Reading This At Dawn Made It All The More Sweeter ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’Œ

Reading this at dawn made it all the more sweeter ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’Œ

๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..

 ๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..
 ๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..
 ๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..
 ๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..
 ๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..

๐Ÿ“ž โ€” aftercare with JASON TODD ๐œ—๐œš

โœ‰๏ธ โ€” contents : : aftercare , mentions of jay's scars , fluff , yearner!jason todd , first time having sex ( in their relationship ) , grammatical errors , ooc (?)

โœ‰๏ธ โ€” word count : : 1.9k

โœ‰๏ธ โ€” vi whispers : : woohoo !! we reached 700!! also,, i'm still in the hospital, unfortunately. but i will be doing an event ๐Ÿ˜‹ just expect,,, late responsdjes. back to my oldoldold format!!! NOW. this is acc for @fromdove !! like,, remember when i told you that i'll write you a reply?? well, here it is !! lol, how dare you be upset. + will be redoing my m.list. couldn't edit this bc my mom took my laptop

 ๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..

your skin still tingles. it's as if your entire body is remembering what just occurred in waves โ–ฐ the weight of his palms, the way he spoke your name like it was something sacred. the air smells of sweat & heat & him. all is black except for the warm yellow light from the hallway seeping in through the half-open door. the blankets are kicked halfway off the bed, wrapped around your ankle. you're there with your chest rising & falling slow, like the only thing holding you to earth is the weight of his body beside yours.

he's on your side, one arm slung over your waist, forehead against your shoulder. breathing hard like he's still trying to come down. his palm glides up. your ribcage โ–ฐ not sexually, just there, anchoring himself with you. his lips brush the back of your neck. you feel him smile a little.

"you okay?" he asks, but it's softer than normal. almost like he's afraid to screw this up.

you hum, nod, still panting. "yeah. better than okay."

jason pulls nack a little so that he can see your face. his hair is standing up in a dozen different directions, cheeks flushed, lips puffy. his eyes are dark & gentle & so, so exhausted. but they're all for you like you're the only thing in the world that exists. like perhaps he still can't get his head around you being with him, still with him after โ–ฐ & not just forgotten like everything else.

"good," he mutters, but he still scans your face like he's trying to verify something. then, a beat behind, he adds, "didn't mean to be too rough."

you snort. "you weren't."

he's not looking convinced. his fingers are drawing small circles along your hip now. he doesn't say a word, just presses a kiss to your temple & exhales like his entire body is deflating. you reach down, grasp his hand in yours & bring it to your lips. kiss his knuckles. it's slow, gentle, & something in his chest stutters. cracks. hitched.

he rolls onto his back, arm still wrapped around your waist, & glares up at the ceiling as if it has answers scribbled all over it. his throat bobs as he swallows hard. you can tell he's thinking too much. his walls are still up, just thinner now โ–ฐ llike he's cracking his door open a little, even if he's afraid.

"you sure you're okay?" he repeats. & it was the first time you both had sex ever since you two officially became a couple. & it's not just sex. it's everything. about how much he wishes he could be good to you. about the thousand demons in his chest that tell him he can't.

you shift closer until you're half on top of him, nose bumping his jaw. "jason," you whisper, & that's all it takes for him to relax a little.

his arm wraps tighter around you as if he's scared you'll disappear if he releases you. his other hand runs through your hair, hesitant at first, then more insistent, like he remembers you like it that way. he kisses your forehead, your cheek, the edge of your mouth. over & over, slow & soft, worshipping. he doesn't speak but his hands do โ–ฐ they say thank you & i missed you even though we live in the same apartment & don't go.

his voice is hoarse when he speaks again at last. "lemme get you water."

"don't wanna move."

"i'll carry you."

you laugh into his neck. "you're naked."

he smiles, a little. "so are you."

"bold of you to assume i'm getting up."

"fine," he breathes, leaning his head to kiss you again on the jaw. "we'll dehydrate together. tragically romantic."

he doesn't actually get up for another couple of minutes. just stays there with you on top of him, fingers brushing the curve of your back, languid & awed. but after a bit he rolls over, pats your leg.

"alright," he says softly, "give me two seconds." & already he's slipping under & away from you.

he stands, stretches, runs a hand through his hair. & god โ–ฐ you look. he's hot. you can't help it. the way his back curves, all that muscle shifting under skin like a sculpture made of marble that stood up & decided to look at you like that. he notices you looking & grins, wicked. bitch.

"take a picture," he jokes, picking up his sweats from the floor. "it'll last longer."

you toss a pillow at him. he catches it in midยทair, smiling. "what, can't handle the view?"

"get me water, todd."

he salutes, tugging the sweats on. "yes ma'am."

you watch him walk out & your heart kind ofโ€ฆ swells. not just because heโ€™s hot โ–ฐ he is, but itโ€™s more than that. itโ€™s the way he hums under his breath when he thinks youโ€™re not listening. the way he double checks the temperature of the water before bringing it to you. the way he wants to take care of you, even if heโ€™s still learning what that means.

he returns with water & a protein bar. holds the cup to your lips like you're royalty & he's your servant, which cracks you up again. until he says "drink" with this expression that shuts you up real quick. you sip a few times. he stands there the entire time like your health is the most important thing in the world.

you remove the cup from him & place it, then pull him back onto the bed. "your turn," you tell him, pushing his hair behind his ears. "you okay?"

he stiffens a little. as if he wasn't expecting that. as if he forgot that people are allowed to ask him that too.

his voice is gentle when he speaks. "yeah. i justโ€ฆ"

he trails off. but you know. you know.

you run your fingers over his chest. "you don't have to say it."

he nods, then leans in & kisses you again. slow & deep & a little desperate. like he's trying to memorize this. the safety. the closeness. you let him. you kiss him back until he sighs against your lips, until he lets his shoulders relax under your hands, until he's not red hood or a broken boy or the bat's second sidekick โ–ฐ just jason. just yours.

he buries his face in your neck afterwards, whispering, "you're really okay?"

you kiss his shoulder. "yeah. are you?"

he pauses. "i will be."

you hug him closer.

he's so close. you can feel the thump of his heart in the way he presses his chest against yours. it's a slow thrum. not quick, but gentle. intimate. honest. he's not letting you go anytime soon, & honestly, you don't want him to. his mouth leaves tiny kisses along your neck, slow & deliberate, like he's playing catch-up. perhaps he doesn't realize that you see it, but the way his hands are trembling ever so slightly is all you need to know. he's still hesitant, still so goddamned starved for you even though he already has you. thereโ€™s something in him that doesnโ€™t stop needing to touch, to feel, as if itโ€™s the only thing that keeps him grounded.

you bite your lip, pushing your fingers through his messy hair. his eyes flicker open & meet yours, half-lidded with exhaustion but intense.

โ€œyouโ€™re really here,โ€ he murmurs. like he needs to hear it out loud.

"yeah, jason," you reply softly, tracing your thumb over his cheek. "i'm right here."

he leans his forehead against yours, releasing a breath as if he's not saying anything. his arms wrap tighter around you once more, as if he's worried that you're going to get away if he doesn't hold on. you roll over onto your back, pulling him along with you, the blanket wrapped around your ankles. it's silent for a bit, the only noise is the constant thrum of the city out there & the slow, thudding pulse of his breathing.

then, out of nowhere, he begins kissing you again. slow at first, just his lips grazing against yours. but then, he goes deeper. soft & hungry, his hands cradling your face like you could break. it's warm, it's soft, & you can feel every inch of him. when he pulls back, he gazes at you with uncertainty. his lips red, his hair disheveled, his face too vulnerable for the jason todd you once thought you'd known.

"don't go," he utters softly, & it's as if his entire universe hangs in the balance.

you smile, weaving your fingers through his hair once more. "i'm not going anywhere."

he sighs, a little relieved. but the moment doesnโ€™t last long before his fingers start feeling your body again, gently this time โ–ฐ tracing the line of your spine, the curve of your hip, your stretch marks. his thumb runs over your wrist, brushing lightly, like heโ€™s memorizing you, like heโ€™s trying to make sure he doesnโ€™t miss a single detail of you.

you reach up to touch his chest, & feel his muscles tighten beneath your fingers. he winces a little when your hand slips down, causing him to brush across a scar, but doesn't flinch. instead, he appears to lean into the touch, as though he's finding peace in it.

"sorry," he grunts softly, looking down. "forgot about the scars."

you glance at him, tracing the line of his jaw with your hand. "don't apologize for them," you tell him softly. "they're part of you. and iโ€ฆ i like all of you, jay."

he swallows hard, his chest tightening. "yeah? even the broken ones?"

"especially the hurt ones," you answer ( & corrected ) without hesitation, your eyes locking with his with all the sincerity in the world.

he nods, lips shaking, before he leans in to kiss you once more. this is a softer, slower kiss, like he's trying to say everything he doesn't know how to put into words. when he pulls back, his forehead pressed against yours. his hand wraps around your waist, his fingers digging in a little.

you lay a hand to his chest, tracing little circles over his heart. "you're good, jason," you whisper. "you're more than good."

he shakes his head slightly, closing his eyes for a moment as if your words are too much to take in. then, he nuzzles into your neck, his breath warm against your skin. โ€œdonโ€™t think i know how to do this,โ€ he says quietly, his voice muffled against your shoulder. "like. this. i don't know what you need."

you smile gently, tracing your fingers through his hair once more. "just be here with me," you breathe. "that's all i need."

he grunts in his throat. but he does not argue. instead, he glides closer, holding you against him as if he is afraid you might slip out of his hands. his lips brush the top of your head, & he stays there, his breathing slow & even against your skin.

you can tell he's going out of his way. attempting to do this right โ–ฐ despite not knowing if he knows he's doing it wrong or not, he's learning, kiss by tender kiss, touch by tender touch. he wants you to feel at peace with him( you are ). he wants to take care of you, even though he's terrified that he's going to get it all wrong.

you lean into him, your body against his, & shut your eyes. "you're doing it right," you whisper. "this is perfect. so are you."

his arms wrap tighter around you once more, & for a second, you think you're the only thing that matters to him. his voice is husky when he talks, low & rough. "i'm not perfect, you know."

you kiss his chest, your lips touching the scar on his ribs. "you don't need to be," you say. "just.. be you. that's all i need, jason."

 ๐œ—๐œš MY LOVE , MINE, ALL MINE, ALL MINE โค๏ธŽ๐„ข..

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If You Wanna Be Wild: Chapter 5

If You Wanna Be Wild: Chapter 5

Co-written with @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction my beloved Fen, who I could not do this without. Thank you for being my emotional sounding board, my dear friend, my wonderful cowriter and helpful beta reader. I adore you.

Javier Peรฑa x Latina!sex worker!informant!Reader x Santiago Garcia

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Summary: Javier, Candy, and Santi kiss and make up. Except Javi and Santi don't kiss. Yet.

Content and warnings for whole fic, not chapter by chapter unless something is added: Sex work, drug trade, some drug use/pressured used, sex workers and the mistreatment/stigma surrounding them specifically in the 70โ€™s (my blog is sex worker positive) but ima put potential dub con depending how you look at it as a sex worker who works with dangerous men, some action surrounding reader and the guys and the drug trade, SMUT HEAVY, corruption kink (were corrupting santi here, heโ€™s young, 25), no loss of virginity tho, threesomes, some slight m/m smut but thatโ€™s not the focus here, but as you know this blog is an lgbt blog so Iโ€™m always open to gay shit. Talk of war and some PTSD but I won't be going a whole lot into it. Covert/emotional incest in the past, Santi's mommy issues, m/m dynamics, internalized bi/homophobia

For the record, this is a fic that takes place in the drug trade and deals with the darker side of humanity, so anything from Narco's and Triple Frontier is liable to be discussed or mentioned here. This is your warning. This is not a dark fic nor is it centered around dark themes like Leather and Lace or Sunshine Starlight Sweetheart Brightside, but they are open to be talked about.

Reader has a nick name: Candy. Not her real name just what she goes by on her profession. Much of the inspo for this and for the title came from the Bruce Springsteen song โ€œCandyโ€™s roomโ€ so check it out for the vibes.

Reader speaks Spanish and has hair. I've decided Candy is just latina bc she's a sex worker in Colombia so this is what I'm doing. Reader also has curly hair and dark skin.

ADDITIONAL WARNINGS!: Santi's panicy trauma response. Nothing crazy he just needs Javi to like him so so bad. Food and eating. SMUT! Fingering, reach around hand job, multiple orgasms, edging, praising, talking you through it, talking HIM through it, more hints at homoerotic subtext.

Thank you as always to my beloved Fen <3 I couldn't do this without your encouragement.

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Santi and Javier had been working in total silence for 4 hours.

As soon as Javi had walked in, Santiago looked up from his paperwork with his large eyes attempting to catch Javierโ€™s but to no avail. Javi ignored him, and continued to ignore him most of the day. He felt bad, he really did, and he missed his friend. It was hard sitting across two desks pushed together, and seeing Santiago right there looking so sad was difficult. Santi was fidgety, unfocused, obviously not paying attention to his work. Heโ€™d stare at a page for ages, knee bouncing almost in time to his tapping finger. The boy was going to drive him insane.

Noon hit, and Javi went to lunch, walking down the street to a cart to grab a empaรฑanda. Fuck it, some churros too. His doctor said he needed to start watching his sweets, but itโ€™d been a week. Heโ€™d burn off some calories with someone tonight. Not wanting to go back to the office during his lunch hour, Javier walked a few blocks to a small park and parked himself under a tree for some shade as he stuffed his face.

Javier tried to pinpoint exactly what had made him so angry at his young coworker. Maybe part of it is the betrayal. Santi went through his things, his contact information and found one of his girls. His. Candy was his. Javier Peรฑa took pride in protecting his girls, whether or not they were his informants. Helenaโ€™s attack had scarred him, the image of her beaten and naked body was something that kept him awake at night. He couldnโ€™t let that happen to Candy. Javi had tried to check in on Helena, knowing the DEA had gotten her a visa to the US, but she wanted no contact with him. Maybe it was the fact: if Santi found his contact information for his girls, and that meant that anyone could. What if it had been a drug lord? Lorea knew the DEA was after him next, what if they had found Candy and brutally raped her like Helena, or killed her?

Javier flicked an ant off his arm.

Maybe it was the fact it felt like he didnโ€™t really know Santi. He called him Pope as a nickname, a call to his church going, the way he was nearly a blushing virgin, he always avoided his eye with topics of sex. The young, naive kid he knew was soliciting prostitutes? It was hard to justify the two pictures in his head.ย 

Maybe it was the fact it was Candy. Candy of all people. Candy was special to him, a favorite and someone he enjoyed seeing even outside of sex.ย 

Or maybe it was that fact it was Santi. His partner, his friend, someone he trusted with his very life and liked working with.

He knew both of them, he knew they would connect. He knew they would enjoy each other's company, he knew theyโ€™d treat each other wellโ€ฆ How could Candy not want someone like Pope? Some as good as Santiago, as kind, as attractiveโ€ฆ

Shaking the thoughts away, Peรฑa gathered up his trash, shoved the rest of his churro in his mouth and returned to the pulpit to sit in silence for another 4 hours. Then he saw Santi.

For the first time that day, Javier got a good look at him when he stepped under the arch of the open doorway and watched the boy as he acted, thinking he wasnโ€™t watched.

Santiago was a fucking mess. He had bags under his eyes, his normally well dressed and ironed shirt was wrinkled and it was evident Santi had not shaved since the start of the weekend a few days ago. Santiโ€™s face was always well groomed, a trim, neat mustache surrounded by freshly shaven cheeks and neck showing off his youthful skin; now he looked older. Tired. Worn out. He hadnโ€™t even worn a tie. Nervous ticks were all over him, but what got Javier was that Santi hadnโ€™t moved.ย 

He hadnโ€™t eaten yet.

All his anger at Santiago melted away, and Javier felt sorry for him.

*

โ€œHaven't you had enough calories today, Peรฑa?โ€ The lady at the food cart said.ย 

Javier rolled his eyes as he paid the money. โ€œItโ€™s not for me.โ€

She glanced at his stomach; it was not as flat as it used to be, thatโ€™s for sure. โ€œSure.โ€

As Javier approached the open door of their shared office again, he made sure to squeak his shoes so Santi knew he was coming before he rounded the corner.ย 

Without looking up, Santi muttered his first words of the day. โ€œYouโ€™re late. Your lunch is only an hour, you know that right?โ€

โ€œI took part of yours, since you didnโ€™t go.โ€

Santi muttered something about actually doing his work, but Javi knew today had been Santiโ€™s least productive day since starting. He tossed the brown paper on Santi's desk, and at first Santi begins to complain about the grease on his paperwork, but then he opens the bag.

โ€œWhatโ€™s this?โ€

โ€œYour lunch.โ€

Santi looked up to him, his endearing youth still evident despite the disheveled appearance. โ€œYou brought me lunch?โ€

Javi tried to wave him off as he sat down. โ€œDonโ€™t worry about it.โ€

The younger man stared up at him, mouth hesitating as if he wanted to say something, but then stopping, then starting, then stopping, then- โ€œIโ€™m sorry!โ€ The words begin spilling out of him. โ€œIโ€™m sorry I went through your things, I really really am! I just didnโ€™t want someone random and-

He raised a hand to stop him. โ€œGarcia, stop. Listenโ€ฆโ€ He shook his hand and leaned against his desk. Santi looked up at him, desperate and wide-eyed, mouth parted. โ€œShe was right. I canโ€™t control herโ€ฆ or you. Itโ€™s none of my business who you seeโ€ฆโ€ Javi clears his throat. โ€œAnd you are still seeing her?โ€

Santiago stood up, frantic still. Javier wasnโ€™t into weed, but he thought Santi needed to have a smoke. โ€œIโ€™ll stop! Just say the word and Iโ€™ll stop!โ€

โ€œNo, Garcia, I get it. I know how it is with her, sheโ€™s special. Candyโ€™s important.โ€

โ€œNot as important as you!โ€

Santiagoโ€™s sudden admission shocked Javier. What did he mean by that? Did he meanโ€ฆ no, Santi wasn't like that, right? โ€œWhat are you talking about?โ€

โ€œI meanโ€ฆโ€ His excited edge gave way to anxiety. โ€œI just mean, weโ€™re friends, right? Partners. We have a good thing going right now and I donโ€™t wanna ruin it.โ€

Oh. โ€œI see.โ€ He couldnโ€™t help feel a little disappointed. โ€œYeah, we do have a good thing going. Letโ€™s just drop it, alright? I doubt Candy will schedule us on the same day again. We can just pretend it didnโ€™t happen.โ€

Javier was already moving to sit at his desk as Santi eagerly agreed. โ€œYes! I- uh, I mean, yeah, perfect.โ€

Javi snickered a bit. They sat in silence for a moment before Javier decided to bring it up just one more timeโ€ฆ โ€œJustโ€ฆ be careful, alright? And treat her good?โ€

โ€œI do.โ€ Santi was quick to assure. โ€œAnd Iโ€™ll be careful.โ€

*

The knock on your door made you immediately nervous. No one just showed up, except Seรฑora Perez bringing leftovers for youโ€ฆ when you peaked through the peephole and saw a nervous looking Javi, you sigh. Dumbass. Annoying dumbass. Annoying dumb who fucked really well and was actually super sweet and you enjoyed his company most daysโ€ฆย 

โ€œI know youโ€™re home, Candy.โ€ Of course he did.ย 

You open the door, immediately crossing your arms and leaning against the door frame. โ€œWhat do you want? Santi isnโ€™t here.โ€

โ€œI know.โ€ He assured you, then held out a rolled up, large poster. โ€œI wanted toโ€ฆโ€ Apologize? Javi didnโ€™t say he was sorry. Wasnโ€™t the type. โ€œI brought you this.โ€ He held out the rolled up paper.

Tentatively, Javier held out his gift, which you took suspiciously. It was the Audrey Heffburn poster he promised you. โ€œJaviโ€ฆ I thought youโ€™d throw it away after how I yelled at youโ€ฆโ€ You were touched at how he thought of you, bringing you posters of artists he knew you loved to liven up your apartment.

โ€œNever, querida.โ€ He promised. โ€œAnd Iโ€™m sorry for making a scene in your home, in front of your neighbors.โ€

You smile softly, relaxing a bit. He was so kind, so handsomeโ€ฆ โ€œI forgive you, just mind your business next time, comprende?โ€

โ€œComprendo, Candy.โ€

Your body language eased. โ€œYou and Santi kiss and make up?โ€

Javier couldnโ€™t help but smile a bit at that. โ€œSi, minus the kissing.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ll get there.โ€ You wink, and make enough room in the doorway. โ€œYou wanna come in?โ€

Of course he did. He always did. And you always wanted him to.ย 

*

Javi spread you open. After he sat you on his lap, you wrapped your legs around him and as he spread his legs, yours went with it. It was tender, the way he touched you, calloused fingers running the length of your body and taking you apart on his fingers. Whiskers tickled your neck as he nudged, fingers entering you. Filling you. Taking you. You were his.

And Santi was yours.

You played with Santiโ€™s body, controlled it the way Javi controlled you. From behind. He liked it between your legs, that much was obvious. His hands, his cock, his face. He belongs there. Earlier today he had sat there, his ass between your naked legs with your back to your bed frame, Santiโ€™s back to yours. He felt so good like this, his body firm and young and supple in your grasp and god, you loved having him. Itโ€™s no wonder Javi loved taking you like this, on his lap.

Javi liked you on his lap, liked you open for him. Your whole body. He loved to feel you clench around him, himself fully dressed and while you were completely naked.

It was different with Santi. Both of you lay bare as you jerked him off. It was vulnerable this way, both of you naked and open to each other. Santi was so vulnerableโ€ฆ you wanted to protect his sweet little heart, to take care of him, hear him whimper and whine just as he did now as you tease him.

You wanted Javier to devour you, to take you fully and leave nothing left, you needed to be consumed by himโ€ฆ and consume you he did. Javiโ€™s mouth left nowhere untraced, your shoulders, your back, your neck, it was all sopping wet with his sloppy kisses, long fingers pumping into you.

Your fingers wrapped around Santiโ€™s cock, swiping over the slit dripping with pre-cum in his excitement for youโ€ฆ That excitement excited you in turn, his enthusiasm to be explored and usedโ€ฆ and you were grateful for him. You let him know it.

โ€œPretty boy, being so fucking good for me.โ€

โ€œPretty girl, being so fucking good for me.โ€ Javier praised when you donโ€™t cry out at the little nibble he took at your throat as he applied pressure to your clit. He knew just how to tease you, to build you up so high that your crash would be blinding. โ€œNot yet, baby,โ€ He coaxes you.

โ€œNot yet baby,โ€ You coo at Santi, tightening the base of his cock to stop his orgasm. โ€œCan you wait just a little longer please? I want you to cum so hard, Santiago, want you to fucking explode on my hand.โ€

โ€œY-yes,โ€ he agrees, breathy and desperate but so, so good. He was your good boy. โ€œI can do it, Candy, I can.โ€

You felt up his chest, his pecs, his tight and perfect body as you jerk him. โ€œI know you can, Santi.โ€

โ€œI know you can, Candy.โ€ Javi growls in your ear, stubble scratching at your face. โ€œGive me one more.โ€

You whine, over sensitive from two orgasms on his mouth, but no less hungry for another, no less desperate for the sweet release on Javierโ€™s fingers.

โ€œSโ€™too much!โ€ Santiโ€™s hips thrust into yours, his body beginning to writhe just as you had in Javiโ€™s.ย 

โ€œItโ€™s okay, baby, you can do it.โ€ You coo at Santi just as Javi coos at you. Then, you both give your command. โ€œCome for me.โ€

Your orgasm was blinding, clenching down on Javi so hard you werenโ€™t sure how he could move his fingers, cum dripping out of you and onto your shitty plywood floor.

โ€œOh, good girl,โ€ Javi praises. โ€œJust feeling that pussy cum, I know it must feel so good, doesnโ€™t it?โ€

โ€œFeelโ€™s so good, doesnโ€™t it?โ€ After half an hour of edging, Santi cums so hard he choked a sob out and you have to keep one arm wrapped around his slim body to keep him steady. Rops of warm cum spill out of him, covering your hand.

Javier licked his fingers clean of your um. Without so much as a care to his own erection in his jeans, he picks you up and carries you to your bed. Youโ€™re sleepyโ€ฆ Why were you so sleepy? Javi didnโ€™t need to ask, finding a night dress and pulling in over you on the bed.

โ€œJavi, let me take care of you.โ€ You ask, tiredly. He simply gets a warm cloth to clean you up.

Sliding out from behind Santi, you make sure to place plenty of pillows under him as he relaxes back. You wash off his cock, then get in the blankets with him.ย 

โ€œWhat about you?โ€ He asks, soft and sweet and so, so sleepy, his fingers going to the band of your pants, but you stop him.

โ€œSleep, precious boy.โ€

โ€œSleep, baby.โ€ Javi kissed your forehead.

โ€œBut you didnโ€™t even get off! Cโ€™mon, Iโ€™ll just hang my head off the bed-โ€ Youโ€™re mostly teasing, smiling up at Javier and giggling, but he stops you.

โ€œRest.โ€ Itโ€™s firmer now. โ€œConsider this an apology.โ€

โ€œWell can my apology also include you cuddling me.โ€

Javier smiled at that. โ€œIf you insist.โ€

You laid with Santi as he took a short siesta, finishing his time napping in your bed with you around him, your fingers trailing his perfect body, taking inventoryย  of every scar. He sure had a lot of burns on his arms for a career military boy. Maybe he was a cook in high school. Good boy like him would get a part time jobโ€ฆ so responsible. You hoped you were able to help him let go of that responsibility, if only for a little. He deserved to be wild sometimes, even if he had a lot to learn.

Javi held you until you fell asleep, remaining fully clothed and fully closed off to you. When you woke, he was gone and to your relief, he didnโ€™t try to pay you, outside of the poster he hung up for you.ย 

It was the first time you two had done anything that wasnโ€™t transactional.

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Thank you all for your patience, I was, WOW I WAS GOING THROUGH IT LMFAO IT WAS BAD. So I appreciate your patience as I get this out. You probably will not see anything from my as far as fics for like 2 weeks until finals are over since I am writing a fuck ton of essays. HMU in two weeks if you wanna learn about Aimee Semple McPherson or the satanic panic bc i gotta write a min 12 pages on EACH.

Anyway, until then, happy holidays! I hope you all have a wonderful and safe season celebrating any of the variety out there, or just enjoying time off, seeing family, or winter activities!

If you are in any of the horrifically dangerous areas in the world right now, know I am praying for you, and I hope you are safe.

Thank you to Fen, to Mona, to Clem, and all the people in the Oscars House Of Whores discord and the Pedro Pals discord for encouraging my insanity with these three!!! I really love the dynamics before Santi Javi and Candy and love writing this story, even if it takes me forever.

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1 year ago

Bae is ready for me ๐Ÿคญ

arayaturner - Bride of Depravity

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My inner freak has come out hehehehehe ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

โฅ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘ข๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ ๐’ˆ๐’‡ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘  ๐’˜/ ๐‘ฑ๐’๐’† ๐‘น๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’› ๐Ÿ’• thanks to this edit:

@missusnora @eleanorbaybars

โฃ๏ธŽ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๏ผˆ๐‘–๐‘ก'๐‘  ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘ข๐‘“๐‘“ ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’๐‘ ๏ผ‰๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก, ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”/๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”, ๐ฝ๐‘œ๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘–๐‘” ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘๐‘˜ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐’๐’๐’๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž, ๐ฝ๐‘œ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘˜ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›, ๐’๐’๐’๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž, ๐‘ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘ง๐‘’ ๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘˜, ๐‘”๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐ท๐‘‚๐‘Š๐‘ ๐ต๐ด๐ท ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š, โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๏ผŒ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘˜, ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”, ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ โœฌ๐‘ฅ, ๐‘๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘˜ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข'๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›, ๐‘โœช๐‘Ÿ๐‘› ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ก๏ผŒ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐’”๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’„๐’‰๐’Ž๐’–๐’‡๐’‡๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ค๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘ฆ ๐‘—๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘™, MINORS NO๐Ÿ˜ก

๏ผŽ ๏ผŽ๏ผŽ๏ผŽ

โ€œ๐ˆ ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐š๐ข๐ซ ๐œ๐ฎ๐ณโ€™ ๐›๐š๐›๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐’”๐’, ๐’”๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’‚๐’Œ๐’†๐’…. ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’†๐’•๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’Ž๐’†, ๐‘ฐ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’ˆ๐’†๐’• ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’”๐’...โ€œ

โฅ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘ข๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’

Innocently enough you were actually supposed to be doing something on campus. Yet here you are currently with your dress rucked around your waist, tongue kissing and grinding on your Blonde Babeโ„ข๏ธ boyfriend.

Sorrows and prayers to your responsibilities.

Heโ€™s not even supposed to be in your room. Inside a strict all girl dormitory with rules against โ€œgentleman callersโ€ and such. Your concern for that, however, goes out the window when you feel his big rough hands feel up your body, thumbs teasing your hard nipples through your dress and trail down, squeezing your ass. He feels so good. And heโ€™s so prettyโ€ฆgod you need him to ruin you.

โ€œMmmh- Joe-โ€ฆโ€, you moan softly, pulling away from the kiss to look at him. Bad idea.

His half-lidded blue eyes are nearly black, lips swollen and shiny. โ€œWanna stop?โ€, he breathes out, the husk in his already deep voice adds to the heat inside of you.

โ€œNo-!โ€, stopping was the LAST thing you wanted, โ€œI just wanna be on top this timeโ€, having to choke the words out because of him suddenlu sucking wetly all over your throat. Moaning when his broad tongue licks up your jaw before slotting his plump lips over yours, kissing you deeply. Distantly aware of the fact that youโ€™re dripping all on him as your eyes roll back into your skull. Body hot with every pulse of your cunt.

Joe isnโ€™t opposed to you being on top but, youโ€™re already so fucked out just from a little kissing and humpingโ€ฆ

โ€œMmm okay. Sโ€™fine with meโ€, and thatโ€™s your green light as his voice paired with his gaze sends you into a frenzy.

Clothes canโ€™t come off fast enough.

Heโ€™s so effortlessly hot that itโ€™s unfair. And honestly, thatโ€™s how you two got like this. It was all his fault really. Sexy blonde hair, the constant bedroom eyes, goddamn tall, focused, and easygoing demeanor.

Naked and ready to rock his world, you give him a quick peck insisting you donโ€™t need prep when he asks. Which is usually necessary since heโ€™s so big all around. Broad chest and shoulders, thick muscled arms, thighs, and massive hands. Your fingers barely touch when you wrap them around him but itโ€™s fine. You look up but heโ€™s already looking at you.

โ€œYโ€™need me to help ya put it in?โ€œ

Fuck, shit, hell, damnit, thatโ€™s the last straw and you sink down on him.

Gasping, it burns as he stretches you out, like actually hurts, but it hurts in the best way possible. Moaning in unison, Joe grabs your waist tight, suckling wet kisses all over your chest, breathing in your sweet scent.

You smell so good that he wishes he could bend you over and eat you every day.

The pleasure that rips through you has you gasping while you roll your hips and start riding him. His cock hits every spot as it fucks into your sopping cunt over and over. Your eyes water but you keep them on anything but him because the way he looks at you is too much. Itโ€™s bad enough that youโ€™re so soaked itโ€™s audible. Wet smacks, heavy breathing, and your near crying as Joe slams you down on his fat cock.

Sometimes heโ€™s gentle but when you get like this he really canโ€™t bother to be. Such a tight, soaked, little hole, with your mischievous doe eyes and sweet smilesโ€ฆteasing him. Always such a cheeky little thing but it all stopped when he got you like this.

The groan that comes out of his mouth is sinful as he feels your walls pulse erratically around him. Youโ€™re close.

Grabbing your cheeks, he makes you look at him. The cockdrunk, dazed look on your face inspires something dangerous in him and he grinds his fat tip against that special spot inside you, hissing at the gush of slick that follows.

โ€œFuck me, thatโ€™s it. Yโ€™gonna make a mess huh? Yeah. I know you areโ€ฆcuz sheโ€™s squeezing me so tightโ€, he whispers hotly against your lips, taking the rough pad of his thumb to wreak havoc against your aching clit. Looking straight into your teary blown eyes as you cry for him.

โ€œShhh, itโ€™s okayโ€ฆthatsss it..cum for me sweetness. Let me have it babyโ€. Joeโ€™s sultry low voice with the way he strums your swollen stuffed pussy makes you orgasm so hard it hurts. Whining and screaming through the almost endless waves of white hot pleasure, you donโ€™t even notice Joe swearing, brows furrowed, biting his lip at the ring of cream around his base. Thereโ€™s a possibility the whole dorm heard you and by the end of it, youโ€™re boneless.

By the tume you come down, it takes a minute for the change of position to click until you see Joe above you. Smiling, he leans down and kisses the corner of your mouth where you had drooled when he evicted your soul from your body, licking his lips after. (Like this man is a freak and I wonโ€™t hear otherwise)

โ€œWait-! Did youโ€ฆ?โ€, your hoarse question doesnโ€™t linger in the air too long but Joeโ€™s answer has that heat stirring up again.

โ€œNoโ€ฆbut donโ€™t worry. I will, nโ€™ this time, Iโ€™ll be on topโ€ฆ.because I wanna watch it leak out of ya when I do. Sโ€™that okay, baby?โ€ He swears heโ€™s never been this hard in his life as he looks down at you dreamily. Soft, warm, and sated. Fuck.

But you? Are reeling.

Where did he learn how to talk like that?

Nodding weakly, itโ€™s โ€œwhatever you wantโ€. Gasping when he smacks the thick head of his tip on your clit, you spread your shaky legs wider. Ready for round 2 and thatโ€™s his cue.

Getting between your legs, folding your knees to your chestโ€ฆ.

โ€œSo don't tap out on me just yet.โ€

1 year ago
โ€” A. Y.

โ€” A. Y.

1 year ago

quiet acts of love that make me cry ๐Ÿซ‚

prompt list by @novelbear

always giving the other the first bite of their food

^ or the last bite

gently resting their head on their shoulder when taking a picture/peeking at something

kisses. on. the. tip. of. the. nose.

zipping or buttoning their jacket for them

when they follow the sidewalk rule :(

^ like imagine realizing it as they gently take the other's wrist and guide them to the other side...omg

waiting until they safely reach the front of the door or get inside before driving off

"did you eat today?"

softly dusting crumbs from their cheeks when eating

^ or even better: kissing it off

"wear a jacket, it's cold out."

watching a movie or show that they know they're interested in.

^ not because they asked them to, but to be able to engage in more conversation related to it when they adorably ramble on and on.

doing their makeup for them

"i brought you flowers." "for what?" "there has to be a reason?"

keeping a few of their favorite snacks in the house for when they visit.

opening the door for them or pulling their seat out before they sit down

lifting the shorter one up so they can be seen in photos

absentmindedly playing with their hair at all times

fixing their clothes a little for them when noticing something is off

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Her Soul Belongs To Words And Books. Every Time She Reads, She Is Home.
Her Soul Belongs To Words And Books. Every Time She Reads, She Is Home.
Her Soul Belongs To Words And Books. Every Time She Reads, She Is Home.
Her Soul Belongs To Words And Books. Every Time She Reads, She Is Home.

Her soul belongs to words and books. Every time she reads, she is home.

1 year ago

Soo....ummm

Let's talk abut Boys in the Boat and Masters of the Air because why are the release dates so far away. Someone tell me why hasn't BITB done any press or whtv


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1 year ago
โ€œWe Mothers Stand Still So Our Daughters Can Look Back To See How Far They Have Come.โ€

โ€œWe mothers stand still so our daughters can look back to see how far they have come.โ€

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