[gripping The Sink] Perfectionism Does Not Help Me Avoid Embarrassment Or Shame. Perfectionism Is In

Ronan Lynch fell first because Adam Parrish never fell, he chose to walk down those stairs. For Ronan Lunch love was like a free-fall off a cliff, sudden and exhilarating and carefree. For Adam Parrish love was like cradling an injured bird, slow and safe and painstakingly careful.

Jean my bbg

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pre-tfc , extra content :

the raven king, chapter eight :

the king's men, chapter ten :

the king's men, chapter seventeen :

kandrew [ w/ neil ] + the 2 year quest

this fucking sucks I’m going to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] sacrifice myself to a sentient forest and become its hand and eyes

gagging you with our red string of fate to shut you up for one fucking second

"that doesn't mean i wouldn't blow you" is an iconic confession for a lot of reasons but i love that andrew obviously picked his wording so so carefully there to avoid admitting any feelings involved and then neil's demisexual ass just totally bypasses that and he responds saying "you like me." WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT ANDREW WAS TRYING TO AVOID ADMITTING.

so it turns out that time actually does go by faster as you get older. just like how adults told me it would when i was younger. pisses me off