Diary Entry #4

looked at your bio and went hmm. me too

we are mutuals now >:D

Epic! Glad to be your mutual lol

I live in -misery- (missouri) and i dont think I can ever move so that’s fun. Illinois is so fucking close but I can’t move there!! Help me!!

For my Americans out there, here is a map with the safest states for trans folk. These are the states that have the most laws in place to specifically protect trans people.

Maryland is currently the safest, here is an article about it.

t.co

Maryland Governor Declares Maryland A Trans Sanctuary State

Maryland is the 12th state to enact policies that refuse compliance with out of state laws that target transgender people. Governor Wes Moor

Original Work, based off of Dance of the Corpses/Shikabane No Odori by Kikuo!! Listen to it it's great :)

Making this made me feel like I was dying (I was doing a fun activity idk what's wrong with me lol)

Please like this or I'll be stung by a thousand bees 💔💔💔/jjj

Make sure that you’ll be safe! It’s really important; maybe talk to them about trans stuff and see how they react, stuff like that. Write a letter or text, or just come up and say it. It’s really hard to say, but you can do it eventually.

Planning on coming out as trans to my parents soon. Any advice from the little gay people in my phone?

rejection sensitivity is so fucking lame. like boo hoo look at me i felt mildly ignored for 30 seconds and already started planning my own funeral liKE BITCH CHILL it was never that serious

i dont think this is an original thought and i apologize for the generalization but this has been stuck in my brain zone for like, a year.

i know i at least wanna look like elvira.

(angry video game nerd voice) two genders? that's it? and you just get given one at random, you don't even get to decide which one you want? what a shitload of fuck

Lolcow culture is so fucking weird dude. Like these (mostly neurodivergent) people are being told to do horrible things to themselves and/or others because "it's funny". It's so strange. I stand by my opinion, even though I made a post on reddit and deleted it because I was scared of kiw1farms finding it and making me into a lolcow (it's something I worry a lot about, because I am autistic and sometimes end up posting stupid stuff), and half of the people in the autism meme sub I was on disagreed with me.

Kiw1farms scares the fuck out of me tbh. I used to be interested in lolcows and stuff, but I realize that it's really strange and probably stupid to watch someone degrade over time, it feels like I'm participating in something awful by even watching it. (I never was a lolcow forum user, but I used to watch videos on it.)

Sorry this is long and kind of off topic, but I agree with your post a lot.

at this point I'm on the side of the people who draw fat furry art and view my body as attractive over the people who openly try to condemn that art and who always ironically ends up being into lolcow stuff and other puritanical bullshit.

otherwise interesting post ruined by the bold insistence that you can never accidentally abuse someone & that all abusive people are self-aware evil masterminds