Do any other alterhumans with BPD feel as if carnivorism and predation are integral to their identity ? I feel like with my disorder, I've internalized being referred to as and regarding myself as a monster or an animal that is out of control-- splitting and hurting the people I love feels like an urge that's a part of me that I'm not proud of but can't help. I'm not sure how else to describe it in a way that makes sense but it all makes me align with animalistic tendencies a bunch, especially so as a nonhuman
using "pack" instead of "chat". pack is this real.
*puts my cigarettes out on you*
"It's wrong to call yourself an alien you're autistic!!" WRONG. SUPER GAY AUTISTIC ALIENS FROM SPACE POWERS GO!!!!!!!!!!! π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½π½ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππβββββββββββββββββββββββπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈπΈ
The orbs plague me
sometimes i want to bite people. sometimes i want to run faster than i can physically. sometimes i want to curl up to sleep but cant because of my bones sometimes i want to growl and bark at strangers sometimes i need to be handled but theres no one to train me sometimes i need to be pat on the head soemtimes i need to be sniffing out bombs sometimes i need to be chasing the bad guy sometimes i need to be patrolling the house somtimes i need to bite my nails sometimes i need to chew on things somtimes i want to be seen as i am.
but i cant.
Unrelated: I have also been injected with praying mantis DNA
βwhy do you stretch your shoulderblades so much?β my wings boy. boy my wings
one hyperfixated tumblr mutual has the power of six hundred thousand ad campaigns
i need to cheer myself up im gonna try to draw a shrimp from memory
Zey/Zem/Zeir/Zemself.Sorry to any irl friends who see my reposts lolMinecraft, FNaF, AvM, Gravity Falls, Vita Carnis, Rain World.
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