just trying to stay alive when i get attacked by ANOTHER HEADACHE. this world HATES ME. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHJSJDJDJEKKSKXKXDKKSKS
had a dream where i was sleeping and my crush(?) was waking me up, and she genuinely looked so ethereal. i'm gonna be honest i don't think i have ever felt desire like that in my entire life
sometimes i'm tempted to ask my online friends if they think i'm pretty (i love external validation) but then i remember they've never even seen my fucking face
I am never truly warm.
unfortunately i AM crazy. sorry to anyone that hoped i might get better
genuinely going to barf if i ever have to speak to someone again
who wants to play genshin on my account so i don't have to? i'll pay you in love and attention🙏
nothing better than befriending someone who has no friends, they literally give you all their attention
i'm sensing many bad things yet to come, this is worrying
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