the hospital bay. The cold air hits you again, but it barely registers.
The EMT glances over his shoulder at you as they wheel Lando inside. “This is where we leave you,” he says, not unkindly.
You nod, biting the inside of your cheek. “Right.”
The gurney disappears through the sliding glass doors, and you stand there for a moment, unsure what to do next.
The night air feels heavier now, the adrenaline ebbing away, leaving behind a strange emptiness.
***
The waiting room is cold, with that sterile, over-sanitized smell that clings to every surface. You sit awkwardly in a plastic chair, arms crossed tightly over your chest. It’s eerily quiet, except for the occasional squeak of sneakers on tile and the low murmur of nurses passing through. A vending machine hums softly against the far wall.
You’ve lost track of how long it’s been since they wheeled Lando through those double doors. An hour? Two? Time feels slippery here, twisting and turning in on itself, every minute stretching out longer than the last. You try scrolling through your phone, but nothing holds your attention. The adrenaline has drained from your system, leaving you restless and uneasy.
It would’ve been easy to leave after they took him inside. After all, he’s a complete stranger. But the thought of him waking up alone, disoriented and confused in a hospital bed, doesn’t sit right with you. And so, you wait.
A nurse pokes her head out of a side door at one point, scanning the room. Your heart jumps, but she’s only calling for someone else — a patient’s relative who stands up with a relieved sigh. The room empties little by little, families reuniting with loved ones or filing out into the night.
You shift in your seat, rubbing your hands together to stave off the chill. You could leave right now, go home, crawl into bed. But somehow, you know you won’t — not until you know Lando is okay.
Finally, after what feels like forever, the door swings open again. This time, it’s a physician in pale blue scrubs, holding a clipboard. He looks around the room, squinting under the fluorescent lights.
“Is anyone here with the car crash patient?” He asks, voice low but carrying through the empty space.
You stand up before you even realize what you’re doing. “I … I’m here.”
The doctor’s eyes flick over to you, eyebrows raised. “You’re with him?”
You hesitate, then nod. “Yeah. I mean, sort of. I was there when it happened.”
The doctor approaches, glancing down at his clipboard. “He’s stable,” he says, and you feel some of the tension ease from your shoulders. “He has a pretty severe concussion, though. He lost consciousness on the way here, but we were able to wake him up a little while ago.”
You let out a slow breath. “That’s good, right?”
“Yes and no,” the doctor replies, shifting his weight. “It looks like he has post-traumatic amnesia. He doesn’t seem to know who he is — doesn’t even remember his own name.”
Your stomach twists uncomfortably. “Amnesia?”
The doctor nods. “It’s not uncommon with head injuries like his. In most cases, the memory loss is temporary. But it’s hard to say how long it will take for him to regain his memories — could be hours, days, or longer.”
You swallow, trying to process that. “He didn’t have any ID on him?”
“No wallet, no phone. Nothing to tell us who he is.” The doctor frowns. “Do you know his name?”
You feel a flicker of panic — you barely know anything about him. But you remember something from the ambulance, a faint, slurred sentence buried in the fog of the night. “His first name is Lando,” you say slowly. “He told the EMT that much. I-“ You press your fingers to your temples, frustrated with yourself. “He also said his last name, but I can’t remember it right now. It was … it’s on the tip of my tongue.”
The doctor gives you a sympathetic nod. “That’s all right. At least we have a starting point.” He flips a page on his clipboard. “Lando … okay.” He pauses, then looks at you with a curious expression. “Are you related to him?”
“No,” you say quickly. “I just … I saw the crash and rode with him in the ambulance.”
The doctor tilts his head, studying you for a moment. “It’s unusual,” he says slowly, “but since he doesn’t seem to have anyone else with him … we could make an exception and let you visit him.”
You blink, surprised by the offer. “You would? Even though I’m not family?”
The doctor nods. “Under the circumstances, yes. He’s confused, disoriented. It might help him to see a familiar face — well, at least someone who’s been around since the accident.”
You hesitate for a beat, then nod. “Yeah. I’ll visit him.”
The doctor gives you a small smile, then gestures toward the door. “Follow me.”
Your heart beats a little faster as you trail behind him through the sterile hallways, passing closed doors and curtained-off spaces. The farther you go, the quieter it gets, until the only sounds are the soft squeak of your shoes on the linoleum and the faint buzz of fluorescent lights overhead.
Finally, the doctor stops in front of a room and gestures for you to go inside. “He’s still a bit groggy, but you can sit with him for a while.”
You nod, trying to swallow the lump in your throat, and push the door open.
The room is small, dimly lit by a single lamp on the wall. Lando lies in the bed, looking pale and disoriented, his dark curls sticking to his forehead. A bandage is wrapped around his head, and an IV drips steadily from a bag hooked to a pole beside the bed.
You step inside, and his gaze shifts toward you, though it’s clear he’s struggling to stay focused.
“Hey,” you say softly, pulling the chair closer to his bed. “How are you feeling?”
He blinks at you, his expression hazy with confusion. “I … I don’t know,” he mutters, his voice scratchy. “Where … where am I?”
“You’re in a hospital,” you explain gently. “You had a car accident.”
Lando frowns, his brow furrowing. “A car accident?”
“Yeah,” you say, leaning forward slightly. “It was pretty bad, but you’re going to be okay.”
He stares at you for a long moment, his gaze unfocused. “Do I … do I know you?”
You shake your head. “No, we just met — well, kind of. I was there when you crashed. I called for help and rode with you in the ambulance.”
Lando’s lips press together, as if he’s trying to make sense of your words. “Why?”
The question takes you by surprise. “Why what?”
“Why did you … stay?” He asks, his voice barely more than a whisper.
You hesitate, not entirely sure how to answer. “I don’t know,” you admit. “It just felt like the right thing to do.”
Lando gives a small, almost imperceptible nod, his eyes slipping shut for a moment. Then he opens them again, struggling to stay awake.
“You said my name is Lando?” He asks, his voice faint.
“Yeah,” you say softly. “That’s what you told me. Do you … remember anything else?”
Lando shakes his head slowly, frustration flickering across his face. “No,” he whispers. “Nothing.”
You offer him a small, reassuring smile. “That’s okay. It’ll come back to you. You just need to rest.”
He nods weakly, his eyelids drooping.
For a moment, the room is quiet, filled only with the soft hum of the IV drip and the distant sounds of the hospital outside.
“Thank you,” Lando murmurs suddenly, his voice barely audible.
You blink, caught off guard. “For what?”
“For staying,” he whispers. “For not leaving me alone.”
You feel a strange warmth spread through your chest at his words, unexpected but not unwelcome.
“Of course,” you say softly. “I wasn’t going to leave you.”
Lando’s eyes close again, his breathing evening out as he drifts off into an uneasy sleep.
You sit back in the chair, watching him for a moment longer, feeling oddly connected to this stranger — this man whose life, for reasons you can’t quite explain, has suddenly become intertwined with yours.
***
You wake up to the soft click of a door opening. For a moment, you’re disoriented — the sharp smell of antiseptic in the air and the hum of machines aren’t what you expect. Then it all comes rushing back: the crash, the ambulance, Lando.
You straighten in the uncomfortable hospital chair, your neck aching from the awkward position you slept in. A nurse in pale scrubs moves around the room quietly, checking Lando’s IV and jotting notes on her chart. She glances at you and offers a small smile.
“Good morning,” she says softly, like someone used to tiptoeing around the sick and injured.
You blink, rubbing the sleep from your eyes. “Morning. Is he …”
The nurse nods toward Lando. “Still sleeping. His vitals look stable, though.”
You glance at him. He’s shifted a little in his sleep, curled slightly on his side with the blanket pulled halfway up his chest. His face is peaceful, his breathing steady, and for a moment, it’s easy to forget the chaos of last night.
The nurse scribbles something else on her clipboard. “The doctor will be in soon to check on him. If he’s doing okay, we might start talking about discharge.”
You frown slightly. “Discharge? Already?”
The nurse gives a small shrug. “It’s common. Once someone is stable, there’s no reason to keep them here longer than necessary.”
Before you can respond, the door opens again, and the same physician from last night steps in, looking far more awake and put-together than you feel. He carries a folder tucked under one arm and offers a polite nod as he approaches Lando’s bed.
“Morning,” he says briskly, flipping through the papers. “Let’s see how our patient is doing.”
Lando stirs at the sound of voices, his brow furrowing slightly before his eyes flutter open. He blinks at the ceiling, clearly disoriented, and then his gaze shifts toward you.
“Hey,” you say softly, leaning forward. “How are you feeling?”
He squints at you, like he’s trying to place you in a dream that hasn’t fully faded. “I … I don’t know,” he mumbles. His voice is raspy, as if unused for too long. “Where …”
“The hospital,” you remind him gently. “You were in an accident. Do you remember?”
Lando’s expression crumples with frustration, and he shakes his head weakly. “No. I don’t remember anything.”
The doctor steps closer, setting the folder down on the bedside table. “It’s okay, Lando,” he says in a professional but kind tone. “You’ve had a serious concussion. Amnesia like this is not unusual. It may take some time for your memory to come back.”
Lando doesn’t respond. His hand rests on the blanket, fingers twitching slightly, as if he’s trying to grasp something just out of reach.
The physician clears his throat and flips through the imaging results. “We’ve run more tests, and everything looks good. No fractures, no swelling that we need to be concerned about. Medically speaking, you’re ready to be discharged.”
Lando stares at the doctor, his eyes wide with disbelief. “Discharged? But … I don’t even know who I am.”
The doctor sighs sympathetically. “I know it’s overwhelming, but there’s no medical reason to keep you here. Usually, when patients have amnesia, we recommend that they go home, rest, and be with family until their memory returns.”
Lando lets out a short, humorless laugh. “Right. Except I don’t even know if I have family.”
The doctor exchanges a glance with you, clearly uncomfortable. “We tried contacting local authorities, but without ID, there’s not much we can do to locate anyone for you right now. In the meantime …” He trails off, glancing at his watch. “You’ll need to find somewhere safe to rest. Hospitals aren’t designed for long stays in cases like this.”
You open your mouth to say something, but no words come out at first. A knot twists in your stomach — Lando looks so lost, sitting there in the stiff hospital bed with no memory of who he is or where he belongs.
And then, without thinking, you blurt out, “He can come home with me.”
The words hang in the air for a moment, heavy and unexpected.
Both Lando and the doctor turn to stare at you, identical looks of confusion written across their faces.
“What?” Lando asks, his voice thick with disbelief.
You blink, as if hearing yourself for the first time. “I mean … if he has nowhere else to go,” you say quickly, your heart racing. “It doesn’t feel right just … leaving him like this.”
The doctor looks at you like you’ve just volunteered to adopt a stray animal off the street. “Are you sure about that?” He asks cautiously. “Taking care of someone with memory loss can be challenging.”
You nod before you can second-guess yourself. “I’m sure. I can help him get settled until … until he remembers something.”
Lando’s brow furrows as he tries to process what’s happening. “You’re serious? I can’t even remember my own name, and you’re just … offering to let me stay with you?”
You shrug, trying to play it off like it’s no big deal. “It’s not like I’m going to just let you wander the streets of New York with a concussion.”
Lando huffs a soft laugh, though there’s no humor in it. “You have no idea who I am. I could be a serial killer or something.”
You raise an eyebrow. “Do you feel like a serial killer?”
He pauses, blinking at the question. “No. I just feel … confused.”
“Then we’ll take our chances,” you say, standing a little straighter.
The doctor looks between the two of you, clearly torn. “All right,” he says finally, scribbling something on his clipboard. “We’ll need you to sign some forms for his release. And …” He glances at Lando. “You’ll need to take it easy for the next few days — no strenuous activities, no driving, and absolutely no drinking.”
Lando nods slowly, still looking stunned by the turn of events.
The doctor finishes writing and tears off a sheet of paper, handing it to you. “Here are his discharge instructions. Make sure he rests and drinks plenty of fluids. If there’s any change — headaches, confusion, anything — bring him back right away.”
You nod, taking the paper. “Got it.”
The doctor gives a final nod before stepping toward the door. “A nurse will be in soon to help with the paperwork. Good luck.”
And with that, he’s gone, leaving you alone with Lando in the quiet room.
For a moment, neither of you speaks.
Lando breaks the silence first. “You’re really doing this?”
You glance at him, and for the first time, you realize how scared he must be — lost in a city he doesn’t remember, with no memory of who he is or where he belongs.
“Yeah,” you say softly. “I’m really doing this.”
Lando’s lips twitch, almost like he’s trying to smile but isn’t quite sure how. “You’re either very brave,” he mutters, “or very stupid.”
“Maybe a little of both,” you admit, and the corners of his mouth lift just slightly.
He looks down at the blanket covering his legs, running his fingers along the edge. “Thank you,” he says quietly.
“You don’t have to thank me,” you reply, standing up and smoothing out your wrinkled clothes. “Just … don’t make me regret it, okay?”
Lando glances up at you, his expression serious now. “I’ll try not to.”
There’s a knock at the door, and a nurse pokes her head in, holding a clipboard. “Ready to go?”
You nod, glancing at Lando. “Ready?”
He takes a deep breath, like he’s steeling himself for whatever comes next. “Yeah. Let’s do this.”
And with that, the two of you step into the unknown together.
***
The subway car rattles along the tracks, a steady clunk-clunk that fills the silence between you and Lando. He’s seated beside you, his head tilted back against the cold metal pole, watching the city blur past through the dirty windows. His posture is relaxed — almost too relaxed — but you can tell it’s not comfort. It’s exhaustion, both physical and emotional. Every so often, he glances at the other passengers with the wide-eyed caution of someone dropped into an unfamiliar world.
“You okay?” You ask, nudging his arm gently with your elbow.
He turns toward you, slow and deliberate, like even small movements take effort. “I guess. Just feels … weird.” He rubs his temple, the faint crease of a headache forming between his brows. “Everything’s moving so fast, and I can’t tell if that’s the world or just my brain being scrambled.”
“Definitely the world.” You try to smile, hoping it’ll ease some of the weight he’s carrying. “New York doesn’t stop for anyone. You get used to it.”
Lando offers a weak chuckle, but the sound fades quickly. “You do this every day?”
You shrug. “Pretty much. You learn how to block out the noise after a while.”
He leans his head back again, eyes drifting shut as if the conversation itself takes more energy than he has to spare. You glance at him, wondering what’s going through his mind — if he’s terrified, disoriented, or just trying to keep it together for your sake. Maybe all three.
When the subway screeches to a stop at your station, you nudge him again. “This is us.”
Lando blinks awake, dragging himself upright as you both stand. He follows you off the train, into the chaotic swirl of the station. The noise, the movement, the fluorescent lights — none of it fazes you, but you can feel him stiffen beside you as if it’s too much all at once.
You make your way to the stairs, weaving through the crowd with practiced ease, and Lando does his best to keep up. “This city is … a lot,” he mutters as you ascend to street level.
“Yeah.” You glance over your shoulder at him. “But it grows on you. Like a fungus.”
Lando snorts — an actual laugh this time, though it’s still edged with disbelief. “I think I’ll take your word for it.”
The two of you walk in silence for the few blocks to your apartment. It’s late morning by now, the streets bustling with people on errands or rushing to work. You pull your coat tighter against the breeze and glance at Lando, who’s walking beside you with his hands jammed deep into the pockets of the hospital-issued sweatpants.
When you finally reach your building, you unlock the front door and lead him up two flights of stairs. Your apartment isn’t much — a tiny one-bedroom with a narrow kitchen, mismatched furniture, and walls covered in posters and sticky notes. But it’s yours, and for now, it’ll be his too.
“Home sweet home,” you say, pushing the door open and stepping aside to let him in.
Lando hesitates in the doorway, his gaze sweeping the space. “This is where you live?” He asks, his tone curious rather than judgmental.
“Yep. Not exactly a palace, but it works.” You drop your keys on the counter and kick off your shoes, motioning for him to do the same. “Welcome to grad student life.”
He steps inside cautiously, as if the apartment might swallow him whole, and his eyes land on the piles of law books scattered across the coffee table, the kitchen counter, even the armrest of the couch. A legal pad covered in half-finished notes is open on the floor, surrounded by highlighters and empty coffee cups.
“It looks like a library threw up in here,” he says, eyebrows raised.
You let out a laugh, feeling a little self-conscious. “Yeah, sorry. It’s kind of … everywhere.”
He picks up one of the books from the table — Constitutional Law: Cases and Materials — and flips through the pages with an amused expression. “So … you’re a lawyer?”
“Not yet,” you correct, dropping your bag on the couch. “I’m still a student. Columbia Law.”
Lando sets the book down carefully, as if it might bite. “That sounds … intense.”
“It is.” You collapse onto the couch with a sigh, stretching your legs out. “It’s basically my whole life right now. Classes, studying, internships … sleep, if I’m lucky.”
Lando leans against the kitchen counter, crossing his arms over his chest. “You like it?”
You tilt your head, considering the question. “Yeah. I mean, it’s hard as hell, but I do. There’s something … satisfying about figuring things out, solving problems.”
He nods slowly, as if trying to imagine what that kind of life feels like. “So, you’re one of those people. The smart ones.”
You laugh. “I guess that depends on the day.”
Lando’s gaze drifts back to the books, his expression thoughtful. “And you’re just … letting me crash here. Even though you’ve got all this going on?”
You shrug, feeling a little awkward under his scrutiny. “It’s not a big deal.”
He gives you a look — one that says he doesn’t believe you for a second. “It’s kind of a big deal. I mean, I don’t even know who I am, and you brought me home.”
“Well, you didn’t seem like a serial killer.” You grin, trying to lighten the mood. “Plus, I’m pretty sure I could take you if it came down to it.”
Lando chuckles, the sound low and genuine this time. “Right. Because you’ve been training in MMA on the side.”
“Exactly.” You gesture to the couch. “That’s where you’ll sleep, by the way. Sorry it’s not a king-sized bed or anything.”
He glances at the couch, then back at you with a wry smile. “I’ve slept in worse places, I think.”
You raise an eyebrow. “You think?”
He shrugs, a sheepish grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Memory loss, remember?”
“Right.” You laugh, shaking your head. “Guess we’ll both find out what you’re used to.”
Lando walks over to the couch and sinks into it experimentally, testing the cushions. “It’s not bad,” he says after a moment. “I’ll survive.”
“Good. Because I’m fresh out of five-star hotels.”
He leans back, resting his head against the cushion, and closes his eyes for a moment. “Thanks,” he says quietly. “For … all of this. I know it’s weird.”
You wave a hand dismissively. “It’s not that weird.”
Lando opens one eye, giving you a skeptical look. “It’s definitely weird.”
“Okay, maybe a little.” You grin. “But life’s weird sometimes. You just roll with it.”
He chuckles softly, his eyes drifting shut again. “You make it sound easy.”
You watch him for a moment, the way his breathing slows, the tension easing from his shoulders bit by bit. There’s something oddly comforting about having someone else here, even if that someone is a total stranger who just happens to have lost his memory.
“You hungry?” You ask, standing up and stretching. “I’ve got … well, probably just instant noodles, but it’s food.”
Lando cracks a smile without opening his eyes. “Instant noodles sound like a feast right now.”
“High standards, I see,” you tease, heading to the kitchen.
As you fill a pot with water and set it on the stove, you can’t help but glance back at him. He’s still stretched out on the couch, looking more at peace than he has since you met him.
And somehow, in the middle of all this chaos, it feels right.
***
Steam rises from the bowls of instant noodles, curling into the dim air of your apartment. The two of you sit side by side on the couch, knees almost touching, slurping quietly while some mindless local news plays in the background. It’s not much, but there’s something comforting about the simplicity of it. For the first time all day, things feel … normal.
Lando scoops a forkful of noodles, twirling them slowly, like even eating requires focus. “So, this is gourmet cuisine?” He teases, a faint smile playing at the corner of his mouth.
“Hey, these are the premium kind,” you shoot back, nudging him with your elbow. “I even added an egg. That’s high-level cooking.”
He chuckles, the sound soft but genuine, and for a moment you think maybe — just maybe — he’s settling in. But then the newscaster’s voice shifts into something more urgent, drawing both of your attention.
“… the United States Grand Prix is set to take place this weekend in Austin, Texas, with the world’s top drivers arriving to compete in what promises to be a thrilling event …”
The screen cuts to footage of race cars whizzing by, sleek and impossibly fast, engines roaring like angry beasts. Drivers in fireproof suits pose for cameras, and somewhere in the background, a McLaren car gleams under stadium lights.
You glance at Lando. He’s sitting perfectly still, bowl of noodles forgotten in his lap. His eyes are glued to the screen, unblinking, as if the images are stirring something just out of reach — a half-buried memory fighting to resurface.
“Lando?” You say softly.
He doesn’t respond, just stares at the television like it’s showing him the key to his past. His fingers tighten around the bowl, knuckles going white.
“Does that … mean anything to you?” You ask cautiously, setting your own bowl aside. “The race?”
Lando’s mouth opens, but no sound comes out. His brow furrows deeply, frustration flickering across his features. He shakes his head slowly, like trying to sift through fog.
“I … I don’t know,” he mutters. “It feels … familiar. Like I should know something about it.”
You lean closer, watching his face carefully. “Do you think it’s connected to you? Maybe that’s-“
“I don’t know!” Lando snaps, his voice sharper than he intended. He winces immediately, guilt flashing in his eyes. “Sorry. I just … it’s right there, you know? Like I’m supposed to know why this matters, but I can’t grab it.”
“It’s okay,” you say quickly, hoping to calm him down. “It’s not your fault.”
Lando drags a hand down his face, breathing hard through his nose. “It’s just … frustrating,” he mutters, voice cracking. “Why can’t I remember? Why can’t I remember anything?”
The sheer helplessness in his voice makes your heart ache. You can see him trying so hard to stay composed, but it’s slipping. He blinks rapidly, his jaw tight, as if he’s on the verge of tears and doing everything in his power not to let them fall.
You set your hand on his arm gently. “Hey. It’s okay. You don’t have to force it.”
Lando shakes his head again, a bitter laugh escaping him. “It’s not okay. I don’t even know who I am. What kind of person forgets their whole life?”
“You’re not broken,” you tell him firmly. “You just had a really bad accident. Your brain’s protecting you, probably — it’ll come back when it’s ready.”
He looks at you, his eyes glossy, and for a moment he seems like a kid lost in a supermarket, scared and trying not to cry. “But what if it doesn’t?” His voice is small, filled with uncertainty. “What if I never remember?”
The vulnerability in his words catches you off guard. It’s strange, seeing someone like him — someone who carries himself like the world should make sense — crumble under the weight of something he can’t control.
You don’t know what to say. What can you say? You’re just a law student who happened to be in the right place at the wrong time. But you can’t leave him in this. You won’t.
“It’ll come back,” you say softly. “And until it does, you’re not alone, okay?”
Lando presses his lips together, nodding slightly even though he doesn’t look convinced. He tilts his head back, blinking hard, as if sheer willpower alone can force the tears away. You see the frustration etched in every movement, the way he clenches his jaw and digs his fingers into his palms.
“Why does this feel so familiar?” He whispers, more to himself than to you. “That car … the race … it’s like I know it, but it’s just out of reach. It’s right there, but I can’t …”
You squeeze his arm, grounding him. “We’ll figure it out. One step at a time.”
Lando exhales shakily, dragging his hands through his messy curls. “I feel … useless. Like I should be doing something, but I don’t even know what.”
“Hey,” you say softly. “You’re not useless. You survived a crash that should’ve been a lot worse. That’s already pretty impressive.”
He lets out a humorless laugh, wiping at his eyes. “Yeah. Real impressive. Can’t even remember my own name.”
“You remembered some of it,” you remind him. “That’s a start.”
Lando looks at you, his expression hovering between gratitude and exhaustion. “You didn’t have to do this, you know. Take me in. Deal with … whatever this is.”
You shrug. “I wasn’t about to leave you on your own.”
He stares at you for a long moment, as if he’s trying to memorize your face — or maybe trying to understand why a stranger would care enough to help him. Finally, he nods, a small but genuine gesture.
“Thanks,” he murmurs. “For everything.”
“Don’t mention it,” you reply, offering him a small smile. “We’ll take it one day at a time, okay? No pressure to remember everything all at once.”
Lando breathes out slowly, as if the weight of the moment is starting to lift, even if just a little. “Okay,” he whispers. “One day at a time.”
The two of you sit in comfortable silence for a moment, the hum of the TV filling the space between you. On the screen, the sports segment wraps up, and the anchor shifts to another story — something about a mayoral race you couldn’t care less about. But Lando keeps glancing at the TV, his gaze flickering with something you can’t quite place.
You watch him carefully, wondering what’s going through his mind. Maybe there’s more he remembers, things he can’t quite articulate yet. Or maybe the images of the race just stirred something instinctual — a feeling rather than a memory.
“Do you think …” Lando starts, then stops himself, biting his lip. “Do you think I was supposed to be there? At the race?”
You consider his question carefully. “It’s possible. I mean … maybe. But it’s also possible that it just feels familiar because you love racing. Maybe you were a fan.”
Lando doesn’t look convinced. “It feels … bigger than that. Like it’s important.”
“Well,” you say gently, “if it’s really that important, I’m sure it’ll come back to you.”
He nods, though his expression remains troubled. “Yeah. I hope so.”
You reach for the remote and turn the volume down, hoping it’ll give him some peace. “For now, just try to rest, okay? We can’t solve everything tonight.”
Lando leans back against the couch cushions, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his hand. “Right. One day at a time.”
You nod, settling back beside him. “Exactly.”
And for a moment — just a moment — the world feels a little quieter. A little more manageable. Neither of you knows what tomorrow will bring, but for now, you’re here. Together. And maybe, for tonight, that’s enough.
***
In Woking, the McLaren Technology Centre buzzes with the usual energy, but today, there’s a frantic undercurrent no one can quite contain. Engineers huddle over laptops, scrolling through telemetry and GPS data. Phones ring at an alarming frequency. It’s as though the entire organization holds its breath, waiting for a disaster they can’t fully comprehend but know is happening.
Zak Brown slams his phone down on the desk in his office, his jaw tight with frustration. “No answer. Nothing. It just goes to voicemail,” he says, pacing. His voice carries out into the open office space, drawing glances from staff nearby.
“Same here,” a voice pipes up from the other side of the room. Andrea Stella looks exhausted, cradling his phone against his ear. “No response to texts. No one at the hotel he was supposed to check into has seen him. And his phone’s not pinging anymore — it’s like it just went dark.”
Zak rakes a hand through his short, cropped hair, then exhales sharply. “We’re five days away from Austin. Five. Freaking. Days. And we’ve lost our damn driver.”
The words hang in the air, heavy with anxiety. The silence is punctuated only by the soft hum of computers and the occasional tap of keyboards. No one dares say what they’re all thinking: If Lando doesn’t show, they’re down a driver for one of the most critical races of the season.
Andrea leans back in his chair, pinching the bridge of his nose. “He was in New York,” he mutters, more to himself than to anyone else. “Why did he even go to New York? He was supposed to meet us in Austin straight away.”
Zak shrugs, his hands flying in frustration. “Lando said he wanted a couple of days to himself before the race. Some break or whatever. I figured — he works hard, let him have it. What’s the worst that could happen?”
Apparently, the worst did happen.
Over by the giant wall of monitors tracking everything from car data to driver schedules, one of the comms coordinators speaks up. “We haven’t been able to track his car since yesterday. No activity. Not even location pings.”
Zak swears under his breath and turns toward Andrea. “We need to start contingency planning. This is serious. If he’s not in Austin in the next day or so, we’ve gotta be ready.”
Andrea doesn’t reply right away. His mind churns through endless scenarios, none of them promising. Do they scramble to find a reserve driver? Call Pato O’Ward or Ryo Hirakawa? That would be a media frenzy in itself. But that’s a worst-case option — first, they need to find Lando.
“Have we checked his family? Friends? Girlfriends?” Zak asks, rubbing his temples.
“We tried his parents,” Andrea replies with a sigh. “His mum thought he was already in Austin. She hasn’t heard from him in over 24 hours either.”
“Girlfriend?” Zak asks.
“He doesn’t have one.” Andrea’s tone is clipped, as if that fact only makes the situation more frustrating. “He’s not exactly the relationship type.”
Zak mutters another curse. “Christ. He’s alone, halfway across the world, and we have no idea where the hell he is.”
The weight of that statement sinks in. It’s not just that Lando isn’t answering his phone — it’s the growing realization that something might have gone terribly wrong.
***
In another corner of the office, the team’s director of communications, Sophie, types furiously into her laptop. Every time she hits send on an email, another response pings back: negative. Nothing. No one knows anything.
“Has anyone checked the airlines?” She calls out. “If he was flying through New York, maybe there’s a record of him checking in somewhere?”
“We’re working on it,” one of the logistics guys responds, flicking through tabs on his screen. “But it’s hard to get anything without specific flight details.”
Sophie sighs and looks over at Zak and Andrea, who are still pacing near the windows. “Do you want me to draft a public statement?” She asks tentatively. “Just in case?”
Zak freezes. “No. Absolutely not. The second the media gets wind of this, it’ll turn into a circus. We’ll have paparazzi crawling over every hotel and airport in New York. We can’t afford that distraction.”
“But if he doesn’t show soon,” Sophie presses, “we might not have a choice. People will notice if he’s missing from Austin.”
Andrea folds his arms, his expression grim. “We’ve got 48 hours, tops. After that, people will start asking questions.”
Zak rubs his face, exhaustion creeping into his every movement. “Goddamn it, Lando.”
There’s a collective silence as the weight of the situation settles over the room. No one says it out loud, but they’re all thinking the same thing: Something has gone terribly wrong.
Sophie speaks up again, her voice quieter now. “We could … call the local authorities in New York? Just to see if anything’s been reported. An accident or-”
“No.” Zak cuts her off sharply, though there’s no bite behind the word — just fear. He doesn’t want to think about the possibility of Lando being hurt. Or worse.
But Andrea is already nodding. “Do it,” he says to Sophie. “Just discreetly. Don’t mention his name. See if they’ve had any reports matching his description.”
Sophie hesitates, then nods and picks up her phone, already pulling up contact numbers.
Zak looks over at Andrea, his jaw tight. “If something’s happened to him …”
“We’ll find him,” Andrea says firmly, though even he doesn’t sound entirely convinced.
Zak turns to the logistics guy. “Book me the next flight to New York. I’ll go myself if I have to.”
Andrea grabs Zak’s arm. “Wait. If you go running to New York, it’ll raise questions. We don’t want anyone finding out about this before we know what’s going on.”
Zak exhales sharply but nods. “You’re right.” He looks around the room, addressing everyone. “We keep this quiet. No leaks. No media.”
Everyone nods in unison, the weight of the unspoken agreement heavy in the air.
“Sophie,” Andrea says, turning back to her. “If the police don’t have anything … try the hospitals.”
“Already on it,” she replies, tapping at her phone.
Zak mutters under his breath, pacing again. “He better be okay.”
Andrea glances at the clock on the wall. Every second that ticks by feels heavier, more oppressive. The race in Austin is looming, and with each passing hour, their chance of finding Lando before everything unravels gets slimmer.
They have no idea what’s happened, no idea where Lando is, and no one to call for answers. All they can do is wait, and hope.
***
The morning sun streams through the thin curtains, casting a soft glow over your cluttered apartment. The smell of coffee lingers in the air, mixing with the faint sound of toast popping from the toaster. Lando sits across from you at the small kitchen table, his face scrunched in exaggerated misery. He’s been pouting for at least ten minutes now, stirring his cereal like it’s personally offended him.
“You’re seriously leaving me here? Alone?” His voice drips with disbelief, spoon clinking against the bowl. “What am I supposed to do? Stare at the wall? Die of boredom?”
You sigh, lifting your mug to your lips. “You’ll be fine. It’s just a few hours. I need to go to class.”
Lando leans forward, his elbows on the table, making no effort to hide his sulking. “You’re abandoning me.” He looks at you with those big, green eyes — slightly glassy from frustration, or maybe just sleepiness. “I thought we were, you know … friends now.”
“We are friends,” you say, setting your mug down with a small clink. “But friends don’t have to be attached at the hip.”
Lando lets out an exaggerated groan, dragging his hands down his face dramatically. “But what if I forget everything again? What if I walk out the door and just — poof — vanish into thin air?”
You narrow your eyes at him, half-amused. “I think you’ll manage to avoid disappearing for three hours.”
Lando drops his head onto the table with a thud. “I might die.”
“Okay, now you’re being ridiculous.”
He peeks up from where his cheek is squished against the table. “Just let me come with you.”
You pause mid-sip, the words hanging in the air. “To … class?”
“Yes.” He sits up straight, suddenly full of life again. “Take me with you. I won’t make a sound. I’ll just sit in the corner and … blend in. Like a plant.”
You arch a brow, incredulous. “You? Blending in?”
He places a hand over his chest, feigning insult. “I can totally blend in.”
You laugh, shaking your head. “I don’t think you’ve blended into anything a day in your life.”
“I’ll prove you wrong,” he declares with a grin, leaning back in his chair. “You won’t even know I’m there.”
You tilt your head, considering it for a moment. The idea is absurd, but it’s not like you haven’t already made enough bad decisions in the past 24 hours. What’s one more?
“You have to promise to be quiet,” you warn, pointing your spoon at him. “No interrupting. No talking to anyone. And definitely no causing a scene.”
Lando raises his hand solemnly, like a kid swearing an oath. “I pinky promise.”
You roll your eyes but extend your pinky anyway. He links his with yours, sealing the deal. His face lights up with the same kind of joy you’d expect from a kid on Christmas morning, and you can’t help but laugh.
“This is the dumbest idea,” you mutter under your breath, grabbing your backpack from the floor.
“You won’t regret it,” Lando says, practically bouncing in his seat.
But as you swing the backpack over your shoulder, something occurs to both of you at the same time.
Lando freezes mid-motion. “Uh … I don’t have any clothes.”
You blink, glancing down at the crumpled sweats he’s wearing — the same ones the hospital gave him. They’re wrinkled, a bit too big, and definitely not suitable for a law class at Columbia.
“Right,” you say slowly, realizing how ridiculous it would look if you showed up with him dressed like … well, that. “You need something better than hospital pajamas.”
Lando looks down at himself, then back at you. “This isn’t exactly suitable for blending in, huh?”
“Nope.” You chew the inside of your cheek, already running through the logistics. “There’s a department store a couple blocks away. If we leave now, we can stop there first.”
Lando grins, clearly pleased with how things are going. “See? Teamwork. This is why you keep me around.”
You scoff. “I didn’t exactly invite you to move in, remember?”
He shrugs, that boyish grin still plastered on his face. “Yet here we are.”
You shake your head, grabbing your keys. “Come on, plant boy. Let’s get you something halfway decent to wear.”
Lando hops up from his chair, looking far too pleased with himself. “I knew you wouldn’t leave me behind.”
***
The lecture hall hums with the quiet shuffle of notebooks, laptops, and tired law students. You’ve managed to slip in just before class starts, dragging Lando along like a reluctant sibling. After the last-minute stop at the clothing store, he’s now wearing a basic hoodie and dark jeans — simple enough to not attract too much attention. Or so you thought.
Lando’s sitting beside you, fidgeting with the cap of a pen. His leg bounces restlessly, and it hasn’t even been five minutes since the professor started his lecture on tort law.
You whisper sharply, “Stop moving.”
“I’m not doing anything,” he mutters back, spinning the pen between his fingers.
“Yes, you are.”
Lando lets out an exaggerated sigh but tries to stay still — at least for a full thirty seconds — before turning his attention back to the professor. As the professor drones on about duty of care, Lando tilts his head, brow furrowing in confusion.
“This guy sounds like he’s making stuff up,” he whispers under his breath.
You shoot him a warning look. “Shh.”
“No, really. What the hell is a reasonable person? Do they just pick some random dude off the street and ask what he’d do?”
You grit your teeth. “That’s not … just be quiet.”
Lando leans closer, clearly ignoring your plea. “You’d be a terrible lawyer if you tried that argument. ‘Your Honor, my client is a reasonable person.’ What even is that?” His accent makes the sarcasm hit a little harder, like he’s personally offended by the entire concept.
You pinch the bridge of your nose. This was a mistake. A huge, colossal mistake.
The professor is still speaking, explaining negligence, when Lando mumbles again, “So, wait — if someone slips on a wet floor, that’s someone else’s fault? Isn’t that just bad luck?”
“Lando-” you hiss through clenched teeth.
But he’s not done. “And what’s the point of signs if people still sue, anyway? I mean, if it says Wet Floor, what more do you want? A song and dance?”
Your face burns as a few students glance over, trying to suppress grins. You’re sinking lower in your seat, arms crossed tightly, praying to somehow blend into the furniture.
“Are you really paying for this?” Lando continues, oblivious to the daggers you’re glaring at him. “Because you should ask for a refund.”
A soft chuckle ripples from somewhere in the back of the room, and that’s the final straw.
The professor — an older man with wire-rimmed glasses and the tired patience of someone who’s been teaching far too long — pauses mid-sentence. He pushes his glasses up his nose and scans the room until his gaze lands squarely on you. And, unfortunately, Lando.
“Is there … something you’d like to share with the class, sir?”
You want to disappear. Melt into the floor. Be swallowed whole by the ground.
Lando, however, perks up like he’s just been invited to a dinner party. “Yeah, actually.” He leans back in his chair, throwing an arm over the back of it like he owns the place. “I just think it’s weird, this whole idea of liability for something that isn’t always in your control.”
A murmur of interest ripples through the class. Some students are amused, others just grateful for a break from the monotony of the lecture.
The professor narrows his eyes. “And you are?”
Lando flashes a charming grin. “Lando. Just visiting.”
The professor’s lips press into a thin line. “Well, Lando, this is a law class, not a debate club.”
“Isn’t law just debating with fancier words, though?” Lando shoots back, and a few students laugh outright.
You feel the blood drain from your face.
“Okay, that’s enough-” you start, but Lando is on a roll now.
“No, seriously. You’re saying someone can sue if they get hurt even if there was a warning? What’s next — someone sues a crack on the sidewalk because they tripped over it?”
More chuckles ripple through the room. The professor’s patience is clearly hanging by a thread. “That’s not exactly how the law works, young man.”
“Then explain it,” Lando challenges, leaning forward. “Because from where I’m sitting, this sounds like people just want excuses to blame someone else.”
The professor looks genuinely exasperated now. “If you’re not enrolled in this course, I’d advise you to refrain from further commentary.”
You shoot a hand out, slapping it firmly over Lando’s mouth before he can respond. His eyes go wide with surprise, muffled sounds of protest buzzing against your palm.
“I am so sorry, Professor,” you blurt, your face burning hotter by the second. “He’s — he’s not a student. I promise this won’t happen again.”
Lando tries to wriggle free, but you keep your hand firmly planted over his mouth as you yank him up by the arm. His chair scrapes loudly against the floor, and a few students snicker as you drag him toward the exit.
The professor clears his throat, adjusting his glasses. “Let’s continue, shall we?”
You pull Lando through the door and into the hallway, your heart pounding with mortification.
“What the hell was that?” You whisper-yell, spinning around to face him the second you’re out of earshot. “I told you to be quiet!”
Lando’s eyes sparkle mischievously above the edge of your hand, and before you can react, he presses his tongue against your palm.
“Ugh!” You recoil in disgust, jerking your hand away. “Did you just-”
“Did you really think you could keep me quiet that easily?” He grins, wiping his mouth with the sleeve of his hoodie.
“That is disgusting!” You rub your hand furiously against your jeans.
Lando chuckles, completely unbothered. “Well, it worked, didn’t it?”
You glare at him, feeling a mix of anger, embarrassment, and the faintest hint of amusement — though you’d die before admitting it.
“You’re impossible,” you mutter, crossing your arms.
Lando shrugs, still grinning. “You knew what you were getting into when you brought me.”
“No, I absolutely did not.” You shake your head, exasperated. “Do you know how much trouble I could’ve gotten in?”
“But you didn’t,” he points out with a cheeky grin. “I saved the class from a really boring lecture. You should be thanking me.”
You let out a frustrated groan, turning on your heel to storm down the hallway. “Come on, we’re leaving.”
Lando jogs to catch up with you, still laughing under his breath. “Don’t be mad. Admit it — you were kind of impressed.”
“I was not impressed,” you say flatly, pushing open the door to the stairwell.
“Maybe a little bit?” He teases, nudging your shoulder.
“Absolutely not.”
“Aw, come on. I thought we made a great team in there.”
You give him a withering look. “I’m seriously reconsidering this whole arrangement.”
But Lando just grins wider, falling into step beside you. “Nah, you love having me around.”
You roll your eyes as the two of you descend the stairs, already dreading the next conversation you’ll have to endure because of this.
Lando hums, clearly pleased with himself. “So … What’s next? Lunch? Another class? Maybe we try philosophy next. I have so many thoughts.”
You shoot him a look that could kill. “Do not push your luck.”
Lando just laughs, utterly unapologetic. And despite yourself, you feel the tiniest tug of a smile at the corner of your mouth.
***
The halal cart on the corner smells like heaven — charred lamb, grilled onions, and the sharp tang of white sauce hanging in the air. There’s already a small line, but you don’t mind. The break from your chaotic morning with Lando is much needed. He’s standing beside you, hands stuffed into his hoodie pockets, rocking on his heels like a restless kid waiting for candy.
“So … this is a New York classic?” Lando asks, glancing skeptically at the handwritten menu taped to the side of the cart.
“Yes,” you say with a little grin. “You’re about to experience lamb over rice with white sauce. It’s practically a rite of passage.”
“Doesn’t sound fancy,” he muses, nose scrunching slightly.
“It’s not. That’s the whole point.”
When it’s your turn, you order two lamb over rices and a couple of sodas, stepping to the side so the next person can order. Lando watches, intrigued as the cart guy flips sizzling meat on the griddle with quick, practiced movements.
“You come here a lot?” Lando asks.
You shrug. “Often enough. Cheap, fast, and good — you can’t beat it.”
He hums thoughtfully, watching the cart guy with curiosity. “And you’re paying for me, huh? You didn’t have to do that.”
“I don’t mind,” you say, handing over cash when the food is ready. The warm, foil-wrapped containers radiate delicious heat against your fingers.
As you hand Lando his food and the two of you walk toward the steps of the Columbia library, he hesitates. “Seriously, I feel bad about it. I should’ve been the one paying.”
You scoff, finding a spot on the wide stone stairs and sitting down. “Yeah, well, you don’t have a wallet. Or, you know, memories. So I think it’s okay.”
He sits beside you, the smell of lamb and garlic wafting between you. “Still.”
You grin, poking your plastic fork into your food. “Tell you what — when your memories come back, you can pay me back. Since you’ve got a McLaren, I’m guessing you can afford it.”
Lando snorts, shaking his head as he unwraps his container. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
The two of you dig into your meals, the bustle of the city alive all around. Horns honk in the distance, pigeons coo at your feet, and students filter in and out of the library behind you. There’s something oddly peaceful about it. For the first time since this whole strange adventure started, things feel … easy.
Lando lets out a small noise of appreciation after a few bites. “Okay, this is actually good.”
“Told you.” You grin smugly, scooping more rice onto your fork. “Halal carts don’t miss.”
Lando points his fork at you. “I stand corrected. You New Yorkers know your street food.”
You laugh, taking a sip of your soda. “Damn right we do.”
For a while, the two of you eat in comfortable silence, watching the city move around you. Lando seems at ease, though every so often, you catch him staring into the distance like he’s trying to grab onto something just out of reach — memories that won’t quite click into place.
“How are you feeling?” You ask gently.
He shrugs, poking at his food with his fork. “I dunno. Fine, I guess. Just … frustrated.”
You nod. “It’ll come back. You just need time.”
Lando presses his lips together, looking down at the lamb and rice like it holds the answers to everything. “It’s weird, though. Like-“ He pauses, trying to find the words. “Like I know there’s something I should remember, but it’s just not there. You know?”
“Yeah,” you say softly. “I get it.”
He exhales, leaning back on his hands, his food momentarily forgotten. “It’s just hard not knowing. Who I am, what I do … where I fit.”
You glance at him, the vulnerability in his expression catching you off guard. For a guy who usually hides behind playful grins and cheeky remarks, it’s rare to see him this open, this honest.
“Hey,” you say, nudging his shoulder with yours. “You’re fitting just fine right here. No pressure to remember anything right now.”
He gives you a small, grateful smile. “Thanks.”
You finish the rest of your food in easy companionship, the city buzzing quietly around you. It feels surprisingly normal — two people sitting on the library steps, eating street food, and talking like old friends.
When the last bite of lamb is gone and the containers are crumpled into a nearby trash bin, you stretch your legs out with a sigh. “So, my classes are done for the day. What do you wanna do now?”
Lando perks up, a glimmer of excitement lighting his face. “Central Park. I’ve always wanted to see it.”
You arch a brow. “Always?”
He shrugs, grinning. “Well, maybe not always. But it sounds cool, right?”
You smile despite yourself. “It’s a big park, Lando. Hope you’ve got good walking shoes.”
Lando glances down at his new sneakers, wiggling his feet experimentally. “I’m ready.”
You laugh, standing and brushing crumbs off your lap. “Alright, let’s do it.”
With that, the two of you head toward the subway, blending into the rhythm of the city — just another pair of people wandering through the streets of New York, trying to figure things out one step at a time.
***
The two of you stand side by side, leaning over the railing at the penguin exhibit in the Central Park Zoo. A group of them waddles awkwardly around their little habitat, sliding on their bellies and plunging into the water with clumsy grace. Lando is completely captivated, his eyes wide and bright as if he’s seeing penguins for the first time.
“Look at that one,” he says, grinning as a particularly rotund penguin flops dramatically into the pool. “That’s me. That one right there.”
You laugh. “I can see the resemblance.”
Lando bumps his shoulder against yours, the cold October air carrying his playful energy. “If I don’t remember anything about myself, maybe I was secretly a penguin enthusiast.”
“Honestly, not the worst thing to be,” you say, smiling. “Could be worse.”
For a while, the two of you fall into an easy rhythm — watching the penguins dive and splash, swapping silly theories about what your hypothetical future careers as zoo employees might look like. The peace is nice, a soft pocket of calm in the buzz of New York.
And then it happens.
“OH MY GOD, it’s Lando Norris!”
The shout comes from somewhere behind you. At first, you don’t think it’s directed at either of you. But when you turn, a small group of teenage girls is staring directly at Lando with wide eyes, their phones already out and recording.
Lando looks at them, blinking in confusion. “Uh … hi?”
The girls rush over, bouncing with excitement. “We can’t believe it! You’re really here! In New York!”
Lando glances at you, bewildered, then back at the girls. “Uh … yeah?”
“Can we take a picture with you?” one of them asks breathlessly, clutching her phone like a lifeline.
Lando hesitates, clearly confused but not wanting to make a scene. “Sure?”
Before you can react, they surround him, taking selfies and giggling like it’s the best day of their lives. Lando flashes an awkward smile for each photo, looking like he’s trying to keep up but not fully understanding what’s happening.
You stand to the side, watching in stunned silence as this bizarre moment unfolds. Lando Norris. Why does that name sound so familiar?
“Thank you so much!” The girls squeal once the photo session ends. One of them waves as they walk away. “Good luck at the race!”
The girls disappear into the crowd, still giggling, leaving Lando standing next to you with a stunned expression. He blinks a couple of times, as if trying to make sense of what just happened.
“Well.” He turns to you, his confusion melting into a crooked grin. “I guess I’m famous.”
You let out a breathless laugh, your mind already working overtime. “Hold on.” Grabbing your phone, you quickly open the browser and type his name.
The results load instantly — articles, social media posts, fan pages. The screen fills with photos of Lando, all of them unmistakably him, usually grinning in front of race cars or holding trophies. There’s even a photo of him standing next to a sleek McLaren, looking impossibly proud.
You turn the screen toward him. “So … apparently, you’re a Formula 1 driver.”
Lando stares at the phone like it’s showing him a ghost. “Formula 1 …”
You scroll further down the page, reading headlines aloud. “‘Lando Norris: McLaren’s Rising Star.’ ‘Lando Norris on Racing, Pressure, and Fame.’ ‘The Young British Driver Taking Formula 1 by Storm.’” You glance at him. “Now the McLaren makes sense.”
Lando rubs the back of his neck, clearly overwhelmed. “I … I don’t remember any of this.”
You bite your lip, piecing things together. “Wait — right after the crash, when you were all out of it, you kept saying you were a race car driver. I thought you were just some rich kid talking nonsense.”
Lando blinks a few times, as if the memory is just out of reach. “I guess I wasn’t.”
The two of you fall into stunned silence, the realization hanging heavy in the air. It’s surreal. One minute, Lando was just some lost guy with no memory, and now — he’s apparently a professional race car driver with fans, fame, and a career you didn’t even know existed.
“This is insane,” you mutter, scrolling through the search results. “How does someone just … forget all of this?”
Lando is quiet beside you, staring at the screen like he’s trying to force the memories to come back through sheer willpower. Then, suddenly, his expression shifts — panic flashing in his eyes. “Wait. What did those girls say? Something about a race?”
You scroll back up to check the news alerts. “Yeah. The United States Grand Prix. It’s happening this weekend.”
Lando’s face pales. “This weekend?”
You nod, your heart starting to race along with his. “Yeah. In Austin.”
Panic settles over him like a weight. “I have a race. In a few days. And I still don’t remember anything.”
You place a hand on his arm, trying to steady him. “Hey, hey — breathe. We’ll figure this out, okay? You don’t have to remember everything right now.”
Lando lets out a shaky breath, running a hand through his hair. “How am I supposed to race if I don’t even remember racing?”
You can see the fear in his eyes, the way he’s gripping the railing like it’s the only thing keeping him upright. He’s not just scared — he’s terrified.
“One thing at a time,” you say gently. “First, we need to contact someone from your team. They’ve probably been looking for you.”
Lando gives a small, panicked laugh. “Great. That’ll be fun to explain — ‘Hi, sorry, I forgot who I was and ended up in New York.’“
You squeeze his arm reassuringly. “They’ll just be glad you’re okay.”
He looks at you, his expression softening slightly. “Thanks. For … you know, everything.”
You offer him a small smile. “Don’t mention it.”
But as the two of you stand there, the enormity of the situation settling between you, you know things are only going to get more complicated from here. Because Lando Norris isn’t just some random guy who lost his memory — he’s a professional athlete with a career that’s still waiting for him.
And somehow, you’ve become a part of the chaos.
***
The McLaren garage in Austin is buzzing like a kicked anthill. Mechanics are running diagnostics on car components, engineers are gathered around laptops, and team managers are huddled over plans, but there’s a thick tension under it all. They’re missing something — or someone — and every minute that passes without word from Lando tightens the knot of stress across the paddock.
In the team’s motorhome, the director of trackside operations, Mark, leans over a table, muttering something about flight records to a colleague. Then his phone buzzes.
“It’s Liz from Woking,” the other man says, reading the caller ID. “Should I-”
“Put it through.” Mark gestures impatiently. “Maybe she’s heard something.”
The line clicks, and Liz’s voice comes through, brisk and professional but with an undertone of hesitation. “Hey, Mark, we just got a call from someone claiming to know where Lando is.”
Mark freezes. Every eye in the room turns toward him. “What do you mean ‘claiming’?”
“They’re saying Lando is with them in New York,” Liz continues. “Should I patch them through to you?”
Mark’s heart jumps. “Do it. Now.”
The seconds feel like hours until there’s a mechanical click, and then-
“Hello?” Your voice crackles over the speaker, sounding cautious but steady. “Is this the McLaren team?”
Mark exchanges a sharp glance with one of the engineers before answering. “Yes. This is Mark, McLaren’s director of trackside operations. Who is this?”
You take a breath, clearly trying to keep your nerves in check. “I, uh, my name’s Y/N. I’m with Lando.”
There’s an audible shift in the room. Mark presses his palm to the table, leaning forward as though proximity to the phone will help him make sense of this. “With Lando? As in — he’s there with you, right now?”
“Yeah,” you say, and then your voice turns muffled for a second, like you’re whispering. “Lando, say hi.”
There’s a beat of silence, then a familiar voice chimes in, unsure but undeniably Lando’s.
“Hi.”
The tension in the room cracks wide open, releasing a mix of shock, disbelief, and relief. One of the engineers mouths, thank God. Mark pinches the bridge of his nose, a rush of adrenaline surging through him.
“Lando,” Mark says, his tone walking a tightrope between frustration and sheer relief, “what the hell is going on? Where have you been?”
“Uh …” Lando’s voice falters slightly. “I think I got into a bit of a … situation.”
“A situation?” Mark repeats, incredulous. “You’ve been missing for almost two days, mate. Do you know how close we were to filing a missing persons report?”
“Yeah, about that …” Lando trails off, and you jump in, clearly sensing he needs a lifeline.
“Look, we’re really sorry,” you say quickly. “He got into a car accident — he’s okay now,” you add hastily, “but it was bad enough that he, well … he doesn’t remember anything.”
The silence on the other end of the line is deafening. Mark’s brain stumbles over the words. “What do you mean, he doesn’t remember anything?”
“Like, nothing,” Lando mutters, his voice low and frustrated. “I woke up with no memory. Didn’t even know my own name until Y/N told me what it was.”
Mark scrubs a hand over his face, trying to piece it all together. This makes no sense. “And you’re in New York right now?”
“Yes,” you confirm. “He crashed his car here. I found him and brought him to the hospital, and now we’re … um … back at my apartment.”
A pause stretches long and thin. The room in Austin feels too small, the weight of the situation pressing down on everyone.
“Jesus Christ,” Mark mutters under his breath. “Okay. Listen carefully. We need your address. Now.”
You hesitate. “Why do you need it?”
“Because we’re sending someone to get him,” Mark says, not bothering to mask the urgency in his voice. “Lando has a race in less than four days. We need to bring him to Austin yesterday.”
There’s a shuffling noise on your end, and when Lando speaks again, his voice carries an edge of panic. “Wait — hold on, Mark. I don’t remember anything. I can’t race if I don’t even know who I am!”
Mark exhales slowly, softening his tone but not his resolve. “We’ll figure that part out, Lando. But right now, you need to get to Austin. The longer you stay where you are, the worse this gets.”
You cut in, sounding skeptical. “What exactly is the plan here? Because right now, it sounds like you’re asking him to show up for a race with no memory of … well, anything. That doesn’t seem safe.”
Mark drums his fingers on the table, frustration simmering just below the surface. “Look, we’ll handle it once he’s here. This is a controlled situation — we’ll have doctors on standby. But we can’t do anything if he’s stuck in New York.”
There’s a pause on the other end of the line, a stretch of silence thick with indecision.
“Lando?” Mark prompts, lowering his voice. “Are you okay with this? Do you trust us?”
Another shuffle on the line. “Yeah … I guess. But, Mark, seriously — what if I can’t do it? What if I screw everything up?”
“You won’t,” Mark says firmly, injecting confidence where Lando is clearly lacking. “We’ve got your back, mate. We’ll take it one step at a time. Just stay put, and we’ll sort the rest.”
Lando exhales audibly, like he’s trying to let go of some of the fear gripping him. “Okay.”
Mark straightens, sensing the conversation wrapping up. “Good. Now, give us the address, and sit tight.”
You’re quiet for a second, and then, after what sounds like a reluctant sigh, you rattle off your address. Mark scribbles it down, then repeats it to confirm.
“Got it,” he says. “Don’t move from that spot. Zak’s already on his way to pick you up.”
There’s an awkward shuffle, and then your voice returns, tinged with disbelief. “Wait — Zak? As in, the CEO? Your boss is coming here personally?”
“Yes,” Mark replies, dead serious. “And I strongly suggest you both be ready when he arrives.”
Lando groans, and you laugh softly, though there’s an undercurrent of nerves in it. “Well, this is officially the weirdest day of my life,” you mutter.
“Welcome to Formula 1,” Mark says dryly.
The call ends with a click, leaving Mark and the rest of the team in Austin scrambling to prepare. Meanwhile, back in New York, Lando leans back on your couch, his head in his hands, looking like a man who just agreed to something without fully understanding what.
You glance at him, arching an eyebrow. “So … Zak Brown is coming to my apartment?”
“Apparently.” Lando drops his hands and gives you a helpless look. “God, I feel like I’m in so much trouble.”
You snort, half-amused, half-terrified for him. “Yeah, you probably are.”
Lando groans again, flopping dramatically onto the cushions. “This is a disaster.”
You pat his knee in mock sympathy. “Better buckle up. Your life’s about to get a whole lot weirder.”
And with that, you both sit in the strange, buzzing silence — caught between the surreal chaos of what’s coming and the quiet, unexpected bond you’ve built in the middle of it.
***
It’s a little past noon when Zak Brown pulls up in a sleek black SUV outside your apartment building. You watch through the window as he steps out, all business — except for the concerned crease in his brow. Even from up here, you can tell he’s walking with purpose, the weight of responsibility heavy on his shoulders.
Lando stands by the door, peeking through the curtains with you, looking nervous. “What if he hates me?” He mutters, running a hand through his unruly curls.
You glance at him, taken aback. “Why would he hate you?”
Lando shrugs, fidgeting. “I don’t know … maybe because I crashed a car, disappeared for three days, and now I can’t even remember who he is?”
You snort softly, nudging him with your elbow. “Well, when you put it like that …”
There’s a knock on the door. Lando jumps a little, and you exchange a glance before you open it.
Zak is standing there, a commanding presence filling the small hallway. His gaze flickers over you for a moment before locking onto Lando. Relief floods his face, and without a word, he strides forward, wrapping Lando in a bear hug that lifts him a few inches off the ground.
“Thank God,” Zak mutters, voice gruff with emotion. “You had us scared half to death, kid.”
Lando stands there, arms awkwardly pinned to his sides, looking like he’s not sure what to do. Finally, he lifts one hand and pats Zak gingerly on the back, his eyes wide as he meets your amused gaze over Zak’s shoulder.
“Uh, hi?” Lando says, voice muffled against Zak’s chest.
Zak pulls back, his hands gripping Lando’s shoulders as he gives him a once-over. “You alright?” His tone is more businesslike now, eyes searching Lando’s face. “You look … fine, considering what we heard.”
Lando grimaces, glancing at you for backup. “I don’t really feel fine, to be honest. I can’t remember anything.”
Zak’s face tightens, but he quickly shifts his attention to you. “I can’t thank you enough for what you’ve done,” he says, his voice warmer now. “If you hadn’t been there … well, I don’t even want to think about it.”
You wave it off, feeling a little awkward under the weight of his gratitude. “It’s no big deal. Really. I just did what anyone would’ve done.”
Zak raises an eyebrow. “I’m not so sure about that. You went above and beyond. We owe you.”
Lando fidgets next to you, his fingers tapping against his leg. “So … what now?”
Zak turns back to him, his expression softening. “Now, we get you back to Austin. You’ve got a race in a couple days, and we need to figure out what we’re dealing with here. Doctors, specialists … we’ll take care of you.”
Lando’s face falls, panic flitting across his features. He glances at you, then back at Zak. “Wait, what? You mean we’re leaving … now?”
Zak nods. “Yeah. We’ve got to get you back to the team as soon as possible.”
Lando looks back at you, his face pale. “But … I don’t want to go alone.”
Zak blinks, clearly not expecting that. “You won’t be alone. The whole team is there.”
Lando shakes his head, his voice tightening with anxiety. “No, I mean … I don’t know anyone. Except …” He trails off, looking at you again.
You meet his gaze, unsure of what he’s asking, and suddenly, you get it.
“No,” you say quickly, raising your hands in surrender. “I can’t — I have classes, and-”
“Can she come with us?” Lando blurts out, cutting you off.
Both you and Zak stare at him, equally surprised.
Zak is the first to recover, blinking as though trying to process the request. “You want her to come with us to Austin?”
Lando nods, his eyes pleading as he turns to you. “Please. I don’t-” He hesitates, swallowing hard. “I don’t want to go by myself. You’re the only person I feel like I know right now.”
You open your mouth to argue, but the words get stuck in your throat. You’ve spent the last couple of days trying to help this guy, thinking he’d recover and everything would go back to normal. But now, with him looking at you like you’re the only thing keeping him grounded, it feels like the ground’s been pulled out from under you instead.
Zak looks at you expectantly. “Well? What do you think?”
You stare at both of them, feeling the weight of the decision pressing down on you. On one hand, this isn’t your problem. Lando has an entire team, an entire life waiting for him in Austin. He doesn’t need you tagging along. But on the other hand … the thought of leaving him now, when he’s so lost and vulnerable, feels wrong. You’ve been his lifeline — whether you wanted to be or not — and something inside you can’t shake the feeling that maybe he still needs you.
You sigh, running a hand through your hair. “I guess I can watch my lectures online …”
Lando’s face lights up, and Zak claps his hands together. “That settles it, then,” he says, already moving toward the door. “Go pack a bag. We’ll head out as soon as you’re ready.”
You stand there for a second, still processing the fact that you just agreed to go to Austin with a guy you barely know, who also happens to be an amnesiac F1 driver. This was not how you saw your week going.
“Are you sure about this?” You ask Lando quietly, once Zak steps outside to make a phone call.
Lando nods, his expression sincere. “Yeah. I don’t know what’s going on, but … I know I feel better when you’re around.”
Your heart stutters at that, a warmth spreading through your chest despite yourself. You nod and turn toward your bedroom, trying not to let him see how much that simple admission has affected you.
“Give me ten minutes,” you say over your shoulder.
Lando watches you disappear into your room, relief clear on his face. “Take your time.”
Ten minutes later, you’re standing at the door with a hastily packed duffel bag slung over your shoulder. Zak reappears, finishing a phone call, and gestures toward the SUV. “Let’s get moving. We’ve got a plane waiting.”
The ride to the airport is mostly quiet, though Lando keeps glancing at you every few minutes, like he’s still making sure you’re real and actually there. You catch him doing it once, and he quickly looks away, pretending to fiddle with his seatbelt.
Zak notices too, but doesn’t say anything, just tapping away on his phone, presumably giving updates to the team in Austin.
When you finally board the private jet, it hits you all over again how surreal this entire situation is. The plush leather seats, the quiet hum of the engine, the fact that you’re flying across the country with a Formula 1 team because their driver has amnesia and apparently needs you to hold his hand through it all. It’s like something out of a weird dream.
Lando sits next to you, his knee bumping yours every so often as the plane takes off. He doesn’t seem to notice, too busy staring out the window, lost in his own thoughts. You wonder what’s going through his head — how it must feel to have your entire life ripped away, every memory and experience erased, leaving you with nothing but confusion and panic.
You’re pulled from your thoughts when Zak leans over the seat, giving you both a small, tight smile. “We’ll be landing in Austin in a few hours. The team’s already been updated on the situation, so we’ll go straight to the hotel and get Lando checked by the doctors.”
Lando nods, but he still looks uneasy. You reach out and give his arm a gentle squeeze, trying to offer some comfort. “We’ll figure it out,” you say quietly.
He glances at you, his expression softening. “Thanks.”
Zak watches the two of you for a moment longer, then leans back, leaving you in a strange, charged silence as the plane continues its journey toward the unknown.
***
The jet lands with a smooth touch on the tarmac at Austin-Bergstrom International Airport, and Zak is already up and moving before the wheels fully stop.
“Alright, let’s get moving,” he says briskly, shooting a glance back at Lando and you. His voice leaves no room for hesitation.
Lando is sitting rigidly in his seat, his fingers anxiously tapping against the armrest. As soon as the cabin door opens and the humid Texas air floods in, Zak gestures for both of you to follow. Lando shoots you a nervous glance before suddenly reaching for your hand, gripping it like a lifeline.
You raise your brows but don’t pull away. “Lando?”
“Don’t let go,” he whispers, his voice tight. “Please.”
The plea is quiet, almost childlike, and something about it tugs at your heart. You give his hand a reassuring squeeze. “I’m right here. Let’s go.”
Zak, halfway down the steps of the jet, turns impatiently. “Come on, you two!”
Lando pulls you along, practically dragging you after him. His steps are uneven, like he can’t decide whether to sprint away from everything or freeze in place. By the time you reach the black SUV waiting on the tarmac, Lando’s breathing is shallow, his grip on your hand almost too tight. You climb into the backseat with him, his knee bouncing anxiously as the driver pulls out toward the city.
When you arrive at the Hilton in downtown Austin, Zak wastes no time, herding you both through the polished lobby and straight to a large conference room on the second floor. The door swings open to reveal what looks like a pop-up medical center.
There are exam tables, diagnostic equipment, and at least half a dozen physicians and specialists, all dressed in clinical whites and branded team gear. The air smells faintly of antiseptic, and the hum of low conversations fills the space. Everyone is focused and efficient — like they’ve done this before, just not with a driver who can’t remember anything.
Lando stops dead in his tracks at the entrance, his hand still gripping yours. His eyes dart around the room, wide and glassy, like a deer in headlights.
Zak claps him on the shoulder. “Right, Lando. They’re just going to check you over, make sure everything is good before the race.”
Lando stares at him. “What race?” His voice is strained, barely above a whisper.
Zak’s smile is tight, his patience visibly thinning. “The Grand Prix. On Sunday. We’ve got three days to get you ready.”
Lando takes a step back, bumping into you. “How … how am I supposed to race?” He stammers, his voice cracking. “I don’t even remember what racing is. How do you expect me to get in a car and drive it? What if I crash? What if I-”
He’s spiraling, and you can feel it. His breathing is coming faster now, his grip on your hand becoming painfully tight.
“Lando,” you whisper, squeezing his hand. “Breathe, okay? Just breathe.”
But it’s like he can’t hear you. His chest rises and falls in shallow, rapid bursts, his other hand gripping the hem of his shirt so tightly his knuckles turn white.
“I can’t do this,” he mutters, shaking his head over and over again. “I don’t even know how to be me. Everyone’s acting like I’m supposed to just jump back into my life, but I-” He cuts off, his throat tightening.
Zak opens his mouth, likely to say something firm and pragmatic, but before he can, the door swings open again, and someone strides in.
“Lando?”
A young man in casual team gear stands at the door, blinking as though he can’t believe what he’s seeing. His brown hair is slightly tousled, and there’s a look of cautious relief in his eyes.
Lando stiffens beside you, his breath catching. He stares at the newcomer, recognition flickering in his eyes — not in the form of memory, but in the way his entire body seems to relax at the sight of him.
“Who-” Lando starts, his voice unsteady.
The young man steps forward, concern written all over his face. “It’s me. Oscar.”
Lando doesn’t move for a moment, frozen in place. Then, slowly, as if something instinctive clicks into place, he takes a step toward the other man.
“Oscar …” he murmurs, testing the name on his tongue.
Oscar closes the distance between them in two quick strides and pulls Lando into a tight, firm hug. And just like that, Lando melts into it. His whole body seems to deflate, the tension draining from his muscles as he leans into Oscar’s embrace.
“Fucking hell, mate,” Oscar mutters against his shoulder, giving him a hard squeeze. “We were all freaking out. You had us worried sick.”
Lando doesn’t say anything, just clings to Oscar like a lifeline, his face buried in the other man’s shoulder. It’s the first time you’ve seen him fully relax since the accident, and it takes you by surprise how much it affects you.
Zak clears his throat, and Oscar finally pulls back, though he keeps a steadying hand on Lando’s shoulder.
Lando wipes at his eyes quickly, like he’s embarrassed to have broken down in front of everyone. “Sorry,” he mutters. “I … I don’t remember you. But you feel … familiar.”
Oscar gives him a small, reassuring smile. “That’s okay. We’ll figure it out, yeah? One step at a time.”
Lando nods, biting his lip, and you can tell he’s trying to keep it together.
Zak claps his hands. “Right, now that we’ve had our reunion, we need to get started. Oscar, you can stick around, but these guys need to run some tests.”
Oscar gives Lando’s shoulder one more squeeze before stepping aside to let the medical team take over. You start to follow, but Lando’s hand shoots out, grabbing yours again.
“Stay,” he whispers, his eyes pleading.
You nod, squeezing his hand. “I’m not going anywhere.”
The next couple of hours are a blur of activity. Lando sits through blood tests, brain scans, vision checks, and reflex tests, all the while clinging to your hand like a lifeline. Every now and then, Oscar cracks a joke or nudges Lando with his elbow, trying to make him smile. And somehow, it works. You can see the flickers of trust between them — something unspoken and unbreakable, even if Lando doesn’t remember it yet.
When the doctors finally wrap up, Zak reappears, looking satisfied with the reports. “You’re good to go, Lando. Rest up tonight. You have free practice tomorrow.”
Lando’s face pales again. “Practice? For the race?”
Zak nods. “Don’t worry, kid. You’ll be fine. It’ll come back to you once you’re in the car.”
Lando looks far from convinced, but Oscar slings an arm around his shoulders. “I’ll be with you the whole time, mate. We’ll take it slow, alright?”
Lando exhales, nodding slowly. “Okay.”
You give his hand one last squeeze before finally letting go, your heart heavy with the knowledge that Lando’s world is slowly pulling him back in — whether he’s ready or not.
***
Friday arrives under the blinding Texas sun, and the paddock at the Circuit of the Americas is alive with the hum of activity. The smell of hot asphalt, rubber, and gasoline fills the air, and everything seems to move at hyperspeed — mechanics adjusting tires, engineers tapping furiously on laptops, and cameras catching every moment of the weekend’s unfolding drama.
In the McLaren garage, Lando stands rooted in place, wide-eyed and tense, staring at the papaya-colored car being prepped for free practice. His race suit feels suffocatingly tight, and every instinct in his body is screaming at him to run.
“Mate, you’ve got this. It’ll come back to you,” Oscar says from beside him, squeezing Lando’s shoulder.
Lando swallows hard, feeling the sweat bead on his brow beneath the weight of his helmet in his hands. He glances at the car and then at Zak, who gives him an encouraging nod. Everyone around him looks so calm — like this is all normal, like this is exactly where he belongs.
But the thing is, he doesn’t remember if this is where he belongs. His stomach churns with fear, twisting tighter with each glance at the sleek machine waiting for him.
“I don’t think I can do this,” Lando mutters, just loud enough for you to hear. His voice is thin, almost lost beneath the noise of the garage. “What if I mess up? What if I crash? What if-”
“Lando.”
He turns, eyes full of panic, and you step closer, careful to keep your voice steady. “Breathe. Just … take a second. You don’t have to think about the race right now. Just the practice. One lap at a time. One corner at a time.”
He clenches his jaw, struggling to keep his composure. “But what if I forget what to do? I still don’t even remember who I am.”
“You’re Lando Norris,” you say firmly. “And I know you’ve got this. Maybe your brain doesn’t remember, but your body does.”
Lando’s lip twitches, caught between a nervous laugh and a scoff. “That’s easy for you to say.”
“Hey.” You nudge his shoulder with yours. “You said it yourself yesterday — racing must mean something to you. Your body knows what to do. You just have to trust it.”
He stares at you for a moment, lips parting slightly like he wants to argue, but something in your expression makes him pause. He takes a deep breath, nodding slowly. “Okay,” he whispers, though it sounds like he’s trying to convince himself.
Just then, one of the mechanics gestures toward the car. “It’s ready, mate. Time to hop in.”
Lando’s hands tremble slightly as he adjusts his helmet under his arm. Zak gives him an encouraging clap on the back, and Oscar leans in close. “I’ll be right there with you during practice. You’re not alone in this, okay?”
Lando nods, though his eyes are still clouded with uncertainty.
The mechanics pull back the steering wheel and lift it out of the cockpit, making room for him to slide in. Lando stares at the narrow seat, frozen for just a second too long, before your voice cuts through the haze of his fear.
“You don’t have to be perfect, Lando. Just be you.”
Something about those words seems to reach him. He sucks in a breath, gives you a tentative nod, and finally, slowly, lowers himself into the cockpit.
And just like that, something shifts.
The moment his body settles into the molded seat, his fingers finding the familiar feel of the wheel, it’s as if a switch is flipped inside him. His shoulders relax slightly, his hands seem to know exactly where to rest, and his feet instinctively press against the pedals like they belong there. He rolls his neck side to side, the movements fluid and natural — like he’s done it a thousand times before.
The mechanics lean in to fasten his harness and replace the wheel, and Lando doesn’t flinch, his attention shifting to the world through the narrow slit of his helmet. His hands tighten around the wheel, and without thinking, he taps one of the buttons to bring up a setting on the dash.
Zak notices the small motion and smiles. “There he is.”
Oscar leans down beside the cockpit and grins. “Told you, mate. It’s muscle memory. You’re already in the zone.”
Lando doesn’t reply, but you can see the faintest flicker of something like relief in his eyes. His breath evens out, and some of the tension in his posture melts away.
You step closer to the side of the car, giving him a thumbs-up. “See? Like riding a bike.”
He turns his head slightly toward you, the corners of his mouth twitching under the helmet. “Except a bike doesn’t go 300 kilometers an hour.”
“Details,” you say with a grin.
One of the engineers taps his headset. “Alright, Lando. Fire it up. We’ll do a systems check before you head out.”
Lando takes a deep breath, then hits the ignition button. The engine roars to life with a deafening growl, vibrating through the air and rattling the walls of the garage. You jump slightly at the sound, but Lando doesn’t even blink. His eyes are locked straight ahead, his grip on the wheel steady.
It’s like watching a different person — the nervous, unsure Lando from earlier fading into the background as something sharper, more focused, takes its place.
The mechanics give a few final nods, signaling everything is good to go. The team radio crackles to life in Lando’s ear.
“Alright, Lando. Systems look good. Let’s roll out and get some laps in. We’ll ease into it.”
Lando’s fingers tap lightly against the wheel, a gesture that feels almost unconscious. He glances over at you one last time, his eyes peeking through the visor.
“You’ve got this,” you tell him, your voice steady and sure. “Just drive.”
For the first time since you met him, Lando’s smile reaches his eyes. It’s small and fleeting, but it’s there — a glimpse of the person buried beneath the fear and confusion.
“Thanks,” he murmurs through the helmet, his voice crackling over the radio.
You step back as the mechanics lower the car off its jacks. The tires touch the ground with a solid thunk, and the sound of the engine revving fills the garage.
“Let’s do this,” Lando says, more to himself than anyone else. And with that, the car rolls forward, smooth and controlled, out of the garage and into the sunlight of the pit lane.
You stand at the edge of the garage, watching as the papaya car disappears around the corner, the roar of the engine fading into the distance. Your heart pounds in your chest, a strange mixture of pride and nerves settling in your stomach.
“He’ll be fine,” Zak says from beside you, watching the car with a knowing smile. “He always is.”
You exhale slowly, still gripping the edge of the garage wall. “I hope so.”
As Lando’s car speeds down the track for the first lap of free practice, a thought strikes you — he might not remember who he is right now, but in this moment, behind the wheel of that car, he’s exactly where he’s meant to be.
And somehow, you know he’ll figure the rest out from there.
***
Saturday arrives with the buzz of excitement hanging thick in the air, the kind that only race weekends can bring. The Texas sun beats down mercilessly on the Circuit of the Americas, and the grandstands are packed, fans waving flags, faces painted with bright colors, and anticipation radiating from the crowd. The tension in the McLaren garage is almost palpable.
Lando sits in the cockpit of his car, visor down, hands relaxed but ready on the steering wheel as Q3 begins. The roar of engines fills the track as the remaining drivers fight for the top starting positions for the sprint race. It’s fast, intense, and unforgiving. There’s no room for hesitation here — only precision and instinct. And for the first time in days, Lando feels like himself again — or at least the closest version of it.
But there’s still a wall in his mind, blocking the memories of who he is beyond this moment, beyond the car. His hands know what to do. His feet know where to place pressure on the pedals. But his brain? It still feels like a stranger.
“Alright, Lando,” his engineer's voice crackles through the radio. “We’ve got time for two more flying laps. Let’s go get it, mate.”
“Copy that,” Lando replies, voice steady.
The tires squeal as he tears down the straight, the roar of the engine vibrating through every bone in his body. He weaves through the first sector like a painter brushing strokes across a canvas, flowing naturally from apex to apex. For those watching, Lando Norris looks like a man on fire — quick, precise, unrelenting. But inside his helmet, he’s still scrambling.
The team radios him updates as he pushes through his first timed lap, green and purple sectors lighting up on his dash. But something still feels off. There’s a pressure building in his chest, like an itch at the back of his mind that refuses to surface.
“Sector 2 looking great, Lando. Keep it together, and we’ve got a chance at pole.”
He doesn’t respond — can’t respond. The itch is growing stronger. A spark flares at the edges of his consciousness, like a door creaking open just a sliver. His grip tightens on the wheel as he flies through the penultimate corner.
And then, it happens.
The door in his mind swings open with the force of a tidal wave, flooding him with memory after memory. It’s overwhelming — flashes of moments, feelings, names, faces. The accident. The ambulance. You.
He remembers everything.
“Holy fuck!” Lando’s voice bursts through the radio, excitement crackling through every word. “I-I remember everything!”
There’s a stunned silence on the other end of the line before his engineer’s voice comes back, laced with disbelief. “Lando? You’re saying-”
“Yeah, yeah — everything!” Lando’s laugh is almost hysterical, pure joy and disbelief pouring out of him. “I know who I am. I know where I am. Oh my god, I can’t believe this!”
“Lando, that’s — well, fantastic, mate!” The engineer’s relief is obvious, but there’s no time to dwell. “Alright, focus. One more corner. Bring it home.”
And just like that, Lando snaps back into race mode. His hands feel lighter on the wheel, his body moves with an ease that’s almost poetic. He barrels down the final straight with precision, pushing the car to its limits.
The crowd erupts as he crosses the finish line.
“P1, Lando! P1!” His engineer shouts, barely able to contain his excitement. “You’ve put it on pole, mate!”
Lando lets out a whoop of joy, thumping the side of the steering wheel. “Let’s go!” He shouts, the exhilaration bubbling over. “Pole position, baby!”
The car rolls back into the pit lane, where the team is already waiting for him, cheering, clapping, and slapping the side of the car in celebration. Lando pulls himself out of the cockpit, yanking off his helmet and balaclava. His curls are a sweaty mess, his face flushed from the heat, but his grin is unstoppable.
He barely has a moment to catch his breath before you come rushing through the crowd toward him.
“You remembered?” You ask breathlessly, searching his face, your own eyes wide with disbelief and relief.
Lando laughs, nodding as he sweeps you into a hug without hesitation. “Yeah, I remembered!” He says, voice muffled into your hair. His arms are tight around you, grounding himself in the moment, as if letting go might make everything disappear again.
You let out a laugh, part relief, part disbelief. “That’s amazing, Lando!”
When he finally pulls back, there’s something softer in his expression — a gratitude so deep it’s hard to put into words. He stares at you for a moment, as if committing every detail of your face to memory.
“I don’t even know where to start,” Lando says, his voice dropping into something more serious, more heartfelt. “I — thank you. For everything.”
You shake your head, trying to wave off his words, but he grabs your hand, holding it tightly between his. “No, seriously. I may have forgotten a lot over the past week, but I’ll never forget you. I mean it.”
His eyes are bright and sincere, and the weight of his words settles warmly between the two of you.
“Well,” you say, trying to lighten the mood, “I guess you’ll have to pay me back now, huh? I did cover your food and clothes.”
Lando throws his head back and laughs — a real, genuine laugh that feels like sunshine after a storm. “Deal. I owe you big time.”
He squeezes your hand one last time before reluctantly letting go, the roar of the crowd still echoing around you. But in this moment, none of that matters.
All that matters is that Lando is back.
***
The McLaren motorhome is quieter than usual as the race weekend winds down. The buzz of victory and podium celebrations has shifted to a more subdued hum. Lando didn’t make the podium this time — P4 after a frustrating five-second penalty. You’re sitting on one of the couches in the corner, sipping a bottle of water while waiting for him to finish his media duties and post-race obligations.
The screen on the wall is playing highlights from the race, showing flashes of the battles on track, the post-race interviews, and the podium celebrations. You glance at it occasionally, but your mind is elsewhere. The last week has been a whirlwind — meeting Lando, the accident, taking him home, the amnesia, his memories flooding back during qualifying. And now, here you are in Austin, at a Formula 1 race, as if you somehow stumbled into an alternate reality.
When Lando finally walks in, his race suit unzipped down to his waist, hair still damp from sweat, he looks a mix of exhausted and relieved. His eyes find you immediately, and he smiles — a real one, not the half-hearted, media-friendly smile you’d seen him wear earlier.
“Hey,” he says, dropping into the seat next to you. “Sorry that took forever.”
“It’s fine,” you shrug, returning the smile. “You’re the one who had to go talk to like fifty people after a penalty.”
Lando groans, leaning his head back against the couch. “Don’t remind me. I could’ve had a podium today.”
“You still did great,” you say sincerely. “Fourth is nothing to be disappointed about, especially with that penalty.”
“Yeah, I guess,” Lando mumbles, but his eyes flicker with something else — like he’s wrestling with his thoughts. He looks away for a second, then glances back at you, opening his mouth like he’s about to say something, but then closes it again.
You watch him for a moment, the silence stretching between you, comfortable but also heavy with something unspoken. Finally, you break it with a soft chuckle. “Well, I guess this is it, huh?”
Lando straightens slightly, turning to look at you, his brows knitting together. “What do you mean?”
“I mean,” you gesture vaguely, “this is where we part ways. You’ve got your life back, and I’ve got … a mountain of reading for law school waiting for me.” You force a small smile, trying to make it lighthearted, but there’s an awkwardness to it.
Lando’s face falls, just for a moment, but it’s enough to make your heart twist. He rubs the back of his neck, looking down at his hands. “Yeah, I guess … I guess so.” He pauses, and when he looks back up, there’s something nervous in his eyes, something hesitant, like he’s not sure if he should say what he’s about to say. “But, uh … I’ve been thinking.”
You raise an eyebrow, waiting for him to continue.
“So, next weekend is the Mexican Grand Prix,” he says slowly, watching your reaction. “And I know you’ve got classes and everything, but …” He trails off, biting his lip, before blurting out, “I’d really love it if you could come.”
You blink, taken aback. “Mexico?”
“Yeah,” Lando says quickly, leaning forward, his hands gesturing as if he’s trying to convince you. “I mean, I’d cover all the travel expenses, of course. And I could get you a paddock pass again so you could hang out in the garage, watch the race from the best spot. It’d be fun.”
You tilt your head, pretending to think it over, though you can already feel your resolve crumbling. “Hmm, I don’t know. I have a lot of lectures to catch up on …”
Lando’s face falls, and he looks genuinely disappointed, his expression bordering on sad. “Oh, right, yeah, of course,” he mumbles, his voice dropping. “I totally get it. You’ve got your school stuff, and I don’t want to-”
“Okay, okay,” you cut him off, laughing softly. “I’ll come.”
His eyes light up immediately. “Wait, really?”
“Yes, really,” you confirm, smiling at his excitement. “I mean, I can watch the lecture recordings online, and it’s not like I get an invitation to a Grand Prix every day.”
Lando’s smile grows, wide and almost boyish in its happiness. “You won’t regret it,” he promises, leaning back with a sigh of relief. “I swear, you’ll have the best time.”
“I’d better,” you tease. “You’re my tour guide, after all.”
Lando chuckles, his body visibly relaxing now that you’ve agreed. “Deal. I’ll make sure you get the full VIP treatment.” He glances at you, then adds with a smirk, “I might even throw in some lunch for good measure.”
You laugh, shaking your head. “You’re really going all out, huh?”
“For you?” Lando grins, nudging you lightly with his shoulder. “Of course.”
There’s a brief pause, the playful banter falling into a comfortable silence again, but this time it’s lighter, easier. Lando looks over at you, his expression softening. “I’m really glad you’re coming, though. It’s been a crazy week, and … I don’t know, it just feels better having you around.”
You glance down, feeling a warmth spread through your chest at his words. “Yeah, it’s been a pretty wild week,” you agree quietly.
Lando shifts closer, his knee brushing against yours. “You’ve kind of become my good luck charm, you know.”
You snort. “Good luck? You didn’t even get a podium today.”
He laughs, throwing his head back. “Alright, alright, but still … I feel like everything’s better when you’re there.”
His voice drops slightly, and you look up, meeting his eyes. There’s a sincerity in his gaze, something deeper than just the playful banter that’s been passing between you. It catches you off guard, and for a second, you don’t know how to respond.
But then Lando breaks the tension with a crooked smile, his eyes twinkling with mischief. “So, what do you say? Ready for another adventure?”
You chuckle, shaking your head in disbelief. “I don’t know how I keep getting roped into these things.”
Lando smirks, standing up and offering his hand to you. “What can I say? I’m irresistible.”
You roll your eyes, but take his hand anyway, letting him pull you to your feet. “I wouldn’t go that far.”
He grins, slinging an arm around your shoulders as you walk out of the motorhome together. “Oh, you totally would.”
***
The Mexican Grand Prix is nothing short of electric. The grandstands of the Autódromo Hermanos Rodríguez are packed with thousands of fans, waving flags, blowing horns, and chanting in unison. The energy in the paddock is unlike anything you’ve seen before, and you can feel it thrumming through your skin as you stand in the McLaren garage, nerves and excitement buzzing through you like static electricity.
Lando had qualified well, putting his car on the front row. And now, after nearly two hours of wheel-to-wheel racing, pit stops, and heart-pounding battles, the chequered flag waves, and Lando wins.
He wins.
The entire team explodes into chaos. Engineers jump from their monitors, hugging each other, cheering, and throwing their hands into the air. Zak claps so hard it sounds like thunder, while others shout and bang on the pit wall. In the garage, you scream, your voice lost in the roar of celebrations, barely able to believe what you’ve just witnessed.
“He did it!” One of the engineers shouts, wrapping you in a quick hug, making you laugh from the sheer joy of it all. The victory feels contagious, like every person in McLaren colors has won alongside Lando.
In parc fermé, the top three cars pull into their designated spots, their engines cooling with a metallic hiss. Lando’s McLaren rolls to a stop in P1, the bright papaya-colored car shimmering under the Mexican sun. As soon as the mechanics signal it’s safe, Lando jumps out, punching the air with both fists, his face stretched into the widest grin you’ve ever seen.
He rips off his helmet and balaclava, his messy curls sticking to his forehead with sweat. You can see the pure, unfiltered elation on his face — he’s won before, but this one feels special. Hard-fought. Hard-earned.
Before you can fully process what’s happening, Lando catches sight of you standing at the edge of the fenced-off area, just outside the celebrating team members. His eyes light up, his grin somehow growing even bigger. And then-
He’s moving toward you.
The crowd, the cameras, the team — all of it fades into the background as Lando beelines straight to you, like you’re the only person in the world he wants to share this moment with. He doesn’t think twice. His arms wrap around you, and before you can say a word, he kisses you.
It’s quick but intense — an explosion of happiness, adrenaline, and pure relief all at once. His lips crash against yours, and for a second, everything stops.
You freeze, wide-eyed, as your brain catches up to what’s happening. Lando Norris — Formula 1 driver who just won the Mexican Grand Prix — is kissing you.
And just as fast as it happened, it’s over.
Lando pulls back abruptly, eyes wide with realization, looking as if he’s just broken every unwritten rule. His face flushes as if he’s mortified, and he stammers, “Oh — oh my God. I’m so sorry. I didn’t — I mean, I wasn’t thinking. I-“
You blink, still stunned, and then — laughter bubbles out of you, light and genuine. You can’t stop it.
“You idiot,” you manage between giggles, shaking your head.
Lando’s face is somewhere between sheepish and panicked, his mouth opening and closing as he tries to find the right words to apologize. But before he can get another word out, you grab the front of his race suit, pull him back toward you, and kiss him again — this time with purpose.
His hands find your waist instinctively, pulling you closer. This kiss is slower, softer, but filled with the same electric energy. Around you, the world erupts — the cameras are flashing, the team is cheering, and the crowd in the stands is losing its mind — but none of it matters.
It’s just you and Lando.
When you finally pull back, both of you breathless, Lando stares at you like he can’t quite believe what just happened. “Does this mean I’m not in trouble?” He asks, a grin tugging at the corners of his mouth.
You laugh, rolling your eyes. “You just won the race, Lando. I think you’re allowed a free pass.”
He leans his forehead against yours, still smiling, his breath coming in short bursts from the exertion of the race and the adrenaline coursing through him. “Best. Weekend. Ever.”
“You’re biased,” you tease, but your heart feels light, like it’s floating somewhere above the grandstands.
“I mean it,” Lando murmurs, his thumb brushing lightly over your waist. “And it’s only the beginning.”
Before you can respond, Zak’s booming voice cuts through the noise. “Hey, lovebirds! Save it for later — we’ve got a podium to attend!”
You both pull apart, faces flushed but smiling. Lando gives you one last look, a mixture of joy, disbelief, and something else — something you can’t quite put your finger on yet. Then, with a wink, he jogs off to be weighed, leaving you standing there, your heart hammering against your ribcage.
And, as you watch him climb onto the top step of the podium, spraying champagne over everyone, you realize that the whirlwind you’ve been caught in with Lando Norris isn’t slowing down anytime soon. And honestly? You’re okay with that.
Summary: Unlike Lando, his girlfriend only has a big personality when they’re alone or at least with people who she knows well. But his fans and the media think that they’re trying to hide the relationship and keep it as private as possible.
Gonna make this a series - as requested I've written about how they met
Extrovert Meets Introvert
Lando’s big personality attracted y/n to him and her significantly more reserved personality piqued his interest to know her more. He learned a lot more and realised that once he passed that barrier, she’s a a very needy weirdo. But she’s shy so he’s only of few who are fortunate enough to learn about her weird side and he loves every second of it.
For the f1 driver, there’s no point in trying to hide her as his girlfriend. The media and fans always find out, they’ll do investigative stalking to find her. So he has never bothered to keep her from the media.
However, recently everyone has been assuming that they’re making extraordinary efforts to keep her hidden or that they’ve already broken up.
Given the relationship is actually going onto the 6 month milestone, the media and fans only caught onto the relationship a little over a month ago. But she’s been in and around the paddock since the first month and she’s been in with the McLaren team and in the garage watching races that whole time.
She does kind of keep her distance from him going around the paddock, not wanting any attention from his fans or anyone else who might jump at the opportunity of speaking to her because she’s next to her.
But eventually Lando is on a stream for Quadrant with Max and some of the subscribers are completely obsessed with y/n who is actually asleep just out of the frame of the camera.
“You might as well answer them, we can all see the questions irritating you.” Max comments earning a groan since Max has read out every question he’s found. He always likes to tease Lando in general but obviously teasing him about the girl that he is so protective over just makes for him to be such an easy target.
“Guys, listen. Y/n and I are not trying to be private. She’s just shy. Like the shyest person I’ve ever met.” Lando stresses while actually gesturing over to the sleeping young woman. “So she likes to stay out of the spotlight that comes with dating me by any means necessary. Max is just choosing to be a twat by not saying all this and being honest about it.”
“Because I think they should hear it from you. You are the one in the relationship after all.” Max argues while Lando notices y/n wake up, probably from the sound of distress in her boyfriend’s voice. “Lando?”
“I’m sorry, baby.” Lando states pulling his phones off but not nudging his mic away. “Come here.”
“You’re streaming.”
“That’s ok.” Lando smiles lightly, reassuring her softly while holding his hand out for her to take which she looks at with a pouted lip. “Everyone wants to see you anyway. Come on.”
He manages to pull her over into his lap as he hugs her and immediately her face is a bright red as she tries to hide her face behind the hood of the stolen McLaren hoodie.
“See guys, she’s just incredibly shy and if she wasn’t so shy she’d probably be whining at me about doing this.” Lando grins while reaching his head around to kiss her cheek and actually feeling the radiating burn of her face. “Isn’t she pretty though?”
“Stop.” Y/n murmurs too quiet for the mic to even pick up while Lando smiles holding her more tightly to himself when she tries to get up.
“Baby they think you’re trying to hide from them. I’m just trying to make them see we’re not hiding anything you’re just my shy girl.” Lando states while gently pushing her hair back from where she’s trying to hide behind it. “Alright, I’m not going to torture you anymore. You can go if you want, I won’t be long on here for too much longer.”
Y/n seems to grow some courage leaning forward to kiss him before unsurprisingly nearly rocketing off of him and going back to sitting out of frame. Lando smiles at her before he begins to finish the game with Max and then log off.
-
After confirming that they’re not trying to be private and don’t care about the world being aware of the relationship. Media and fans alike felt that they had a green light to ask all about the couple, or more specifically be a bit more invasive with Lando about the relationship.
“Lando, is your girlfriend here for the race?” A young woman asks when they’re on the stage as part of the Thursday media.
“She is, but good luck finding her. She can disguise and hide herself incredibly well, sometimes I even have to call her so I can find where she’s put herself.” Lando admits while the crowd laugh and Oscar nods to confirm it.
“I can confirm, I’ve watched Lando panic when he hasn’t been able to find her and usually she’s actually really close by.” Oscar states earning a grin from Lando.
“So she’s really that shy?” The interviewer asks making Lando nod. “How on earth did you end up together?”
“She was a friend of a friend, we went to a birthday party and I spotted her. It sounds really bad when I say I had to chase her and practically corner her, but I promise it was just her shyness. She loves me now, but she was just scared because I have quite a loud personality and for her that was quite intimidating. Plus I think she secretly had a crush on me that she didn’t want to pursue because of the attention she’d get.”
“It can be quite intense, tell you what we’ll redirect attention onto racing.”
After the interview, Lando spends a while signing things for fans and doing some more media before he asks the McLaren comms assistant if they know where y/n has disappeared to. As part of keeping Lando focused and not panicked over her, the McLaren team always keep an eye on her whereabouts sot hey can always let Lando know.
“She’s in the unit getting something to eat. We can go there now if you want, there’s nothing on really for a couple hours.”
Lando practically ditches his teammate in favour of finding his girlfriend and when he finds her she’s sitting on her own, to no one’s surprise, looking at her phone while she eats a chicken pasta dish.
“Hello, gorgeous.” Lando smiles sitting down next to her.
“Hi. How’d it go?” Y/n asks quietly while he wastes no time pulling her over onto his lap, loving the sight of her fact flushing red at the action.
“Good, everyone is asking about you now they know that we’re not keeping everything completely private.” Lando states then moving her hair to lean forward and kiss her cheek. “How’s the food?”
“Really nice, I know you think it’s like rabbit food, but I think they make the best salads.” Y/n smiles as his arm wraps around her a little more tightly. “The chicken is so good.”
Lando accepts a piece of chicken before agreeing that actually it tastes really good.
They stay like that for a bit, just wasting a bit of time with each other. Which is no-so-secretly Lando’s favourite way to spend time even when he’s got a race to prepare for. But eventually he’s called for to do some simulator runs to practice.