Cryingg

self pity…

im noticing a pattern…જ⁀➴

”but you cant! eric harris was/said/did ___ !”

whatever youre abt to say i already know so shut up. ive been non stop researching for months

Dylan is completely humanised to us, through Sue’s stories of him at home, making puzzles and even him crying about being bullied. We will never know how Eric was really like, only his ‘tough guy’ persona he hid his true feelings behind in fear of getting hurt. I even read that the Harris family disowned Eric, not picking up his ashes, getting rid of all pictures and never talking about him as if he wasn’t even real. It makes me wonder what life was like for him when he was alive.

I feel like shit for Harris, I'll probably die saying this.

He has never felt wanted or accepted his entire life, that's obvious, read his diary and you will see that this is the realest thing written there. Eric Harris did not feel loved, accepted or included.

So he dies. Klebold's mother speaks out, writes a damn book, goes to interviews, she talks about Dylan. Dylan Dylan Dylan most information we have is Dylan, his vulnerable diaries, his evident depression, memories that Sue exposes. But what about Eric?

No, no one talks about Eric, his parents stay quiet, whether out of shame or privacy. Nobody talks about Eric Harris, as if he were a demon that if you repeat his name 5 times he appears and and pulls your foot at night or something.

Eric never felt accepted in life, nor before nor in death. In the end, he will be eternally excluded — from the "fun things", the family group, the groups of friends. Eric Harris is forever excluded, otherwise, completely misunderstood by those who confuse him with Reb.

has to be my favourite footage of him in the cafeteria >,<

Oh, the expressions of his face are so cute.

eric and his cap in radioactive clothing and rampart range ‎ ‧₊˚ 𓂃౨ৎ

this particular sequence of photos is just ˚જ⁀➴ ₊˚⊹♡

You know what I hate??? I hate how beautiful and smart he was..And I hate how no one truly saw that. I hate how right he was about certain things and how wrong he was about others. I also hate how he wasted those innocent lives and his own.  But most of all I hate how I don’t hate Eric Harris. (referrence to ‘’10 things I hate about you 1999′’ lol )

Eric details 𓂃౨ৎ