Sometimes I Remember I Exist And I’m Just Like Oh Fuck

it hurts so bad when you give everything, and you still aren’t even the second choice

Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Violet Dickinson written c. June 1907

I could never live near the sea for two main reason, 1. I hate how annoying the sand is. 2. I would drown myself within the two weeks living there.

Obsessed by how Nico's always been attracted to the kind of people he thought could accept him despite the darkness inside him, but in the end he found someone who truly loves him and his darkness.

im in my teenage girl era where i have to use baggy clothes because i hate to see my body

// I’m not a violent dog. I don’t know why I bite.

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Arthur and John with a side of the carnal canine poetic. This line from Isle of Dogs really resonated with me for them hehe. + Arthur is using a cane in this drawing and I need everyone to know because it’s my fav headcanon.

cop car, mitski // shameless (3x09) // stigmata : escaping texts, hélène cixous // shameless (11x06) // sarah, alex g // isle of dogs // dog bite wikipedia // shameless (4x07)

i honestly don’t know how this happened but somewhere between my childhood and formative years i forgot how to exist like a normal person and started to either overthink everything or make disastrous choices without any proper thinking at all. no middle ground whatsoever

the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.