Actually Very Lucky That Ronan Fell In Love Once And Never Again Because Can You Imagine The Chaos He

Lestat and Louis Jock and Professor spicy roleplay sketches inspired by @sharkthinkers' new fic "Concatenate"!!

When I read that Lestats' idea of a Jock outfit was a crop top and shorts I knew I had to draw this 😤

never underestimate the gender euphoria of putting your strap on and just jerking that thang

i would be feral abt t4t paldulcie

adds such a great layer to the ambiguously erotic long distance mentorship situation… dulcinea as a trans elder… i’m frothing at the mouth

SEE i wasn't thinking of Dulcie as a trans elder in this situation, I think Juno Zeta would put her her son on blockers aged 10 and be the kind of mom to have a toddler portrait tattoo redone to be like, still extremely binary but now the baby is dressed in blue with a baseball cap.

specifically I want to explore the experience of being trans and having these kind of... long distance, no faces, text only relationships where you can feel fully affirmed and the disconnect that then exists between your real world experience, and how this interacts with of course also being critically ill and not wanting anyone to see you because of that. the compounded body horror and also then, intimacy when there IS someone you trust to see you sick, see you naked, and the way that interacts with the vulnerability and exhaustion of sickness,

and there's another layer I really want to explore regarding how critical illness i.e. cancer can often impede or slow medical transition while ALSO drastically shortening the time in which one has to make these decisions. to quote my favorite movie "there is still time", but what if there isn't? what is there ISNT time? what if you're dying, and you want to die in the body you want to be remembered in, but you don't know if you'll get there? there's a horror in that. this quote from harrow the ninth:

"“The only thing that ever stopped me being exactly who I wanted,” she said, “was the worry that I would soon be dead … and now I am dead, Reverend Daughter, and I am sick of roses, and I am horny for revenge.”"

i think this would add to Palamedes' like... "i need to cure her i need to save her" and also heighten Dulcinea's rebellious streak (she wants cigarettes!!! she hates roses!!!) while also interacting with how she DID, in fact, decline Palamedes' proposal. she decided to stay where she was. there's so much here. im getting dangerously close to getting really personal here on tumblr dot com but im shaking the bars of my cage

too many people forgetting blue is a glorious and fearless animal. too many people forgetting blue sargent main character of all time. what if your girl shredded and crocheted her own wardrobe and covered her room in various crafts and wanted to study ecology and needed multiple pins to keep her hair back and worked 1 million odd jobs including teaching penmanship to third graders and agreed to ride in a helicopter with strangers on a first date and kissed a ghost bc she realized she could and slipped her hand into her friends’ hands whenever she felt like it and joined their quest with the same wonder and loyalty as if it were her own and LITERALLY breathed life and energy into the people around her. you would never shut up about her probably

reading the picture of dorian gray rn, where my niche gang at

(same as the last...three anons. i sound obsessed i'm sorry) i miss tumblr too!! my friend keeps sending me fanart from here and i have officially gone down a rabbit hole of alecto theories on the tlt tag

not many thoughts because i swallowed the entire series in a week and it gave me so much whiplash but i am constantly thinking about harrow and alecto. their dynamics have the potential to be so fucked (especially when you think about gideon too) and i am very here for it

YOU SHOULD GET BACK ON TUMBLR AND JOIN US... also pls consider my tags. u know. just to get lost in some more

#tlt art. #tlt worldbuilding, #tlt thoughts, #tlt meta, #tlt theories, #alecto bingo card, #alectopause, #alecto x harrow. #gideon

realizing i actually only absorbed like 60% of tlt due to reading it over the course of a week at various times (mostly 12am-5am because my sleep schedule was fucked). anyway that's fun

i wholeheartedly believe i deserve fangs

a vital and frequently overlooked aspect of cam's relationship with pal is the fact that her boundaries with him are like. i can accept collecting 96 fragments of your exploded skull, painstakingly glueing them back together, letting your soul move into my body, nearly bleeding out as a result, getting stabbed in service to you, bleeding out again and still offering you another spoonful of blood. but i draw the LINE at letting you write hardcore erotica with my hands

we are so back

ib; flower idea credit to @potato-lord-but-not ..? (hope tag okay)