Grown Ass Man

Lighter’s Mental State

PSA WARNING : DO NOT READ IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE TALKS OF SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.

Background Context: I was speed running my chance to have Inky the stray black cat as my pet and changed the time to Evening, but I was at Lumina Square when I did it. So, I went to the map icon to go back to Sixth Street when I saw Lighter’s icon in the Lumina Square area and I had to check out why he’s there.

I was not prepared for the interaction between us.

I just want everyone to know that I am not a licensed psychologist, I am only days away from getting my Bachelor’s degree in Psychology, but Lighter’s choice of words are heavily implying that he has suicidal ideation.

You have three choices to tell him. I already did the second and third choices. This is what he’ll say:

The first pic happens when you picked the last one, and he’s going to do a bunch of death jokes to lighten the mood, but the Proxy will still remind him in the end to live his life. If you pick the second, it’s the rest of the pictures and he’s going to tell you that he is doing fine and was overthinking his situation, but will say he envies you for a secret reason. I will try to find him again tomorrow for the first one, but I just want people to know that Lighter has suffered and is still dealing with PTSD from his past so every time the Proxy talks to him, Lighter becomes happier because of us. His interactions with the Proxy does show that he does care about our relationship with him and that he will not do anything reckless for the sake of his relationship with us.

Literally minutes after our interaction. He’s in a happier state.

Lighter might not want people to know his situation, but the instant he hears someone wanting him to live or is willing to die with him, he changes his mind and wants to live so the person who cares about him doesn’t have to worry about him. He truly is a well written character and I will defend him with everything I have.

Why do you draw and ship skk if you don’t like dazai. I want a genuine reply

this is quite possibly the dumbest question i've ever been asked. i don't hate dazai. he's my second favorite character.

but he's also the character i have a love/hate relationship with due to the fact that he's so complex and intricately written. the moral grayness is such an intriguing aspect and it means i can't love him for everything, bc he HAS committed atrocities that i won't condone. however he's still my babygirl and i love him anyway

still rough but idk when im gonna end up finishing it so heres a wip [ Benny, the dude with the shades, belongs to @racheldrawsthis]

consolation prize

That helicopter would be SO STINKY right after

awkward helicopter ride back home

it just went to waste

Bro i was in the bathroom and theres like a whole ass rainbow reflecting off of me and that didnt have no place being there cause its the middle of night and nothing like this ever happenes so all i can do is solemnly think to myself "Am i that gay?"

ok, i have OFFICIALLY reached my limit -> lets talk about absolutely forced the ZZZ hate is

like- it's fine if the game isn't your cup of tea, i totally understand that it can be a bit much for some people, but my brother in christ did you know your thumbs- the same ones you used to make a pointless hate post or comment- CAN SCROLL??

no one is forcing this game down y'all's throats you can simply block the tag, you can select 'not interested' on videos, AND you can live a peaceful life

it is literally just a game, it was never that serious

"b-but Jane-" SHUT UP 👹

Jane is an interrogator, it's her job to make people uncomfortable so that they spill information. She didn't SA anybody, be so fucking for real. Her hand brushed someone's chest and she kneeled between their legs and that is literally all that happened. -> Is it right? No, of course not! But it was for a job that was actively putting people in danger, and NOT in an everyday situation. bc she would never genuinely assault somebody

was her trailer a bit much? for me, yeah it was. i didn't particularly enjoy it. but yk what? i put on my big kid pants and i moved on with my life

ZZZ is a MEME game, it does not take itself seriously because it's not supposed to be serious. it has it's moment, of course, and they're executed beautifully but at it's core

✨IT'S ENTERTAINMENT✨

if you don't like the fan service, THAT'S FINE! everybody has different tastes, and yk what? nobody is forcing you to play

scroll and give yourself some peace.

I hate when I can't buy a Sampo Koski because I've reached the maximum Sampo Koski storage limit

so far the renovation event has revealed the void archives has:

- rebuilt this old ass bartender robot. - given it their voice and smug ass intonation. - ruined its food menu. - instructed it to make horrible jokes? given it the ability to teach itself horrible jokes? - taught it jokes about murder. - accidentally imparted a few of his own insecurities about "what you're made for" on to it. - named it after an incident when he got chased out.