it's gotten to that point in the friendship where everything falls apart and I don't trust them or myself anymore
back to my normal programming...
My mind sitting there after dreaming that everyone on the Inevitable died again except Sarah and she had to sit there and watch everyone that she cared for die like Crow and Jacob and ms merino and as she watched them die after trying to help some of the people but failed because they were being pulled to the bottom of the ocean and she just stood there defeated in a bad way because she failed to protect and help the captain and the crew henceforth no longer being loyal
Ah yes, my mind hates me when I sleep
THIS PHOTO IS NOT ABOUT SARAH. IT'S ABOUT FEN!
I'll give her a tag though cause I'm nice
You aren’t “behind” in life. But it’s valid to feel that way and it’s valid to grieve the years you lost to trauma, mental illness, or just general surviving.
My mind after dreaming about a sequel to the sea beast where everyone dies and it makes me watch Fen drown because she was pulled to the bottom of the ocean floor and me waking up in a cold sweat but not because Fen died but because she said Jacobs named before her vision went black as she clawed at the floor of the boat
This actually happened /srs.
-Maddie Han, 9-1-1, 5x12
Hi, so, I like restart again... So... Expect headcanons for that coming soon 💪👽
My favourite activity is shipping two people who have never talked to each other before from the Sea beast
FOR EXAMPLE uhm don't hate me for this but..
These two. (The General and erm *cough cough* Fen.) AND
THESE FUCKERS THEM THESE TWO (LEA AND MS MERINO. IF IT WASN'T CLEAR ENOUGH)
AND IT IS SOOOO FUCKING HARD TO GET A CLEAR PHOTO OF MS MERINO SHE'S ALWAYS YELLING WHEN EVER SHE'S ON SCREEN
They/Her || I post what I want || "For the first time, he doesn't look at me like I'm crazy."
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