I Was Getting Really Bored With Marble Hornets Cuz It Was Like 90% Coughing Fits At One Point, But I

literally me 😩

No Problem

I made a comic for Jayvik Nation. I will never stop loving yooouuuuu!

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO DRAW THEM IN MY STYLE (viktor more so than jayce but my man just has such distinctive features)

I can see through your tricks.

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as someone with a lot of moles like everywhere who feels insecure about them, i really appreciate this common idea that jayce just really likes viktor’s moles

hello friends! so, it does so happen that i do dabble in a bit of fanfic writing (as of like two months ago but i've been writing since 3rd grade lmao) and i just wanted to share the fic i'm working on right now.

it's basically jayvik, but in stardew valley with all the other arcane characters (i am delusional and am ignoring almost every single death that happened). sounds dumb, but i really just wanted to write them in a domestic scenario without the doomed narrative.

but yeah! here's the link if you wanna check it out!

I’m going to phrase this delicately because I’m so deeply grateful and awed by the support I’ve received.

But I will say it is a little anxiety inducing how many people feel they can talk about coming home whatever way they want openly and publicly because it has “numbers” or whatever (referring to my own work like this makes me want to claw my eyes out because they baffle me and I don’t necessarily feel I deserve them but it’s important for context).

This is Especially true for the way people speak under things I very much see. Art of the fic. My Twitter mutuals posts. Things I will very obviously interact with. It feels like someone is walking into my back yard and talking shit as if I'm literally not standing in said yard like this 🧍

You make something for a community for free as an act of passion and then the community in turn becomes something that isn’t quite accessible to you anymore. I’ve seen this happen to a lot of fic writers in my previous fandoms and idk man it’s just kind of a bummer.

Like. Fanfic and fanart is made by people in the fandom for the fandom. It’s not work being produced by some distant people in Hollywood who shouldn’t be in the fandom space in the first place.

Idk, it’s actually pretty rare that this happens to me but I wanted to mention I am a human who can very much read the things you say guys 😭 like if you reblog art related to my work and call it a bunch of petty names and say you had to dnf I can see that. It’s totally ok to feel whatever way you want. But maybe don't feel that way in my back yard.

Again. I’m so grateful for everything I really am. You absolutely do not have to fuck with my work. Fuck I don't fuck with my work sometimes DKLFJSDHF. This is probably the last time I’ll talk about this because the last thing I want to do is come off like I can’t take criticism and I’m ungrateful. But sometimes I really am chewing at my enclosure like IM RIGHT HERE MAN IM LITERALLY BEHIND YOU HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT.

Give that character a big nose. Give that character freckles. Give that character moles. Give them dimples give them acne give them big eyebrows give them a tooth gap give them eyebags please its good for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its enrichment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

twilight is the worst but it’s also good in a way. it’s so bad it makes me think “i could do way better” and then gives me motivation to write