Honestly The Whole Thing Was Cool To Watch :D

made this a bit ago and thought i would share

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Lonely Corruption

If you ever think the universe hates you, just remember this boy, someone only a year old, who was locked away and even tortured for making bad decisions (during a mental breakdown and when in contact with a corrosive power), for not being able to get over the death of his best friend and straying from the path his environment considered "right" (An environment that could well win several awards for hypocrisy) ... I'll be honest, this was the original gift for Nexus on his birthday, but I think it was too much, it still deserves to be shown.

HOLY SHIT I JUST CAME BACK FROM A LATE NIGHT WALK AND 15-20 MINUTES AGO THERE WAS THIS HUGE METEOR/SHOOTING STAR THAT WAS A WHITE CIRCLE WITH GREEN/RED/YELLOW STREAKS AND IT LIT THE WHOLE SKY GREEN FOR A SECOND WOW.

Another poem :]

Dead end.

You're a dead end.

I keep trying to reach you

but we are on each side of this barricade of people.

You are on the right side.

I am on the wrong.

I'm trying to care again

but these people are nothing to me.

I can't keep giving.

Restocking this part of me.

Maybe if we were alone.

I know if we were alone.

God why are we never alone.

reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺

Lucille this is why I love you <3

a post without tags.

idk if it's the weather or the silence or "I am just a fish" being stuck in my head but the atmosphere right now is genuinely so fucking cool. A house with one less, the others asleep, rain water dripping from the gutter, the cool breeze through the partially open window, blinds bumping gently against eachother, the artificial warm house lights cutting through the darkness outside, the damp smell of rain, occasional creaks, keyboard clicking quietly and BUM BUM BA DUM DUM BA DU DUM DUM playing in my head as background noise, heavy eyelids and a sleep deprived sort of loopy-ness seeping into my thoughts makes this such a cool moment. It feels like the perfect time to post on tumblr, watch vent tiktoks or put on a youtube playlist. Or even just sit and ponder. How wonderful. I'm going to ponder now actually, while it is such a perfect time to do so. Goodnight peoples.

as i wrote this the effect waned as neighbors turned on their car radio or smth but by the time i posted it was back again.

time to ponder.

gn