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ugly crying ft. gentle purring...

...the one where you're doubling over with sobs but minho's there. and so are your three fur babies.

warnings: ugly ass crying, mental breakdown, mention of hospitals

a total vent fucking fic that is incoherent tbh. reader just has a terrible fucking breakdown. if you need comfort for that from minho, feel free to read. happy fucking monday.

you wish mental breakdowns came with a goddamn warning sign.

you’re simply sitting on the chair, staring blankly at the tv, your hands limp against your lap. you feel off, like something’s wrong, but you can’t really place it. you knew something's coming but you didn't really predict that it's gonna be this bad.

then it crashes down.

the sob that rips out of you is violent, like something being torn from deep inside your chest. you don’t even have the presence of mind to slap a hand over your mouth to muffle it, it comes out, loud and raw, and the force of it sends you doubling over, choking.

"oh, fuck-"

minho is there. he always somehow is.

you didn’t even hear him come into the room, but suddenly he’s crouching in front of you, hands braced on your arms, his big , brown eyes wide and alert.

"hey, hey, what the- what’s wrong jagi?"

you can’t answer. you can’t even breathe properly. your chest heaves, but it feels like no air is getting in, and the crying just gets uglier, gasping, wailing, shaking so hard your knees knock together.

minho barely hesitates.

he’s pulling you forward before you can fully collapse, guiding you off the couch before you slide off of it. your legs fold uselessly beneath you as he brings you to the floor, your whole body slumping forward until your forehead presses against his shoulder.

"shit," he mutters, his voice softer now, realising you need his tenderness now more than ever, his arms wrapping around you, keeping you close. "okay, okay, breathe. just. breathe, jagiya."

but you can’t.

the stress, the frustration, the godforesaken helplessness. it’s been building for weeks. you’ve been following the doctor’s orders, keeping it together, trying not to be a burden. but now it’s crashing over you, suffocating you, and there’s nothing you can do except sob, breath hitching, hands curling uselessly into minho’s shirt.

"i fucking- i can’t- i dont wanna-minho, i-"

you’re not even making sense, the words breaking apart between sobs. your whole body shakes against his, and he lets you shake, lets you hold onto him because he's the only thing keeping you from falling apart in shambles right now.

"shhh," he soothes, voice steady, fingers carding through your hair. "it’s okay. i’ve got you."

but for once, it’s not okay. none of this is okay.

the hospital. the seizures. the way your body doesn’t feel like yours anymore. the restrictions, like chains wrapped around your wrists, pulling you down, making you feel heavier than ever.

"i hate this," you choke out, another sob tearing through you. "i hate- hate hate hate hate it!" you yell out, palms hitting the floor with every word before minho pulls it away and holds your hand against his heart instead.

his grip on you tightens for a moment before he shifts, guiding you into his lap with practiced ease. it's like he’s done this before. like he knew this was coming. you'd been strong for too long after all.

"i know," he murmurs, pressing his lips to your temple. "i know you do."

"i can’t. i need to do things, i need to work, i need-"

"no, you don’t," he says, firmer this time. his arms squeeze around you, grounding you. "you need to breathe and you need to rest."

"but i can’t just-"

"you can. and you will."

his voice leaves no room for argument, but it’s not cold. just steady. certain. he’s willing you to believe it, to trust him.

you can only let out another wrecked sob, burying your face against his chest, and he lets you. lets you cry, lets you break, lets you lose it completely in his arms.

and then, soft padding. a quiet, inquisitive meow.

you barely register it through your crying, but minho huffs out a small, amused sound.

"oh great. now you’ve upset the kids."

you lift your head just enough to see them, your babies, soonie, doongie, and dori, all three of them, tails twitching, ears perked up as they stare at you with wide, concerned eyes.

your breath hitches again, another sob threatening to break free, but soonie steps forward and plops down right against your leg, pressing his warm weight against you. doongie follows immediately, rubbing his head against your arm, while dori hops right into minho’s lap and paws at your hoodie, almost upset that he's not the center of attention.

you let out a choked, broken laugh, and minho smirks.

"see? even they know you’re being ridiculous."

you glare at him through your tears, but it’s weak, and he just smirks harder, reaching up to wipe your damp cheeks with the sleeve of his hoodie.

"you’re allowed to fall apart," he murmurs, the teasing laced with something softer, more real. "but you’re not doing it alone."

your face crumples again, fresh tears spilling down your cheeks, and he's gently pulling you in, tucking you against his chest, warm and safe as you hiccup.

"cry as much as you want," he says, fingers tracing soothing circles along your back. "i’m not going anywhere."

and with the company of your three meowing babies, and the big kitty holding you tight, you know you'll find it in yourself to feel okay again. and until you don't, they'll be there. and they'll be there, even once you are.

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chan ; chan is so unbelievably sweet with you. he knows exactly when you weren’t really there anymore, that far-away, hazy look filling your eyes as you look up at him. “oh, where’d you float off too, baby?” he’d ask, his voice so soft and gentle. and all you can do is writhe around in his grip and reach out for him, your hands grabbing feverishly his shoulders, his arms — anything you could reach — hiccupping and shaking as he grabs your hands in his, pushing them down into the mattress and squeezing tightly. he loves the way your grip on him is just as strong, the way you’re holding onto him as if he was your lifeline. “wanna cum, please, wan’ it so bad, channie, please.” and how could he ever deny you? when you’re always so sweet for him? when you beg so nicely? “you’re okay, puppy, i’ve got you. make a mess for me.”

minho ; you really were such a good girl for him. minho would have his cock shoved down your throat, hand threading through your hair and rutting shallowly in your mouth, staring down at you through hooded eyes, letting out the prettiest, breathiest moans. “fucking take it, baby.” he grunts, pushing you further down on his dick, groaning at the way you gagged and choked around him. “my good slut.” your eyes were hazy, a dazed yet somehow desperate look on your face, drool pooling at the corner of your mouth; that was what made him notice how far off you were. minho seems like the type to not really know what to do in this situation, grip loosening on your hair as he pulls you off his cock. “you okay, baby?” he asks, leaning down to meet your gaze. he can see the tears gathering in your eyes and the way your thighs rub together from where you’re kneeling in front of him. “please use me, minnie. use my mouth.“ you mutter, words slurring, absent-mindedly shuffling closer to him, head resting on his thigh. “love you s’much.” he would grin, tone becoming so much more gentle, his movements tender and soft. “i love you too, angel. my good girl.”

changbin ; you had stopped respond to him. changbin loves when you talk to him in bed, the way your voice stops and hiccups through the sentences, trying so desperately to answer his question adequately. but now you were silent. you nuzzled your face into his chest from where you were sat on his lap, making soft noises of protest every time he tried to pull away to see your face. “lemme see you, honey.” he says, voice quiet and gentle. even without seeing you, he can tell your eyes are glazed over. when you finally move back, changbin can see just how far away you’ve gone. your eyes are so hazy, yet somehow still filled with love. love for him. “oh, baby.” he coos, letting you fall back into his strong arms, rubbing soothing patterns on your back until you come back to him. “i’m here, baby, come back, love.” changbin would be the best person in this situation, he’d know exactly what to do, how to make you feel loved and safe and how to coax you back to him <33

hyunjin ; hyunjin thinks it’s the cutest thing. he loves how pliant you become under him, how you’re so willing to do anything for him; and seeing you become so soft and vulnerable with him tugs as his heartstrings. “i’m here, baby.” he coos, pulling you closer to him, hugging you tight into his chest. “my good, lil baby. always so sweet for me, isn’t that right?” he keeps talking, mumbling and rambling while waiting for you to come back to him. “hyunnie, please move, please.” you whimper into his neck, fingers linking loosely behind his neck. “of course, angel. anything you want, i would do anything for you.” he mumbles, slowly grinding his hips against you, reveling in the way you whine for him, fingernails leaving little crescent moons on the skin of his shoulders. my pretty baby.” he coos, urging his cock deeper into you, pressing his lips to the corner of your mouth. “cum whenever you want, baby… so good for me.”

jisung ; jisung really is the sweetest boy in the world. his head is buried in your neck, mouthing and biting at the sensitive skin. his hips are rutting hard into yours, hitting that sweet, gummy spot over and over with each thrust. “feels so good, baby.” he pants against your neck, the hot, warm feeling of his breath making you whine and shiver under him, bucking your hips up against his. he seems like the type to be really receptive to how you’re feeling, so when he tries to lift himself up only to feel your hands on his shoulders, holding him in place, he knows something’s changed. “sungie.” your voice is soft, so soft he almost can’t hear it. “yeah, baby? i’m here.” you settles back down, knowing that you want to feel him close, need to feel his skin against yours. he would be so sweet, shifting so he has you sat on his lap while he lays against this headboard, grinning as you cling onto him.

felix ; felix would be a little clueless. he’d be buried between your legs, fingers knuckle-deep inside you, thumb pressing with the smallest amount of pressure against your lil clit, his free hand wrapped around your tummy, keeping you still for him. the only thing that would hint to him that you had drifted away was your hand frantically searching for his, locking your fingers through with his and squeezing. “lix—” you cut yourself off with a hiccup, your entire body shaking and trembling in time with his thrusts. felix would immediately stop, he doesn’t seem like the type to be certain in himself that he’d be able to keep himself in check while you’re like this. “oh, baby.” he pulls himself up, leaning over your little body, making you feel so tiny. “where’d you go, sunshine?” he asks, his voice is impossibly soft and gentle. licking his fingers clean, he brings his hand to your mouth, grinning as you so easily let his thumb slip past your lips. “my pretty lil baby.”

seungmin ; seungmin would be become so soft with you. his touches turn from rough and cold, to tender and warm in the span on seconds. your voice becomes so soft and tiny and your hands so needy that there was no mistaking that you’d fallen away from him, that you were now floating on cloud nine. “oh, angel.” seungmin mumbles, pulling you into his grip, arms circling around you while you nestle yourself into his chest. “please minnie, wan’ you–” you cut yourself off with a hiccup. “wan you s’bad, daddy.” he can feel the way you squirm in his grip, pressing a thousand little kisses against his neck and collarbones. “you want me, baby?” he teases, leaning his head back so you had better access to his neck. you nod, not being able to form the words. all you could do was mouth at his neck, leaving marks on the skin. “okay, baby, so good for me, my sweet girl.” he mumbles, letting you work yourself on his cock while you mumble a constant stream of “thank you’s”.

jeongin ; jeongin is so honored that you trust him that much, to be so vulnerable with him. his hands are planted on your hips, moving you up and dock on his cock and hissing through his teeth at the way you involuntarily roll and swivel your hips against him, high-pitched moans leaving your mouth. he knows when you’ve floated away from him when you start using “innie” instead of his name or any title given to him. “i- innie, feels so good.” you gasp out, falling against his chest and hooking your arms around his shoulders. “i’ve got you, puppy.” he mumbles into your ear, hands immediately leaving your waist to wrap around you, letting you nuzzle into him. one hand had lifted to your head, petting down your hair and stroking through the strands. “please move, innie, please, please.” you mumble against him. “wanna cum s’bad, wan’ it from you, pleasepleaseplease—" and he shushes you, shallowly thrusting up into your warmth and grinning at the way you shake around him. “you can cum, baby. whenever you’re ready. cum for me, pup.”

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