does it ever make you dysphoric that like, you understand language. I can write and read and speak it and sometimes it just feels wrong. I don't like it. speaking sometimes makes me so dysphoric I almost just dissociate to deal with it
having to do and live through the very basic parts of human society makes me feel even more dysphoric and stuck in my own body. I don't see myself like them and yet they see me as them and I'm bound by their norms and omg I hate it
gender is weird, my gender is weird
I'm trans in the sense I was born without a gender so whatever gender I experience will be trans
but because I wasn't born with a gender the gender I live in will not have changed from something else so I'm also cis
but I'm not cisgender or transgender. I've lived and do live the life of both but I am neither
I'm also not a human, my species doesn't have a concept of gender. My gender is barely hanging on as a man but is still a man, a man through wildness and being untamed, the best way I could present myself in the society I live in
happy Holliday's to everyone 🫶
Reblog if you're not human
kind of feeling like the shift from “physical nonhumanity is a term for those who literally physically experience their body as nonhuman” to “physical nonhumanity includes literally any nonhuman because they feel like they metaphorically or philosophically, not physically, have a nonhuman body” is so similar to the bastardization of the word “therian” by those who don’t actually identify as therians.
specifically in the case of physical nonhumans, i see it following this pattern and slowly becoming unsafe for those who are actually literally physically nonhuman to use that term. because now those who aren’t, but who still claim to be physically nonhuman, are the ones going “ew, you ACTUALLY think you have the body of an animal?? that’s clinical lycanthropy, you’re just delusional!!” and “physical nonhumans don’t ACTUALLY think we have nonhuman bodies. we know we’re human!!”
like we’re being pushed out of our own spaces, our own terms.
don’t you see? history repeating itself? “therians don’t ACTUALLY think we’re animals, that’s clinical lycanthropy!! if you ACTUALLY identify as an animal, you’re delusional!!”
it irks me that folks insist on claiming words that were not meant for them and then push out those who were already using it. why not make your own term if you want it to mean something different?
Tiktok therians piss me off SO BAD. beacuse why did I just see someone say "well!! You can't identify as a song! that's just stupid!!" We are in the same community, we aren't supposed to judge eachother,
also shotout to songkins! You guys don't get enough attention
I have SO many stuffed animals and plushies it's like what I'm known for irl a lot of the time, they just make me happy :3
but for some reason beanie boos specifically are the only type of plushie I want to customize and make little outfits for. I give plenty of my plushies back stories but don't really make them outfits or jewelry but when it comes to beanie boos, it's just more natural to do so?
maybe it's just me but it's fun :3
theres actually no rules to transitioning and youre allowed to want contradictory things for your transition. it's fine if you only want some of the changes that come with hrt and take preventative measures for the rest (like wanting bottom growth but not body hair or vice versa). you can want to have vagina AND a dick. you can be a woman and want top surgery, or wear a packer. you can be a man and want to have a pussy. you can change your transition goals one or a million times or not have any goals at all and just take things as they come or as they feel right.
there are no rules.
i love being a freak
I'm so cool for not being human !!
For using neopronouns !!
For regressing !!
For using niche labels !!
For being neurodivergent !!
I'm so cool for being myself !!
love yourself :)
(if you would like, reblog with all the cool things about yourself worth being loved. Let everyone know they are loved <3)