Why Am I The Way That I Am And Why Is This The Only Perspective I’ll Ever Fully See Through And Why

i would have laughed at nico's trauma joke sorry will but im different (traumatized & mentally ill)

NICO

IF WE DONT GET A NICO AND BIANCA CAMEO AT THE LOTUS HOTEL IM GOING NUTS

I realized why i don’t enjoy being in my room as i once did; now i have things to worry about, my future, the idead that i an wasting my youth, the idea i am doing nothing productive, that i’ll rot away here. When i was a child i could spent hours and hours alone doing nothing, watching the moon, reading because i had nothing to worry about, not a single thought passed through my mind telling me that i was wasting time.

No matter how hard or gentle i try to enjoy the moment im living in, i can’t. I always worry about the future, or remember the past.

ok so how do you continue a conversation after saying hello

im so selfish

Me @ myself anytime I open my mouth:

LIFE HACK: if you call things beautiful then they become so . Immediately in front of your eyes

50 DAYS LEFT

I hope 2023 is good to my mom

i have been rearranged at a molecular level