I'll Hang Onto My Internal Combustion Engine, Thanks. 🤔

I'll hang onto my internal combustion engine, thanks. 🤔

More Posts from Andypjh and Others

4 years ago

Somebody was just telling about this video like 2 days ago.

2 years ago

Incredible Speech Re  Gun Control Laws,   How THEY WILL NOT WORK! Share Everywhere.

3 years ago
andypjh - Untitled
4 years ago
andypjh - Untitled
3 weeks ago
andypjh - Untitled
4 years ago
andypjh - Untitled
1 year ago
"This Is Me At 21 Years Old. This Is The Day I Graduated From The Detroit Police Academy At 4:00pm, Went

"This is me at 21 years old. This is the day I graduated from the Detroit police academy at 4:00pm, went home and took a couple hour nap, woke up at 9:30 that night and reported to my first tour of duty at the 12th Precinct for midnight shift. Look at that smile on my face. I couldn't have been more excited, more proud. Armed with my dad's badge that he wore for 25 years on my chest, one of my mom's sergeant stripe patches in my pocket, my lucky $2.00 bill tucked into my bulletproof vest, a gun I was barely old enough to purchase bullets for on my hip and enough naive courage for a small army, I headed out the door...my mom snapped this photo on my way.

The next 17 years would bring plenty of shed blood, black eyes, torn ligaments, stab wounds, stitches, funerals, a head injury, permanent and irreparable nerve damage, 5 ruptured discs, some charming PTSD and depression issues and a whole lot of heartache. They brought missed Christmases with my family, my absence from friends' birthday get-togethers, pricey concert tickets that were forfeited at the last minute because of a late call and many sleepless nights.

I've laid in wet grass on the freeway for three hours watching a team of burglars and orchestrating their apprehension, I've dodged gunfire while running down a dark alley in the middle of the night chasing a shooting suspect, I've argued with women who were too scared to leave their abusive husbands until they realized they had to or they would end up dead. I've peeled a dead, burned baby from the front of my uniform shirt, I've felt the pride of putting handcuffs on a serial rapist and I've cried on the chest of and kissed the cheek of my dead friend, coworker and academy classmate even though it was covered in his own dried blood and didn't even look like him from all the bullet holes. I know what a bullet sounds like when it's whizzing past your ear, a few inches away, I know what the sound of a Mother's shrilling scream is like when she finds out her son has been killed in the middle of the street and I know what it's like to have to tell a wife and mother of 3 that her husband was killed in a car accident while on his way home from work.

Smells, pictures, sounds and sights are burned and engrained into our minds...things we can never forget, no matter how hard we try; things that haunt our sleep at night and our thoughts during the day; things that we volunteered to deal with so that you don't have to. Things I don't want my sister, little cousins or YOU to even have to KNOW about.

I never once went to work thinking, "I'm gonna beat someone tonight."; "Hmmm...I think I'm gonna kill someone tonight." I DID, however, go to work every night, knowing that I was going to do the best I could to keep good people safe, even if that meant that I died doing so.

We ALL need to start being more understanding and compassionate toward one another. Violence doesn't cure violence and hate doesn't cure hate. I've seen and experienced both sides of the spectrum since I left the PD and I get it. I truly do. But this all has to stop.

Are cops perfect? No. Are there bad cops? Yes. But please...understand that the vast majority of police are good, loving, well intentioned family people. They have husbands and wives and children and parents and pets and cousins and mortgages and electric bills and lawns that need cutting, just like you. They have hearts and consciences. They aren't robots, they're not machines and they just want to help keep the wolves away from the sheep. I KNOW there's people who don't deserve to wear the badge but they're SO VERY few and far between. It breaks my heart to see all this hatred and anger flying around. All it's doing is encouraging more of the same.

Credit: Merri McGregor

  • atomicdreamlandchopshop
    atomicdreamlandchopshop liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • gunny0326
    gunny0326 liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • maturegentlemansworld
    maturegentlemansworld reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • demondave44
    demondave44 liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • evapeachexs
    evapeachexs liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • clubdemachoz2
    clubdemachoz2 reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • justiceleaguedark777
    justiceleaguedark777 reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • rooster56
    rooster56 liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • genxsigma
    genxsigma liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • caffeine-brnbottles-squirrels
    caffeine-brnbottles-squirrels liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • 69chainsaw-at-the-dotte
    69chainsaw-at-the-dotte reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • mega2wheellife
    mega2wheellife liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • ozzycat1970
    ozzycat1970 reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • lawyersgunsandhoney
    lawyersgunsandhoney reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • snapper1984
    snapper1984 liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • discount-walter-white
    discount-walter-white reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • evolution-shmevolution
    evolution-shmevolution reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • rumble-and-roar
    rumble-and-roar reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • iridescent-hummingbird
    iridescent-hummingbird liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • arizona-green-tea-absolutist
    arizona-green-tea-absolutist liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • ophilosoraptoro
    ophilosoraptoro reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • thingshavechangedbobby
    thingshavechangedbobby liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • sognidagestire
    sognidagestire liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • wind-in-his-hair
    wind-in-his-hair liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • campkayaker72
    campkayaker72 reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • scottpvaughn
    scottpvaughn liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • zisel-f
    zisel-f liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • nabucono
    nabucono liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • escott427
    escott427 liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • timbo2112
    timbo2112 liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • muarningstar
    muarningstar liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • tcruzinthehizzy
    tcruzinthehizzy reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • tcruzinthehizzy
    tcruzinthehizzy reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • tcruzinthehizzy
    tcruzinthehizzy liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • ninaandjames
    ninaandjames reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • ninaandjames
    ninaandjames liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • strayed-one
    strayed-one liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • slatet3
    slatet3 reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • youngwobblerapricoteclipse
    youngwobblerapricoteclipse reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • chevalierblancenarmure
    chevalierblancenarmure reblogged this · 2 weeks ago
  • chevalierblancenarmure
    chevalierblancenarmure liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • unganatorgozoff
    unganatorgozoff liked this · 2 weeks ago
  • wm477697
    wm477697 liked this · 2 weeks ago
andypjh - Untitled
Untitled

233 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags