Cuntarella or smth like that they call her in twt HAAHAHAHAH
lost 50/50? skill issue
do you have any more art of your oc? i love his design. (also what's his name?)
YAAA,, his name (i actually dont decide his name frfr so i just stick to the old one ehe) Samuel Ash, when i created him, he's like a typical assassin but right now his lore is too complicated idek how to start (idk how to write it too ToT ) ... He's my OC from,, like 2015 i think HE WENT THRU A LOT OF CHANGES in my book... imma show u some of em :3
my banner :3
these r some of old drawings of him (the last ones are him in a guise haha,, i should draw him more digitally tho... i usually doodle him in a book ;_;)
btw (if u interested :3) THESE ARE MY OTHER OC.. i did around 2020!!! i lowkey wanna post more about them someday... i have A LOTTTTT OF THEM ARTSSS <33333
Ivan moment frfr???
I'll start with my thoughts on the song itself, then break down some of the lyrics.
So, "Nowhere" is quite a bit different from Ivan's other songs, mostly in regards to the melody and his singing. His voice is a lot more... flat, and the pitch and length of the notes vary a lot less. In "Cure" and "Black Sorrow," there's a lot more variance: Ivan's voice goes from soft and low, singing shorter notes, to louder and higher, holding long notes, et cetera.
In Nowhere, the notes are typically shorter, and tend to stay in the same general area on the scale. Ivan's tone stays very consistent; in his other songs, it goes from calm and collected to full of emotion and feelings. He sounds a lot more monotone in Nowhere, and not just because he's singing quietly. He's not entirely apathetic; there's still a lot of emotion in his voice. But it's muted. Numb.
The only line that lacks this somewhat monotone, apathetic tone is "In love with you, when you were mine." This line is EVERYWHERE, and plays in the background of the ENTIRE TRACK.
And all of this kind of makes sense. "Black Sorrow" and "Cure" were both declarations of Ivan's love, and his feelings for Till. They were meant to be heard; they were meant to have an audience in Till. Ivan was projecting his emotions outwards.
"Nowhere" was not meant to be heard by anyone but Ivan himself—not even Till. It represented Ivan's internal thoughts, ones he would never say to anyone else—sort of how like someone might find certain things about a friend or significant other annoying, but choose not to say anything despite thinking it. Ivan is tired, and perhaps even a bit annoyed. He's wondering why Till doesn't return his feelings, and likely, wondering why he himself continues to love Till despite that.
Now, onto the lyrics (English translation b/c my Korean is awful):
That's just the kind of kid he is, so laugh Laugh, because he can't do anything No one cares about someone like him There's nowhere in the world for him to rest
It's been stated (see image below) that Ivan feels like he cannot be loved—that he's undeserving of it, or just doesn't have the qualifications. These lyrics are Ivan speaking about himself. Ivan is unable to get Till to return his feelings ("no one cares about someone like him"), and he is also, ultimately, unable to save Till ("Laugh, because he can't do anything"). To make this second thing worse, it happened not once, but TWICE: first when Ivan couldn't get Till to leave with him, and then when his actions in Round 6 ended up seemingly being for nothing in Round 7.
Another bit of the lyrics is as such:
Worse and worse this painful wound I become more and more numb
Ivan is slowly becoming more and more apathetic, and resigned to his fate, saying that "this always happens to me." Even the song's title is a reference to this: there's nowhere for Ivan to find solace, and all of "this" is going nowhere—"this" being Ivan's relationship with Till. Ivan is resigned to his fate of loving Till—almost certainly more than he loves himself—un"till" the end: until death.
Please tell me this is the Fontaine trio coming to their senses and seeing that Arle isn't "good"
I need these three to be free of the Fatui's indoctrination already.
Also Lyney not being here makes me worried... cause from the trailer lines he sounded scared and Arle was obviously angry at him....
You leave my boy alone you bitch... I don't care if you're hot as fuck, no one hurts these three.
GENSHIN COULD NEVER MY ASS
Y'all were jealous of HSR players and their free 5 star dr ratio well youve got him
"Hoyoverse can we have dr ratio in genshin"
Dr ratio in genshin:
Walmart dr ratio: