@keuhkopussirotta / fleabag / jamie anderson / holly warburton / richard siken / mitski / aracelis girmay by @heavensghost / philip pullman
most things are not as important as garlic bread
I suppose I still have some hope left, it’s not east to push yourself and ignore what’s you’re feeling. It’s not easy to smile and say that everything is ok when in fact everything is falling apart.
Sometimes you just have to push those feelings down in a glass bottle that buried deep in your soul and forget about them
But let them out slowly
Because the glass bottle can crack or shatter or over flow with these feelings
And it can take a toll on you
☕️
You could never feel my story
without giving me hell.
And you might not believe me
so I'm never gonna tell.
You've been there you've done that
so you know it doesn't last.
You don't care what's coming for you,
you're still stuck in the past.
You know happiness lasts,
like a train leaving track.
You'd never wanna fall
so you'd rather step back.
The fall is a wasteland
whose bottom is filled with grief.
You're hung up on the walls
of your own disbelief.
And the halls are empty
in your griefs disguise.
The echoes of your sorrow
don't bother any eyes.
So you dance fiercly on carpets
of the things you did wrong.
And sing this world a lullaby
you call your final song.
For when you stood by the corner
or hid under the bed.
For when you won't carry your miserable,
you'd rather play dead.
Now you take out your pencils
and set the books on fire.
And burn all their bookshelves
and fulfill your desire.
For knowledge is volatile,
it slips if not taken.
And not to be ignored
and never to be forsaken
title suggested by @that-stressed-out-chic
Also I got a hug from this Texan lady and dang never in my Irish life have I thought it would happen 🥲