Can You Tell Who My Favorite Welton Boy Is?

boys are evil and don't appreciate art

it's absolutely soul crushing to share a piece of media with someone who doesn't appreciate it. i often find it difficult to connect with my younger brother without having shared media to discuss. so I finally showed him my favorite movie, dead poets society of course, and his reaction was to call Neil stupid and say that the overall film was "ok, kinda funny sometimes". meanwhile I had cried twice and was shaking and sobbing.

it's ok. he's not an artist. it didn't move him the way it moved me and it doesn't have to. and yet I find myself disappointed and upset that he'll never want to "carpe diem" or suck the marrow out of life. that he'll never let out a barbaric yawp or be good REALLY good.

i dunno. just thoughts

rant.

WHY-?

why is tragedy beautiful?

why is suicide glamorized?

why do we romanticize the Ophelias, Hedda Gablers, Cleopatras and Sylvia Plaths?!

why are Neil Perry and Daisy Randone fan favorites?!

WHY do so many queer stories end in sorrow?!

We are here to live! Dying is a consequence, not an aspiration!

YES!! momento mori, but so you can remember to enjoy life now, CARPE DIEM!!

Why when we can romanticize life, do we choose death?

Why do we choose to retreat from the warm caress of the sun and turn to the suffocating vice grip of the earth?

DEAR GOD WHY!!!!!

soap

Before my birth, there was a gamble

Weary walking through the brambles

All my life is all in shambles

My soup tastes like soap

I like writing silly things

She only sees the worst of me

Burning tears fall relentlessly

And my soup tastes like soap

Problems are unsolvable

I pretend responsible

Maybe I’m unlovable

And my soup still tastes like soap

is having crushes on boys real?

cause I genuinely thought it was a bit. like....idk growing up a closet lesbian with parents who hate each other made me think that heterosexual love wasn't real but you deal with it anyway cause that's life. come to find out that some women are obsessed with their boyfriends like...for real...

I WANT TO GET TO KNOW MY COMMUNITY PLEASE

SEND ASKS I'M BORED AND WANNA TALK TO Y'ALL

wilson is LITERALLY his wife

on the hunt for mutuals

interact with this post if you like....

Dead poets society!!!!!! (and other tragic films)

notes app poetry and other rambling of a madman

gently philosophical musings

vintage fashion

classic literature

contemplating what it means to be human

whimsy

i feel like shit

it's stupid to be this upset over an app but I haven't felt this upset in a while. 2024 was a great year for me and 2025 is starting off shitty. if it isn't too much to ask, I'd love some fun asks to keep my mind off of things. I lost a lot of connection today and I'd like to feel it again. thank you lovely people

- Belle

oh what's that? the two most devastating pieces of queer media i obsessed over in high school????????? k don't worry about me i'm FINE

This song is so anderperry it’s crazy. Not sure I love the edit, but I love dps and I love falsettos soooo