Me And The Urge To Make A Teen Boy Dr (i Am Cis Female And Quite Happy As A Girl)

this is so my coraline dr core guys

THINGS THAT HUMANISE YOUR DRs.

ৎ SIMPLE, HUMANISING THINGS :

⋆ forgetting where you placed your favourite book and finding it weeks later under the sofa.

⋆ your favourite sweater has a small snag, and you're debating whether to fix it or keep it as is.

⋆ a mug with a tiny chip in it that you still use because it's your mug.

⋆ a bit of dust on the piano keys or an unmade bed when you're in a rush.

⋆ tripping over your dog/cat/stuffed elephant because they're lying in the doorway.

⋆ shoes that hurt but you still wear them because they look good with your outfit.

⋆ your favourite jeans have that one little rip that keeps catching on things, but you refuse to stop wearing them.

⋆ spending ages finding the perfect lighting for selfies, only to hate them all later.

⋆ accidentally biting the inside of your cheek while eating and then obsessively poking at it for hours.

⋆ a specific smell in your wardrobe—a mix of old perfume and wood—that you’ll never be able to explain to anyone else.

⋆ stepping into your shower and realising someone moved all the bottles around, leaving you scrambling to find your conditioner.

ৎ A BIT MORE IMMERSIVE AND FLAWED :

⋆ spilling coffee on your notes for an important meeting, and the frantic wiping and swearing that follows.

⋆ hair that won't co-operate no matter how much you brush or style it.

⋆ a scratch on your favourite vinyl record that skips during your most-loved song.

⋆ wearing mismatched socks because it was too early to care.

⋆ running out of your signature perfume and having to use something random you don’t quite love.

ৎ FAME RELATED :

⋆ paparazzi catching you mid-sneeze and that photo somehow going viral.

⋆ having to sign something bizarre, like a fan’s forehead, and wondering how your life came to this moment.

⋆ someone mispronouncing your name or a film title in an awards speech, and you laughing about it later (but it still stings).

⋆ the occasional paranoia about people liking you for your fame rather than you.

⋆ attending a fashion show and feeling like everyone is silently judging your outfit.

⋆ arriving five minutes late to a glamorous event because you underestimated how long it would take to tie your shoes.

⋆ a director giving you confusing instructions on set, so you end up delivering the most awkward line of your career.

⋆ fans who ask the same question in interviews repeatedly, and you have to smile through it like you’re hearing it for the first time.

⋆ losing your train of thought during a speech and having to awkwardly laugh it off.

⋆ a quiet moment backstage when you realise you forgot to eat, and now you’re inhaling a slightly stale croissant.

⋆ the ache in your feet after a long day on set, and that moment of relief when you finally kick off your shoes.

ৎ RELATIONSHIP AND INTIMACY :

⋆ an inside joke with your s/o that doesn’t make sense anymore, but you keep saying it to each other anyway.

⋆ him stealing a bite of your food every time, even when you specifically said you weren’t sharing.

⋆ a silly fight over who hogs the covers, only to end up tangled together anyway.

⋆ watching him try to cook and making a complete mess of the kitchen, flour on his nose, but you can’t stop smiling.

⋆ a fight with your s/o about something petty, like who forgot to take out the rubbish, and realising later how ridiculous it was.

ৎ OVERWHELMING AND OVERSTIMULATING :

⋆ sitting in your apartment but feeling lonely in a way that your friends can’t fix.

⋆ misplacing your phone, then realising it's right next to you after searching everywhere.

⋆ public appearances where everything feels too loud.

⋆ losing a ring or piece of jewellery with sentimental value and feeling like it’s all you can think about.

⋆ rain-soaked boots squeaking as you walk through a marble lobby, and the humiliation of slipping just a little bit.

⋆ a room so crowded and loud that it feels impossible to breathe, but you’re too stuck to leave.

⋆ the guilt of not responding to texts from friends and family because you forgot.

⋆ waking up in your apartment, and for a second, forgetting where you are, feeling disoriented but comforted by the soft hum of the city.

ৎ MICRO HUMANISING MOMENTS :

⋆ that soft hum of traffic drifting through your balcony at night.

⋆ the slight stickiness of your lip gloss on a windy day (ugh, hair always gets stuck in it).

⋆ the cold marble of a building against your hand when you lean against it while chatting.

⋆ a pen exploding in your bag, staining the inside and making you swear you’ll be more careful next time (you won’t).

⋆ the faint sound of your upstairs neighbour vacuuming, reminding you that even in your dr, you’re part of a shared world.

guys i am literally so fucking stupid i started answering shiftmas questiosn forgetting that it is STILL NOVEMBER im kms 😭😭

idc tho i think im just gonna keep doing what im doing and be done a few days early or if i need to skip a day i can

TW: SUICIDE AND DEATH

coming on here bc i wanted to be srs/make something clear, btw this wasn't triggered by anything recent happening but i wanted to state on here that for the record, i will not promote respawning on my blog. i will not encourage people trying to respawn, because i cannot in good faith encourage someone to attempt suicide, but i will not try and stop you or fight you about it. i will not tell someone they shouldn't respawn or try to respawn, as it's not my place, but if you are actively promoting and encouraging people (ESPECIALLY MINORS) to try and respawn, please block/unfollow me.

omg your blog is so cutie !!

tsym omg

fame dr intro!!!

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✧ ˚ name: aviana umeko kai

✧ ˚ nicknames: avi, vi, vivi, via

✧ ˚ birthday: 06/04/2009

✧ ˚ home: oahu, hawaii

APPEARENCE + MOODBOARD✧˖*°࿐----------------------------------

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✧ ˚ faceclaim: hoyeong jung (but a lil different)

✧ ˚ voiceclaims:

english: gabbie hanna japanese: tsuki billlie ōlelo hawaiʻi: auliʻi cravalho

✧ ˚ ethnicity/nationality: japanese/hawaiian

✧ ˚ height: 5'1 (156 cm)

✧ ˚ features: septum piercing, double lobe piercing, heart shaped birthmark on left shoulderblade, whale shark tattoo (right hip/thigh)

✧ ˚ clothes aesthetic:

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CAREER ✧˖*°࿐------------------------------------------------------------

✧ ˚ occupation:

actress model student singer influencer/youtuber

✧ ˚ movies:

live action moana (moana) barbie (sasha) live action coraline (coraline) christmas chronicles (kate peirce) crazy rich asians (iconic extra with like 8 lines)

✧ ˚ shows:

percy jackson (thalia) the baby sitters club (dawn schafer) outer banks (wheezie) stranger things (erica sinclair) grey's anatomy (someone who dies after 8 episodes)

MISC/TRIVIA ✧˖*°࿐------------------------------------------------------

i have a lot of pets, i have a dog, two rats, and a flock of chickens (plus one goose)

i surf and play volleyball (libero/outside hitter)

i love love love fossils and shells and stuff, and do a lot of jewelry making in my spare time

gemini sun, scorpio moon, aries rising

holds the world record for folding 100 origami cranes in 28 minutes and 12 seconds when she was 12

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toh dr has me in a chokehold so im working on related stuff

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I'm putting all of your scripts finished in your stocking and a bunch of successful shifting attempts under the tree with your name in them

AWWWWWWWWWWWWW ILYSM ANON TSYM IM PUTTING EVERYTHING U MANIFESTED INTO A PRESENT AND MAILING IT TO UR CURRENT LOCATION <33333

another one of these dr intro poll bitches bc im so bored and also i have a new dr <333

personally i would advise you to release your inhibitions, feel the rain on your skin, etc etc, but that's me