WHAT

GUESS WHO'S BACK AFTER BEING TERMINATED FOR 9 MONTHS OMG IM SO GLAD TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN

Support saw my application just a few days ago while my account was terminated/banned since autumn and I could do literally nothing IM FINALLY FREEEEEEEEE and I hope I'll come back with some interesting content later, but now I'll just repost things I posted before to get used to Tumblr again yeeee omg it's time to go back to comment others 24/7

What are ships then according to tiktok antis I wonder

-This was said for like 1000 times and I'll say it for the 1001th time again-

imagine using profic site co-founded by wincest shipper & writer and then go nuts over its own target audience for using it to the point you start death threatening and suibaiting people

Someone asked me to fill the rosabara version as well so here we go

Gang what the fuck

I just woke up and got a notif about antis putting minors in actual real life danger once again

(idk if this works bc I've never sent twt threads before but here https://x.com/SamAburime/status/1821168403211530363?t=D0hucCxV0KpKhW0KlDrm8w&s=19

CW COMSHIP

The urge to draw them kissing is undescribable

I need to see their ingame interaction please 💔

About antis' activities on russian segment of telegram

Tw: mention of csem

I don't know what to start with, but I'm pretty sure you've seen a lot of antis on Twitter, Tiktok, Instagram, etc, but probably never heard of antis on telegram. Because telegram is a messenger, not a typical social media where you post stuff and get followers. Well, antis on telegram are even worse that... Anything, to be honest. And I would like to address one undescribably awful and disgusting situation, which had place in proship friendly space on telegram

So, there is a popular form of russian public channels which is called confessions, where you can almost absolutely anonymously (or completely anonymously, it depends) post any confession on a specific topic. BTD confessions, genshin confessions, queer confessions, etc. And there is one of channels which is friendly to proshippers:

Hardqueer (also known as queer against cancel culture) — is a person who doesn't bend to cancel culture in a way it exist now. This term, as far as I know, came from queer telegram spaces

This channel sometimes posts confessions about being a proshipper and hating antis. Nothing spectacular, you might think, and you'll be right! But antis (or, how mod of this channel calls them, "softqueers") found hardqueer confessions due to multiple reposts within confessions community.

Softqueer (also known as pro cancel culture queer) — is a person who supports cancel culture and cancels any problematic person. In terms of proshipping, not every anti is a softqueer, but every softqueer is an anti

Before I continue, I must mention that this dividing of queers is pretty unnecessary imo, but in this case I shall use this terminology so you could understand what's going on within all this "soft/hardqueer" situation

With this being said, antis... Well...

Sent csem to mod of this channel

Translation:

— Mfs who spam my dms with cp are you okay?

— Where's the fucking logic? "THE MOD OF HARDQUEER CF IS SO BAD, SHE DATES A GIRL YOUNGER THAN HER... WELL LET'S SPAM HER DMS WITH CP 🤩🤩🤩"

— I really wonder how softies (softqueers) get so much cp like 🧐🧐🧐

At first I thought that this were not antis' doing since there are some MAP confessions' users who spam others with cp as well, so I asked mod directly about this

Translation:

— Btw this might be one of the MAPs confs doing and not softs (softqueers) but I can be wrong

— This were exactly softies (softqueers) doing, which harassed me for things I HAVEN'T EVEN DONE, called me a pedophile, insulted me and seems like as an apology spammed with cp

She could tell this were antis because her bot for confessions (which is supported by Livegram bot) shows nicknames of people sending anonymous messages, so she saw this were her ex acquaintances from "softqueer" community

Now this shit is serious. I could just ignore all this thing if it didn't involve possible csem. Antis on telegram literally send proshippers and neutralshippers scem in order to... I don't even know. Traumatize them probably? While saying they "protect traumatized from abuse people". What a hypocrites. There is no excuse for this. Yes, "hardqueers" may be wrong in some aspects of their ideology imo (for example they don't care about slurs since in Russia it's a normal thing to say slurs you can't reclaim etc), but it's not an excuse for such behavior. Even though there are no proofs of this situation being true besides my screenshots and her (mod's) words, there is also no proofs that this DIDN'T happen. And we are talking about CSEM. And I think direct screenshots of scem being sent in bot would be considered as spreading csem which I don't want to do. So the only thing I left to do is to hope you'll pay your attention to this disturbing and terrible situation. I would be grateful if you'd reblog this to your page so more people would know what's going on. And if you are a telegram user, PLEASE, BE CAREFUL. There are some people with bad tendencies who can hurt you. Telegram's anonymous politics may be hurtful for your mental health. Block any suspicious users, report them and their messages, and take a break from the internet in case something like this happens to you

You might think this situation is fake or it was made up in order to blacken the reputation of antis, but there is the link to channel I am talking about, where you can see all messages by yourself:

Telegram

hardqueer confessions!

апфс порно кишлак кошка

You probably have to register with your phone number to see messages though

Keep yourselves safe, please 🙏

╰┈➤ byr: i revamped this intro in October 2024, so info here may be really outdated if you read it from the future

Hi, I'm bogdasha, I'm 20 and this is my mostly SFW proship blog with random stuff related — discourse posts, fancontent, reblogs, random thoughts, anything basically -✎ I have no dni and I follow&block freely -✎ my DMs are open for anybody, just be respectful -✎ my only boundaries for now are being respectful (again) and not sending me pornographic/fetish content if I don't specify otherwise -✎ sometimes I may post off-topic things, though I don't do it often -✎ I have no posting schedule, I post as I please, but I'm terms of time I prefer posting around 22/10pm UTC -✎ this is my ONLY tumblr blog for now -✎ I'm also a selfshipper and most of my ships are selfships actually, though I have no f/o for now

╰┈➤ basics

Russian, bi and arospec girl, she/her, with severe depression, may be weird in general -✎ furry, multiaesthetic, ex multifandom, proud wannabe and poser in terms of communities and styles, I like small experiments with self expression and I live by them -✎ my english might be bad at times sorry for that in advance

╰┈➤ about me

It's hard for me to tell about my interests in general because they change almost every month and they're shallow -✎ for now (october 2024) my main interests are netsurfing, roblox (mostly catalog avatar creator and roleplays) and jsf (mainly egl) -✎ also for russian speakers, я сижу и участвую в кфкм в телеграме, но не прям активничаю -✎ I used to be in MANY fandoms and have many interests in 2014-2022, to the point I don't remember them all, but my core fandoms were:

Lololoshka and ru Minecraft in general (2013)

How to train your dragon (2014-2015)

FNAF (2014-2016)

Rytp (2015-2016)

Yandere simulator (2015-2018)

Yt gamers, mainly windy31 and dantekris (2015-2019)

Сыендук (2015-2021)

TheBrianMaps (2015-idk)

Anime & Manga (2015-2022)

Undertale (2016-2017)

Yt animators: Jayden, theodd1sout, sr Pelo, domics, wolfichu, daidus, mirby, мармаж, дьявол76, другие руязычные аниматоры (2016-2018)

RPGmaker games (2016-2022)

Heartbound (2017-2018)

Ddlc (2017-2019)

Danganronpa (2020)

There are more fandoms I was in, these are those that shaped me as a person in a way

I don't care about other discourses, especially here, so I don't participate in or post radqueer lolisho propara/antipara endo/antiendo valid/not valid labels etc stuff, just proship and some off topic

I may have strong or mixed thoughts and feelings about certain things but I don't tend to share them

My taste in music is mostly electronic (I have a more specific taste but I don't care about genre labels much), also some indie stuff and shoegaze

Have this for better reference:

(^ this is relevant for mid 2022 — august 2024 music taste)

I used to love drawing and making handicrafts (especially origami and rainbow loom knits) since childhood!! I barely do any of this now due to my mental state, but those still have my heart

I also wanted to make a list of my ex interests here but I fear it'll be a bit too long for intro post -✎ though who knows, maybe one day... >:3

╰┈➤ F/O and selfship thingies

I hop fast and I find it cool to share f/os with others, I think of sharing as of a way of building and supporting the community -✎ as I mentioned, I have no f/os now and I don't really treat my f/os as partners, I think of them as of crushes I tend to have lots of self-insert fantasies about hehe -✎ also I like drawing myself with f/os and ordering commissions with us, I'm cringe and I'm free idc at this point

My former f/os are:

Sans - Undertale (romantic, 2016 yes I was one of those og fangirls)

Gabriel García — Telltale Walking Dead p3 (romantic, 2017)

Lore — Heartbound (romantic, 2017)

Vanilla and Coconut - Nekopara (platonic, 2017-2018)

Larry — Sally face (romantic in 2017-2018 and queerplatonic in 2023)

Kara — Detroit Become Human (queerplatonic, 2018)

Tanjiro — Demon Slayer (platonic, 2020)

Apollo — Animal crossing (platonic, 2020)

Mondo — DRTHH (platonic, 2020)

Kazuichi — SDR2 (romantic, 2020)

Korekyo — DRV3 (queerplatonic, 2020)

Kurt Frank — IDV (platonic, 2021)

Monty — FNAF security breach (sensual, 2021)

Childe — Genshin (sensual, 2021)

Ginko — Mushishi (queerplatonic, 2021-2022)

Sally — Sally face (sensual, 2023)

Simon — Cry of fear (queerplatonic, 2023)

Medic — TF2 (sensual, 2023)

Spy — TF2 (sensual, 2024)

╰┈➤ My ships

Sniper × Spy (TF2)

Fischl × Lisa (Genshin)

Barbara × Rosaria (Genshin)

Sal × Larry (Sally Face)

[FORMER SHIP] Pinecest (Gravity falls, ≈2015-2016)

[FORMER SHIP] Frans (Undertale, 2016)

[FORMER SHIP] Sato × Shio (Happy sugar life, 2018)

[FORMER SHIP] Childe × Lumine (Genshin, 2022)

[FORMER SHIP] Barbara × Xinyan (Genshin, 2022)

[FORMER SHIP] Irma × Kleesha (My OCs, 2023)

I have no particular taste in ships, I ship whatever I find appealing which is always random, though I'm not a fan of parent x child and sexually abusive ships, they personally make me uncomfortable -✎ l'm not exclusively a comshipper, default/no taboo ships are loved no less

I think that's all for now, thank you for checking this post hehe :3

Have a cookie 🍪

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Okay so there are some things that I'm lowkey proud of :)

I finally found a part time job that I enjoy

I found a new hobby (lolita fashion)

I made some new friends this summer thanks to furmeets

I'm not giving up and keep getting professional help with my severe depression (it's hard, but I want to believe that one day I can finally feel something and live happily)

I accepted myself as a proshipper!! That's kind of dangerous to say it out loud due to antis activities on the internet, but I want to be myself and not to hide my true identity and interest

I created this blog where I am finally being myself with comship stuff

I keep improving at drawing no matter how hard it is sometimes due to 0 ideas and no inspiration (I love drawing so much)

I continue living despite some suicidal thoughts and destructive behaviors and I don't want to give up on my live yet!!

These are the main things I could remember, I don't know what may I add to this list

Thank you SO much for some positivity <3

You know what, i want to do something nice and positive.

Anyone that sees this, tell me something you are proud of. It doesnt matter how big or small it is. It could be you graduating college or it could be you just managed to get out of bed today. It doesnt matter what.

I want you to tell me something you did that your proud of, and i want to congratulate you on it. Everyone deserves to be congratulated on things they are proud of.

It can be on or off anon. I just want to spread some positivity to the world some.

Ngl I lowkey like it when antis call proshippers "weirdos" because I be like

I kin this song fr /j

And I unironically love it

This says a lot about me