a drawing i did based off of a family picture we took!
from left to right:
little sister, littlest sister, dad, mom, me, big brother
And those who still count afab individuals (who don’t identify as women) is very gross and transphobic.
Have a sister, can confirm. I am the feral one.
a sibling relationship is just “i love you beyond my own life but i’ll never say it” plus “i’ll kill you over a stolen shirt don’t even fucking test me” plus “inside jokes and secret language” plus “i literally do not understand the dark recesses of your mind what the fuck are you made from” plus the occasional “oh my god please don’t eat tha - spit it OUT SPIT IT OUT”
Hiii ^_^ heres a bunch of things ive drawn since starting aa4.... (i will NOT be finishing the unfinished ones) (plz ignore how jarringly unfinished the first one is........)
Something is wrong with me and don’t know what
Every morning I wake up and wish I didn’t
I put on clothes and resist the itch under my skin
pick and peel and theres always more layers
Who’s vessel am I in?
I eat food and only feel the textures
All I taste is dust
There are three hair ties where there should be two
I try not to greet my reflection,
It doesn’t matter, I’ll forget what he looks like when I leave the room
I hate my hair and the way I dress
I think there’s something wrong with me
I look up my interests in class because the people there scare me
I can’t look them in the eyes
If I must talk I become a facsimile of whoever they need me to be
I can tell my smile doesn’t reach my eyes.
I can’t check because I hate that thing in the mirror
I watch existentialist tv and relate to the people in the shows
They ask the tired questions
“Who am I,”
“Why am I here?”
“Am I a good person”
I know none of those answers
I stay in bed all day
It’s the only place I feel safe, sequestered from the world
Sometimes I like to imagine I’m sick just so my family will take care of me
I don’t think they like me very much
I dread going to bed
I love getting under the covers
I love nobody coming to bother me
If I died here nobody would know until the next morning
And even then not until after 3
I love to sleep
I get to die in any way that matters for a bit
When you’re asleep you can pretend nobody knows you
And you know nobody
I hate waking up
I hate remembering I am known
I have therapy on Saturday
She’ll ask me how I’m doing
I’ll forget all of this by then
She tells me I have successes
But measured against others I’ve done practically nothing
What am k doing with my life
Is this even worth living
Am I even worth living
I write
I erase
I don’t make anything worthwhile
Why even try
it stays in my notes to rot anyways
I want tk go missing
I think there’s something wrong with me
I think vanishing is a way of showing love
Leaving and letting people think you got raptured
It’s beautiful in a way
https://archiveofourown.org/works/13119918?view_full_work=true
Description: Five years after graduation, two heroes are brought together by coincidence, work together by necessity, and stay together by choice, trust, and maybe just a little bit of love
Check this fic out its really cool
its ok.
THEIR SHIP NAME IS LAUGHING GAS YOU GUYS
Pretty ladies 🥺 dont mind me going feral over their civilian outfits bc they look really comfy