This Is Me During 89% Of The School Year Which Is So Sad And Terrifying But At The Same Time I Made It

So I'm questioning myself again

I've identified as bi for three years now, but recently I've been very anxious because it feel like I made it up. I've had crushes on girls and I've fallen in love with a girl once, I wanted a real relationship with her. However I haven't fallen for a girl for so long, and now I realize that I am not that sexually attracted to girls whatsoever, so I feel like I'm just straight and just made that up. I don't even remember really realizing I was bi. I have felt some kind of sexual attraction to girls before,but not so much now. Now I feel almost convinced that I've been lying to myself and everybody all this time. Although I know that objectively it's not true, for I have in fact fallen for girls, but I have anxiety and my brain is breaking because of this confusion. I need to have a crush on a girl right now otherwise I'm gonna be confused forever

I think that identifying as queer suits me more, but like... Am I even that? Am I a stupid hetero girl who wanted to feel special? Or is it my anxiety messing with my head?

Ps. BUT IF IM STRAIGHT WHY DO I FEEL THESE FEELS TOWARDS OTHER WOMEN WTF

Beastars is just sexy zootopia right?

I am really struggling right now with my sexuality. I decided I was bi when I was 13, because it looked great. I knew I liked boys, but the idea of being with a girl didn't repulse me. I liked girls, too. But now I feel like I've been fooling myself, because the attraction I feel towards boys is very different from what I feel towards girls. And I don't know if that means anything. If you're bi, is it the same for you? Please, I really need help.

Guys, if you want to be a good artist and storyteller you need to absorb other media and influences beyond popular comics and movies and video games. Hell, even beyond visual art. Read novels, science articles, history books. Listen to podcasts, watch documentaries. Dip into different disciplines. Explore stuff outside your everyday. What you create and the pool of ideas you can pull out of is expanded by the knowledge you gain. Don’t do yourself a disservice by limiting your library. You never know when some weird shit you read about mushrooms could end up inspiring you or helping you solve a design/story problem.

hi! just saw in the daniel sloss tag that you watched x! what an amazing show! i haven't been around this site for a while, but i'm translating the special into spanish and there's a joke that i can't grasp, could you help me? it's the bit that says "you go italian and then you appreciate". if you could help me with that, i'd appreciate it (no pun intended) a lot! thanks in advance!

I think it's been about 5 months since this ask was sent but I literally just discovered something in my inbox, so sorry!

If you still need it, I think "go Italian" has to do with the finger purse they do. This gesture also happens to be how you insert a menstrual cup. Hope that helped

Oh the struggle of restraining yourself from falling for a straight girl..

“Bilingualism strikes me as a kind of synesthesia. Instead of seeing colors associated with letters and words, instead of hearing melodies, what I hear with language is the play and echo of the other language. The option to say it differently, and thus to live it differently. Language is not only a means of communication or description. It’s a framework in which we process existence. Yi writes: “It is hard to feel in an adopted language, yet it is impossible in my native language.” As every bilingual person and translator knows, there are certain words—a feeling, a way of being—that is absent in one language but perfectly brought to life in another. A word that, by existing, gives permission to be. What if you need that which does not exist in your language?”

— Yoojin Grace Wuertz, “Mother Tongue”

is it just me or there was something going off with them two??? like the vibe was kind of toxic doomed yaoi

I just played a song I listened to when I was in France this September and straight up cried

Music really does take you places huh

I relate to this so hard it hurts

The feeling of having a crush, even if I know it can't be returned, is something special indeed. I'll hold onto these feelings for just a bit longer, even if it means my heart is pricked with thorns.