I Was So Fall Ready And Now It's 30°C Cmon...

It has been a while since we last spoke, what can I say, I have been busy. I finished baccalaureate (the last year of highschool) and I am getting ready to do my uni access exams (basically like SATs).

Anyways, I've recently watched challengers and I am obsessed with it. I might try to go back to tennis (I stopped playing because I sucked). I've been running and doing a lot of cardio lately, too. I feel good. I recently read a catalan book called Et vaig donar ulls i vas mirar les tenebres by Irene Solà.

I'm going back to studying now.

Oh, btw I might start a youtube soon?

Love you,

Anna.

💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💌

I loveee u Doki!!!

I watched as Jacques' car pulled out of the garage and onto the road. I rested my elbow on the counter and my chin on my hand. With my mouth open and my tongue, pink and slimy, hanging out, saliva dribbled down my chin, seeping between my fingers. My eyes were squinted, red and dry. I hadn't slept well since we moved in, the howls of coyotes and mountain lions in the hills kept me awake at night and echoed in my head during the day. I wasn't used to living next to the forest.

I dried my mouth with the back of my hand and shook the shiny, wet saliva on my apron. I took a deep breath, stretched my arms toward the ceiling and got to work. I went upstairs, where the bedroom I shared with Jaques and his office was located. I entered the bedroom and made the bed, punched and shaped the cushions, scented the room with a sweet air freshener and turned around.

The office door was closed, rattling in the wind and banging on the frame arrhythmically. I knew I shouldn't open it, Jacques had warned me. His office was his personal space, I had to respect it. If I didn't strictly respect his privacy I offended him, and then he would yell at me.

Excerpt of my latest short story Possession. It will be on Substack next week.

Eve Babitz, my queen

[I'd] be much more at home in my own castle. On my own throne. With lots and lots of jewels and chocolate cake and my own library.

Eve Babitz, L.A. Woman

made a separate account for my art because I didn’t like mixing stuff up 🫶🏻🫶🏻

Hello, lovelies!! I made a separate blog (my main is @annabananaaxox) to post my art!

My name is Anna, I’m eighteen and I love to watch movies, write, read and draw. I mostly make fan art of media I consume, but I do make some original pieces.

My favorite books are The secret history, American psycho and Pale fire

My favorite movies at the moment are American psycho, The Dark Knight, Spellbound and Secretary

I love Lana del rey, Leonard Cohen, The cure and Phoebe Bridgers

I hope you all enjoy my art!!

dream job is being one of those women in a cronenberg film

the fact this won't ever be finished will haunt me for decades.

promotional image for a never finalized Frankenstein adaptation directed by David Cronenberg (via A24’s ‘Never Coming to a Theater Near You’ zine)

this and a pack of cigs