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Birthday is here and all I’ve done is cry about the state of my house, and how expensive everything is

Like how am I to get mold cleaned or to have my insurance cover for the water damage that has caused this mold… especially after they doubled the fee after we called them to help us fix our ceiling after it collapsed. Thank god no one was under it but they didn’t even help us fix it. Then, had the nerve to threaten to cancel our insurance if we didn’t get it fixed despite us telling them we are not financially able to cover fees on our own

I fucking hate this stupid fucking country. It’s expensive to live and it’s expensive to fucking die. I might as well crawl into a hole and disappear

Fuck my birthday

Should’ve been romanceable 😭😭😭 OMGGGGG

[The Ninth Wave, 1850, Ivan Aivazovsky; Clearing Up, Coast of Sicily (1847) Andreas Achenbach]

You are not too old, you are not too late, you are not a waste of space. Read this sentence again. Remember this.

Unfortunately. Loud applause and the YMCA soundtrack for some odd reason… I hate it here 😭

Just cried. “So this is how democracy dies… with thunderous applause” has never been so strongly felt

sequel to this post

THAT'S SO RAVEN (2003-2007) S3E10 'True Colors'

The Three Witches

“To glory at the end.”

I like bad bitches who be raging 😤

So in Zyrea’s lore drop I talked about how problematic she once was in the Dalish clan during their travels. How she got into even more trouble when she eventually landed in Treviso, and how Viago adopted her and what not

I thought this was fitting for her since she really is about that action. She wants smoke with everybody, cause a crow always completes their contracts. That wild side never truly faded with time and the chaos that erupted from it; just intensified with the help of the De Riva’s lol

My birthday is tomorrow… and I usually have a difficult time trying to figure out what to do or if I’m going out, what to wear. Two years ago my boyfriend (who is now an ex, it’s been a year) took me out to eat and I wore my AoT cloak and just all black cause I don’t really care to dress down anywhere I go. I do what I like even if it doesn’t seem like… the best dressed or whatever

Anyway, this year has been really fucked. Found my dad unconscious on New Year’s Eve… was with him at the hospital all night. For the longest I thought my father would not make it to see me hit the shining age of 24 this year, but he managed to pull through early February after a month of being medically comatose.

It’s for that reason I’ll be spending the day, tomorrow, with my dad at the hospital. I don’t have any friends in this city who cares enough to hang or even be here for me during this traumatic time. I don’t have the guts or courage (I have severe social anxiety) to go out to any establishment by myself. Once visiting hours are over, which is usually around 7-8, I’ll be coming back home to my room where I’ll spend most of that time alone. Either gaming, making an edit, trying to adjust a server I’ve been making for literal months now, or just doomscrolling the end of this country on TikTok.

I don’t know why I even came on here to say this. I guess just to scream into the void of tumblr. I like it here

OKAY! I made this political edit a few days back

And I’m no artist, but I know during unprecedented times like this we will need our artist, our musicians, and poets to step in with their talents + form of expression. I thought I’d give it a try and see if I could accurately portray what I’m feeling

I actually live in the capital of the US, born and raised. Speaking from experience, this city is teetering on the verge of an explosion. The anger and betrayal that is felt through the streets from a country who has let us down… Not many know that we have no representation in congress

By electing this president, you elect the fate of those living in this city, whether people see that or not. It’s “Washington” that the media and the people refer to when they speak of this and any administration.

So, here’s my rage. Posted to TikTok but yall know how that goes. All my other videos got about 100 views (not that it matters) but this posted video got 7 views - they suppressed it, as per usual when it comes to any politics going against the Incompetent Three 😒