A Lover Can Do Anything For That One Person Happiness Either It's Detaching Himself Intentionally From

I told you everything about my life, except that I left out one part of it

You had asked me why I refused to let anyone into my life again

I never told you the reason and now I will never be able to tell you why

For you have gone away and will never be coming back

I regret not sharing it with you but I have to realise its too late now

Perhaps as you watch me from above, you will be able to understand

I wish there was a way for you to give me a sign that you forgive me

And that no matter what, you will always watch over me and guide me

- N.R.K.

“If you want to choose the pleasure of growth, prepare yourself for some pain.”

— Irvin D. Yalom

Who will replace me in the void you left?

Who will give me solace from the chaos you set?

Who will tell me that I don’t need to wait?

Who will set the stage for the world to be perfect?

We all lie and carry a burden on our heads,

Pretending everything is fine—

It’s human tendency to impress.

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Different people have different names, some have character and some are lame. ✅

Things I wish to tell you~

There are some days in your life when you want someone to share your emotions and opinions without judgement.

That soul is so close to your heart that you can share anything from crazy to important things, this is what we call it and it is made by spending time and years together with hundreds of memories where you laugh, cry and love each other.

The bond is so unique that you feel fortunate for their presence in your life.

You tell them each thing from your "first kiss which you gave her on the cheeks" to the "first date where you borrowed money" from your friends.

This bond is so outstanding that you feel that this is what you were searching for years, now nothing you want from your life more than their existence, and you are ready to do anything for them.

Their presence gives you energy and beliefs which you have lost years ago by questioning yourself.

you want that this bond keeps increasing over time, with more love and respect for each other.

some moment you thought what's wrong to have a life partner like them with whom you are close and connected with heart and mind.

You both have full faith and understanding with each other that no one can break that chain, you feel strong and happy with them even if t's a conversation of minutes you feel delighted.

But in life, things don't go the way we wanted to

One day things got messed up between you and her and that bridge which was made up of beautiful memories broke into pieces with left only regrets and mistakes.

You go far from each other but still, there are some days when you wish to tell them that you are surviving with their memories.

There are days when you wish to listen to their voice which still echoes in your head for which you used an Std Booth to listen to that voice.

There are still some days when you close your eyes and see them in your dreams holding hands together over the same bridge and kissing each other.

There are days when you wish to tell them how much you love them.

Written by

Ankit~

We all try to be perfect for others,

Despite being detrimental to ourselves.

Is giving importance to others crucial?

Is doing for others wrong?

If it is wrong, then

Why did my father do it for me?

Why did his father do it for him,

And so on—the cycle continues,

Year after year, day after day.

We grew up from a pebble to a big stone,

Carrying tons of weight

That could make us sink

On any given day.

Whose mistake is it?

Mine, or the vicious, alluring society and its norms

That demand appreciation and so on.

Time has passed, decades have changed.

Now, I have realized, in the midst of all this,

I have committed several big mistakes

That were invisible at the time.

Not because I was blind or lost,

But due to the old cycle

that has been pedaled so hard.

In doing so, I have not only lost people

Whom I used to love

But also a self-hug

In conclusion, I want to say that

The scars from the past

Haunt me hard,

Waiting for conclusion.

People are silent,

Society is dark

Live life as you are.

“one day you’ll realise you should have told her the truth. because you could have escaped and lived a long happy life together. yet you’re stuck in war you can’t win and the terrifying truth is you don’t know if you’ll ever see her again. and that breaks your heart. and the memories of her are all you have left but you broke her heart and you know she hates you for lying, for leaving, for loving her because she’s a solider made for war and you’re a betrayer. you’re meant to be enemies, it could never have worked. loving her was a death sentence, but it was one you would choose every time because life wouldn’t have been worth living without her .”

—  she was your death sentence but loving her made you want to live.//t.c

When there's a breakup, people always advise you to move on, forget the other person and distract yourself. No doubt that that's the right thing to do, but why doesn't no one talks about the times when you can't distract yourself anymore? When it's late and you're all alone, who else were you going to think besides the person you love? No one talks about the fact we don't want to forget them, we want them to stay forever, even when they left us.

Here's a playlist for when you still want to think about them, because you still can, even if it's over.

You said you never wanted to hurt me, but you hurt me the most