My Fav, Best Pretty Boy. I Got Emotional Making This Cause You Just Know Everything’s Gonna Go To Shit

@lotftober2024 Day 7: A View to a Death

im a day late (so sorry, i procrastinated </3), and i dont usually write and post it publicly, but i hope you enjoy ? :D

Ever since the news had been formally delivered, ever since the boys had been rescued from that island, a place that felt closer to Hell than anywhere else, they dreaded the concequences of their actions, the reality of their decisions. The ones with previously painted faces had been so confident and accepted that they were to live without true authority, that they could live without thinking of what they'd lost, and instead continue their version of adapting to the unfamiliar life they'd then lived, but now that they were on land, in a real society, there is no escape.

Like a cage stuffed of crows, the pews were filled with the black clothing of men and women in mourning, small children, fathers, mothers, aunts, uncles, and grandparents, all weeping for the loss of their family, their friends.

When it became time to do prayers, readings, speak to the families, the boys found themselves planted in their seats. The hunters, the boys that were previously one of the church's choir, felt the eyes of everyone and everything on them, even with the assumed protection of their guardians beside them, the felt the judgement, as if every living, breathing being had known just what they'd done to the two boys that were once one of them. Now that they were forced to revel in this reality, there were no more excuses, no self-proclaimed freedom, their fear of each other, the fear of the beast, turned into a fear of themselves, a fear of judgement, less of their peers, their family, but of the being above.

The older boys, especially the bigguns, watched the reactions of everyone around them uncomfortably. Unlike the littluns, they knew of their actions, any previous justification felt like childish nonsense in comparison to pain and guilt they now felt.

They robbed the world of its children, as well as themselves of their own innocence. Inside them, forever will the beast reside.

ciel and his brother

STARTING THIS ACC WITH ULT SWAP ARTIST!OUMA because its my fav :D 💛💜

(the one with Shuichi is a panel redraw from the DRV3 Manga!! but I changed Angie’s dialogue a little to fit Ko’s more :])

im alive...and back with my lotf fixation ,, im late, but heres day one of @lotftober2024 , chief!! :3

Did this in class I’ve been wanting to do the lotftober thing since past year :333 Lets ignore is already like 3 hours past day one (traffic is actually awful here) ANYWAYS SO-

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Day 1: Chief

“I’m a top” “I’m a bottom” ok well I am almost completely soulless?? I am incapable of being human???? I am incapable of being inhuman??? I am living??? Uncontrollably???

when golding refers to jack as a little boy for the first time at the end of the novel i SOB i cannot take it. i could never EVER hate you jack merridew.

I dunno when I'll get around making finished drawings of these concepts so take these in the meantime.

@lotftober2024 day 4: underrated character !!! i just did the boy from chapter 10(?), wilfred :3! and get gets a silly little hug from jack because he deserves it and i feel bad..

originally, i was going to do jack as a teehee since the version of jack that seems to be most popular is the mischaracterization that hes heartless, evil, and batshit insane.... and then i was gonna do maurice, but he already has his own prompt...