I Just Realized! Dying In Space Means Easy Travel To The Heaven!

Drawing a lot of sci-fi garden/home backgrounds for work lately~ ✨

Shielding myself from everyone.

Every-fucking-one.

Is there anyway to not cry when angry?

I don't know why but whenever I get to be kind to people, I then feel so light. It feels so... rewarding. Only that—you know—it seems so wrong to feel that emotion because seriously, I show them kindness not because I am kind but because I just don't want to seem rude.

I can straight up say, "Okay."

But instead, I say, "Okieeee!"

And oh, dear, whenever they reply with the same intensity of kindness or sometimes, even more than you offered, you feel like... like... what is the word? It's something like oh-you-are-so-precious-let-me-give-you-a-hug~ or oh-my-here-is-my-love-accept-it-for-you-it-is-free~

Humans sometimes really fascinates me. (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

Untitled.

i made a comic in google slides for some ungodly reason

Is it possible to hate on someone so much? Or loathe even.

I loathe my brother. I'm scared of what he might do. I can't properly put it up to simpler word but he's stupid, immature, and no matter how you told him not to do this thing, he still does it.

He is so annoying to the point that I want him to be eradicated from my life. Either that or I am the one to be away.

Some might think, I will only feel this now, that it's only cat fights then later, I'd forgive him. Before, that's the case. I forgive him, he's my brother, of course.

But he's been like that ever since time immemorial. He has never changed.

They say, never result to physical violence, everything can be fixed through talking. But the thing is, he never even listen. How can we sort things out now?

Just yesterday, I'm explaining to him something because he seem not to understand it. But he didn't listened. He just said, "Blah, blah, blah."

Tell me, how can ones patience not reach its limit if encountered someone like that? I'm being serious and that all he'd say?

Before, I thought that it's maybe because he's still young. Maybe, one day, he'll mature. One day, he'll understand. Years had pass, yes, he is not the same anymore. He became worse.

What should you do to discipline someone without resorting to violence besides talking? Suggestions?

Why does it hurt to watch people leave me even if they mean nothing to me?

Or maybe, they actually mean something to me and I just don't want to acknowledge it so that I won't get hurt when they leave me?

But it still hurts tho. It hurts. So much.

“The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain.”

— Lord Byon