GOD I HATE MYSELF
GOD I HATE MYSELF
i can’t cry when i need to, but random things can trigger me so fucking bad and i start to cry in random places and i just look ridiculous
And i did it in front of my parents today, and since the day before yesterday i wanted to cry, and today while i was just fucking eating i started to cry and god, i wanted to cry so bad but i couldn’t cry *there* and now i’ll just have my parents scold me all the way home, for being so fucking ridiculous
And i just got to think of dumb excuses because i can’t tell them i’m just so fucking tired of everything
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An idea for a dystopian story:
The human race has made great advance in going out to space, building great monuments and spacecraft, but it’s running out of elements(the earth is dying) mostly iron, carbon, and the elements that the human bodies carry, so yeah they start using dead bodies (some people say the actually use the poor, criminals and minorities)
the moon in paintings. x
I love you emotionally closed off/distant/reserved characters who are SO full of feelings and love but have trouble expressing it or just dont want to, I love you you are everything to me
Annabeth running the Athena cabin is actually one of the most realistic things about CHB to me because autistic 12 year old girls are another fucking breed. At 12 years old I would wake myself up at 5:50 before making myself a healthy smoothie and scrambled eggs and then leaving for school at 6:50 to be over an hour early and go straight to the library. Can you imagine if I’d had another six kids under my command? No wonder they’re winning Capture the Flag so much.
the feminine ruge to help your parents or let them destroy themselves, no in-between.
💫✨ Anonymously tell me where you are, what time it is there and what you're thinking about ✨💫
no bc putting sally just chilling out in the storm when percy came home from school, bc she fell in love with the stormbringer god. it was just a really especial detail and a little wink for the real greek myth nerds. well done guys
u all ever lose the ability to socialize in the middle of a convo like.... ok i’m done now there’s no more words in here brain shutting off
Im doing everything im supposed to do to get my life together, why the fuck i feel the same ._.
Taking these circles of hell and the sins they represent and making them tangible and relatable and more human so that we can come to terms with the fact that the idea of sin is inherently learned and the ideas of things being morally good or morally bad are ingrained in us as people in a society and that we need to come to see everything as neutral for one reason or another is just so important like he knew what he was trying to do and he succeeded
