you wouldn't even be able to comprehend how absolutely TIRED i am. just absolutely drained. fully depleted of energy. not even "no will to live," i'm just EXHAUSTED
i tell people to trust my gut knowing damn well that if i did, i'd be dead
remember: you are dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil
i wanna cut soooo badly this is actual torture. 24 days of pure hell
looking at pictures of me from 2 years ago to give current me a major confidence boost
if i have to wake up one more time i'm gonna jump out a window that's it
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS BEAUTIFUL KILL ME BEFORE I HAVE TO START WRITING THIS GODFORSAKEN DEBATE PLEASE
"you were such a sweet child what happened?" existence
i'm so good at stroking people's egos i feel like this should be a profession
i have a fear of existing in public, everything about it is just so terrifying
I am never truly warm.
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