"If I Could Spare His Life. If I Could Trade His Life For Mine, He’d Be Standing Here Right Now, And

HI

I RLLY SAID "FUCK ME BEING SCARED ABT HOW PPL WILL FEEL ABT THE WAY I DRAW PEOPLE FROM RESTART" SAY HELLO TO AARON HAKIMIAN

Heyyyyy

I wanted to draw ms merino in the au I made for the sea beast because she's like a siren as a warmup before actually drawing the 78' au of the sea beast </3

Ignore how sloppy these drawings are, they were warmup.

Its always so funny crying to myself at six in the morning because everyone hates you and takes from you and makes you feel bad about yourself

Working on anything lately?

No, not really. I've been really burnt out for some reason. Hoping to draw and write more in the next week lol

I only thought of it again cause I'm listening to A house in Nebraska so, please GET IUT OF MY HEAD, RAHHHHHHHHHHH

to the person who wrote the story on ao3 where Shiromi dies in Aoi's arms, I wish you nothing but misery and pain. (JOKE)

Arianna.

Arianna, it's literally your 8th wedding anniversary why the fuck are you wearing a mourning dress you glum motherfucker

today marks the day Arianna and Nika (The General) got married. it's exciting you should clap

I know I might not say it anymore cause it looks like I only like Yandere Simulator but my fucking GOD I love Fen so much she gives me a girl boner. (JOKE) ((Probably not but okay))

(my friend was talking about fen)

who wants to just leap off a bridge with me rn. it'll be like a bonding experience

Arianna

Things that might make some of my OCs mentally unstable cause I want to rant about my OCs

Hi, just a quick heads up, this post contains themes of SH, drvg abvse, SA, and lots of stuff like that so PLEASE do not read if you get triggered by that! I care about you, not me! Anyways lets get into this shit!

Starting off with my main OC, Arianna Wallen Litvin! (Yes that's her full name) (The Sea Beast OC) (I mean I guess her full name would be Arianna Rivera Wallen Litvin, but she hates her mom) -She has a tendency to protect. Like murder protect. She got it from being a hunter and watching so many of the people she befriended aboard the Inevitable die. -She tends to turn to substances and sex when she wants to feel anything more than grief and the nauseating feeling of sorrow that has followed her for years. -She hates her older siblings for being free. She absolutely wishes that it was them being forced to be perfect by their father, she also hates her father for the very same reason. -Part of her despises her wife for having a normal relationship with her father and mother -She has daddy issue. Okay? There I said it. -She finds her body literally repulsive cause it's riddled with scars and freckles. She literally hates a part of herself for being a hunter. -It's very rare that you see her actively harming herself. Normally it's just drugs. -She never really cries cause her mother would tell her that crying equalled weakness, and what child wants to be seen as weak by their mother? -this might also make her flat-out mentally ill but she's a high-functioning paranoid schizophrenic -Literally hates herself for letting herself get assaulted more then once (you can't tell her it's not her fault, she won't fucking listen we've tried someone please help her) Anyways, enough of Arianna, hate her, now it's time to introduce you to Lola Katelynn!!! My cuphead OC... Shhhh

-She used to be a raging alcoholic. Like it almost killed her typa shit. -She had horrible anxiety as a child, which caused her to develop paranoia at 15. -Lots of my OCs have mommy issues so, guess what??? She fucking hates her mom. -She tends to isolate herself from other people when she can't fucking take it anymore (me too girl) -There's honestly not a lot about this girl I can tell you, I don't really think of her that much but I can tell you that she punches holes in her walls, and her roommates HATE HER!!! There's literally close to nothing I can tell you about Lulu, Zhylas, and the other Zhylas. They're pretty mentally stable But FRANCESCA... Oh she's a different story. Her name is Francesca Wallen Aikawa, she's one of Arianna's daughters. (Yandere Simulator OC) -Her diet is terrible (as in she eats close to nothing) -Her Iron is horribly low and she drinks literally zero water, only Fruit Punch and Fruit Punch Rockstar -Her legs, below the knee cause she wears knee-high socks to school, are covered in bruises and scars, sometimes cuts. -She talks to herself, but doesn't everyone? -She tried to throw herself off the roof of her school, but SOMEONE (Aoi) pulled a Lucy Donato and fucking caught her through a window like fuck you bitch let me die!!!! -She's just like her mother with her need to protect people. -If you take something or someone away from her, she'll rip everything away from you, rather it be stealing someone you love, or murdering someone you love. -She's Irish (JOKE) -She has BPD and high-functioning depression. -She also fucking hate looking in the mirror

hope you enjoyed, bye!!! if you ask me I'll give you more info about the ocs mentioned in this post (●'◡'●)

G'day mates, I promise I'm mentally stable