After The Fire By Ada Limón

You ever think you could cry so hard
that there’d be nothing left in you, like
how the wind shakes a tree in a storm
until every part of it is run through with
wind? I live in the low parts now, most
days a little hazy with fever and waiting
for the water to stop shivering out of the
body. Funny thing about grief, its hold
is so bright and determined like a flame,
like something almost worth living for.

after the fire by Ada Limón

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In the un-story
of my life
I am three years old
and my father
lifts me
into the air

and then catches
me again and again,
pulling me into him.
Or

I am thirteen
years old and my father
sits on the porch
with his arm around

me and says yes, yes,
look, everything
will be fine, I’m here.
In the un-story
he has his ties
and pressed shirts
hanging in
the closet next to

my mother’s blouses.
The smell of his

cologne washes over
everything like a pot roast
roasting all
Sunday. But in the story
of my life my father’s
sons have to

call him again
and again and again
and again
like small children

hitting a drum
they can’t stop hitting.
They have to beg
for his attention,
and one even dies,
in his way, for him,
and like life, is buried
without him.

In the story
of my life I inherit
the fathers
of other kids, other
sons. How lucky
am I?

Fathers with names
like Joseph,
Yosef, Josiah, Yasef,
meaning he will add.
Meaning he will
lift you up and catch you.
Meaning he will
sit with you, and your
sorrow will be his
too. Fathers with names

like Ernie, Ernest, Ernesto,
Arnošt, meaning kindness.
Meaning he will walk
among the lepers
of your actions
and listen to them.

Meaning he will not fail you
even as you fail yourself.
Right now dusk is moving
around the house

like a bad babysitter
waiting for her boyfriend
to come over, re-applying
her eyeliner. Outside
some coyotes are lighting
up the air like teenagers.
Meanwhile in the story
of my life

I lift my three-
year-old up into the air

and then catch
him but also catch

myself. In the story of
my life I put
my arm around
my thirteen-year-old
But also around
myself. When I feed
them I feed
myself. When I cool
a fevered forehead
with a cold

rag I cool my own
anger. When I leave
I also return to them
and return

to myself. I know
there are

really three children
in the story of my life.
I must make a home
for each of them.

father by Matthew Dickman

1 month ago

she was so fucking real for this #transitionNOW

She Was So Fucking Real For This #transitionNOW
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everything u need to know about me can actually be explained by the fact that i read that poem about the serving girl wearing the pearls so they're warm for her mistress when i was like 11 and it rewrote my brain chemistry forever

Everything U Need To Know About Me Can Actually Be Explained By The Fact That I Read That Poem About

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Embarrassment Has Good Bones

embarrassment has good bones

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“Some animals take themselves away to a private place to die, into the forest or under a raised wooden deck constructed of weather-treated pine. Are there animals that seek out the most public place to die, the greatest number of eyes to watch them lie down, roll over, stiffen? Is it true that all living creatures feel the instinct to survive, or are there ones that don’t, only we know nothing about them because they die so swiftly, in utter silence, before they can be seen and recorded?”

You Too Can Have A Body Like Mine - Alexandra Kleeman (2015)

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“a community without romance risks being brutish and crass, superficial and brittle, cruel and even muderous. . . i don’t mean just romantic romance. i don’t just mean erotic romance. . . i mean the romance that allows us to soften our voices when we see each other.”

maya angelou, 1998

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New York Times, The One Who Got Away
New York Times, The One Who Got Away
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New York Times, The One Who Got Away
New York Times, The One Who Got Away
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1 month ago
Mahmoud Darwish, From Journal Of An Ordinary Grief (tr. From The Arabic By Ibrahim Muhawi)

Mahmoud Darwish, from Journal of an Ordinary Grief (tr. from the Arabic by Ibrahim Muhawi)

[Text ID: A place is not only a geographical area; it's also a state of mind. And trees are not just trees; they are the ribs of childhood.]

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