My Bf Is Currently Worrying About Mystery Money Transfers Out Of His Account Into Some Random Other Bank

Best thing about finishing my student placement: can finally go back to work and chill a lil

Worst thing about finishing my student placement: can't use "I'm in jail sorry" as an excuse for missing phone calls

First off, spin this wheel.

You just landed on one of 200 fandoms that have been very popular somewhere on Tumblr over the years. Topics were chosen either from appearing on a @fandom end-of-year recap or from my own long (long, long) site memories before that.

also all of these fandoms are definitely things that really exist in the real world and none of them are Tumblr creations

Reading Lolita for the first time and I think I remember you saying it’s a proto-true crime novel. Def see what you’re saying since HH is literally defending himself to the reader/jury … excited to see where Nabokov will take this / subvert it

top 10 novel of all time imo

Genuinely so beneficial to know that you're a crazy bitch. So many bad situations dodged by knowing that I'm being a lil unhinged freak about something

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to go missing

When my ex-therapist couldn't pull through on something or needed to reschedule I remember being normal about it on the outside but feeling this real anger on the inside. A great sense of indignance towards her. (I've graduated therapy for the time being which is why she's an ex, nothing bad happened. She is great at what she does.)

Now that I think about it, I think it's transference. She's the parental figure and I'm finally being able to safely yell and scream WHY THE FUCK DON'T YOU DO THIS SHIT FOR ME!!! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!!! for the first time. I could never vocalise the betrayal of having opportunities sabotaged or denied but I can get real mad at someone in a therapeutic relationship for not responding to an email in time (internally, of course). She's literally a chill ass Polish woman doing her thing and I'm copy pasting my parents over her and chimping out at her in my head. Very liberating to be able to connect the dots in my behaviours like that. I think I will write letters I won't send and use her to air my grievances a little more, see how the inner child and teenager go after that.

anyways thnx Daria for letting me normalise myself a bit more.

figuring out how to get rid of screen addiction is like trying to figure out how to stop a nicotine addiction while also having a job centered around smoking cigarettes and having half your social life be in smoke breaks

Found at the cemetery the other day

Fellas is the path ahead bleak and hopeless or

I have not had a consistent, unbroken, healthy sleep schedule since I got COVID on my birthday last year. I'm seeing the sun rise again and all I wanna do is cry and scream and choke myself out