Merry Christmas To Wilson's Reindeer Hat

silliness

My life is somewhat sillyness

An endless game of charades

If no one takes me seriously

My freedom is my own to cherish

Untethered to expectation, I perform the truth

Winona Ryder, 1991

had to put how the house md fandom views chase into words

who up thinking about dead poets society and the fact that you'll never experience it because instead of being born an east coast boy in the 1950's, you're a west coast girl in the 2020's and you've never been to boarding school and yet you feel a deep connection to the film because you too have unsupportive parents and dreams of theatre and poetry and art

why do I have to look so cool 😒

rant.

WHY-?

why is tragedy beautiful?

why is suicide glamorized?

why do we romanticize the Ophelias, Hedda Gablers, Cleopatras and Sylvia Plaths?!

why are Neil Perry and Daisy Randone fan favorites?!

WHY do so many queer stories end in sorrow?!

We are here to live! Dying is a consequence, not an aspiration!

YES!! momento mori, but so you can remember to enjoy life now, CARPE DIEM!!

Why when we can romanticize life, do we choose death?

Why do we choose to retreat from the warm caress of the sun and turn to the suffocating vice grip of the earth?

DEAR GOD WHY!!!!!

bleed

carve your name deep in my flesh

drink my blood like a fine wine

make my skin your coat

for winter-time

knit my entrails into a scarf

wear my teeth on a silver necklace

blow me to bits, bite into my lips

i hunger to feel your reckless

cut my heart out and eat it on china

use my bones however you please

i live to serve, (or to be served )

for you I'll gladly bleed

“that character is problematic” i am sick and twisted. next

they get sooo fucking hissy about each other