Turning My Life Around For Dad Because I’m Not Gonna Hurt Him Anymore If I Can Help It

I’d really just like to yknow not be in any form of hell

is it bad I kinda get serotonin when I see people getting upset at my mother

"Disabled people can do everything abled people can!1!1!!" I'm gonna have to ask you what you think disabled means

Put the attention in the bag, (plsplsplaplasplspls)

sorry I’ll probably show up tomorrow but like I wanna just pass out and never wake up

(dw about me tho and please take care of yourselves)

not at all??? Number one the majority of that is BASIC NECESITIES

number two they’re clearly just wanting to be pieces of shit if they complain to you about you or where they know you can hear

I love you

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

More sleep. Less food. Less existing.

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i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

Me getting permission to cut from an old man because for some reason his opinion matters to me

die :p

there’s an artery right thereeee come onnnn hit ittttt

sorry I love you it’s a silly

I’m pulling a Dallas Winston <3