Sometimes it’s absolutely scary to do something just because you care so much, and if it goes wrong, the disappointment can feel crushing. But trying is better than being paralyzed. There is more regret in inaction than in making a bad choice. It’s not too late to do something you’ve been putting off out of anxiety. You’re more than capable of doing this. Let’s try to think more about realistic future scenarios instead of catastrophic ones. Yeah, life is not always perfect, but you don’t have to be either. You are good enough as you are, keep going. You deserve to try. There is more to life than the awful scenarios anxiety comes up with and tries to protect you from. Just remember that isolation and inaction are cutting you off from the world, and it’s hurting you on the long run.
You are so much more than anxiety, than catastrophe, tragedy or failure. What matters most is that you keep trying, not that you do everything perfectly. Take slow steps. Do it at the best of your abilities without burning out. Each day at a time. You’re not alone in this. 🌱
La Petite CathédraleCergy-Pontoise, Paris, France. 1971
Architect: Ricardo Bofill
When a physicist falls in love :)
Richard Feynman's love letter to his deceased wife, 1946.
“You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit.”
- The Picture of Dorian Gray (Oscar Wilde)
Dark academia subjects: Chemistry
the betrayal knows my name (2010)
"I thought how unpleasant it is to be locked out; and I thought how it is worse, perhaps, to be locked in."
-Virginia Woolf
the betrayal knows my name (2010)
"i would rather walk with a friend in the dark, than alone in the light."
hellen keller
forever in love
with your dark night
one day my bookshelves will be filled with penguin classics. one day.