i also like this description when it comes to emotionally repressed people/characters that have overanalyzed their emotions to the point of not feeling those emotions anymore. they have gone over past situations so many times in their head, labeling the emotions and upset that may have gone along with it only to “move on” after they’re satisfied with their analysis. but they don’t really move on, they just acknowledge the existence of those emotions and don’t work through them.
characters who are emotionally repressed, mellow, and self aware but cannot do anything to reconcile their emotions late at night when they can’t sleep. the anxieties, the sadness, the anger washing over them all in one moment- becoming so overwhelming that they break the feelings apart bit by bit for an explanation of each one. just to feel like they deserve to have those emotions.
sure maybe they have told you terrible things that have happened to them and what they felt at the time, but never do you see the true raw emotions of those experiences. begging you to ask the question of if you know them, or if you know of them.
You know, when I see fictional characters who repress all their emotions, they're usually aloof and very blunt about keeping people at a distance, sometimes to an edgy degree—but what I don't see nearly enough are the emotionally repressed characters who are just…mellow.
Think about it. In real life, the person that's bottling up all their emotions is not the one that's brooding in the corner and snaps at you for trying to befriend them. More often than not, it's that friendly person in your circle who makes easy conversation with you, laughs with you, and listens and gives advice whenever you're upset. But you never see them upset, in fact they seem to have endless patience for you and everything around them—and so you call them their friend, you trust them. And only after months of telling them all your secrets do you realize…
…they've never actually told you anything about themselves.
alright see. i have absolutely zero ability to form romantic connections in real life so this is a question that boggles my brain
every variation of this has been asked but tell me. which of your favs do you think you could realistically pull and/or what’s a reason you think you couldn’t bag one
i’m SCREAMING
these are so cute, like what the hell! 🥺🥰😊
[double pairing]
pairing [1]: nishinoya yuu x female!reader
pairing [2]: sugawara koushi x female!reader
request: @millicent231-watt Could I request something for Suga and Noya? The boy in question is sitting in a chair, like at a computer or something, and the gf walks in all cute and sleepy before walking over and straddles their lap. Nothing sexual, just so she can rest her head on his shoulder and hug him. Its up to you if it turns sexual at all ;)
warning: kissing oooooo, swearing, lowkey nsfw (but not really), it’s suggestive that’s all i’ll say.
a/n: as much as i would like to write full smut, i highly doubt i would pull it off, i mean have you met me. i may have the grossest mind but the most intimate thing i’ve done is shake someone’s hand.
also this turned kinda domestic and i’m not mad about it
i found a gif of them together and i’m crying.
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THE WAY I KEPT SAYING ALL THE SADISTIC SHIT SO HE WOULD REACT
mf goes “i find it rather titillating” LMFAOO
part 2 of the event said you WILL discuss Levi’s kink huh
upset and disappointed that i have searched the entire internet and have not found any art of kyoutani and yamaguchi being sweet and blushy and sharing jackets and holding hands and comparing their heights down to a fraction of a centimeter. absolutely devastated. i want them.
weeping happily. so much affection 😵💫
Gaz loves his Alpha.
He didn’t think it could be like that - a thief in the night after his heart. A silent creeping fog of devotion and affection, filling his lungs and clogging up his head.
From the stories his parents told - a beautiful Alpha/Omega pair, perfectly mid-spectrum that bore two pups - love is wildfire. It sparks, catches, spreads. Heat and light, it burns sometimes. Unmistakable, though, as it consumes.
It wasn’t like that with Saint. Like the Alpha themself, the love trickled in unobtrusive but steady, a dawning of new emotion, forging bonds like bands of sunlight cresting the horizon. Not a crackling blaze but a warming light. Until all at once it was day; it was love.
Saint, patron of devotion.
They’re sleeping under Gaz right now. Long, deep breaths that raise him with each inhale, a slight purr on each exhale. Content with his company even when unconscious.
Their eyes are closed, head lolling to reveal the strong column of their throat. The edge of their scent gland peaks past their compression shirt, a fresh smear of neutralizer over the bruised skin.
Post-Rut Saint is delicious. Lazy and slow as they recover energy and spent calories, napping in long shifts. Languid, relaxed, effortlessly Alpha.
They shift as the scent of Gaz’s arousal tickles their nose, tongue peaking out to swipe over the sharp curve of their fangs. Muzzle on again, of course, but one with bars instead of grid, easier to see their pretty mouth. Gaz is in no condition for another round, not after the thorough three days of fucking he and the other Omegas received, but the thought still makes his gut flip pleasantly.
He churrs, just to see what Saint will do, still mostly asleep.
The Alpha churrs sleepily back, the big hand curled around his thigh flexing.
Always so responsive, his Alpha, now that he knows what to look for. Saint never ignores them, never dismisses them. They’re always attuned to the Omegas, listening, ready to provide. Indulgent, even. Gaz and the others are spoiled - not that anyone would get away with saying so.
“Alpha…” he coos, nuzzling under Saint’s chin.
He does it because he can, and it’s still a novelty. An Alpha so extreme on the spectrum, yet so tolerant of vulnerability and all the liberties he and Soap take. Licking and nipping at their throat, scenting them on a whim, leaning and tugging and pressing close all the time. Not even a grumble for their trouble, just slow blinks and chuffs of amusement.
Alphas usually don’t let anyone but mates or pups near their throats, the submissive subtext and dangerous position grating on their instincts. But Saint has always let Gaz shove his nose against their jugular, or that tender spot beneath their ear, or the hollow where their purr sounds best. Even now, only just stirring, they tilt their chin back to grant him access.
“Omega,” they rumble, and a shiver wracks Gaz from head to toe.
Saint is rare with their voice. Saves it for the field or private moments; the subharmonics are intense, dominating. He barked at an Alpha recruit the other day, a touch less patient in pre-Rut, and the kid practically threw himself to the ground, belly up and whimpering submission. The other recruits dropped their knees and eyes, shying away from the Alpha’s correction.
The response that voice garners in their Omegas is different. Yielding rather than submitting. A happy, gooey melt rather than a brutal breakdown. For Gaz, it sounds like safety, protection, care, leadership. He still gets goosebumps remembering the first time he heard it, during a long-awaited Heat.
“Kyle.”
He jerks a bit, realizing that the voice isn’t just in his memory. Saint is waking, roused by Gaz’s incessant poking and prodding. As always, they don’t seem bothered. Their thumb caresses the back of his neck, sweeps along his hairline, soothing him.
He sits up a bit, anyway. Saint blinks at him through heavy-lidded eyes, obviously not quite with the program yet. That subsonic hum of an Alpha entreating their Pack member to stay, settle, sleep is still vibrating in their chest. Kyle chirps in return, a greeting and assurance in one.
“Time to eat, Alpha.”
Saint blinks twice more, takes a more deliberate breath in. Coming alive again. The subtle shifts in muscle beneath Gaz are enough to obsess over. He’d love to know what they do in that Alpha gym every day, they’re a work of art. Type of body that could go on the cover of porn magazines and Heat partner sites.
Saint yawns, big and wide, teeth on display. Shakes their head a bit to dispel the last of the cobwebs.
“Mm.”
That’s his cue.
He clambers off the Alpha, stretches out long and lithe, maybe showing off just a little. His effort is rewarded with Saint following, nuzzling his hip with an appreciative purr, before standing. They pop their neck with a quick jerk of their chin, before turning to Gaz. Always waiting, always ready.
“The others said they’ll meet us there,” he explains, heading for the door.
Like Alphas of old, Saint always stays at Gaz’s elbow. Easy to speak to, but clearly following the Omega without inciting the sense of being hunted. (Not that Gaz would mind Saint hunting him… not at all.)
“In the usual spot?” Gaz asks, pointing at the 141’s table. At Saint’s nod, he adds, “I’ll get you a tray if you want to go change into the bite guard.”
They hesitate for a moment, considering. Then nod, brushing their wrist against Gaz’s shoulder. He beams, swipes his jaw against Saint’s shoulder, before sauntering to the line.
It’s rare that Saint will wear any less than a muzzle, especially somewhere public like the caf. But post-Rut has them ravenous and slightly less reactive, lowering the bite risk in conjunction with their already iron-clad control. Enough so that they for once feel comfortable settling for a bite guard.
Gaz happily loads up their plate with their favorites, glancing around every once in a while for his other Pack members. Ghost and Price had paperwork to catch up on and Soap switched recruit duty with Gaz so that he could rest a little longer after that final round. They must not be done just yet - no surprise there, they’ve timed it to avoid the worst of the meal crowd.
As Gaz steps out of the line, a tray in each hand, he’s surprised to find the table absent of his Alpha. Saint’s adept with their muzzle and their bite guard, it hardly takes them any time at all to place or remove either.
Then he spots them by the water fountain. They’ve clearly gone to grab an extra cup, dehydrated from Rut. But they’ve been held up by someone.
Gaz recognizes them as a recent transfer, an Omega operator with a decent record. He has no opinion about them one way or another, hasn’t had much chance (or reason) to work with them.
Or at least he didn’t have an opinion until right this moment.
Because they’re not just talking to his Alpha. They’re leaning into Saint, tilting their head just so to show off their pristine mating gland. They’re peering at Saint through their lashes, swishing their hair to release their scent.
And that would be fine and good. At a cafe, a bar, a club, the bloody grocery store - hell, even here. It would be, if they were acting that way with anyone else. Gaz would even cheer them on.
But that’s Saint. That’s the 141’s Alpha. Their Alpha that they’ve built a bond with, that takes care of them, that they love.
And Saint is treating them the way they do every Omega. Calm and stoic, head tilted in non-threat. Listening to what this Omega could need of an Alpha. Only the subtle clench of their jaw and stillness of their chest indicating that they’re even remotely uncomfortable. Speaking to a strange Omega with no muzzle on, post-Rut, in a crowded place.
“Look like you’re about to explode, what’s got you burning pheromones?” Ghost asks.
Gaz didn’t even hear him approach but he’s too busy wrestling down his less flattering instincts to be startled.
Omegas don’t usually have the territorial edge to their protectiveness that Alphas have. Usually. Not never.
“Look,” Gaz growls, jerking his head.
Ghost follows his piercing gaze. “Ah.”
There’s a beat of silence as the Omega sways closer, obviously purring even if they can’t hear it at this distance.
“Well?” Ghost prompts.
Gaz takes a couple steps forward before he even realizes it. Pauses when Ghost’s hand lands on his shoulder, staying. Right. Best not to cause a scene, even if obscene instinct is demanding he climb Saint right there.
Instead, he clears his throat.
“Alpha!” He barks. Not needy or wanting. Demanding.
Saint’s head whips around, silvery gaze locking on Gaz instantly. They don’t look away as they dip their head politely to the other Omega, a silent goodbye, and stride across the room in a handful of long strides.
The rolling chur they let out is questioning, surprise in the arch of their dark brows when Gaz shoves his face in theirs. Scenting them there too, where the skin is so rarely available for it.
“You're irresistible, Alpha,” Ghost chuckles.
Saint grunts in distracted greeting, still looking confused. A big hand circles the back of Gaz’s neck, not quite a scruff.
“Settle,” they murmur, ducking their head to kiss his temple. “Eat.”
And Gaz would be more ashamed of how loud he instantly starts purring - if not for the way Saint’s eyes soften and the corners of their mouth curl slightly up, fond.
“Same to you,” Gaz huffs, tugging their belt loop.
Most Alphas would take at least mild offense, would tell him to watch it, only half joking.
But Saint chuffs in acquiescence and sits, leaving their own Omegas to stand over them - even if momentarily.
Ghost and Gaz settle in, just in time for the Johns to step out of the chow line as well.
“What did that bird want?” Ghost asks as he digs in.
Saint doesn’t take their eyes off their last two pack members. They shrug.
“Looked like they were chattering up a storm,” Gaz notes, only a little tart.
Saint flicks him a devastatingly attractive smirk. “Couldn’t hear them over you.”
And Gaz doesn’t need to hear them say it, to know that Saint loves him just the same.
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