I Recently Found Out Why My Mom Would Never Sleep Around Me When I Was A Kid. Like She’d Never Let

I recently found out why my mom would never sleep around me when I was a kid. Like she’d never let herself take naps or sleep if I was awake, ever. Or if she did, she would lock her bedroom door. So when I was 6, I was asleep in my bed in the middle of the night when I hear a loud bang, like a pot being dropped and come out to the living room to see my mom standing by the window, with just a huge pile of spaghetti all over the sill, and a pot on the ground, and I ’m like “Are you gonna eat all that?” And ya’ll she get’s BIG MAD and yells at me and chases me to my room but then a little while later a bunch of cops show up and ask me a bunch of random ass questions about my art? Like this one cop lady keeps asking me to draw dragons for her?! And they seem mad as hell

I didn’t want to get arrested so I just never asked my mom for spaghettis after that. Lesson, learned. Don’t ask mom for spaghettis or she’ll call the damn police on you. 

So I have this memory in my head, and it goes unquestioned until I say it outload for the first time a few months back and as soon as I say the words “When I was six, my mom called the cops on me for asking for spaghettis” My adult logic slams into place and is like “Hang on. Your mother definatly did not call the police on a 6 year old for asking for spaghetti.” 

So obviously that’s not what really went down. I call up my mom to tell her how I remember it and on top of her figuring out why her kid has always been really cagey around spaghettis for the last 3 decades she tells me what really happened. 

So on that night, a man tried to break into our house through the front window. It was just my mom, and her kids so she did what she felt she had too and shot him in the head. He’d been wearing a helmet, which landed on the floor under the window.

Now I just want ya’ll to put yourselves in my moms shoes for a minute here. This woman has just taken a human life. The trauma of that- the instant agony, the panic, the guilt, the fear- all of it hitting her at once, her only solace the knowledge that her children are safe. She protected her daughters. No matter the cost to her soul- her children are safe.

Then she looks up and sees her six year old staring at the inside of this mans head before saying “Are you gonna eat all that?” 

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Manifesting instantly even with a bad mindset

Manifesting Instantly Even With A Bad Mindset
Manifesting Instantly Even With A Bad Mindset
Manifesting Instantly Even With A Bad Mindset
Manifesting Instantly Even With A Bad Mindset

We believe in democracy, so based off of poll results this was the most requested post! Title being mostly click-bait, because we're mostly going to be talking about Placebo effects.

So basically, read this, which is an example of a placebo effect. Now isn't that the law being used without them knowing? Exactly! We're going to do that to ourselves.

So set an assumption: Every negative thought I get, makes me manifest faster. I lose weight every time I eat food. I manifest faster whenever I think about my desire. Being in any state automatically manifests my desire.

It's literally the law of assumption! What you assume, works, so take advantage of that and be a master manifestor with a terrible self concept (calling myself out🤚🏻)

I completely believe in working on self concept, but sometimes when you're in really bad situations where you feel like you have no control, this is what I used to do. I also have OCD, which makes me feel like I have no control over anything, although I know otherwise, so this is how I cope with it when it comes to the law, and I thought I'd share~

Basically long story short, assume that all your negative thoughts, wavering, makes your self concept better and helps you manifest faster!

Manifesting Instantly Even With A Bad Mindset
Your Fashion And Style Guide

Your Fashion and Style Guide

Pt.1

Your Fashion And Style Guide
Your Fashion And Style Guide
Your Fashion And Style Guide

Based on your Rising & Venus sign🫶

Aries:

Prioritizes comfort but doesn't compromise for their fashion style

Absolutely rocks streetwear & athleisure

Prefers sporty fits the most!

Looks best in red & black clothing

Their style always has some sort of edge to it

Big on grunge and vintage rockband t shirts

They love combat boots and they generally prefer flame or camo print clothes

This sounds odd but they kinda remind me of a racecar aesthetic?

Very Sharp with their fashion choices

They look great in leather jackets

A bold colour paired with a neutral for a high contrast look suit them best

They love the rockstar or baddie aesthetic

Looks ~

Your Fashion And Style Guide

Taurus:

They have three modes, classy bitches, edgy e-girls & bohemian botanical.

But generally, I see classy and soft the most

Green, Brown, Beige, White, Black, Pink & Red for sensuality.

They love wearing neutrals but they often mix it up with some colour now and again

They usually have some sort of special necklace

A fan of pearls because it's classic

But diamonds are their best friends too ofc

Fuzzy & Fluffy cardigans or sweaters have their heart, especially the white and brown colours

They are into floral and flannel patterns

Their favorite colour options are brown & pink or white & pink 🕊💕

They usually dress more modest but make it look high fashion

They usually like to incorporate silk or a corset into their outfit, being ruled by venus makes them into a sensual and seductive look

Generally they favour comfortable fabrics and silk

Looks ~

Your Fashion And Style Guide

Gemini:

I noticed they don't really like dark colours and generally prefer brighter neutrals or colours

They like off-the-shoulder, cold shoulder, cutout tops & cool designs on their shirts whether its long sleeve or not

They choose tops based on the arm style such as balloon sleeves or cutouts

Asymmetrical styles suit them best

Colors are white, bright pinks, and green.

Earrings & Bracelets are their favorite accessories

They like a fairy aesthetic, something that feels whimsical

Likes to switch between feminine and masculine clothing frequently

Very experimental with their clothes

Looks ~

Your Fashion And Style Guide

Cancer:

Either soft and girly or moody and dark!

They prefer to keep it modest unless showing off their chest

Their choice of jewelry are pearl necklaces

The shoes they tend to favour are chunky block heels & sandals

Prefers blue, pink & white or black

Soft and flowy clothes like cardigans or kimonos

Knee high socks + sweater dresses look great

They love sweetheart necklines

Into crop tops! Usually silk crops

They like to pair tight clothes with a flowy jacket! Especially if it has a pop of colour

Overall style changes depending on how they're feeling that day

Looks ~

Your Fashion And Style Guide

Leo:

Everytime I looked up a Leo rising celebrity that were ALWAYS wearing sunglasses

A fan of sunhats too!

Anything bright & metallic suit them perfectly

They look lavish in silky and shiny materials

They tend to wear fur coats

They like long and sturdy coats in general!

Usually they own big statement jewelry

Everything looks shiny tbh especially their hair.

Sparkly clothes & sequins are their weakness

They could rock sundresses

They look great in animal print, specifically cheetah or leopard.

Bold fashion is their go-to

Even if they wear neutral colours they make sure the texture stands out

Jumpsuits were really popular among them! I think they like to look playful but glamorous at the same time

They will not leave the house unless they look ready for a fashion show lol

Their motive is to standout and turn heads.

Looks ~

Your Fashion And Style Guide

Virgo:

Less is more for them

They like simple t-shirts with cute mottos like "be kind" or some shit that HAS to be written in small font or they won't wear it LOL

A Preppy Style & Sweater Vests are their thing

So is gingham print

They rock high-fashion looks

Fake glasses are a cute trend they look good in

A big fan of trench coats and cardigans

They prefer a business casual look

They prefer earthy tones & greens.

They are all about the simplicity in versatility! For instance they usually like black jeans and a white top but the top can be a tube top or a halter top based on what they want that day

They LOVE BLAZERS

Very picky about fashion, I find super bright colors often turn them away

Quality > Quantity for them

A lot of them look great in crop tops, or waist accentuating clothing like kim k is known for

Watches are usually a staple item they prefer

Looks ~

Your Fashion And Style Guide

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bunny's masterlist!

Bunny's Masterlist!

hello friends! here you will find all of my finished posts ranging from manifesting ideas, imaginal acts (that i call "dream life daydreams"), manifesting challenges, self-improvement and "it girl" posts, and my perspectives on the law of assumption and non-dualism. have fun, and please let me know if any of these links don't work!

manifestation ideas:

the void state

desired face

magical abilities

revising the past

gifts from the universe

appearance perfection

magical appearance changes

from others: interactions with the afterlife

from others: 16 wishes

imaginal acts / dream life daydreams:

i'm irresistible, they're absolutely crazy over me!

being with your sp (or favourite fictional comfort character)

my series' and methods:

affirmations: "i can't believe it!"

affirmations: a better way to affirm

affirmations: for the "gifts from the universe" post

scripting: how to script your dream life and use it with any method

scripting: my favourite digital word processors for scripting

bunny's dream life scripting series: intro post

bunny's dream life scripting series: how to use

motivational posts:

you are safe

you are doing amazing work

this is your sign to stop procrastinating

manifesting a fictional character into your reality

how to "ignore the 3D" when dealing with horrible circumstances

it doesn't matter where you came from, what matters is that you're here now

a gentle practice for disidentifying with the ego + advice from an anon

informative posts:

my favourite loa + nd blogs

why you should read/listen to edward art when you've overconsumed information or are doubting your faith in the law

frequently asked questions (updated soon!)

challenges:

bunny's digital detox and manifestation challenge

about me and non-loa:

my intro post

coding resources

my sideblog: for my personal glow-up diary, self-improvement reblogs, and the occasional off-topic and interest-based post, you can follow @dreambunnynotes!

Venus In Sagittarius

Venus in Sagittarius

“We need love, but all we want is danger, we team up then switch sides like a record changer.

Venus in Sagittarius is the enticing spark of the refined and radiant Venus. Sagittarian Venusians float from one love interest to the other, wanting to expand their horizons, looking for someone to stimulate and relate to their yearning for freedom. 

This Venus placement represents a new generation of lovers, they search for something profound and exciting, but not necessarily emotionally. Their kind of love is revolutionary and they seek to enjoy themselves and others and to not get too caught up in the details and sappy love letters that relationships usually consist of.

They are fun loving, optimistic and exhilarating in their relationships. These Venusians look for someone who can ignite and expand their fiery passion for love and will make them feel like they have found what they’ve been looking for all their lives.

They look for someone who is adventurous, is brave and will not be fazed by their constant need of freedom and expansion. They fall in love quickly and intensely for their object of affection, which they will pursue with vigor and expect the same towards them. 

People with this placement feel dissatisfied very easily, they may have many serial monogamous or polyamorous relationships with people because they feel as if their dreams aren’t being fulfilled or aren’t being intellectually stimulated enough and they may depart without a trace if they get bored. 

Throughout their lives they travel, party and celebrate the world and its possibilities and along the way they eventually find their lone wolf, the person that they settle down with and are willing to take on their adventure through life and that connection is what really makes them feel free.

i have accepted the fact that i am a Cancer sun and as a Cancer sun I enjoy cooking for people I love, taking care of them, surprising them with gifts & grande gestures (Leo Venus tbh) and screaming at the strangers that make a rude joke towards my people. I have also accepted that I want to appear "tougher" so I get tattoos and manifest a naturally bitchy face so people don't underestimate me but at my core, I am a Cancer Sun.

Embrace your Sun sign guys. Set em free. The same way like I did, spreading my crab legs wide and open.

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if you want my honest opinion take these 3 things and leave the other complicated shit and difficult methods

decide what you want>>> decide you have it>>> keep deciding you have it

interpret this any way you want but all that other stuff is unnecessary unless you like it

I have officially mastered the void

So this morning (afternoon actually) i decided to tap into the void so I did the 61 points yoga nidra meditation with a subliminal. I didn’t really need the subliminal I was just using it cause my headphones are somewhat noise cancelling and my family was awake so I didn’t want to get distracted. But the meditation was really relaxing. At first I had some trouble staying focused but then I reminded myself why I was doing this and what I was doing it for. So it kept me motivated. After that i affirmed a little bit then I counted down from 100 and then I affirmed some more then I got bored of affirming so i started visualizing and then I got bored of that so I just decided to focus on the darkness behind my eyelids.

I never really took that advice from people when they said it helped cause I didn’t believe them but it actually worked. Out of everything else I did that was the one thing that sent me straight to the void. I think for the most part it was just letting go of that desperate feeling i always have when I try to enter. I always feel like I’m forcing myself to do it so I just let go and kind of forgot about what I was doing while still keeping that intention.

I was getting pretty anxious tho because of the time so I just got out but i did it again and it sent me straight to the void again. So now I know the secret to getting into the void is to just let go of that desperation and to stop forcing yourself, just let it happen. If you feel you’ve affirmed enough stop affirming, if you feel you’ve focused on your breathing enough, go back to your automatic breathing pattern STOP FORCING YOURSELF IT WILL GET YOU NOWHERE!!

and I know a lot of people stress about not being aware in the void and not affirming for your desires but stressing over that is exactly what’s going to make you forget tbh. When you let go of that desperation you let go of those other doubts too, those things that were stopping you from getting there in the first place. I feel like removing yourself from those thoughts is really effective in getting you what you want.

I will say it might help to have a list of things you want either written down or set in your mind because it will be a lot easier to remember what you’re going to affirm. When you’re in the void or even before you tap in completely you’re supposed to be super relaxed so it might be a little difficult to bring up those thoughts but because of how different the void is from the 3D it’s kind of hard to forget. Especially if you’ve been trying for a long time.

The void isn’t really something you question, you know for sure you’re in cause you can’t hear feel see taste or smell anything so it’s pretty identifiable. And because you’ve reminded yourself over and over that that’s what the void feels like, once you feel it you’re going to be like OHHH ok now i know to affirm for my desires. You’ve been training your brain to associate the void with your desires so of course once you recognize that you’re in you’re going to remember to affirm for your desires.

Also I don’t really like using the term void personally, but it’s what I learned it as. I feel like calling it the void just makes it sound so otherworldly and extraterrestrial and scary tbh. I think that’s what was holding me back as well, fear. I know that Neville Goddard refers to it as the I AM state which is a perfect name for it because it really is a state of just BEING like you’re not worried about anything else other than yourself and that’s the beauty of it. I would go on more cause there’s so much I can say but overall i hope you just let you go of that desperation so that you can finally push through and get everything you’ve been wanting because you deserve it.

Don’t listen to “astrologers” that say the 2nd house can represent how we earn money

I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again the 11th house is the house of material gains which includes FINANCIAL GAINS and can show us how to gain money

The 2nd house shows how we use our money, store it, etc.

For ex: someone with their venus in the 2nd house may spend lots of money on their lovers and on clothes or beauty products

MORE INFO ON MONEY HOUSES

✨Mars is one of the most important placements in your chart.

Mars talks about how you navigate through the world, specifically how you overcome obstacles, changes, conflict & transformations.

✨Mars Is One Of The Most Important Placements In Your Chart.

The only thing constant in this world is change.

As the planet of War & traditional ruler of the 1H/Aries - the body & 8H/Scorpio - death & transformation, Mars holds A LOT of power. Do not underestimate it. Both of these houses/placements are houses that trigger your progression through your chart. Meaning, your first house LITERALLY describes your life’s path & your eighth house deals w some of the deepest & most treacherous parts of our human journey (such as intimacy, psyche & death itself).

If you have a strong Mars, you are ambitious & will take on any challenges. The downside is you may come across as combative, self-centered & self-serving.

If you have a weak mars, you can be passive aggressive or shy away from any conflict/competition. You may take a more passive role in life. The upside is you are probably very compassionate, empathetic & diplomatic in handling issues.

The key is to understand your Mars, so you understand how you deal w change & conflict. When you understand how you move through life, you can plan to travel accordingly. Think of it like this— if you are traveling down a river— use a boat. If you are going overseas— use a plane. If you are going to McDonalds down the street— use a car. Essentially find you mode of transportation that you can navigate most easily for your destination, that way you can have the best trip possible for your journey. That’s really life, right?

Never try to be something that you’re not & align yourself w people who show you a different way of dealing w the problems/chaos the world presents. Different perspectives matter a lot. We are all in this prison together. We work better as a team for our escape plan.

✨Fire Mars tends to be more aggressive, going after what they want directly w confident & self-assuredness.

✨Water Mars tends to be more emotional & would do better to channel their feelings into some sort of art or nurturing venture.

✨Air Mars tends to strategize before acting & likes to be methodical when solving problems.

✨Earth Mars tends to know that patience & long term planning is key to success.

Learn to deal w your anger, your passion, your lust & you will unlock beautiful wonders in you life. Use every tool available to express yourself. Know that changes & challenges make you stronger. Use your Mars placement as a guide to see how Spirit wants you to deal w what life throws your way!

Your Mars is essentially your weapon of choice!

✨Mars Is One Of The Most Important Placements In Your Chart.

With Love & Lust,

A-D ❤️💋

P.S. — I have been working REALLY hard on my next long post for y’all. I’m ALMOST done, thank goodness!! But I’m so excited to share!!! I hope it’s worth the wait (& the 20+ hours I’ve put into it already…lol)

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