Day Twelve/ Doll

If anyone could help plz don't hesitate ♡

i just got home from the vet. my cat, my son, my entire support system basically, has an autoimmune disorder. today's bill was $900, which covers a biopsy to diagnose the specific autoimmune disorder, a 2-week antibiotic injection to prevent his skin infections from getting worse, his sedation and exam. i won't know the full results for a full week but no matter what, it will be more than today's $900. this is on top of his insulin for his diabetes and hyperthyroidism.

if anyone would like to help out or request something, i have a ko-fi where you can support me. fyi, i'm nursing a sprained wrist plus trying to raise money via some livestreams as well so i might not get to requests right away but i will do my best.

either way, i'd appreciate everyone's well wishes and let's all collectively cross our fingers that it's manageable and isn't too serious. ❤️

Ok but this is what we call character development

"I dOn'T wAnT tO bE iN yOuR dReAms" yeah sure baby you're even dreaming of her now

Also the last pic is from the wedding call while the other three are from "dream mate" one

Same 😔💍

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Day twenty five/ vampire

He looks drunk pffft-

I wanted it to be better but I have no time :(((

(25/10/2020)

Day thirteen/ trauma

This prompt is emotional and welp,

I don't do emotions :)))

Good idk how to do these :(

The orginal

(13/10/2020)

Lmao another one?

I found a use for the green pen :D

Sjdufkskfj plz when I was mesmerised by the card for its beautiful details I was like wait a sec- is that a-- and I entered weibo and I like how every cn vic stan was the complete opposite of non cn vic stans JAHSDHAJAJA

PLZ EVERYONE WAS EMOTIONAL AND THEN:" oooh nipple👁"

And I agree I like the look in his eyes in pre evolved. Hee kinda looks cold with yk the pose and the blood on his face and hand and he's just staring like that emotionlessly (maybe not really emotionless but holy shit are his eyes not the most beautiful thing 😳)

And plz the emotions I felt after evolving like plz he precious baby plz stop hurting him (plz don't I'm here for the angst and I like that he gets the most of it huehueuue)

I like how he's just leaning on her shoulder, in pain, the look on his face just says how tired he is and how he just wants to be with her. I like how she's holding him while tending to his wounds. These two really need a break qwq </3

But likw honestly, i've been waiting for such a cg since a long time ago JSHDJAKASUS I want some action- blood- wounds on vic, I wanted that icy look and the other vulnerable one, I wanted him to lean on mc

*wakes up*

*sees new vic card*

*waits for your reaction while eating potato chips* 👽👌🏻

LMFAO it’s 2 AM at my place and I’m just wailing incoherently and... gathering my thoughts... and this post that I stumbled upon just now is practically me 🤡💀

Just like the author of the post, I was in shambles the first couple of times I went through the PV, and then when everyone started pointing out I was like owh wait there seems to be something 👀🙈

ANYWAY THEN BACK TO WAILING AGAIN. I was saying before the PV release how I was kinda feeling numb about the new chapters. TURNS OUT IT’S THE BULLETS—— IDK WHAT TO FOCUS ON.

HIS EYES THAT SPEAK THE EMOTIONS A THOUSAND WORDS NEVER COULD—

those dark red rose colored liquid thingies that MC is trying to patch up. another abdominal injury. AGAIN. how his one hand is still on hers and the other around her waist– the CLASSIC Victor x MC details—

OR JUST HOW PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL THIS IS!!! them being vulnerable together. MC emphasizing again and again how she’s hellbent on being by his side. LOOK AT HOW SHE IS HOLDING HIM 🥺🤲

tbh, I was kinda hoping for another vulnerable Victor x MC CG. I remember reading an analysis before on how S2 Victor x MC are like this power couple who are iron hearts to the outside world, but reserve the softest parts of their hearts for each other. And now we have another CG to add to that list—— BUT AT WHAT COST—— 💀(╥﹏╥)

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My productivity lately

That's rough body-

Based on this

It was roo funny sorry-

Happy Birthday to my favourite grumpy boy!!🎉🎉🎉

I love you so much QwQ❤

Day 5 again :>

I just had this little cute idea were vic is the owner of a cafe called souvenir but no one knows who he is cause he doesn't show himself (mister mills is the only barista) but when that certain girl starts coming, he pretends to be a barista to talk to her and star at her beautiful eyes

He also had this rule were no one can stay for more than half an hour, but then he questioned his stupidity when she asked to study there for her upcoming exams (he did not at all help her with her studies)