YESSSS GOODDDDD

I just watched that clip on twitter of Philza talking about how the qsmp was amazing and how it made him feel valued and etc, etc. I go in them comments and I’m suddenly flooded with memories of being a dsmp fan. People in there talking about how all the smaller creators weren’t valued and I rememberrrrr.

Being a fan of anyone who wasn’t the bigger cc (even then) was hard. I was a Ponk fan (his lore was soooo fucking good (love is dead)) but the way I found out about his lore was so complicated. It was through a TikTok and having to go watch ALL his streams to figure out wtf was going on. I also really like Eret and Foolish lore but that shit was hard to find out. To this day we don’t know what the fuck was going on with those two and how their gods and they knew each other from the past and blah blah blah. Imma not even touch on how Nicki, Puffy, and Hannah were treated. But it sucked to be a fan of smaller creators on the dsmp.

All this to sayyyyy. Ponk is African and speaks fluently in Zulu. I’m manifesting that African creators that speak Zulu get put on the Qsmp so Ponk can get the lore and the love he fucking deservessssss

Manifesting. Manifesting. Manifesting! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

Nowwwwe that the Realm drama has kinda died down. I just find it annoying how most people can’t understand two things can be right at once. Tr! Ros is right to be upset for Tr! Pangi killing Tr! Pili at the ball and Tr! Pangi had LITERALLY EVERY REASON TO KILL TR! PILI. I understand not a lot of you watch Tr! Pangis lore or whatever but stop trying to act like he was doing it just cuz.

I also find it sooooo annoying people are attacking Pangi (like the real person). Calling him misogynistic and whatever on Twitter. Mad annoying.

I hope they add Flamefrags and Manepear because if you think Pangi is doing to much. Those two will do even more and it would be deserved because y’all are mad annoying. They would lit that bitch up and laugh in y’all’s faces. Pangi is too nice to y’all, those chathoppers need to be cussed tf out. Flame and Mane would definitely would give y’all and the server hell and tbh y’all would deserve it for being so mad annoying.

But I wouldn’t wish that type of toxicity on Flame and Mane. Ik a lot of y’all are secretly racist and I only wish the best for those two.

Anyway, so glad Hideduo is back. I only watched the ball for their reunion. (And for Pangi tbh)

I love watching Cellbits streams even if I don’t speak Portuguese(I’m learning tho) one thing I find hilarious about Cellbit streams is because of his music taste. It’s so similar to mine it’s actually funny. Cuz why are we listening to J Cole next song it’s Slipknot.

Just finished Bloodmarked the second book in the Legendborn cycle and I don’t know wtf to do with my life anymore.

Slight spoilers

Nick’s character wasn’t really in the story a lot but I feel he’s gonna go down a villain arc in the next book. I feel like he loves Bree but his hate for the Order is gonna over shadow his love and he’s gonna do something crazy. Especially after the ending because he’s gonna blame the Oder for what happened.

Selwyn, I love Selwyn in this book. Did he piss me off? Yes. Did he make it up later on? HELL YES. I can’t wait to see him in the next book.

Bree, personally Bree can do no wrong in my eyes. I support black woman’s rights and wrongs. It kept pissing me off she trusted theses old white men but I understood where she was coming from. I also didn’t like how it took forever for her and Sel to have the conversation but when they did I was squealing. But other than that Bree is perfect in every way imaginable and she deserves better and to be happy.

Ughhhhh

Atp imma need Ponk to make a smp and have it just filled with black people because shit is just getting worse. Like imma need Ponk, Berleezy, Cory, Hixen, Jazzyguns, Jojo, black rose, the rest of eezygang, add some upcoming black YouTubers like Forever Nenaa and Ohnoitstusk. Add Fannita and Iyosias to that bitch too. Just black people because it’s always somethinggggggggg with non black content creators.

Like I love the qsmp but tbh this shit is tiring.

Bruhhhhh Pac and Mike look so miserable,

Mike asking to share a cell with Pac and the guards saying no. They look on both of their facessss. You can see they look so miserable not being able to be next to each other 24/7. Give Richarlyson his parents back!!!

Free Pac and Mike til it’s backwards!!!

Just read Monsters We Make and it’s soooooo gooddddddd.

I had problems with reading it but it took a few days for the confirmation email to come and once I got it I had to make an account in order to read the digital copy (so for people who are having trouble just wait a few days and religiously check ur email) thought maybe you can read it immediately if u create an account before buying but idk.

I love all the characters but September, Jabari, Liam, and Alicent. Though, I don’t know who to ship with who. I already feel like September and Liam are together bc they almost always together but id love to see Jabari and September together bc Black love. But I think Jabari and Alicnt would have a great enemies to lovers arc AGHHHHHHHHH IDKKKKKKK

Does anyone know when they next volume comes out?

Legendborn and Bloodmarked Spoilers

I’ve been seeing people are conflicted about Nick having a villain arc. Some people think he will others think he won’t.

Personally I think he will, we find out in Legendborn he lost his mother when he was a child because of the Order. Now in Bloodmarked he lost his father because of the Order. He lost Selwyn because of the Orders bullshit. (Because if they just had accepted Bree in the beginning he wouldn’t had to suck Brees powers which causes him to succumb to his blood. (But without all the shenanigans we wouldn’t have met valacki (don’t know how to spell his name sorry)) also since him and Selwyn are bonded we aren’t even taking about “the grieving” which we saw multiple characters who have been going through it and how it’s effected them. Now he’s lost Bree, he doesn’t know she went on her free will so she could get Selwyn healed but now he thinks the Order has her.

This man has lost almost everything he loves, what else does he have to lose? The order? He’s about to destroy the order any means necessary and I mean he might even try to kill Bree. 

I think their will be a time skip like a big one, maybe a year or two. This is gonna be a year or two of Nick being alone. Selwyn will most likely come back but I feel like Nick will be to far gone.

But what do y’all think? I need to have a conversation about this book and no one I know in real life has ever read it so, any theories?

Both other than that, stan Valaki!

This is a joking rant so don’t mind me

I love Drukkari fanfiction, they’re usually so cute and adorable. But some of it is so unrealistic. Like what do you mean Makkari was living peacefully in America during 1775? I’m not sure if people remember but that’s when slavery was around. Also, why don’t people ever mention slavery, homophobia, or ableism in this fanfics. Like how do you wanna write about World War Two, the plague, etc but not slavery. You can’t write them thought out all of history but ignore racism because I’ve seen fanfictions where they’re in certain years and they talk about how Makkari or Phastos was chilling in America like why are you lying?

Also I low key wanna see the eternals jump some racists for Makkari, Phastos, Kingo, etc. like jump them like the characters in JJK be jumping curses.