I Really Really Really Need To Stop Planning My Birthday, Everything Goes Wrong And I Get This Overwhelming

the worst thing ever is when people know your weaknesses

Like i don’t want to you to pity me

Earth is just too loud, i wish i could go to the moon

Nico, Thalia, and Percy are all punks without question. different kinds of punks, Thalia’s more of a classic 70- 80s punk, Nico leans more towards post punk/ goth, and Percy is more of a grunge skater punk, but all three of them are definitely punks.

i always convince myself i dont sound that weird and then i go out in the world and get involved in anything longer than transactional small talk and its like ohhh thats right ive only been hanging out with gay people who speak in riddles

ok so how do you continue a conversation after saying hello

On Friendship.

im between starving myself so i can finally have a thigh gap, or keep going to the gym even tho i feel ugly and disgusting and fat and ugh

“Platonic love is vital, essential, and perhaps the one thing left in this wretched landscape that could save us all for a little bit longer than we deserve. I love my friends even when I don’t tell them enough. I have crawled from the wreckage of enough heartbreak to know who will still be standing when I emerge and who won’t, and I hold those still standing close to me.”

— Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib, “Carly Rae Jepsen and the Kingdom of Desire” in MTV (via merulae)

i need to be able yo body check, im so sick i can’t stop eating

I already finished the book, and i love it. I love nico di angelo, i love will solace, i love their interactions. The only thing i cannot accept REYNA WAS NEVER EVEN MENTIONED!

Like how the fuck??????????? In the last book, nico and reyna literally had a kind of sibling-relationship. So where the fuck is she???? I liked the conversation with piper, but if it had been reyna>>>>>>

And i know it’s like part of the plot, but Reyna is aroace, and also had a crush (for a while) on jason, soooooooo?