there's a feeling in my stomach and it's so wrong
seeing my posts and not liking them is like watching me bleed out in the white snow and not helping me
just remembered that i'm a real person with an actual body. why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
everyone would be FINISHED if i knew how to interact with others properly
my life is actually very ruined
i was talking to myself when i realized it wasn't myself i was talking to. it was someone i know, except they weren't actually talking to me. idk if everyone does this but i just came to the realization that i have full blown conversations with this one person only for all the conversations to be imaginary. what the fuck.
when i'm doing okay but then the Bad Feeling hits
you’re very quick to like my darling’s posts, hm?
i'm chronically online
the bad feeling is back this is so horrible
won't be swearing or listening to music for the next month. pray for me😓
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