I’m Embarrassed I Even Know What The Water Sports Tag Is I’m Crying Bro

gonna be real we may or may not be planning to meet up o//o

AAAAAA HE CALLED ME CUTE

what’s tarturus

is it bad I kinda get serotonin when I see people getting upset at my mother

I really hope we are not going thru the same thing bc if we are I am genuinely so sorry

Staring at him, knowing you’ll never see him the same and god it makes me sick

my negativity is making their life worse

there is only one thing I hate more than being a bother, and that’s the feeling of my heart beating, please stop

but I wanna help more

please

turning my life around for dad because I’m not gonna hurt him anymore if I can help it

I deleted @starry-lived (list all guys I talked to on there)

I blocked any guys on my main DMs

drinking water

eating full meals

not planning on relapsing and burying my blades

love it when people are supportive of our disorder then suddenly when one of us has much more questionable morals and opinions they wanna like burn us at the stake /sarc

(not directed at anyone on here btw /gen)

Goodnight guys I love you

sorry I have to go until tomorrow I wanna talk but I have too

also no scalls I don’t have it worse you’re getting extra love from your brother tonight YOURE LITERALLY THE MOST AWESOMEST SIBLING AND YOUR PARENTS ARE THE PROBLEM I WONT PUT THEM IN THE SOUP BUT YOU ARE NOT THE PROBLEM

im sorry

When people are nice to me I feel like they’re faking or it’s just a mistake :/

(because it is, how could anyone really love me?)