that sounds like such a blast. i promise you that whatever you have going on is a lot more fun than what i have going on. i just got back home from wasting over a month of my life traveling with someone else. ha— why do you always put that pressure on me? what if it was a fluke, josh! what if i can't summon that power again?
Alright, so time for our routine check in. Catch me up on what you got going on. I am back on the field now with practice getting hit by three hundred pound guys who want to take my head off, so it'll be nice to hear what you have going on and live vicariously through you. The team hasn't forgotten by the way when your support got us all those wins last year, so they are expecting it again this upcoming season.
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exactly! maybe the little terror gene will skip my kids and go straight to my brothers kids. it's what he deserves for being a pain in my ass for so long. i can understand that. i feel like modeling is much harder to get work, especially after a certain point because the standards that have been set for us, especially women, they feel like a woman can't still be sexy once she turns thirty. that's why i'm so thankful the little bit of modeling i do is for work related photoshoots. i don't think i could cut it in that side of the business long term. that is understandable. hopefully you both can make it, and if not i will carry you both with me in spirit. oh definitely, i think at this point they come as a packaged deal. i've heard that i have a whole heap of people i have to battle for that spot, but i'm fully prepared to duke it out. regardless if you sound like your mum, it's sound advice. i actually have been letting life just happen, and i think it finally threw me a bone— a whole bag of them actually. i think that's a fair deal. i love the way you look at it though. it is just a piece of paper, and it has no real substance to the love that you have for your partner.
that is absolutely right! they will be your little terrors and nobody else could call them little terrors but you because you had to birth them and raise them. haha but i seriously couldn't see you having anything close to a nightmare of a child. you're far too sweet for that. oh most definitely! i feel like it keeps you on your toes. i had a similar situation with modeling. especially after i stepped back from Victoria's Secret. i haven't really had a loss for work but there was a brief period where i wasn't sure of where it was going to come from, especially after i had Elijah. i hide my bumps pretty well but it does get pretty hard to do some of these shoots when you're six to eight months pregnant and about to pop. oh most definitely! if we can, we definitely will be there. i'm sure he'll make the time regardless. i just have to be in NYC a good nine point nine tenths of the time because i've got the boys and i can't just up and move out to Los Angeles. he has been the greatest discovery of 2025 yet. well, him and this little one. but i can kind of lump those two together, right? makes sense? i wouldn't have one without the other. you and Lucy are definitely going to be rivaling at that one. she's already trying to make arrangements to camp out at my place in NYC and feel all up on the little slice. i completely understand you there. but i definitely recommend just going with the flow of things and letting it happen when it happens. don't let time get in your way of doing the things that make you happy just on your own while you are still young. good lord i'm talking like my mother now. i'll make you a deal. how about we all focus on the slice for now and once they're born we can then start obsessing over the engagement ring. i hope he doesn't think that is going to be necessary before i have this little one. because there is absolutely no rush in that from me. i'd be just fine if we never got married. it's just a piece of paper at this point. it doesn't really prove how much love two people have for each other. that can't be shown on paper.
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i can't stand the fact that we keep missing each other. we always promise to meet up and play catch up, but then we end up failing miserably. promise me that we'll make this happen very soon? i'll be out of town for a little while, but once i get back i demand a lunch date. we have so much to catch up on. @itsawsten
your smile— you have a smile that could light up any room. you bring a sense of comfort to anyone around you with a simple smile, and it's so contagious. your personality — i have never met anyone as fun as you in my life. we aren't even from the same generation, but you have such an old soul about you, and it's just so fun being around you. i always know i'm gonna have a good laugh when you are around. your soul — i could write a whole novel about how wonderful of a human being you are. for such a young age you are full of knowledge and wisdom. it's like you've lived a thousand lifetimes and you are sharing everything you know with the rest of us. if you didn't notice i love and admire you so so much. my precious soul.
alycia: hey you. alycia: photo memories have such a cheeky way of reminding me how much i miss you. we've both been so busy that i feel like it's been forever since i last saw you. we should change that. alycia: where in the world are you? i could be convinced to make the trip. @jvmiecbcwer
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i can imagine it must be difficult keeping up with that sort of thing when you have little ones running around. i give you all the kudos in the world for being able to juggle it all. parents are the unsung hero's of the world. thank you so much!! it was such a pleasant phone call to get. i've been stressing so much about work, and now i have one of the biggest projects of my career to look forward to. i heard about your little surprise! i am so happy for both you and ollie! i knew from the moment he told me you two were dating that you would go the distance. he is very lucky to have you, and vice versa.
i have been so bored that i've forgotten what day it is honestly if only because i was too bored to really care or look at the calendar. if there wasn't a doctor's appointment or a meeting that i had to be at, i was just doing whatever i could to fill the day with activities with the kiddos. that is so fantastic! happy to hear it darling! that is great news to get in 2025! sounds like your year has taken a turn for the best! well. the year has brought me so many surprises. a boyfriend and, crazy enough, two short months after that a new surprise baby that we'll be welcoming to the family at the end of the year! so we'll get to round it out on a high note too!
oh, it was definitely a waste of time. that's what happens when you follow a boy around only to have him ghost you right after. but it's his loss, not mine. i just think you are putting a lot of pressure on my shoulders here, but i guess if i've been deemed the bills good luck charm then i should proudly own that title. i'll do you one better, i'll actually go to a game this year. just send me the game dates and i'll try and attend as many of them as i can.
Come on, I bet it wasn't a waste of time. Where did you go? Listen, it's because I know you're going to help us win. It wasn't a fluke! It's going to happen again, trust me. We didn't really lose any games once you started to pay attention to the games last season, so if I tell you when they are will you pay attention to them this upcoming season too?
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alycia: this is difficult because we both share the same views about most things. do you have a silly little thing that you are passionate about? like a fashion choice? a favorite food? something we can argue about and i can witness this flail first hand. ba dum tsss. i love that for you. i know you have been through some things in your life, so you getting all of this love is exactly what you deserve. alycia: it irritates me too. it makes having friends of the opposite sex more difficult. i grew up with a brother so i naturally get along better with men then i do women, and not being able to just hang out with them platonically is difficult. i respect how private you are about that. you leave no room for the outside world to put their two cents in, and i have no doubt that when you finally do have someone, or if you do already, they will be well taken care of because you won't let the world rip them to shreds. oh my god, it was brutal. i was told i was using him, that he was using me to cover up who his real love was. i was just thinking to myself, "holy shit! i never met this guy!" 🤣🤣 alycia: i can't wait! i know kaitlyn talked about working with you when we were filming apple cider. she had nothing but amazing things to say, but it was nothing i didn't already know. it's kind of romcom-ish? i always wanted to do a romcom, so i was pretty excited for the opportunity to do something like this. and there have been new developments in my career since the last exchange and you are now looking at the new face of the godzilla universe. 🤗
pedro: what should we be arguing about then, missy? we'll have to pick something i'm passionate about and you bet my hands will be heavily animated during it. i'm in a really happy place with my life, so i feel very loved and spoiled every single day. i know not everyone is that lucky, so i don't take it for granted. pedro: i know that's the way it goes, but it still irritates me. especially when they bring that bullshit into red carpets when i'm trying to work and promote my projects. this is why i don't talk about my relationships publicly. some people just can't be normal and i'd rather not deal with that. i can just imagine what your comment section looked like. fangirls are brutal, some close to psychotic and it's never fun to be on the receiving end of that. pedro: the seasons are like my children, i can't choose between them but i will say the team did an amazing job bringing this season together. very proud of everyone for the work they've done. here's hoping the fans and you feel similar. that sounds like a very fun, modern idea for a film and i'll make sure to watch it when it's out. one more thing on my pile of things to watch. one thing i learned while being a struggling actor for most of my twenties and thirties was that when you have faith, in yourself and what you bring to the table, things will eventually work out. hard work does pay off, at least in my experience.